The Redemption of "White Moonlight"

Chapter 49 Tan Qi's Past

When Tan Qi knew the truth, Tan Qi's mind was blank for a moment, and then, he was endlessly numb.

Originally, he never thought of leaving Kempy.

how to say?Tan Qi thought with a wry smile, he used to wish he had relatives.

Therefore, when Bode picked him back to Kempy, he tried his best to show himself in front of Bode, hoping to make Bode think that it was worth picking him up to "home".

There were moments when he saw Bird as his own father.

But when this fantasy became a reality, all he saw was endless malice.

In his memory, there was a gentle woman, a woman with a soft voice who always messed things up, a woman he could no longer remember, the woman Tan Qi should call his mother.

She left too early, and Tan Qi only remembered the word "Ya" in her name.

She is a C-level, not smart, a little stupid, but also stupidly loves her only relative.

Tan Qi still remembers that feeling, his head rested on that person's soft chest, and her soft voice crumpled into a song and melted into his ears, always making him fall asleep quickly.

That was probably the happiest moment in his life, Tan Qi thought desolately, that clumsy woman often struggled to earn enough money to raise her young son in the difficult area of ​​authority, and the flowered scarf she wove Only in winter can it sell better.

They lived on the edge of the authority area. Tan Qi grew up listening to the sound of borderline soldiers kicking goose steps until he was five years old. He was never unfamiliar with gunshots and rough instructions.

He remembered that the woman's gaze always stopped far outside the border of the authority area.

With distant and innocent eyes, she gently stroked his soft hair.

Tan Qi once thought that it was his eternity.

Until one day, the mother who went out to buy things did not come home, and Xiao Tan Qi sat alone in the empty and dim room. After a long time, the sky turned from dark to bright, and he didn't understand many things.

Finally ushered in the morning of the second day, the hungry Tan Qi got up from the cold floor, he remembered what the woman said - I was hungry and wanted to eat.

So he went out to look for something to eat, and sometimes found some on the ground or in the trash can, and then returned to the empty room at night, and so on, pitifully maintaining his fragile life.

Until... the lights in the room could no longer be turned on, until the landlord finally kicked him out.

Looking at the dark night, the ignorant Tan Qi cried for the first time. He sat in front of his former home, crying stubbornly, waiting, because he didn't know where else he could go besides here.

He thought that his mother could come back here to look for him, but as the days passed, his body became cold, and she still didn't come to him.

Tan Qi didn't know what to do.

In the authority area, calling the police is useless, not to mention that at that time, he was just a child who spoke without convincing.

There is no such organization as "orphanage" in the jurisdiction area, and many abandoned children can only live on the streets.

From then on, he became a little beggar.

Although that woman is stupid, she has always protected Tan Qi very well, but it is precisely because of her stupidity that she did not teach him to do many things.

Tan Qi can't cook, can't beg for food, and can't even say a few beautiful words to pray for others to get more food.

The life of begging is not easy, and the people around are not very kind to Tan Qi. People say that the people in the authority area are very indifferent. Tan Qi didn't know what the "authority area" meant at the time, he only knew where he was. There is an invisible barrier in the place, and there are always people guarding the edge of the "barrier" to prevent the people inside from getting out of this cage.

Sitting on the cold stone steps, Tan Qi always looked at the barriers of authority in the distance. The woman once said to him that the outside is beautiful and nice, and that people are not like those in the cage. The outside is heaven, and she really wants to go out.

She must have gone out, Tan Qi thought a little disappointed, but he never complained that the woman didn't take him with her when she left.

He loves her as she loves him.

Gradually, there was a yearning in his heart, he wanted to go out, to meet that woman, to find that woman.

Undoubtedly, every attempt failed. Tan Qi was always treated as a child who was overwhelmed by the soldiers stationed in the garrison, and even a few times, he was almost shot to death by the garrison soldiers who scolded him for being ignorant.

Therefore, for Tan Qi, Bode, who descended to him like a god and took him out of the area of ​​authority, is an existence worthy of admiration.

Therefore, even though he could not do well the tasks assigned to him by Bode, he still tried his best to do them.

Although it was always months before he could see Bode at a distance.

He still remembers the day he met Bode, curled up, and woke up again at the door of his former home. Bode was staring at him and asking him, "Who are you doing here?"

"I'll wait for my mother to come home," he said.

Bode was taken aback for a moment, and then burst out laughing, "Beggars also have homes?"

We must seize this opportunity, Tan Qi thought, so when Bode left, he followed Bode step by step. He had a feeling that this man was different from others.

