The Redemption of "White Moonlight"

Different from Diamond District, the "celebration" in Andu District is original. There is no melodious music, no gorgeous dance, but only a warm bonfire and people sitting beside the bonfire and singing songs at the top of their voices.

The residents of Andu District also joined in the celebration, the friendly dialect coexisted with the quarrel, and everyone laughed wantonly.

Holding a big wine glass full of beer, Ji He looked at all this with a smile on his face.

Not long after, Bai Xuxu sat beside him, and he handed Jian Bin to the kind residents around the tower in advance. When those residents heard that the child was brought back by Ji He, they all came to watch. When Bai Xuxu said that he needed a nanny At that time, a woman responded immediately.

"What are you thinking, Brother Ji?" Bai Xuxu moved to Ji He's side and whispered in his ear.

Ji He smiled, "It's nothing, it's just... I think I'm getting old."

I thought that Bai Xuxu would immediately deny it, but the other party waited for a long time before saying: "Well, indeed, I feel that Brother Ji is much calmer than before." Bai Xuxu turned his face, and those clear eyes stared straight at him Ji He, he said solemnly and seriously: "But Brother Ji, I don't think this means that you are old, but that you have seen many things that we cannot see."

Ji He rubbed his chin with his hand, squinted his eyes slightly, "Well, you're right." After speaking, he raised his hand and drank the remaining beer in the glass.

"Brother Ji," Bai Xuxu glanced around, then moved closer to Ji He in silence, "I actually want to tell you one more thing, don't think I'm nagging, because besides you, I I don’t know who else to talk to.”

At this time, Ji He had vaguely guessed Bai Xuxu's continuation, but he didn't grab the white, he only said "hm" to signal Bai Xuxu to continue.

"The night I married Andre..." Bai Xuxu turned his eyes. Against the backdrop of the fire, his eyes glistened with water, and he looked anxious. "I don't think it's Andre who slept with me."

It's not Andre, is it Anthony?To be honest, Ji He didn't think that Anthony would just let it go, he frowned slightly, "Do you think... like Anthony?"

Bai Xuxu nodded, pondered for a moment, but shook his head again, "I have slept with him for many years, and I can even know the frequency of his breathing. That night, the feeling was indeed familiar, but it was not exactly the same."

After a moment of silence, Ji He asked, "Are you scared?"

Bai Xuxu shook his head, "I don't know, I know, neither Anthony nor Andre will hurt me, but..." Halfway through speaking, Bai Xuxu stopped talking, and he smiled, "I don't know why, say I feel much better after I came out, and I don’t have to worry about it now, I’m already back anyway.”

Ji He was silent for a while, and then touched Bai Xuxu's wooden cup with his own cup, and the two collided with each other, making a clanging sound, "I don't seem to have played any substantial role." He said.

Bai Xuxu shook his head, "No, as long as Brother Ji is willing to listen." After speaking, he also picked up the wine glass, gestured slightly to Ji He, and then drank it down.

Noticing these two people hiding in the corner early in the morning, Vivienne stepped on the dance steps, holding a tambourine and singing, "It's such a lively celebration, what are you two doing?"

Hearing that there was no other way, Ji He had no choice but to stand up and walk over. Vivienne invited him to dance pas de deux. He didn't answer, but raised his eyebrows at her provocatively, and started to dance to the melody.

Vivienne was so angry that she stuck out her tongue, but she still followed him relentlessly, as if she wanted to dance with him. Not to mention, there was a quirky little girl in this place, which could still give people a good mood. Bringing a different feeling, at a certain moment, Ji He felt this way sincerely, although he didn't have any emotion for Vivienne beyond friendship.

"Well, Brother Ji," Vivienne approached Ji He in the interval between the dance music and whispered to Ji He, "We have some guests in military uniforms from the Andu District."

What is "our Andu District"?Ji He thought to himself that this little girl really doesn't regard herself as an outsider, but at the same time, she doesn't care about what she said. He guessed that Vivian was talking about those border soldiers. Frontier soldiers from the outer edge of the authority area will come here to play from time to time, especially this kind of party where the food is delicious and spicy, and the presence of those people is naturally indispensable.

"Look, look, it's over there." Vivienne also kindly pointed it out to Ji He.

Ji He smiled and only turned his head slightly, but he didn't pay much attention to it. He just wanted to deal with Vivienne's lovely enthusiasm.

"There is a person who really looks like my cousin." Vivienne's next sentence finally made Ji He's attention slightly focused.

