The Redemption of "White Moonlight"

When Ji He sneaked himself into the main house of Garcia's family and stole the notebook, he couldn't help looking into Helaizer's eyes, his voice became quieter, and he felt guilty, after all, he never asked Helaizer It was my will to do so.

"...I'm sorry Helezel," Ji He's tone was a bit awkward when he spoke, "I acted in such a hurry. I wanted to find you and discuss it with you, but I couldn't get in touch with you at all. , I also feel that it is urgent, so..."

There was a moment of silence on Hereser's side.

Ji He couldn't help clenching his fists, "You can blame me for being reckless, but I've already done it, and if you want me to return it, I can do my best. Regarding this matter, I don't want you to have any burden... Tan Qi’s side, I will try my best to explain clearly.” When he raised his eyes and carefully looked at Helezel with watery blue eyes, Helezel’s palm had already been gently placed on his. on the shoulders.

"Ji He, don't blame yourself," Helezel stared at him, "Although this is indeed beyond my expectation, in fact, I think I have to thank you for this action of yours."

Ji He stared into Hereser's eyes. He didn't expect Hereser's reaction to be like this. He had originally planned to meet the first conflict since their relationship, but Hereser resolved it so easily. it.

"...how do you say it?" After a while, Ji He asked.

"My father is an unscrupulous dictator, and I have made up my mind to resist him. That notebook is the only tool he can use to sanction me when he confirms that he cannot completely rule me." Hereser frowned, this is It was the first time he told Ji He so bluntly about his family's situation, "I will become my father's enemy."

"Ji He," Helezel held Ji He's face, lowered his head, and looked at him seriously, "Please don't feel guilty about this, I'm just doing what I think is right, although I'm really doing it for you, But it’s not without my own will.”

"Your trust is my only support, so we agreed to always stand together, and I want you to always remember."

Helezel's voice was like a whisper from the abyss, stirring Ji He's soul. He nodded solemnly, raised his arms, and hugged Helezel tightly.

Hleizer read almost all of his inner thoughts.

In fact, Ji He is far from being as confident as he looks, every word Gaza uttered yesterday was branded on his heart like a branding iron.

That's right, without him, Helazel might have become a regional master with a higher position than Gaza. Without him, Helazel wouldn't have to be locked in such a place. Hall can become the hottest S-rank, standing in a position unattainable by everyone, and deeply trusted by his father Hall.

Garza said he was the one who killed Helezel.

Perhaps in some respects this is true.

Ji He doesn't care what others say, but he cares about Helezel's opinion.

He didn't want to embarrass Helaizer, and he didn't want Helaizel to embark on this road of no return just because of himself.

But now, he is not afraid.

Helaizel's hand gently stroked his back, and the anxiety accumulated these days was released at this moment. Ji He put his head on Helaizel's shoulder and slowly closed his eyes.

He is tired.

Helezel stared at his sleeping lover, and gently pushed back the hair on Ji He's forehead. Ji He still had brown eye circles that hadn't faded.

And the scar at the corner of his eye... Helezel gently stroked the scar at the corner of Ji He's eye with his thumb, and suddenly felt an unprecedented softness in his heart.

He hugged Ji He horizontally, went to his bedroom, and gently placed Ji He on his bed.

He slowly lay beside Ji He, quietly staring at Ji He's sleeping face.

Obviously, his lover has been tired for a long time.

He originally thought that Ji He had already returned to Andu District, but he told Ji He earlier that he hoped that Ji He could live in safety and not be affected by the Diamond District.

But Ji He still came.

It seems that he was wrong, Helezel's body slowly approached Ji He, he raised his arm, and slowly took Ji He into his arms. For the first time, he realized deeply that he was wrong.

He shouldn't blindly protect his lover, and he can't take it for granted that Ji He will always be under his umbrella.

They were supposed to be mutually supportive.

"Ji He..." Helezel's warm lips gently touched Ji He's forehead.

Although there are still many things that Ji He can't know...Helezel thought, he will slowly let Ji He know everything.

Just like many things in the past, he will also let Ji He know slowly.

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Helezel, who was a child, was the most proud youngest son of his father Hall.

Many said he was as cold as a machine, and when little Hleizer found out what the word "machine" meant, he himself agreed.

"Hellezel is my most perfect masterpiece," my father declared loudly at one point.

