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Chapter 98 Extra Story·I Don’t Know Who I Am
Who am I living as?
Xiaoyun, Suyate, Mu Nuo...or Chu Xiaoyun.
In the end, I am nobody.
I have seen the indifference of human feelings in the future, I have seen the indescribability of the world, I have seen the scenery on Chuyang Peak day after day,
But after all, I can't figure out a word of love.
I was born with Chu Xiaoyun and grew up with him. In this life, only the little guy knows who I am.
If I can't understand it, I can't understand the other side either. He is more stubborn than me, and the hurt in his heart will only be heavier than mine.
I once asked myself, if I knew all kinds of future generations, would I still be willing to answer my original intention when the little guy asked me if I had intended it?
Mostly willing.
I can't imitate Xiaoyun's indifference, I'm just a shadow derived from his back.
One body, two personalities, he lives brightly, and I live ridiculously.
He didn't seem to know my existence, or he forgot.
He is indifferent and has a mild temper. It is really difficult to see something from him.
I can't find anything that interests him. What I like is completely different from his. It is clearly from the same origin, but the difference is so great.
I am attached to him, and as a secondary personality in this body, I feel that I am living a humble life, and I can only come out to see him after he is unconscious.
That guy hardly smiled, with a cold face.
Perhaps it was to emphasize the difference, but I often curled my lips and laughed out loud, looking at the person in the mirror, unfamiliar, if I were not Chu Xiaoyun's secondary personality, what would I look like now.
He has his taboos, and I have mine, but no one around here can see it.
Chu Xiaoyun waited for someone who would treat him wholeheartedly.
I'm waiting for someone who recognizes me and him.
The two are not in conflict.
I come from the same origin as him, but they are different.
He has his stubbornness, I have mine to let go.
However, when it comes to the little guy, on the one hand, I hope he will be stubborn to the end, and on the other hand, I hope the little guy will have a better life.
Perhaps it was selfishness, and for the first time in my life, I devoured his thoughts again.
Shaking his head, all these years of sitting are in vain.This state of mind is so unstable.
I guess, he thinks the same way after all, but none of us can explain to the little guy if we keep one of them.
Just as he can't figure out whether the little guy loves him more or loves me more, I don't have an answer to this question.
Maybe it's in the little guy's mind, the balance between me and him is always balanced.
Chu Xiaoyun...it's not my name over and over again.
I love the little guy to call me Master, so that I can't tell who he is called.
The little guy is a little slow, but not careless.
When he was Mu Nuo, he had already noticed that the same wood on the other side couldn't figure out what those questions asked.
Zishi, Zishi... I don't know when it became a boundary. Before Zishi, it was him, and after Zishi, it was me.
The little guy hugged me and asked me in a low voice: "Master, aren't you going to recognize me?"
I think in this life, probably, if the love is like this, I can't give up anymore.
To love, to wait, to provoke, these three things are all for the sake of getting.
On the other hand, he is very stubborn. I also agree with him in his search for the little guy.
We have traveled through many worlds, and through the eyes of the other side, we have seen many warm and dirty things. They all say that there is no time for practice, but if you ask the other side.He can definitely tell you how many years, months, days, and hours.
Why?Because the wait is too long.
Too long too long.
At first I counted the years, then I counted the months, then I counted the days, I counted the hours... The search became longer and longer, and only by counting in this way can I hope that time will pass faster and the time of their meeting will be brought forward.
The game king has been following, no matter where you go, you have it.
Game Lord is the crystallization of his and I's wisdom. I stole Xiaoling's gene and used it for biological research and manufacturing. He wrote the program.
At the beginning, I thought I could give Xiaoling a surprise, but I didn't want the Northern Federation to give a bigger surprise, but it was a pity that there was no surprise.
Every time I see Yu Youjun, I can think of Xiao Ling.
In fact, Xiaoling doesn't speak very often, if it wasn't for his soft face, otherwise it would not be much gentler than the other face.
But he is very gentle, unlike me to him, he is very gentle to a certain range of people around him.
After searching for a long time, I finally found him.
Although the meeting was not pleasant, he saw the shamelessness and cowardice of his ex-boyfriend through another eye.
This body is new, the old one has long been broken and can no longer be used, and this body has been replaced countless times.
This one has the highest fusion value at 80.
It's normal for the little guy not to recognize it.
The little guy in this world is very confused, a little dazed, and doesn't seem to interact much with the people around him.
It was exactly the same as when Xiao Ling calmed down by herself.
We didn't find the wrong person.
The other side is not in a hurry, and neither am I.
The real little guy looks too lonely, although he is not in a hurry to reveal his identity, but the other side and I can't wait to take a place beside him.
The indifferent look on the other side can also imitate my smile, and treat the little guy even more gently.
After so many years of seeking, what is obtained now, naturally must be cherished.
Over the years, he and I have changed a lot.
