The joy of cypress space

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So time is not the best medicine for you?Otherwise, five years have passed, and the handwriting that insulted me is gone, but I can still forget it vividly?Until now, I still remember that when I left my hometown, there was a big word "cheap" all over my back. Accompanied by this word, there were also those obscene words that seemed to be engraved on my heart. Only the claws that stretched out to oneself, and the experience of being ashamed afterwards.

How can I forget these, although I remind myself repeatedly every day, forget it, forget it, just forget it, but whenever I dream back at midnight, I am always sweating profusely. Sometimes, I always feel heartbroken.

After so many years, these scenes can always be experienced repeatedly in my mind, just like a movie playback, every scene can involuntarily appear in my mind.

The heartbeat became more and more unsteady, Rong Le took a deep breath, and there was no one in the room immediately, if someone was here, he would faint from fright, why did people disappear inexplicably?

It’s just that Rongle knows that when he chose this house, he was interested in its quietness and safety. He did a good job of guarding it, and after all these years, his mental strength has not improved at all. It has been checked and the house is safe.

At this moment, Rong Le is in this unusual place, surrounded by a fat big snake, which is not its own body, if the big snake appears in its own body, its eyes will be bigger than Rong Le's.The moment he came here from the house, Rong Le's mood suddenly changed, from the irritable and irritable just now to calm and stable.

This is a different kind of space, an adventure that Rongle encountered when he traveled far away from the capital after leaving the capital.

After leaving his hometown where he has lived for more than 20 years, Rongle has traveled to many places, sometimes staying in one place during the day and another at night, sometimes staying in a hotel in the city during the day, and going to the mountains and forests at night, Counting it down, it can be regarded as having traveled through most of China. The purpose at the beginning was to hide, but then it gradually changed.

Until later, in a mountainous province in the west, in a deep mountain forest far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, Rong Le walked alone to the mountain similar to the depths of the virgin forest with a big backpack on his back.

At that time, Rong Le, who was deeply saddened, always thought about going as far as he could, and dared to go anywhere. Now that I think about it, the scene at that time was actually quite scary, at least if Rong Le went through it again now, Definitely don't have the courage.

I still remember that when I walked to the top of the mountain, it was already evening. I thought I would watch the sunrise here tomorrow, so I set up camp on the top of the mountain. For Rongle, every different place can see different things. The scenery and the sunrise are always the most beautiful. This is my experience over the past year.

I was taking out tents from my backpack to set up, and they were all relatively simple things. After leaving that sad place for more than a year, my mind slowly ignited the passion of life again from the ashes of my heart at the beginning.Having seen so many mountains, rivers and rivers, my mind has also changed a lot. Although I still have pain and sadness, my mind is much calmer than before. At least I will no longer think about death and will not do stupid things anymore.

I still remember that when I first came out of the capital, I would never prepare these things. Most of the time, I was helped by kind people. Later, my mood gradually relaxed, and I would occasionally prepare some necessities for myself in life. , Stop torturing yourself intentionally or unintentionally.

When the tent was about to be set up, I felt dizzy. That feeling was not dizziness from overwork, but more like inhaling something that shouldn't be there.What's even more sad and surprising is that I didn't completely faint, but my actions were beyond my control.

Seeing that I was about to walk to the edge of the cliff, I couldn't stop, and my steps didn't obey my command at all. Two lines of tears flowed from the corners of Rong Le's eyes. At the beginning, I thought about how to end my sad life, and now I might be buried At the bottom of the mountain, but remember the beauty of life.

As the footsteps get closer and closer to the edge of the cliff, my mind can't help recalling many past experiences. Someone has something to do, but in these memories like flipping through a book, there is not much room for that person. I thought about him a lot, now that I am on the verge of life and death, but most of my mind is about other things. The past that has been entangled, such as the obsession in the past.

Hehehe, it turned out that it wasn’t that I couldn’t think clearly, it wasn’t that I was entangled in the past, it was more because I didn’t have the experience like today, the self-torture in the past is nothing at all, when a person’s mind is calm and not affected by external things, , When the mind is calm and not stimulated by the outside world, you will know what is important and what is not important between life and death.

Knowing that there is a cliff in front of him, but he can't stop, maybe he will die here today, or, in a completely strange place, just come and disappear quietly.To be able to understand at the last moment what I could not comprehend before can be regarded as an explanation to myself.

