The joy of cypress space

No matter how dull a person is, seeing the other person's eyes at this moment, he also feels something in his heart, let alone Rong Le is such a smart man?In fact, Rong Le also had some vague feelings a few days ago, but he couldn't confirm it. After all, the other party knew about his past, just like what he thought before, who would someone like Tang Yu want? How could you fancy yourself?

But now, Rong Le understood what the other party meant, and had no other reaction except to avoid it.Tang Yu saw Rong Le's head lowered slowly, his eyes darkened, but his face soon became firm.

"Lele, I didn't want to tell you so soon. First, I was worried that you would not be able to accept it, and I was afraid of scaring you. Second, I wanted you to see my kindness and perseverance through time. But now I have changed my doctrine. After ten years In the past, it was because of my retreat and slow pace that Baiyi Yang took the lead. Later, I thought that brothers and wives should not be bullied, and you always look sunny when you follow him, so I forcibly suppressed the thoughts in my heart. I won't tell you about the hardships and pains...

If he keeps being nice to you, I will hide it for the rest of my life, but he is not your beloved at all. If I knew it earlier, I would never agree with you to be with him, and I will never let you go...

When I knew you were hurt, I felt remorse, sadness, and pain in my heart, but there was still a little bit of happiness that I didn’t tell you. Maybe you would think my thoughts were despicable, but today I want to tell you that at that time I'm glad you guys never had a chance, that's when I knew I still had a chance...  

Let you be outside for so many years, even though I know you are safe, I still think about you day and night, more than the past ten years, I think about you thoroughly, knowing that you are on the way back to your hometown, I will not miss you that night Asleep, always in a state of excitement...

Lele, today I must tell you clearly that I like you, from the first moment we met, to the end of my life, Lele, would you give me a chance? "

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You can't keep silent forever, Rong Le raised his eyelids slightly and saw Tang Yu's persistent expression. If he didn't speak tonight, he would probably be able to keep staring at him like this without blinking.

"Brother Tang, you know, I'm not interested in love right now. I've experienced everything I need to experience, and I've even experienced it too much. I'm very selfish now, and I can only care about myself. There is nothing redundant in my heart." Give it to others. So..." Rong Le felt that this was an obvious refusal. From his own understanding, Tang Yu was the kind of person with very strong self-esteem and noble taste, so he probably wouldn't pester him.

But after years of not seeing each other, people will change. Tang Yu, who used to be very knowledgeable and interesting, now knows what persistence is when facing Rongle.

"I know you have been hurt before, and I still regret how I let you and Bai Yiyang be together at the beginning. You said that you can only accommodate yourself in your heart now. We are the same in this regard, and my heart is also the same. I can only accommodate you, and it hasn't changed for so many years. I thought of such an ending before I confessed to you, but I won't give up...

You also feel it, we have often been together these days, right, and you don't dislike me, right, otherwise you wouldn't be eating with me.Lele, give me a chance to take care of you. In the future, someone will accompany you to watch the sunrise and sunset, and someone will accompany you to talk and read, isn't it good? "

Rong Le bowed his head and remained silent. The rejection of the other party's words just now was not his hypocrisy, but the result of Rong Le's deliberation. He knew who Tang Yu was and what his identity was. Don't say that he didn't have the heart to find a lover now. There is no one who would look for him like this. Maybe this is a snake bite and a ten-year fear of well ropes.

"Lele, you don't accept me, is it because you really don't like me or is it because of other reasons? I think from the process of our getting along, you obviously don't dislike me. If you can be friends, you will have the opportunity to continue to develop , but you didn't even give me this chance, if it's because of what happened in the past, I think it's hard for me to accept that you overturned a boatload of people's cooking." Like the roundworm in Rongle's stomach, Tang Yu unexpectedly Find out what the other person is thinking.

Rong Le raised his head and stared at the man opposite him intently. Perhaps the truth was indeed as the other party said, his behavior was unfair to him, but how much fairness is there in the world? Is it possible to find justice in others?

