Sober Tonight [Rebirth]

Lu Zijin didn't wait for her to answer, and started talking right there.

"My mother was born in a small village in Anning City. According to her, she is the first girl in our area who has passed the university entrance exam. She is also the pride of my grandparents. Many people in the village are very envious."

Cen Moxiao listened carefully, what Lu Zijin told was very calm and indifferent, but this story can be known from Lu Zijin's current situation, compared to the tragedy of Cen Moxiao's story, what Lu Zijin was talking about was the lingering sorrow and misfortune , not violent but like a net wrapped around the heart.

"She said that going to Changqing to study seemed to change her destiny, but in fact it ruined her life. A country girl who wanted to change her destiny was too easy to be swallowed up by Changqing, a city full of luxury and money. She made a An unrealistic dream, after waking up, there is only one more me, and there are blind eyes and slander that cannot be shaken off."

"The gossip and cynicism of the villagers are extremely cruel compared with the envy and praise at the beginning, which makes grandparents look down. They hate my mother and even me. They are traditional and stubborn representatives of parents, and they regard us as a shame. , maybe it’s just that they couldn’t figure it out and couldn’t accept it for a while, but God didn’t give them a chance to reconcile.”

The successive deaths of the two elderly people overwhelmed her mother. She remembered that her mother never smiled again after that.

Unable to stay in the village, she took Lu Zijin back to the hometown of her grandparents. It was another small village, more remote but with beautiful scenery and much more friendly people.There she spent her whole childhood and adolescence, her life was very poor but very satisfied and happy.

Lu Zijin's mother loved Lu Zijin very much, and taught her well, but she couldn't live for Lu Zijin for a few more years. She died alive, and she felt too much guilt and pain in her heart.

When her mother died, Lu Zijin was 14 years old and returned to the Lu family.

"I also asked about my dad in the past ten years, and I have some understanding of those gossips in my memory. But my mother insisted that my dad didn't abandon her, but he couldn't resist the family and the reality. In her In the depiction, I still have such a longing for the father who never appeared, which is ridiculous."

"Even if I go back to Lu's house, I'm very apprehensive and afraid, but I'm also looking forward to it. My dad will give me shelter. During the time I was studying, it was indeed the case. He gave me careful guidance and strict requirements, and sent me to college. Studying in graduate school. He seemed very happy during my internship and always took care of me personally, so even if Lu Xue hates me and bullies me, I don’t think it’s a problem, it’s normal for her to hate me.”

Cen Moxiao frowned, with some unbearable eyes.

"I didn't really understand the meaning of my existence until something happened."

"What's the matter?" Cen Moxiao had a bad premonition in his heart.

"Lu Xue got away with drunk driving once, and my dad asked me to cover her for her." Lu Zijin smiled and talked about what happened in her previous life, as if she wasn't sad at all.

Cen Moxiao's face changed, her lips were pursed tightly, and her breathing became a little short. It was obvious that she was very angry.

"It's shameless!"

Lu Zijin turned her head to look at her, unexpectedly, talking to Cen Moxiao about the things that had tortured her for so long was not as sad as expected.

"Have you ever blamed your mother?" Cen Moxiao calmed down and asked softly.

Lu Zijin lowered her head and smiled wryly, "It's weird. I blame her for making up a lie for herself and for me." This dad is still delusional.In the end, she fell into hell.

Cen Moxiao is a bit complicated: "Abandoning your wife and son, and even getting entangled with others when you're about to get married, you actually have expectations of him. You really should blame her."

Lu Zijin glanced at her: "If it had been two years earlier, you might have seen a sincere Lu Zijin, and it would be a lie to be a little less humble in the face of Lu Xun."

Cen Moxiao frowned, and said with some disgust: "That's better than hypocrisy. With your brains and wrists, you actually believed him for so long?"

Lu Zijin naturally heard her dislike, and seemed to be in a much better state, so she replied unceremoniously: "Everything is right."

Cen Moxiao looked at her, and said in disbelief, "You stabbed a knife in my heart?"

Lu Zijin looked at her heart: "Where is it?"

The two stared at each other, then burst out laughing.Not laughing heartily, even laughing a bit sadly, but at last there is mutual comfort.

"Speaking of which, our lives are really miserable." Cen Moxiao sighed with self-deprecation.

Lu Zijin glanced at her: "I think your life is worse than mine."

"Is this also looking for a sense of superiority?"

"if not?"

