The Redemption of "White Moonlight"

Ever since I came to this school, it seems that nothing good has happened. At a certain moment, the feeling of self-loathing will instantly erode every corner of Ji He's body. He crumpled up the torn textbook and smashed it to the ground .

After the rumors of the autobiographical love letter spread, he hadn't seen Helezel for almost half a month. Ji He didn't know whether it was the other party's deliberate evasion or something else. He only knew that Helezel had never been there again. The rooftop, that place seemed to be his own secret base.

Did it bother Hellezel after all?Ji He thought with low self-esteem, yes, being liked by the most "low-level" B-level in the whole school, maybe it is indeed a shameful enough thing for an outstanding person like Helezel.

I couldn't concentrate in class, and my grades began to decline because of this. Originally, I was just the kind of person who worked harder to get middle and upper grades, but now... Ji He grabbed his hair in distress and closed his eyes. He knew this in his heart The state is very bad, but no matter what, he can't get back the feeling he once had.

If this continues, he may not even have the chance to go straight to the "Lord Training Camp".

Ji He is very clear about the stakes, but no matter how much he forces himself to study, he still can't calm down.

Hereser's face seemed to be installed in his mind, silently squeezing away his original passion for ideals and drive for the future.

This is also wrong, Ji Heming knew it, but he seemed to be possessed by a demon, he just couldn't do what he wanted, and watched the grades accumulated by his hard work drop day by day.

Is this Helezer's fault?Ji He asked himself this way.

Nope.So, is it the fault of the classmates in the class?

It doesn't seem to be the case.

So whose fault is it?Ji He thought, could it be himself?Maybe.

But he just went to a higher-level school and fell in love with an unlikely person!What's the crime?

Ji He recalled those words that often scolded him——

"I don't even look at what I am, I don't know what I can do."

Overcome?

Well, is it a sin to be overconfident?But I don't think I'm overthinking myself... In fact, Ji He doesn't think he is inferior to others.

Still haven't seen Helezel today.

When Ji He walked out of the school, he was like an empty shell whose soul had been dug out. Even Qiao Dong, who was walking beside him, didn't want to bother to make fun of him.

"Boring," he said.

Ji He even began to forget the self who was full of energy to refute Qiao Dong back then.

Qiao Jinhai's villa fell into Ji He's eyes, as if it was covered in a layer of dust, but Qiao Dong liked this place covered in dust very much, because there were his own parents there, and they were very fond of it. love him.

And he, Ji He, seemed redundant.

If Ji He is full of vitality, Qiao Jinhai will not be used to his fuss, if Ji He is downcast, Qiao Jinhai will not be used to his lifelessness. Anyway, today, in this "home", Ji He did not get the slightest bit as usual. warmth.

Only the mother who came home late would run into Ji He's room to talk to him before he went to sleep, and showed him a concerned look. She was like a flame that was still quietly burning in Ji He's heart. Looking at his mother's side face, he fearfully imagined a life without his mother.

If that day does come, what will happen to him?Ji He thought.

Naturally, you can't tell your mother about the bad things that happened at school. This will cause her to worry. Ji He can only tell Ji Linghe that everything is okay, reassure her, and then give her a pale smile.

"Mom, I want to live in school." When Ji He said this, he didn't think too much about it, but just remembered this sentence, or maybe he wanted to prove something through this sentence.

Maybe, in order to be able to see myself more, my mother will save me?He was looking forward to it.

"I'm sorry Xiaohe, mom has been too busy recently and doesn't have time to take care of you." Ji Linghe was a little at a loss, her cold hand stroked Ji He's forehead, and she looked at him without blinking.

"It's okay. You must be very busy when you just took over the new tower. I also hope that you can do your job well and you don't have to worry about me." In fact, Ji He didn't want to speak in such a mature tone at this time, but he noticed Ji Ling With the tired blue eyes under He's eyes, he couldn't say anything coquettish in an instant.

Ji Linghe was silent for a while, then finally raised her hand and pressed it lightly on Ji He's head. She raised the corner of her mouth, "My little He has grown up and can make his own decisions." She said with relief: " In this case, if you want to live on campus, just let you live there.”

Ji He was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and closed his eyes.

He knew it didn't mean mom didn't love him, but it would be a lie to say he wasn't disappointed.

Ji He didn't know how Ji Linghe persuaded Qiao Jinhai. Anyway, when he came back to his senses, he had already carried his suitcase and walked downstairs to the dormitory of the Lord's College. Qiao Dong was also ordered by Ji Linghe to help Ji He He moved things, and complained constantly along the way, saying that Ji He had a lot of things and troubled the whole family.

"Didn't you always want me to go? Now that I'm gone, why are you still complaining?" Ji He was in a good mood today, and this was the only time in the past few days that he had such a "violent" reaction to Qiao Dong's words .

Qiao Dong seemed to have gotten used to Ji He's "cold treatment" these days, and when Ji He finally spoke to him, he felt a little uncomfortable.

So even more rarely, Qiao Dong didn't reply.

Seeing that Qiao Dong didn't speak, Ji He felt a little happy again. His steps finally became lighter after a long time. The rising interest was finally forced to drop to the original point, or even lower.

Helezel stood there, straight as a young white poplar that had been carefully cultivated. When a pair of ink-like eyes stared at him, Ji He felt that he couldn't even beat his heart.

He and Helaizel should still be friends... Ji He desperately wanted to get back the naturalness when he was with Helaizel. He raised his hand, with a stiff smile, and wanted to call Helaizel. Hello--

"He..."