It's just that Su Yunhua suffered a lot. After searching for her all her life, she really exhausted her whole life for the little guy.
Discuss with me on the other side and let the little guy enter the game.This game was originally set up for him, so naturally he was going to be allowed to go.
I watched him go through these plots, and I also recalled many beautiful things.
Such as a bowl of soup on Chunyang Peak, such as the coming-of-age ceremony in the Spirit Temple, such as the careful teaching under the Sword Abyss regardless of the cold or heat...
He hasn't changed at all.
We met in an additional volume, that volume is a hidden volume added by Chu Xiaoyun, which contains the real end of the world, Chu Xiaoyun just made a connecting channel, this world is not in his big world.
He changed his body again, just like me and Chu Xiaoyun, in order to survive, he kept changing his body.
But I recognize him.
I'm not a little guy, or that dull log on the other side.
No matter how much a person changes, small habits cannot be changed.
I can recognize the little guy in every life, but I just don't tell the other side.
I've done a lot of bad things like this.
It's really interesting to think about it later.
In this world, the little guy is unwilling to leave, but everything is doomed in the dark, if the little guy doesn't leave, what will Chu Xiaoyun and I, who have been waiting for thousands of years, be left in the secular world?
It is doomed somewhere.
In a word, it is a foregone conclusion.
I think of many things. What I feel happy is in the world of Qingxiao Mountain.
Xiaoling has almost never gone down the mountain, he only has Qingxiao Mountain, Chunyang Peak, and me as the master in his eyes.
There was no one to share him with.
It's a pity that he can't be locked up for the rest of his life.
Later, there was Su Yunhua, and Yue Yin who Xiaoling knew before reincarnation.
Many years ago, I asked Xiao Ling: "If one day, you have the right to go down the mountain, will you leave as a teacher?"
I can't remember Xiaoling's answer at that time, but I vaguely remember what he meant, no.
I remembered this incident for many years, and selfishly used it as a proof of the vows Xiao Ling gave me.
In my life, although I can't tell who I am and what kind of person I am, in the end, I am no different from Chu Xiaoyun. is alone.
Perhaps the reason why Chu Xiaoyun and I split at the beginning was because many years later, when I met Xiaoling, I would say, "You are here."
The author has something to say: #This article author absolutely can not answer the question#
1. Gu Yu knew the master first, or the master sent Gu Yu into the game first.
2. Is this article the first year or the next year?
3. What kind of creature is the game king?
4. Is the water meter in the author's house still there?
Xiaoyun, Suyate, Mu Nuo...or Chu Xiaoyun.
In the end, I am nobody.
I have seen the indifference of human feelings in the future, I have seen the indescribability of the world, I have seen the scenery on Chuyang Peak day after day,
But after all, I can't figure out a word of love.
I was born with Chu Xiaoyun and grew up with him. In this life, only the little guy knows who I am.
If I can't understand it, I can't understand the other side either. He is more stubborn than me, and the hurt in his heart will only be heavier than mine.
I once asked myself, if I knew all kinds of future generations, would I still be willing to answer my original intention when the little guy asked me if I had intended it?
Mostly willing.
I can't imitate Xiaoyun's indifference, I'm just a shadow derived from his back.
One body, two personalities, he lives brightly, and I live ridiculously.
He didn't seem to know my existence, or he forgot.
He is indifferent and has a mild temper. It is really difficult to see something from him.
I can't find anything that interests him. What I like is completely different from his. It is clearly from the same origin, but the difference is so great.
I am attached to him, and as a secondary personality in this body, I feel that I am living a humble life, and I can only come out to see him after he is unconscious.
That guy hardly smiled, with a cold face.
Perhaps it was to emphasize the difference, but I often curled my lips and laughed out loud, looking at the person in the mirror, unfamiliar, if I were not Chu Xiaoyun's secondary personality, what would I look like now.
He has his taboos, and I have mine, but no one around here can see it.
Chu Xiaoyun waited for someone who would treat him wholeheartedly.
I'm waiting for someone who recognizes me and him.
The two are not in conflict.
I come from the same origin as him, but they are different.
He has his stubbornness, I have mine to let go.
However, when it comes to the little guy, on the one hand, I hope he will be stubborn to the end, and on the other hand, I hope the little guy will have a better life.
Perhaps it was selfishness, and for the first time in my life, I devoured his thoughts again.
Shaking his head, all these years of sitting are in vain.This state of mind is so unstable.
I guess, he thinks the same way after all, but none of us can explain to the little guy if we keep one of them.
Just as he can't figure out whether the little guy loves him more or loves me more, I don't have an answer to this question.
Maybe it's in the little guy's mind, the balance between me and him is always balanced.
Chu Xiaoyun...it's not my name over and over again.
I love the little guy to call me Master, so that I can't tell who he is called.
The little guy is a little slow, but not careless.