Lu Zijin still made the dinner in the evening, and Mrs. Liu felt uncomfortable now, because Cen Moxiao's attitude change was too obvious.The same goes for Lu Zijin, not only was she not allowed to touch the food, but she was also not allowed to touch other teas.

But Mrs. Liu comforted herself that she would be found out if she didn't make sense, and the two of them didn't say anything verbally, so she calmed down patiently.

After eating, the two of them went upstairs to wash up. Lu Zijin didn't go back to her room as usual, but knocked on the door and went to Cen Moxiao's room. She was afraid of leaving her alone and she started to think wildly.

It just so happened that after Cen Moxiao finished washing her hair, Lu Zijin took the hair dryer. After looking at Lu Zijin, she sat down and waited for Lu Zijin to blow dry her hair.

"Don't you have to deal with work tonight? Why do you have time to come over to me?" Cen Moxiao's voice came over amidst the buzzing.

Lu Zijin raised her eyelids and said, "I don't trust you."

The corners of Cen Moxiao's mouth twitched, then he pressed it down again and nodded, "Indeed, I'm going to think wildly when you're not here, and when I think about those things, I feel uncomfortable, and my heart feels suffocated."

Lu Zijin frowned, and turned off the hair dryer: "Are you feeling depressed?"

"If you don't want those things, you don't feel anything. It's fine now."

Lu Zijin felt a little relieved, and continued to blow-dry her hair, and belatedly figured out some other meanings from Cen Moxiao's words.

But she couldn't pretend to admit it affectionately, and Cen Moxiao had already confessed to herself, if it's not clear, it's better to say less.

She hadn't thought about it at all, she insisted on maintaining their agreement relationship, but in fact, her performance could not conceal her care for Cen Moxiao at all.

After blowing her hair, Lu Zijin asked again: "Have you taken the medicine?"

Cen Moxiao nodded.

Lu Zijin nodded, and Cen Moxiao sat there looking at her, she was a little at a loss and didn't know what to say.The finger placed aside was unconsciously rubbing, and suddenly it occurred to Cen Moxiao that he hadn't drunk the milk yet, so he hurriedly said, "I'll warm the milk for you, I bought boxed ones today." Bought it from the supermarket.

Cen Moxiao could also see that she was uncomfortable, so she responded lightly.

When she went out, Cen Moxiao looked a little helpless, and she didn't know how to eat people, so Lu Zijin was so afraid of doing something.

Milk is still Cen Moxiao's favorite taste, with a strong milky aroma and a touch of sweetness.

Lu Zijin watched her drink the milk all the time, with her unconscious smile in her eyes, she was indeed a milk doll, and she was always more cute than usual when she was drinking milk.

After she finished drinking, Lu Zijin reached for the glass and looked at the time: "Going to sleep, good night."

She was about to leave, Cen Moxiao frowned, curled her fingers, and said in a low voice, "Can you accompany me?"

The voice was low and dull, which made Lu Zijin's heart a little sore, and when she turned her head, there was undisguised expectation in those light-colored pupils.

Seeing that Lu Zijin didn't speak, she lowered her head again and said, "Be at ease with me, and you can also stop yourself from thinking about those things."

"If you're not allowed to sleep on the floor, just sleep on the bed." Remembering being teased by Lu Zijin that time, she hurriedly added.

It's just that Lu Zijin didn't speak, turned around and continued to walk out, Cen Moxiao's chest felt tight, his eyes were really hurt, and he felt a little embarrassed.

"I'll wash the cups, and then I'll come over." Lu Zijin really couldn't see her little eyes, turned her head and said helplessly.

Then she watched the dim light in her eyes brighten up, the corners of her mouth raised, and she replied crisply: "Okay!"

Lu Zijin turned around and went out, closed the door and then smiled, but quickly suppressed it again.

When she returned to the room, Cen Moxiao was already lying under the covers.Changqing at the end of November is a bit cold.Cen Moxiao is afraid of the cold, the heater in the house has been turned on, and the temperature is not low, so he only needs to cover him with a thin quilt.The light had already been turned off, leaving behind a slightly dim bedside lamp, and Cen Moxiao was half lying on the bedside waiting for her.

Lu Zijin wanted to ignore her, but she couldn't refuse the look in those eyes.It wasn't until she lay down cautiously that Cen Moxiao shrunk down and lay down.

Except for her mother before, she had never slept in the same bed with anyone else. The bed was tainted with the scent of the owner. After lying down, Lu Zijin could smell the same scent as Cen Moxiao's body. It wasn't strong but it couldn't be ignored.