"Where?" Ji He's heart beat slightly faster, and he hurriedly looked in the direction just now, but was blocked by a tall resident.

Damn, what am I being stupid about?Ji He laughed in his heart, even Vivian said it was just "like", how could Helezel come here?

I don't know how that guy is doing now. When I left the Diamond District, I didn't even have time to inform him, oh no, I couldn't contact him at all.

Thinking of Helezel, Ji He couldn't help but feel depressed. It happened that Vivienne had had enough fun with him at this time. When Cole passed by them, she hurriedly ran to pick Cole up, and Ji He had time to get away. .

He came to the place where the drinks were kept, and the elder brother who was in charge of the drinks knew him. When he saw him coming, he waved his hand and poured Ji He a big bowl without saying a word.

He could tell by the smell that it was strong wine. In fact, Ji He was not good at drinking this kind of strong wine, but he couldn't bear the depression at the moment, so he picked up the bowl, raised his head and poured it into his mouth.

I don't know how many bowls he drank, or maybe only one bowl. Ji He realized that he had started talking nonsense, but his mind didn't even know what he was talking about. After a while, he glanced at his watch , then stood up and stumbled towards the direction where the Andu Pagoda was.

For some reason, he felt that it was a bit late, he should go home and sleep, and he knew that there would be the person he wanted to see in his dream.

There are not too many residents in Andu District, and most of them are concentrated in the venue of the party at the moment, so the not-so-busy streets appear empty.

Ji He's body swayed slightly under the street lamp, Ji He couldn't tell whether it was because he was walking in a trance, his vision was trance, or both.

When another shadow appeared in his field of vision, he stopped in his tracks.

At the same time, the other party also stopped. Obviously, that person was not passing by. From the shape of the shadow, Ji He judged that the person in front of him was wearing a military uniform. He guessed it was those frontier soldiers, so he waved his hands without raising his head. , After saying hello, he continued to walk forward.

When he was slammed against the wall next to the road by a force, Ji He realized that something was wrong. He almost instinctively made a movement of drawing a dagger, but his hand was cut off halfway by the opponent—the opponent obviously knew him well. The position of putting the dagger and the action of drawing the dagger.

With a sudden heartbeat, Ji He raised his eyes and met a pair of dark and deep eyes.

"Hellezer..." He grabbed the cloth on the chest of the person in front of him, his hands trembling with force. He had a lot to say, but unfortunately the alcohol paralyzed his nerves, so he could only repeat Helaizer over and over again. Earl's name, looking at him greedily, as if he would disappear in the blink of an eye.

Helezel pressed his forehead heavily against Ji He's, and after a long while, he only said one sentence: "I'm sorry."

He turned his head sideways and kissed Ji He, he opened Ji He's jaw, raging casually, strong and greedy.

"I shouldn't appear in front of you, but I can't help it." Maintaining the posture of imprisoning Ji He, Helezel put his forehead on Ji He's shoulder, "These days, you Didn't laugh, didn't sleep much."

Ji He didn't speak, just grabbed Helezel's clothes tightly, and if he didn't let go, people would become extremely fragile when they were drunk. He had to endure for a long time before he could hold back the heat in his eyes.

"I'm very worried about you, don't do that." Helezel gently bit Ji He's earlobe, with a hint of warning in his force, but at the same time he restrained his force.

"I'll always be by your side, always."

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When Ji He woke up, he found that he was sleeping in the bedroom on the top of Andu Tower.

Bai Xuxu knocked on the door outside.

Ji He hurried to the door and opened it. Before Bai Xuxu could react, he grabbed Bai Xuxu's shoulder and asked him, "How did I come back last night?"

Frightened by Ji He's eyes, Bai Xuxu shrugged his shoulders and whispered, "You were drunk in the drinking area last night, we called a car to bring you back."

No... No, Ji He clearly remembered that he saw Helezel last night, "Did I stay in the drink area last night?"

Puzzled by Ji He, Bai Xuxu blinked aggrievedly, "I don't know, and I drank too much later, but the boss at the drink area said that you have been asleep for a long time."

sleep……

Asleep, thinking, Ji He understood, maybe it is the function of that chip, the chip can perfectly reproduce anything he wants in his dream, such as an empty street, for example...Hellezer .

Ji He felt a little desolate in his heart. He frowned and rubbed his temples, "Okay, I understand, let me tell you about the recent situation."