Before he could finish his sentence, Helezel, who passed by, blocked his throat. He knew that the other party didn't even look at him. He raised his hand up and down, not knowing what to do with it. where to put.

Behind him was Qiao Dong, and Ji He knew that the ridicule later was indispensable.

After a brief silence -

"What are you still doing there?" Qiao Dong took Ji He's luggage, walked past him, and walked to the dormitory arranged for Ji He by the housekeeper, as if he didn't see Ji He's embarrassment just now.

Qiao Dong would be so magnanimous?Ji He thought, it would be a pity for him not to seize this opportunity to sarcastic.

Ji He stood still, he turned his eyes quietly, and involuntarily followed the direction of Helezel.

Just now it seemed that the door was closed.

1501?Does Hleizer live there?When did he live in school?

Knowing that he couldn't think about it, he still couldn't help thinking about it in a masochistic way.

The roommates were indifferent to Ji He's arrival. When they walked in, Ji He and Qiao Dong could only hear the sound of pages being turned. The other three people in the room only looked at Ji He from the corner of their eyes and gave Qiao Dong a symbolic one. Smile, and continue doing your own thing.

Ji He was used to all of this, he silently packed his luggage with Qiao Dong, and what surprised him was that Qiao Dong, who didn't say a word of nonsense during the whole process, actually kept his head down, like an honest person who never knew how to sarcasm others.

"I'm leaving." Qiao Dong glanced at Ji He when he left, and then closed the door of their dormitory gently. I don't know if it was Ji He's illusion, but he actually saw such a trace of sympathy in Qiao Dong's eyes.

Ji He has a strong self-esteem, he is helpless when it comes to sympathy from others, and sometimes even a little angry, but if this sympathy comes from Qiao Dong, he is left with horror and...inexplicable.

Finally, I don't have to go back to that villa that was covered in dust. Although it was replaced by the indifference and indifference of my roommate, this freshness still made Ji He happy.

Ji He feels like a ghost in the school, who usually has no sense of existence, but from time to time will be disgusted and distanced by others.

At first Ji He felt a little sad about this, but later on, he gradually got used to it.

Although sometimes I still think of Helezel uncontrollably, but gradually, this longing is not as intense as it was at the beginning.

Probably because I couldn't see him at all.

Ji He poked the notebook on the desk with the tip of his pen, thinking boredly.

How about going to the rooftop today to have a look?

In fact, he hasn’t been to the rooftop for a long time, about a week and a half. Ji He couldn’t figure it out. He obviously longed to go to that place in his heart, but reason always blocked his steps. Ji He vaguely knew that it was probably his own. The subconscious is restraining something.

Maybe I don't like Helezel anymore.Ji He thought this way, but in fact, he was secretly looking forward to it, he was eager to talk with Helezel again.

But when Ji He's footsteps approached the door leading to the roof, his ears heard some strange voices from the roof.

Ji He is very sure that this noise will definitely not belong to Helezel.

Ji He frowned slightly, and for some unknown reason, he reached out and opened the door.

The delinquent boys turned their heads, just in time to see Ji He who came in with a sullen expression, looked at each other, and laughed in unison:

"Yo, did you really meet us?" They seemed to be lamenting their opponent's blatant courage to seek death.

Realizing that the other party was probably waiting for him, Ji He paused slightly.

"I'm sorry, this place should not only belong to you." Ji He tried his best to soften his tone. In fact, he just wanted to take a look, and didn't mean to find trouble deliberately.

"No, we're just waiting for you." The yellow-haired delinquent boy in the lead raised his chin and walked up to Ji He with his trouser pockets in his pocket. "I heard you're very interested in Helezel?"

That strange rumor actually spread into the ears of these people?Ji He smiled bitterly inwardly.

"What does this have to do with you?" There is no need to cause trouble anymore... Ji He's heart was pounding, but he raised his face, not to be outdone.

"Obviously my sister asked you to send a love letter, why did you end up liking Helezel? Didn't you understand what my sister said?" The boy in the lead put his arm on Ji He's shoulder, and with two fingers Clamp Ji He's hair with a little force.

Ji He fended off the boy's hand with a sullen expression, "I delivered the letter, I can't control how the rumor spreads, I don't care if Helezel reads the letter, and my good intentions are not rewarded? "

The yellow hair in the head sneered, "It's nice to say, who knows if you want to use this to increase your popularity? Now the whole school knows you, and my sister's heart is being used by you like this. Why should I not be angry?"

Ji Hehan took a few steps back with a sullen face. The other party's inexplicable reason for seeking trouble means that the other party is likely to be a so-called "classist". It is best not to provoke such a person.

"Inexplicable." Saying that, Ji He turned around and walked towards the door when he came.

But before Ji He could react in the future, one person picked up the stick and slammed it towards Ji He's shoulder. The huge thrust from the shoulder made Ji He stagger, and he had to support the wall to keep himself from being embarrassed. fall down.

"Do you think you are a B-level, what qualifications do you have to study in the same school as us?" Only then did the other party express their true thoughts.

Ji He frowned, turned around, raised the corners of his mouth, and said with annoyed anger: "There is no law that stipulates that AB and AB cannot go to school in the same place."

"It's really fierce." Those unscrupulous teenagers looked at each other and smiled, as if they were surprised by the angry but powerless barking of a puppy, "Then you, as the only B-level in our school, should get some special treatment, right?" " As he spoke, he stretched out his hand and grabbed Ji He's hair.

Ji He gritted his teeth, because he didn't want to be expelled from school, he couldn't dodge and could only dodge like a coward.