"Forget it, let's have dinner today, but after you go back tonight, Lele, you have to promise me, think about what I said carefully, okay, I'm not Bai Yiyang, you don't have to worry about a second Feng and Cheng Come to interfere with us, I will be responsible for my family, and those brothers, I will tell them that your identity is my lover, partner, not lover or pet, okay?"

It's already come to this point, the only thing I can do now is to nod. After the dishes are served, Tang Yu takes care of Rongle's meal very naturally. Rongle likes all the dishes. Even the fish has been picked. .It would be a lie to say that he was not moved, let alone the past five years, even if it went up for decades, no one took care of himself like Tang Yu.

The dinner ended in an atmosphere of silence, and in the end it was still Tang Yu who sent Rongle back. Before leaving, Tang Yu reminded Rongle again: "Lele, you must think about it. I won't force you, but I hope you Can you think about it objectively and fairly, okay?"

Rong Le nodded, and after Tang Yu left, his eyes slowly dimmed.If someone else encounters such a thing, at least find a good friend to discuss it, but Rongle is not someone else, he hardly has any friends, and those people who occasionally contact him now are not close enough to talk about this kind of topic.

Qingzhi is closed, and there are only Nuannuan and Jiuyou in the space. The two different species have been playing together for a long time, and because there are too few species in the space, they even sleep together at night.Seeing Rong Le coming in, a bear and a snake immediately surrounded him.

"Lele, you're back, I haven't seen you for a long time." Jiuyou surrounded Rongle with his tail while complaining.Nuannuan also nodded aside, supporting Jiuyou with actions.

Rong Le smiled and said: "Yeah, you were not there when I came in last time, where did you go wild, was it fun?" Every time seeing these two very happy partners, Rong Le's mood It will get better inexplicably.

Jiuyou was excited, and his eyes lit up: "Lele, it's not going to the wild, we're going on an adventure. Let me tell you, there are many treasures in the back mountain, and there are many delicious ones. It's comfortable to eat and sweet. There are sour ones, and fruits of various flavors, Nuannuan and I can’t finish it? How many friends can’t finish it?”

Rongle looked at Jiuyou's timid eyes, and felt a little guilty. This little guy wanted to tell himself that he lacked playmates, but it was not easy to say it directly, so he told himself indirectly.Nuan Nuan lowered her head, quietly raised her head to look at Rong Le, then hurriedly lowered her head.

This time Rongle felt even more guilty, touched Nuannuan and Jiuyou's head, and said in a low voice: "I know, these days are too busy, I will take you out to play in a few days, now you are protecting me, what? I dare to go anywhere, can I find some playmates for you when the time comes? There are also those delicious things, shall we go find them together when the time comes?"

Jiuyou and Nuannuan nodded hurriedly, Rongle asked the two children to play by themselves, then turned around and went into the room to review the erhu. The teacher who taught classical musical instruments said that the erhu is the most difficult of all Chinese musical instruments, because it needs to find the melody by itself. It doesn't have a fixed rhythm like a piano.

After learning these days, Rongle thinks it's okay, but it's more difficult when you are unfamiliar at the beginning, and it will be fine when you become proficient later.But it still needs long-term practice. Now it is in the middle of familiarity and unfamiliarity. If it is interrupted halfway, it will have to start again.

Practice hard tonight. If there is anything you don’t understand, you can ask the teacher tomorrow. I won’t be in the capital for a while. I’m afraid I won’t come back until school starts. I’ll ask for leave tomorrow.The promise to Jiuyou and Nuannuan just now was not to lie to them, Rongle really planned to go outside to have a look.

Didn't Tang Yu let himself think about it?I really need to think about it, Tang Yu is kind to me, and I can feel it during this period of time, but whether to accept it or not, this needs to be considered.Those things that I couldn’t understand before, don’t I also want to understand after going out for a few years?Going out this time, it's not bad to think about it without the other party.By the way, find a partner for Jiuyou and the others.