Listening to Bai Xuxu's voice reporting the recent situation in the tower, Ji He's thoughts gradually drifted away. Although the Helezel in his dream is an ideal form, no matter what, his voice and what he said should be true Bar.

Those should be what Helezel wanted to tell him.

Even when he woke up from his sleep, he still remembered it in his heart.

139130 Chapter Nine: Helezer recalls killing three

Helezel stared at Ji He's direction from afar, instinctively driving him to reach out to touch it, but finally suppressed his inner desire under the reminder of reason.

When he can't get close to Ji He, Helezel will fall into endless aftertaste, which is a habit he developed during the two years when he and Ji He first separated.

Hleizer couldn't forget that time.

That was the first time he acted "irrationally". He disobeyed his father's wishes and sneaked out of the airport before the plane took off, with nothing but a little cash on him.

At that time, there was only one thought in his mind-grandma's diary could not be found by those who raided.

In fact, Helezel didn't have such a deep "family consciousness" in his heart at that time. Although he vaguely knew that the notebook would affect the family, deep in his heart, he just simply didn't want the notebook belonging to grandma In the hands of those with guns.

For the first time, besides obeying his father's orders, his personal impulses were so clear, which made him feel novel, and as he ran home, Ji He's face appeared again and again in his mind.

It was a face with a bright smile. In his barren life, there had never been such a person approaching him without hesitation, without purpose or malice.

This is different from what my father said.

Father also said, don't mingle with B-class people, their stupidity often affects a normal A-class, let alone marry B-class, they will change you from the inside out, just like those who kill people Cancer cells are just as scary.

Helezel, who used to listen to his father's opinion, had doubts for the first time, but his instinct for many years still made him believe in his father and family.

Perhaps the changes that Ji He brought to him were just a sign of "cancerous transformation". At that time, he explained his inner doubts like this.

Therefore, Helezer began to avoid Ji He instinctively, and when Ji He proposed to like him, he regarded it as a signal that "cancer cells spread" and wanted to swallow him up, so physically, he rejected and hated Ji He , but in my heart, I became more and more puzzled.

Afterwards, Helezel found Ji He in his backyard. At that time, he was holding grandma's notebook tightly in his arms.

He didn't understand what Ji He was doing.

He didn't even understand why Ji He would deliberately make noise to distract people who were walking towards him. He knew that Ji He would be very scared, but Ji He still did that.

When Ji He squatted beside her, Helezel noticed his full of love.

That gaze was so warm that Helezel was at a loss as to what to do. He never thought that he would get such a gaze, and he didn't know how much he was being cherished by Ji He.

Seeing that he sprained his ankle, Ji He carried him on his back and ran for a long distance. Hereser saw him sweating a lot, seeing him panting from exhaustion, and when he was put down by Ji He, he also saw Ji He An expression of lingering fear.

Why?Helezer didn't understand, the knowledge he had learned before couldn't explain everything he encountered, Ji He's eyes even made him a little flustered, and Helezel didn't have time to think clearly, so he could only treat his father's "cancer cells" "Theory applies to the current situation.

Unable to refuse, Helezel was taken home by Ji He, and his instinct told him that he should stay away from this person in front of him, otherwise the thinking system he had built up over the years would collapse, but his body could not make Helezel refuse.

He and Ji He lived under the same roof for a short time.

When he was kissed by Ji He for the first time, Helezel instinctively thought of "marriage". What his father said was "marriage" with B-level, which would change an A-level "marriage" from beginning to end, so he thought of "marriage" Ji He said such words.

"I can't convince myself to like you, and you don't attract me."

Ji He showed a hurt expression, and Helezel felt that it was the temptation of the devil to show weakness. At the same time, deep in his heart, he also felt sad, but he had a stiff face and could not express anything.

Because those things called "emotions" are really too unfamiliar to Helezel. He has seen them, but he has never been able to understand them. He needs a long, long time to think carefully.

But he is also well versed in the principle of not "owing favors". He felt that Ji He seemed to need a kiss very much, so he gave it. It came from the soft and soft touch on his lips. It took a long time for Helezel to realize that, That may be another kind of exploitation that is more painful for Ji He.

Occasionally, he would also recall the feeling of kissing Ji He.

He looked in the mirror and stared at his lips, the touch that Ji He gave him seemed to still remain on it.

This is evidence of being eroded by "cancer cells".

This kind of consciousness once again invaded Helezel's thoughts, like a robot who was afraid of losing control, he repeatedly wiped his lips with a tissue, and raised his eyes, only to find that Ji He was looking at him.

