The Melancholy of a Third-Rate Writer

Fa Xiao didn't plan to tell Lu Xiaohua about Lu's father's death before the Chinese New Year, but Lu Xiaohua still found out.

Lu Xiaohua had a hard life in the past, and he always had a few friends. Although the relationship was not as close as it was, he still took the opportunity to inform Lu Xiaohua of such a big matter.

After Lu Xiaohua listened to it, eating was a bit tasteless.

Every child is looking forward to the approval of their parents, especially for the father who supports the whole family, Lu Xiaohua used to be the same.It's a pity that Lu's father always looked at him with a little disgust, and occasionally he would throw him away as if he was suddenly awakened by something when he got close. Let Lu Xiaohua know that's not the case.

At that time, Lu Xiaohua always felt that he was not doing well enough, that he was not smart enough, so he kept working hard to let his parents see him.Later, he realized that the harder he worked, the more he would hinder their eyes.In their eyes, he is the son of a rapist, no matter how many times he tops the tank for Lu Yulin, they will not doubt it, after all, the son of a villain is also a villain!

Lu Xiaohua understood their thoughts, but he couldn't accept it, so he left.Leaving the home that never belonged to him, and staying away from the younger brother with ulterior motives, it turns out that he has a better life after doing so. Although it is a bit hard, he has been working hard for what he wants to do.

He no longer lives for anyone.

Hearing Lu's father's death suddenly, Lu Xiaohua was a little numb at first, and then began to laugh at himself for being so mean forever.

Even so, he will still be affected.

Lu Xiaohua finished dinner in a hurry, went to the balcony of the room and made a small phone call.

As soon as Fa Xiao heard Lu Xiaohua's phone call, he knew it was not good. Someone must have told Lu Xiaohua about it.

Send a novel: "I thought you had a good year."

Lu Xiaohua didn't know what to say.

Send a novel: "Don't be sad, Xiaohua, they have nothing to do with you since you left home." He paused, "Actually, your mother came here today, and she put the money you sent her before in my pocket." Here it is, don’t blame me for making claims, whose money fell from the sky? How hard you made money at that time! I counted it, and it was only 15, which is much less than what you took back. Since they are willing to Take it back, you just put it away."

Lu Xiaohua was startled.

Send a novel: "Xiaohua, you are not really sad, are you? How about you come here, and I will have a good chat with you tonight, I am not at ease when you are there. How about it, can I come and pick you up?"

Lu Xiaohua finally found his voice: "No, I'm fine, you don't have to worry."

Lu Xiaohua was about to hang up the phone when someone hugged him from behind.

Lu Xiaohua froze in place, and ended the call dumbly.

The person who hugged Lu Xiaohua was naturally the boss, he frowned and asked: "There is something wrong with you when you eat, what's going on? What happened?"

Lu Xiaohua thought for a while, but didn't hide it from the boss: "My... father passed away."

The boss pulled Lu Xiaohua into the room, and threw a suit of clothes to Lu Xiaohua without saying a word: "Put it on."

Lu Xiaohua stood there in a daze.

The boss said: "Everyone has gone, don't remember all the things he did during his lifetime. It's your father after all, I will go and see him with you, if you don't go, you will never get over this hurdle in your heart." He pulled Lu Xiaohua's relatives He smacked his forehead, the action was lighter than ever, "...I will be with you."

Lu Xiaohua was speechless when he thought that the boss had personally organized his father's funeral.He remembered the first time he saw the boss, the boss stood there alone, his cold face seemed to be filled with the pain of the whole world.

Lu Xiaohua didn't know what he was thinking at the time, and when he realized it, he had already run to the boss to talk to him.

At that time, he chatted dryly with his boss. At first, the boss looked at him without saying a word, and when the conversation started, the boss would respond once or twice. His attitude was probably "Seeing how hard you are talking, I will reluctantly do it." Let me have a word or two with you."

I heard that the boss and his father were in a coma all night after a car accident. When he woke up, he heard the news that his father had died in the car accident.At that time, the boss's mood was probably worse than he is now, right?

If the boss can come out, he can definitely do it too.

Lu Xiaohua paused for a moment, and quickly changed his clothes under the watchful eyes of the boss.