When he was Mu Nuo, he had already noticed that the same wood on the other side couldn't figure out what those questions asked.
Zishi, Zishi... I don't know when it became a boundary. Before Zishi, it was him, and after Zishi, it was me.
The little guy hugged me and asked me in a low voice: "Master, aren't you going to recognize me?"
I think in this life, probably, if the love is like this, I can't give up anymore.
To love, to wait, to provoke, these three things are all for the sake of getting.
On the other hand, he is very stubborn. I also agree with him in his search for the little guy.
We have traveled through many worlds, and through the eyes of the other side, we have seen many warm and dirty things. They all say that there is no time for practice, but if you ask the other side.He can definitely tell you how many years, months, days, and hours.
Why?Because the wait is too long.
Too long too long.
At first I counted the years, then I counted the months, then I counted the days, I counted the hours... The search became longer and longer, and only by counting in this way can I hope that time will pass faster and the time of their meeting will be brought forward.
The game king has been following, no matter where you go, you have it.
Game Lord is the crystallization of his and I's wisdom. I stole Xiaoling's gene and used it for biological research and manufacturing. He wrote the program.
At the beginning, I thought I could give Xiaoling a surprise, but I didn't want the Northern Federation to give a bigger surprise, but it was a pity that there was no surprise.
Every time I see Yu Youjun, I can think of Xiao Ling.
In fact, Xiaoling doesn't speak very often, if it wasn't for his soft face, otherwise it would not be much gentler than the other face.
But he is very gentle, unlike me to him, he is very gentle to a certain range of people around him.
After searching for a long time, I finally found him.
Although the meeting was not pleasant, he saw the shamelessness and cowardice of his ex-boyfriend through another eye.
This body is new, the old one has long been broken and can no longer be used, and this body has been replaced countless times.
This one has the highest fusion value at 80.
It's normal for the little guy not to recognize it.
The little guy in this world is very confused, a little dazed, and doesn't seem to interact much with the people around him.
It was exactly the same as when Xiao Ling calmed down by herself.
We didn't find the wrong person.
The other side is not in a hurry, and neither am I.
The real little guy looks too lonely, although he is not in a hurry to reveal his identity, but the other side and I can't wait to take a place beside him.
The indifferent look on the other side can also imitate my smile, and treat the little guy even more gently.
After so many years of seeking, what is obtained now, naturally must be cherished.
Over the years, he and I have changed a lot.
It's just that Su Yunhua suffered a lot. After searching for her all her life, she really exhausted her whole life for the little guy.
Discuss with me on the other side and let the little guy enter the game.This game was originally set up for him, so naturally he was going to be allowed to go.
I watched him go through these plots, and I also recalled many beautiful things.
Such as a bowl of soup on Chunyang Peak, such as the coming-of-age ceremony in the Spirit Temple, such as the careful teaching under the Sword Abyss regardless of the cold or heat...
He hasn't changed at all.
We met in an additional volume, that volume is a hidden volume added by Chu Xiaoyun, which contains the real end of the world, Chu Xiaoyun just made a connecting channel, this world is not in his big world.
He changed his body again, just like me and Chu Xiaoyun, in order to survive, he kept changing his body.
But I recognize him.
I'm not a little guy, or that dull log on the other side.
No matter how much a person changes, small habits cannot be changed.
I can recognize the little guy in every life, but I just don't tell the other side.
I've done a lot of bad things like this.
It's really interesting to think about it later.
In this world, the little guy is unwilling to leave, but everything is doomed in the dark, if the little guy doesn't leave, what will Chu Xiaoyun and I, who have been waiting for thousands of years, be left in the secular world?
It is doomed somewhere.
In a word, it is a foregone conclusion.
I think of many things. What I feel happy is in the world of Qingxiao Mountain.
Xiaoling has almost never gone down the mountain, he only has Qingxiao Mountain, Chunyang Peak, and me as the master in his eyes.
There was no one to share him with.
It's a pity that he can't be locked up for the rest of his life.
Later, there was Su Yunhua, and Yue Yin who Xiaoling knew before reincarnation.
Many years ago, I asked Xiao Ling: "If one day, you have the right to go down the mountain, will you leave as a teacher?"
I can't remember Xiaoling's answer at that time, but I vaguely remember what he meant, no.
I remembered this incident for many years, and selfishly used it as a proof of the vows Xiao Ling gave me.
In my life, although I can't tell who I am and what kind of person I am, in the end, I am no different from Chu Xiaoyun. is alone.
Perhaps the reason why Chu Xiaoyun and I split at the beginning was because many years later, when I met Xiaoling, I would say, "You are here."
The author has something to say: #This article author absolutely can not answer the question#
1. Gu Yu knew the master first, or the master sent Gu Yu into the game first.
2. Is this article the first year or the next year?
3. What kind of creature is the game king?
4. Is the water meter in the author's house still there?
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