A masterpiece, as if he is not a living person, but just a pleasing object.

Helezer has no opinion on this, he just tries his best to do everything his father asks, and then get something that is more conducive to his survival.

Compared with him, his elder brother Gaza was regarded by his father as a "semi-finished product" that was "not satisfactory". In the eyes of his father, when he and his elder brother Gaza stood together, Gaza always paled in comparison.

Father hates Gaza because Gaza has a hobby that he can't approve of - horses.

Gaza would forget to complete the task because of watching the horse race, but Helezel would never do anything unexpected. Therefore, Helezel also received more recognition and better treatment from his father.

Although regarding this, he didn't have any fluctuations in his heart.

He didn't seem to be interested in everything, he was like an exquisite machine made of flesh and blood, following the route his father had planned step by step.

It's not interesting, this is Hereser's view of the world at the time.

Oh no, that's not exactly the case, the world is a little bit different when Grandma visits.

Grandma is a B-level, in the words of my father, a B-level that can't be on the stage, and my father maintains superficial respect for her, but Helezel can see that his father looks down on his old mother in his heart.

Grandma is a person with a lot of expressions, she is always in a state of mind, and likes to take Helaizel and Gaza to her room, and tell them vivid stories with a book, and said that a young girl at this age Children should listen to these interesting stories more.

Of course, for Helezel at the time, grandma's stories were extremely childish and had no value for thinking at all, but unlike Gaza, when grandma was telling stories with great interest, he would not get up and leave because something happened. He will also be curious about grandma's exaggerated expressions and rich movements.

Is this the B grade?The little Helezer stared at his grandmother who loved him so much, and thought, he might never understand this kind of person, it's amazing, what's the point of doing these movements and expressions?

Helezel kept a blank face, and ordinary people couldn't see the state of mind contained in his expression.

Gaza was different. Whenever the two of them were dragged into the room by grandma, he would smile and give some high-sounding reasons before slipping away.

Helezel knew that Gaza was impatient with grandma, and Gaza even laughed at him. He said he didn't have the courage to escape from grandma's room. He didn't believe that Helezel would consider the old man's feelings. In his opinion, Hereser was committing a crime.

Helezel never argues, but he actually agrees with some of Gaza's views. Indeed, he is not a person who takes other people's emotions into account.

He just felt that being with grandma was a little easier than being with his father, although grandma would not always reward him like his father.

Before meeting Ji He, grandma was the only B-level Helezel had ever been in contact with.

After meeting Ji He, Helezel agreed to play with him on weekends for the convenience of writing reports.

Ji He would show a disappointed expression because a bubble burst, would show annoyed expression because he fell and stained his clothes, and would keep saying some meaningless words.

Hleizer looked at him, feeling novelty, and defined in his heart, sure enough, regardless of age, some B-levels have something in common.

He felt that Ji He was very similar to his grandma, but after careful analysis, he didn't know where the similarity was. There was a "?" emotion, which had never happened in my heart before.

Ji He always said that he and he were friends, Helezel stared at his hand that was grabbed by Ji He, and didn't understand.

Because the "friendship" between Level A is completely different from that between him and Ji He.

At any rate, those A-levels wouldn't grab their hands so recklessly and drag them around the streets.

Although those A-levels can also laugh, their smiles are completely different from the person named Ji He in front of them.

Moreover, Helezel found that he hated being held by Ji He.

That was also the first time he realized that he had "disgusting" emotions. To be honest, this kind of emotion would arise when Ji He got too close to him.

Ji He always said that one day he would wear his school uniform and go to the same school as him.

This person is a B pole. So far, it seems that there is no B grade in the entire grade. Helezel looked at Ji He indifferently, thinking that Ji He was daydreaming.

Once, the elder brother Gaza ran to Helezer and told him that a person outside the house wanted to see him just now, and that person also said that they were friends.

friend?After thinking for a while, Hereser said, "I have no friends."

It rained heavily the next day, and while sitting in the car, Hereser saw Ji He standing on the side of the road like an idiot holding an umbrella.

Gaza said, "Yeah, it's him."

It's him.For a moment, Helezel couldn't remember Ji He's name, and Ji He's figure also flashed past the car window, leaving him no room for thinking.

After walking for a long time, Helezel remembered that it was the man named Ji He.

Doubt flashed in his heart again—what was he doing standing there?