His feeling was right.

Being so entangled by him, Bode took him away.

Tan Qi followed Bode back and forth in several organizations, doing tasks. As time passed, life gradually became more fulfilling, but he never forgot about that woman. As he grew up, looking for that woman almost became a his obsession.

On the day he came of age, Tan Qi finally made up his mind to temporarily put aside the mission. He wanted to tell Bode that he was going to find the woman with the word "Ya" in her name.

At that time, Bode had already established his own organization, and he was busier than before. It took a few months for them to meet him in a hurry.

Originally, Tan Qi had been looking for an opportunity to talk about this matter with Bode, until he first learned how Bode treated the women who were pregnant with his children.

Tan Qi's desire to tell Bode about her determination was suddenly extinguished.

Bode was talking eloquently. He said that for those women who were pregnant but killed their children unconsciously, letting them die when they were full of yearning for life was his greatest tenderness to them.

Tan Qi has the ability to distinguish right from wrong, and after that conversation, he no longer admires Bode.

He never touches or dares to touch the tasks about "women" assigned by Bode, even if the rewards given by the tasks are really high and frightening.

Later, Bode's organization merged with Kembi in Area 23, Bode became one of the top leaders, and his subordinates also joined Kembi.

There, Tan Qi met Ji He.

In Tan Qi's eyes, Ji He is a very powerful person. He was born in the Lord's Academy. He is quick and sharp, and he almost never makes mistakes.

He called Ji He "Ji Ge", although Ji Ge didn't seem to be satisfied with this title.

Later, many things happened, such as the big explosion in the 23rd authority area, Kempy changed hands, Bode took the leadership position, and Ji Ge left Kempy.

The days went on like this, but Tan Qi's matter of finding that woman has not progressed for a long time.

Later, Bode received a special mission. After Ji He left for a year and a half, he invited Ji He back and appointed Tan Qi as Ji He's assistant intelligence agent for this mission.

Tan Qi was actually quite happy to be able to cooperate with Ji He. Before the trip, he went to see Bode. For the first time, Bode showed him a loving look like an elder.

"Tan Qi, do a good job." Bode said.

At that moment, some emotions that were missing in Tan Qi's heart for a long time were filled by Wei Wei.

So the reverence for Bode rose again in his mind.

The start-up capital Bode gave him was indeed not small. Compared with Ji Ge, Tan Qi's little self-esteem was satisfied.

Master Bode was really kind to me, Tan Qi thought so at the time.

However, when Bode found him and was asked to tell him a certain task, Tan Qi opened his mouth, not knowing how to refuse.

"Tan Qi, I've raised you for so long in vain. I worked so hard to cultivate you, but I didn't want you to come and eat for free." Bode crossed his legs, raised his chin slightly, and was usually lazy. The heavy sweet fragrance belongs to women.

"I know." Tan Qi pursed his lips. He had long realized that he was useless. He had long wanted to become like Brother Ji, who was capable and responsible, and could handle any task with ease.

He also wants to prove to everyone that he is not useless, and that he is actually a person who can be entrusted with important tasks, especially in front of Bode.

So, with trembling fingers, stiff legs, and a violent heartbeat, Tan Qi accepted Bode's task.

When Bode left, he patted him on the shoulder and said to him, "Good boy, it's a good thing to be able to overcome the psychological barrier. If you stay with Kempy all the time, maybe you can take over from me."

What Bode said was a little unexpected.

You must know that Bode is an extremely conceited person, let alone any praise, even an outstanding task performer like Ji Ge is rarely not criticized. Such encouragement, to Tan Qi, is tantamount to a day Big surprise.

"Yes! I will definitely do it well!" Tan Qi bowed loudly.

But after Bode left, Tan Qi stood alone in the empty room, and suddenly realized—he was going to kill someone!A woman, a pregnant woman, a pregnant woman full of beautiful yearning for the future!

She must love the child in her womb as much as the woman with the word "Ya" in her name loved him.

Can he really do it?For a moment, Tan Qi's hands and feet were cold. He remembered that Bode had told him that as long as people started to panic and hesitate, then he probably couldn't do this task.

With trembling fingers, Tan Qi dialed the phone, and the only person he could think of to help him now was Brother Ji.

Although Ji Ge was angry, he finally agreed to his request. Hearing Ji Ge's deep and slightly hoarse voice, Tan Qi on the other end of the phone curled her lips, feeling like crying. Sure enough, Ji Ge was the best .

