The joy of cypress space

former residence

The airport hall is very lively, but the excitement is someone else's. Originally, Rong Le thought that he would have a lot of emotion when he returned to this place, but in fact, he was very calm and his mood was very peaceful.There are so many pick-ups, but no one belongs to me. If it was in the past, Rongle would at least hurt the spring and the autumn. Now, I just feel that I have ended up peacefully, which is pretty good.

From the west of the city to the east of the city, it took a lot of time. After leaving this place for five years, the changes have indeed been quite big. I still remember the main route, but in many small details, it is no longer what I remember.There are many more houses, the distance is much wider, and the scenery has changed a lot. People who have lived here for a long time will not notice it, but after returning from a wanderer who has been away from home for five years, they can still find many differences through careful observation.

Two hours is enough for Rong Le to recall the roads he traveled and the scenes he saw, and it is also enough for him to distinguish the difference between five years ago and the present.

When we arrived at the destination, it was at noon, and the alley was quiet. There were not even a child playing, and we could not see those old men and women who used to like to sit at the door to bask in the sun or play with the wind.

Opening the embroidered copper lock, and pushing open the door that had been closed for five years, Rong Le's mood fluctuated a little. The osmanthus tree in the yard seemed to grow a little, which made this house that had been empty for five years still have some vitality.

As for the little lives planted in the flower pots, they have been completely withered since they were ignored for five years.The pot hanging basket that I liked most at the beginning has completely withered on the window sill, and the small wooden table under the osmanthus tree can no longer see its original color.

Turning around and closing the courtyard door, picking up her decadent mood for a moment, Rong Le started to take care of the room. During this process, she just used the sweat she released to adjust the depression in her heart.

It wasn't until two hours later that the house was to my liking. It took two hours to get here from the airport and two hours to clean the house, and it was already evening.

The way to reward yourself is very simple, take out the materials from the space, and start cooking a meal that suits your own taste.

Over the years, Rongle has been a vegetarian more often, not because he wants to accumulate good things, but because the space cannot raise ordinary chickens, ducks and fish, so he can only grow some plant-based vegetables.

My physique has been completely improved, and my mouth can no longer accept the meat that has been raised with various chemical substances. Under such conditions, I can only choose to be a vegetarian.

After dinner, I turned around and went into the space to practice calligraphy. Fortunately, I have the skills I left behind when I was a child. I can understand the books written in ancient languages ​​left by the predecessor of the Wei, Jin, Southern and Northern Dynasties.

Although I haven't practiced big characters for two years, when I picked up the brush, I found that feeling in an instant. Although Rongle didn't practice on purpose, Qingzhi was still very satisfied.

Because of his good comprehension, Rong Le can give full play to his thinking as long as Qingzhi just starts, and can absorb everything Qingzhi wants to express without drawing inferences from one instance.

Every time when she picks up a pen to practice calligraphy, Rong Le tends to immerse herself in that atmosphere, and accepts Qingzhi's suggestion. The original shape of Rong Le's calligraphy practice now is XX's cultivation comprehension, as well as the various things left by Li Er. kinds of classics.

Every book in it can attract sky-high prices if it is put outside, and every thing in it, if it is put up for auction, is enough for Rongle to eat and drink for a lifetime, but Rongle doesn't have that kind of thought.

Moreover, Rongle thinks from the bottom of his heart that it is a very heartbreaking thing to sell his own things. Good things should not be sold, but protected and appreciated.

Jiuyou's life in the past few days is very satisfactory, and she has a taste of prosperity. She used to always like to cling to Rongle.Since Nuan Nuan came in, he has given full play to his role as the master, bringing Nuan Nuan to harm those flowers and plants in the back mountain every day.

Rong Le doesn't care about it, as long as he is happy, let him go, after three years, he owes him too much.

Moreover, I don't like to move because of my temperament. I was able to travel outside a few years ago because of some inhumane reasons. If I can settle down, Rongle prefers to live a quiet life.

Before I came here, I already had some plans. In the future, I can't stay in this courtyard forever and be independent. I always need to make friends with people and integrate into this society.

Even if you don't need to take the initiative to communicate with people, at least you need to live in the outside environment. This feeling is hard to explain. To give the simplest example, if you let Rongle stay in the room all day, you won't get along well. If you communicate with anyone and don't see anyone, you may still be able to hold on, but it's only for a while.

In other words, living in a lively environment, I don’t take the initiative to speak or make friends with others, but I need to feel the communication and excitement of others.Feel the breath of others.This is acceptable.

But if Rong Le is allowed to live alone in an isolated place for the rest of his life, without seeing or communicating with others, that will be impossible. Rong Le thinks that he cannot do that.It is really unacceptable for social animals to suddenly change their living conditions to a state of complete isolation.Maybe in the future, but that is after the precipitation of time, and now I can't completely break away from society.

When I first heard Qingzhi say that she could stay quietly in one place for thousands of years, without talking, communicating or eating in the middle, just living her life quietly and enjoying her time, Rong Le expressed her admiration, but I can't do it myself.

I am only 28 years old now, and my life is still very long. Even if I don’t practice, I can still live for decades if there are no accidents. What’s more, now that I have been exposed to the light of green spinosa, I have become an immortal life body. ?

In this case, why don't I find some things to do in this infinite life that can pass the time, enrich myself, and make me feel happy?What should be painful has already been painful, what should be calm is enough, and now it is time to live the life you want to live.

If the accident at 23 hadn’t happened in my life, I should have been doing learning and spreading knowledge in school every day as I planned at first. This is also the hope and plan of my parents for me.

Now that I have returned to the right track from the fork in my life, those plans that have been put down for several years should be picked up again.The school is his own paradise. It's not that he has gained nothing from being outside these years. At least he has learned a lot and learned a lot of things that he didn't know in school before.

Just take it as a practical lesson for yourself. When traveling in mountains and rivers, there are always two things in my mind. The first is to regret my past, and the second is to think about the things I have gone through all the way. road.

Later, when I met Cymbidium spinosa, I felt lost, and the thing I thought about the most was how far my current life was from the ideal life at the beginning, and whether I could still realize my ideal?

In the end, I decided to come back to this place, to the place where I was born and grew up, and to the place where I lived with my parents. Although the two elders are gone now, if they are alive in heaven, I am afraid that I can come back. .

I don’t lack anything. I was hurt by others because I was blind. No wonder others. The only regret is that I gave up halfway in my studies. Fortunately, it’s not too late to make up for it. The bifurcation of life ends here. To go safely and properly.