Lafayette and Cousin Doubi were still talking in the living room, and the boss explained to the butler who went upstairs and guarded the door, and took Lu Xiaohua out.

The butler was quite worried about Lu Xiaohua, but he still dutifully helped the boss explain to Lafayette.

Lafayette was stunned, and said, "Siqi... Steward, you don't have to worry about us, just follow, let others follow, and make sure they are safe. Also, pay more attention, don't let us What happened to Si Qi?"

The butler understood that Lafayette was worried that the boss would be hurt, so he nodded and left.

Since breaking up with the Uris family, the boss has been extra careful when going out these years, because Lafayette has always suspected that the death of her sister was caused by the Uris family, and the car accident that the boss and her husband encountered was also very strange.

It's a pity that they didn't get blood on this side, but they didn't even blink when they pressed the dead person on the other side.

If it weren't for the Xue family's influence mainly in the country, and her family couldn't overwhelm local snakes, she would definitely not stop her son from fighting with them.

The opponent is too lowly, they can only guard against it, they can't go all out to compare with them who is more despicable!

After getting in the car, the boss asked Lu Xiaohua to sleep for a while.

Lu Xiaohua couldn't fall asleep at first, but after being pulled into his arms by the boss and patted on him, he felt a little drowsy.

Lu Xiaohua dreamed of many things between half-dream and half-awake, and all the past replayed in the dream like a revolving lantern.When he was about to cry, Lu Xiaohua woke up suddenly.Seeing his boss looking at him with concern, he struggled to sit up: "I didn't know until I heard him call me the son of a rapist that I've always lived like a joke, that's not my home, that's not mine Parents," he closed his eyes tightly, "I never had a home, I was never their son, I was just an outsider living in their home."

The boss didn't say anything unnecessary, but just pressed Lu Xiaohua back into his arms.

Lu Xiaohua said: "But I will still feel sad after hearing that he is gone."

The boss said: "It's human nature."

This is also the reason why the boss never took the initiative to bring up these things after knowing everything. For Lu Xiaohua, every time he mentioned it was like uncovering a scar. Maybe others didn't care much about it, but Lu Xiaohua's wound would still be dripping with blood.

For the first time, the boss understood how the butlers carefully avoided talking about the topic of "father" in front of him.

The night was flying outside the car window, and something between the two of them seemed to be broken suddenly, and they were closer to each other than ever.

However, this soft and obedient posture could not last long on Lu Xiaohua's body, and he soon struggled to get up.

Lu Xiaohua said to the boss: "Lend me 15 at that time."

The boss didn't correct him to use "borrow" and nodded.

Lu Xiaohua turned his head and looked out the window.

He couldn't treat his parents and younger brother as well as before, but his mother was the mother who gave birth to him. If he saw her living in poverty, alone and without food, he would definitely soften his heart.Instead of putting yourself in a dilemma, it is better to return the money that was originally given to the family.

In the country, it is no better than in the city. 15 is enough for the family to live a good life for several years, not to mention that she only needs to support herself.As for being alone or not... She probably doesn't want his son to accompany her either, she just needs to be picked up by Lu Yulin when he comes back.

No matter what, it's fine, he can no longer face her and Lu Yulin day and night.

Lu Xiaohua thought about it, and fell asleep again, this time he slept very deeply, and when he opened his eyes again, he had already returned to his hometown.

The road in my hometown is very bad, and the car cannot drive to the village. Lu Xiaohua led the boss along the field ridge to the village.

Going to bed early in the country, this kind of cold weather, many houses have turned off the lights, and it is dark everywhere, and you can't see your fingers.

No matter how long he has been away, Lu Xiaohua always remembers where his "home" is.He made a detour, pointed to a persimmon tree at the door and said, "This is right here. I planted this tree, and it has grown so big before I knew it."

Lu Xiaohua stepped forward and knocked on the door.

The lights were still on inside, and Mother Lu was obviously still awake.After the sound of hurried but heavy footsteps, the door creaked open.

Lu Xiaohua and Lu's mother looked at each other silently for a while.

