The joy of cypress space

Han Muqin really liked Feng and Cheng at the beginning. This kind of liking has gradually evolved into a habit since childhood.But what Feng and Cheng fell in love with was Bai Yiyang, the eldest of the four brothers.

It's not that Han Muqin isn't sad, and it's not that he doesn't want to fight for it. After fighting for it, Bai Yiyang also supports it, because he clearly told himself that his feelings for Feng and Cheng are the way a brother treats his sister.

Han Muqin doesn't want to give up, and Feng and Cheng also think the same way, but the object is not each other.

In the following years, Han Muqin regarded being kind to Feng and Cheng as a habit, and sometimes such kindness even exceeded the principle.At the beginning, I will reflect and wake up, and the more times I get used to it.

What a terrible thing habit is.

Fortunately, what they did was small things, and the family members thought it was harmless until...

When he first heard about Rong Le, Han Muqin could no longer remember the time, so he could only clearly hear it from Tang Yu. Yes, it was Tang Yu who mentioned the name first, not Bai Yi. Yang.

Tang Yu asked Bai Yiyang if he wanted to invite Rong Le to have a get-together at night.

Han Muqin felt strange at the time, when the mutual friends between the two were not the friends between the four of them?

As time went by, Han Muqin felt that something was wrong, which came from Bai Yiyang's attitude towards Rong Le and also from Tang Yu's behavior.

Han Muqin thought, Tang Yu is also a hard-working person like himself, Bai Yiyang is so happy, the people his brothers like are all like him.

However, I was also quietly stealing joy in my heart, and occasionally secretly thought, if Feng and Cheng knew about this matter, would they empathize with themselves?

But men can try their best to control their emotions, but women can't. Men can be rational, but women can only be emotional.

Han Muqin can control her thoughts, Tang Yu can control her emotions, but Feng and Cheng can't, she can only go one way to the dark.

The key is that she also has her own footprints on the road ahead.

At the beginning, Han Muqin didn't want to agree, but Rong Le was also Bai Yiyang's woman, Tang Yu's heartbeat, and He Yuzhang's approval.How can I do this by myself?

This time, Han Muqin controlled his habits, strengthened his position, and did not help Feng and Cheng unprincipled.

Han Muqin thought, maybe this is his last chance, or maybe this is his chance to see his own heart clearly, if it works, he should find a way out.

But even without their own help, Feng and Cheng still did what they should do, and they succeeded in doing what they wanted to do.Han Muqin didn't participate, but he was also unwilling to expose her at the last moment. He kept silent and used brotherhood to influence Bai Yiyang's judgment.

When Bai Yiyang lowered his eyelids, Han Muqin seemed to hear something broken. Han Muqin actually knew that no matter what happened, it was impossible to hide it forever. Maybe when the truth came out, it would be between brothers When grace is severed.

But at the moment, I still have to do it.

This is a choice, but also a confession.

After confession, it's time to start a new life.

Time passed, and when everyone met again, Han Muqin could clearly feel the change between everyone. This change was not obvious, but it was very hurtful.

More hurtful than obvious changes.

The night they were really together with Feng and Cheng, it was Feng and Cheng who threatened their lives to get the result.Neither Feng and Cheng nor Han Muqin thought that they would use such a reason to be together one day.

Feng and Cheng said that this is an explanation of their past and an end.

But Han Muqin never thought that the other party would be pregnant.

Han Muqin thought, maybe this is God's will, the goal they failed to achieve after being together for so many years, but let him meet, could this be the arrangement of fate.

In the end, Han Muqin saw what the real destiny was.

The so-called fate is the unhappiness of retribution from heaven and earth...

The so-called destiny is that everyone will part ways in the end...

The so-called fate is the separation of wives and children...

The so-called destiny is that they each complete their own life trajectories...

Recalling the time back then, Han Muqin would think about what he had experienced in his life.For so many years in my life, the most profound image in the end is not the restlessness of youth towards women when I was young, not the women who are like a flash in the pan, not the wife who has already shared the same bed with me, or the child who I have not taken responsibility for.

It's the years those brothers spent together, those days when they acted recklessly, without harming nature or reason, without disregarding human life, without conspiracy to hide, and without despicable plots.Yes, it is the smile that everyone will always stay in the depths of memory.

It's a pity that time can't be turned back, Han Muqin thought, if he could live his life again, he would definitely not do things that wronged his brother, nor would he like someone who didn't care about him.

Counting and counting, there are four brothers, Bai Yiyang dies alone, He Yuzhang lives his life indifferently, and he can't bear to look back.The only one who can count as a complete life is the fourth child.

Fortunately, the fourth child is doing well, this is the most satisfying part of being a brother.I only hope that if there is an afterlife, we can still be brothers.

I don't know if they still want to.

The author has something to say: it is a bit short, and I will add it tomorrow.