Close your eyes and let yourself go down the cliff with the wind, there is no fear or screams in the middle, and it is more of a souvenir.I thought I was going to die, but I felt that I fell into a soft place, and there was no pain at all.

Opening his eyes, Rong Le wished that he would pass out completely, because he found himself lying on a big snake, looking at the big snake's eyes that were as big as lanterns, coupled with the stench from the big snake's mouth, his wish came true fainted from fright.

But he didn't expect to have a chance to wake up, and he didn't know how long it had been. Anyway, when Rong Le opened his eyes again, he was still lying on the big snake, but the big snake's body was much colder, and his eyes were closed tightly.

I thought I was going to die, but when I came back to life again, I realized the value of life, and my courage grew a lot. I struggled to get up from the big snake, and stood dizzy at the bottom of the cliff, but I didn't know It is why he escaped from the mouth of the big snake with his life.

After a long time, when Rong Le's mind was a little clearer, he was surprised to find that the surrounding area was strangely peaceful, and the bottom of the cliff was also very flat. Except for this big snake that almost scared him to death, he couldn't find any other animals. .

However, although the voices of other animals cannot be heard or seen, there are many plants. The most surprising thing is that there is a strange tree growing under the flat cliff, even in the jungle. Surrounded by the surrounding environment, this tree also has its own unique temperament. Yes, it is temperament, which can make people pay attention to its temperament at a glance. feel appropriate.

In this flat and quiet place, suddenly seeing such an eye-catching tree, Rong Le ran over without hesitation.In any case, you can always find some sense of security by leaning on this tree, which is better than on the "corpse" of that big snake.

This tree is not too tall, and strictly speaking, I don't know if it is a tree or not.After all, the appearance of the upper part of its body is very similar to the ferns I have seen, but the trunk underneath is by no means what a fern should have.

On the main trunk surrounded by almost one person, there are many light black branches hanging upside down, which feel like dry branches, but they can hang down like willow branches, and it is hard to count how many there are at once. Fortunately, the trunk is not very high, and I can barely see the top of the tree by standing on tiptoe.But in this way, it suddenly makes people feel that the thickness of the trunk is not directly proportional to the height of the trunk.

And the top of this tree is also rather weird. Other trees have branches on the top, and the tall one grows upward from the top.This tree is not like this, the top is round, and the surrounding branches just surround it.

Seen from the center, it seems that it is sprouting, and the buds are arched and radiating out, tender and white, and it feels a little prickly to the touch. This is the first time Rong Le has seen such a plant.

The mutation happened the moment Rong Le reached out to touch it. The bud looked tender, but it was not as harmless as it appeared on the surface. The barbs on the bud pricked Rong Le's hand, and bright red blood flowed from his hand immediately .

The middle finger was longer than the other fingers, and the blood on this finger flowed directly to the middle of the strange tree. By the time Rong Le realized that he wanted to put his finger in his mouth, it was too late.

Only seeing a ray of white light flashing in front of his eyes, Rong Le found himself in a completely unfamiliar place, with beautiful mountains and clear waters, the first thing he saw was a medicine field, why did he say it was a medicine field, because there happened to be a few growing plants in it Very good knowledge of drug tolerance.

The medicine field is divided into four areas, and each area is not small. Compared with those experimental fields in the Agricultural College when I was in college, it is wider.The ditches separating these four fields are filled with water, and it seems that the medicine fields get their water from these ditches.

Looking up with the water flow, there seems to be a well in the distance, and there are several houses beside the well. Naturally, there is a bamboo forest next to the houses, and there is a lotus pond in front of the houses.

This sudden change made Rong Le feel suspicious. Fortunately, he had just experienced the test of life and death. Now he thought, he almost died once, so what is there to be afraid of?

Embarrassed by this, Rong Le tentatively shouted into the room: "Is anyone there? Is anyone there? Where is this?"

It's a pity that I yelled three times, but no one answered me. This strange place was eerily quiet, except for the sound of running water, I couldn't hear any other sounds.

Rong Le boldly walked into the house, but no one answered him when he knocked on the door, he couldn't just stand like this, frowned, Rong Le pushed open the door of the bamboo house.

The creaking sound is particularly obvious. The quieter the place, the more obvious this sound is. It stands to reason that Rong Le should be afraid, but he doesn't feel it. It's like finding a home.