Helezel doesn't want to think about it anymore. Every time he thinks about it, this is the most painful time for him. At that time, he walked past Ji He numbly, and Ji He passed him silently. He didn't want to think about Ji He. With He's expression at that time, he was afraid that Ji He, who was stung at that time, would mercilessly pierce him hard.

When the people from the family came to pick him up, Helezel fled away from the place that made him feel uncomfortable, and also left the person who made him feel uncomfortable.

He couldn't and couldn't show all this on his face.

Helezer suddenly recalled that during the training camp, when Ji He was sleeping next to him, he told him that he cried the day he left.

That time he had a dull face and only looked at Ji He silently, but Ji He smiled, as if such sadness had never been shown on his face.

Helezel suddenly felt very uncomfortable, he couldn't say anything, he just let himself be slightly close to Ji He, then closed his eyes, and said, "It's late, go to sleep."

In fact, in the two years after moving away from Geno District and leaving Ji He, even under the control of his father, Helezel could not help but think carefully about everything about Ji He.

Sometimes he feels that he understands, and other times he feels that he does not understand.

He never told anyone about his doubts. His father would not understand him, and Gaza would laugh at him. In their minds, it was enough for them to follow their orders and live step by step.

Although there were many B-levels who wanted to befriend him secretly, none of those B-levels could make Helezel feel similar to when he was with Ji He.

Sometimes Helezel even wondered, had he ever met Ji He?

It seems that only Ji He is special.

So when Hleizer saw Ji He again in the training camp, he thought it was an arrangement of force majeure, just like fate, which could not be shaken.

During the two years, he had imagined Ji He's reaction countless times after he changed his attitude. After the reunion, he finally decided to meet Ji He again in the form of the "friend" that Ji He wanted.

He won't neglect Ji He anymore, these time apart let him know that he doesn't want to make the person in front of him frown.

Father didn't know that Ji He was in this place, and Gaza didn't know either.

As always, without him saying anything or doing anything, Ji He would naturally approach him.

However, soon, Helezel realized that Ji He no longer wanted to kiss him.

The relationship that no longer wants to kiss, Ji He said, this is the real friendship.

"friend"?Now Helezel no longer wants to entangle with the definition of this word, anyway, in his world, Ji He can only be allowed to approach.

However, it was during this training camp period that Hleizer was rated as an S for the first time.

Undoubtedly, this is another supreme honor for the Garcia family, because only the first generation of the Continental Controller who attacked the Pres Continent was given such a rank.

On the second day after the grade determination, Helezel was recalled by the Garcia family. His father summoned all the leaders from all walks of life, held an unprecedented grand ceremony for him, and told everyone in the lord world that Helezel would become the Garcia family member. heirs.

However, in fact, Hleiser has no actual feeling for all this. When he was pushed to the highest point, he looked down at the people below and couldn't help asking himself - will I really stand up as everyone expects? In this position?

For a moment, he really wanted to hear Ji He's opinion on all this.

He rejected his father's suggestion to give him a position immediately, and three days later, he returned to the training camp and met Ji He.

Ji He ran up to him, smiled as always, and said to him in a joyful tone: "I heard that you have been rated as an S-class! I have always been curious about what an S-class should look like. It turns out that you are like this." ah!"

Then, Ji He took him and walked into the restaurant they frequented, eating the food they were familiar with, and didn't seem to be any more special to him.

Then that night, in Helezel's dormitory, lying sprawled on his bed, Helezel heard Ji He say, "I watched that live broadcast, and it was when you came home."

It was only then that Hereser remembered that his father had indeed invited people from the TV station that day.

"You are so handsome on TV. It feels so far away. It's unbelievable to think about it. At this moment, you are sitting next to me."

"But sure enough, it doesn't matter if it's B-level, A-level or S-level..." Ji He stretched his waist and didn't continue.

"Are they all the same?" Hleizer answered him.

"Huh...huh?" Ji He stood up with a shocked expression on his face, "How do you know what I'm thinking?"

Is it difficult?Helezel was puzzled for a moment before realizing why Ji He was so shocked.

Because thinking about it carefully, it is also the first time that he knows what other people think so accurately, naturally, without any pondering, as if he knew it instinctively.

Is this a cancer cell?Helezel secretly clenched the pen in his hand.

No, it's not...it's not a bad thing like my father said.

What on earth is this, Hereser began to think about it carefully again.