Later, Tan Qi contacted Ji He many times about the details of this mission.

Hearing Ji Ge's plan, Tan Qi couldn't help secretly heaving a sigh of relief. It seems that Ji Ge is not the kind of person who is willing to do anything for a bounty. He can distinguish right from wrong, and it doesn't look like other tasks Like the executor, he only takes people's money and eliminates disasters for others.

Although the bounty after the mission "success" will be divided equally between Tan Qi and Ji He, they don't intend to really kill that woman.

Brother Ji is really courageous. Could this be the reason why he has been successful all this time?

Brother Ji was willing to risk being discovered by Bode to keep a woman he had never met. One night, Tan Qi was lying on his big bed, thinking silently, could he also become such a courageous person? ?

Just about to fall asleep, the bell rang, and Tan Qi turned over and sat up, and saw that it was from Brother Ji.

"I have something to tell you." On the other end of the phone, Ji He's voice was unprecedentedly solemn.

……

Inside Kempy, in front of the "Top Secret File Room", Tan Qi could almost hear her own heartbeat.

Ji Ge helped him block Kempy's security system on the other end.

He was very scared, even though Brother Ji had told him—"The information I gave is absolutely correct, there is no need for you to take any more risks."

But if you don't confirm some things yourself, you will never give up, and you will always have hope.

He is Bode's own son?It does sound like it would solve many of the problems I had in my mind, but...how is this possible?Doesn't it mean that any woman who is pregnant with Bode's child is resolved?

A thought suddenly popped up in his heart, that was the last blow of the wooden hammer to break open the city gate, and in almost an instant, thousands of troops would pour into his heart, causing his originally intact city to collapse in an instant and fall into endless darkness. middle.

Wearing gloves, Tan Qi was horrified as she flipped through the list of women killed by Bode over the years, page by page.

Perhaps in Bode's eyes, the one who assigned the task never did anything, just hooked his fingers and gave a large sum of money.

However, these lives have truly disappeared.

Among the women who were addressed, there was no name of that woman.Looking at it, Tan Qi almost breathed a sigh of relief. Although there are several women whose names contain the word "Ya" in these materials, he can be sure that it is not his mother.

Sure enough, there was no such woman.

She is so stupid, she is only a C grade, she can almost only smile softly, those shrewd or wise eyes in the photos will not appear on her face.

Tan Qi wanted to go out almost now, and immediately called his brother Ji, you made a mistake, her disappearance was not because of Bode.

After all, "father" killing "mother" is really a bit exaggerated.

However, at the moment when he was about to leave, a thin corner and a thin stack of documents attracted Tan Qi's attention.

"Special transaction records"?

Although I know it's impossible, let's take a look, Tan Qi thought.

However, when he turned the first page, he regretted it.

Most of these "special affairs" happened when Bode was relatively young. At that time, he did not have much experienced experience.

So, at that time, he could still forgive a stupid woman who was pregnant with his child once in a while, as long as it didn't disturb his life.

In the stack of materials, Bode wrote in his own hand that a particularly stupid C-level woman——

"She hardly asks for anything, she only pays for love, which makes me feel at ease. Maybe for a second or two, my feelings were planted in her.

I was lost for a little while when she disconnected from me.

An Lingya, I still remember her name. If she didn't do something stupid enough to make me angry, the memory of her would be very good.

She actually got pregnant secretly and gave birth. Maybe her saying "I don't ask for anything, I just want to live a good life with the children" is really so noble, but who knows if this is her conspiracy?

Although according to her mind, it seems that she can't think of any practical strategy, but she must be on guard against others.

That day, the woman knelt in front of the door and cried loudly: "Bode, don't be so cruel. I don't even ask you to recognize him. I just want him to grow up and let him go out of the authority area."

Facing the eyes of my colleagues, I feel ashamed, this stupid woman really has lost me.

Ridiculous, with such a high-sounding reason, she thought I would be fooled?If she takes this opportunity to falsely accuse me, is there any chance for me to stand up?

From then on, I knew that "children" might be an obstacle in my future journey.

must be removed.

Of course, I temporarily agreed to that woman, and it is not difficult for me to cancel my status in the authority area now.

I let her get a satisfactory answer and left with a smirk.

I got someone to follow her.

That guy actually asked me to pay for the expense of burying her, damn it.

Cost me a lot of money.

The author says:

I found that, sure enough, everyone still likes to read about dating, so I will write a short campus essay about dating in the next article.

Of course, this manuscript is still there.

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