Uncle Lu Xiaohua came to accompany Lu's mother, and saw that Lu's mother had not moved for a long time, so he followed.Uncle Lu Xiaohua was also stunned when he saw Lu Xiaohua, then he wiped away his tears, stepped forward and hugged Lu Xiaohua tightly and said: "I knew that you are the only one with a conscience, Xiaohua, that little wolf cub is unreliable at all! I said it a long time ago Your parents are dead, but they won’t listen.” He patted Lu Xiaohua on the back, “Isn’t it hard to be alone outside? Your parents are too confused, I’ve scolded them for countless times..."

Lu Xiaohua's lips moved again and again, and it took a long time before he could squeeze out a title from his throat: "Uncle."

Mother Lu covered her lips to prevent herself from crying.

Uncle Lu Xiaohua said: "You don't have to worry too much at home. I'm going to take your mother home. The family has a caretaker. You can work hard outside." He looked at the boss, "This gentleman is..."

The boss looked at the middle-aged man who made Lu Xiaohua sway when they met, and said, "My surname is Xue, and you can call me Siqi." He added, "Xiaohua and I have been married for half a year."

Uncle Lu Xiaohua has already learned from Lu's mother that Lu Xiaohua is married. I heard that the other party is very rich, but his background is a bit abnormal.He also took a few glances at the boss, seeing that the boss's gaze was on Lu Xiaohua most of the time, and the worries in his heart were reduced by half.

It's very common for rich people to get a little inappropriate. As long as it's not too much and your heart is really on Lu Xiaohua, then there's no need to worry about it. At most, don't get involved too much.

Uncle Lu Xiaohua invited the boss inside: "It's too late, the road on the mountain is slippery, you should stay at home for one night first."

Lu Xiaohua and the boss followed Uncle Lu Xiaohua into the room.

Lu Xiaohua was not in good spirits, and fell asleep again after touching the bed.The boss put on his coat and walked outside, just in time to run into Uncle Lu Xiaohua who was also awake.

Uncle Lu Xiaohua handed the boss a cigarette.

The boss shook his head: "I don't smoke."

Uncle Lu Xiaohua said: "You and we are not from the same world. I want to know how you met Xiaohua."

The boss thinks this middle-aged man is very good. Although he looks like a simple mountain man, his words and actions reflect his shining advantages: wisdom and open-mindedness.

The boss thought for a while and told the truth: "It's a coincidence that the day I met Xiaohua was my father's death day. At that time, many people of my age were afraid of me, or approached me with impure purposes. Not much. That day when I was in a bad mood, Xiaohua came up to talk to me. He was very innocent at that time, and everything was written on his face. I could tell at a glance that he was trying hard to comfort me. Over the years, I occasionally think of Xiaohua, it’s just that he was too young at the time, so I didn’t think otherwise. When we met again later, I recognized him, and we were together.”

People always subconsciously say things in a direction that is beneficial to themselves. The boss's handling of it emphasizes the "old relationship" between himself and Lu Xiaohua, omitting what he has done, which sounds very satisfying to Uncle Lu Xiaohua. s answer.

Uncle Lu Xiaohua patted the boss on the shoulder in relief: "It's not easy to walk together like this. I hope you don't make Xiaohua sad no matter what."

The boss is not guilty at all: "I will."

At this time, mother Lu also walked out of the room door cautiously. Without disturbing the two bosses who were talking, she went to the old tile-roofed house where Lu Xiaohua slept and looked inside.Seeing that Lu Xiaohua didn't cover the quilt properly, she hesitated and hesitated, but she pushed open the door and walked over, helping Lu Xiaohua close the quilt lightly.

As soon as she got closer, Mother Lu couldn't move.She stood in front of the window and looked at Lu Xiaohua's sleeping profile, her heart seemed to be pinched by something.

For so many years, she didn't even take a good look at this son.

It seemed that after only a short while, the son changed from the little figure who happily pulled her and said that he would plant a big tree in front of the door, to what he is now.

The son has also grown up to the point where he no longer needs the role of mother.

She was absent when this son needed her most, so this son was destined to be absent for the rest of her life.

Seeing Lu Xiaohua frowned in his sleep, Mother Lu's nose was sore, she turned and walked out of Lu Xiaohua's room, and went back to her own room, crying bitterly.