She pursed her lower lip, and turned her head to look at Cen Moxiao: "Stop thinking about it, go to bed early."

Cen Moxiao looked at her and nodded, but kept staring at her without closing her eyes.

Lu Zijin felt uncomfortable being watched by her, "Why are you looking at me like that, aren't you sleepy?"

Cen Moxiao shook his head: "Looking at you, I won't be thinking wildly, go to sleep."

Lu Zijin slightly rolled her eyes, this Cen Moxiao seemed to be a bit aggressive.

"You can't sleep watching me."

After hearing this, Cen Moxiao raised his eyebrows and sighed: "Then you let me think wildly?"

Lu Zijin: ...

She had no choice but to close her eyes and pretend to be dead.She was far away from Cen Moxiao, enough for two more people to lie down.

Cen Moxiao smiled without saying a word, just looked at it for a while, and then closed her eyes.

After waiting for a long time, Lu Zijin opened her eyes, and then looked at Cen Moxiao carefully. She fell asleep, but her expression was not as relaxed as before, and her brows were also frowning in her sleep.

Lu Zijin sighed slightly, looked at her hand outside, touched it lightly, it was a little cold.Carefully put her hands under the quilt, then dimmed the bedside lamp, before Lu Zijin closed her eyes.

She didn't drink tonight, so I'm afraid it will take a long time to fall asleep.Moreover, Cen Moxiao sleeping next to her made her feel uneasy at all. She obviously didn't do anything and nothing would happen, but she was just nervous.

In this chaotic mood, she fell asleep faster than she thought, and when she woke up again, she found that it was already the next morning.

It was still early, she blinked her eyes and fell into a deep sleep.Just as she was about to stroke her hair habitually, she realized that something was pressing her arm.

She immediately lowered her head, her eyes widened suddenly.She didn't know when she hugged Cen Moxiao in her arms, and the posture was very intimate. When she turned her head, she could see her peacefully sleeping profile.

Her right hand was pillowed by Cen Moxiao, and her left arm was around her soft waist.Her pajamas were rubbed up, and the touch of her fingertips was clearly fleshy, delicate and moist to the touch.

Her body tensed all of a sudden, and she looked to see if it wasn't Cen Moxiao who rolled over, but she rolled over by herself.The embarrassment spread from her head to her fingertips in an instant. She really wanted to destroy the corpse, but it was absolutely impossible to withdraw her hand without disturbing Cen Moxiao.

At this moment, Cen Moxiao moved as if she was about to wake up, Lu Zijin immediately closed her eyes, thinking it was a dream, and she dared not move at all when she woke up.

Cen Moxiao woke up as expected, Lu Zijin could feel her head moving, she probably was a little confused now, when Cen Moxiao felt embarrassed, she could quietly move away, spread her hands, it was very easy to operate.

Finally, Cen Moxiao raised his upper body, probably about to get up.However, instead of leaving, she felt a sense of oppression approaching.

Then hair fell on her face, and a warm breath caressed her face, getting closer and closer, Cen Moxiao seemed to want to kiss her!

Lu Zijin had been holding her breath, and now she really couldn't pretend to be dead. She suddenly opened her eyes, and met Cen Moxiao's face that seemed to be smiling but not smiling, but was so close at hand.

"Wake up? Don't continue to sleep?"

Lu Zijin's face turned red, but she still bit the bullet and nodded.

Cen Moxiao smiled, looked at the posture of the two of them at the moment, lowered his head and laughed almost with breath: "I didn't expect Zi Jin to be so enthusiastic, I don't know how it feels, I can't get by."

Her clothes have not been removed yet, and her porcelain white waist is still exposed.

Lu Zijin was digging at the sheets with her toes in embarrassment, and said in a muffled voice, "I didn't touch you."

"I didn't say you touched me." Cen Moxiao blinked, and then said jokingly: "You suddenly opened your eyes just now, did you think I wanted to kiss you?"

Lu Zijin felt that after sleeping all night, Cen Moxiao turned into a cannibal goblin, torturing people to death.

She put on a smile and said, "How could that be? Why did you kiss me for no reason? I haven't been so affectionate yet." Then she immediately let go of Cen Moxiao and pulled out her hand, keeping a distance from her calmly. .

Cen Moxiao twitched his mouth, tilted his head and said, "It's not that I'm being sentimental."

"what?"

Cen Moxiao continued to say seriously: "I mean, I really want to kiss you. Seeing you lying there makes me feel cute. I want to kiss you."

Lu Zijin didn't know why, she had been in the mall for many years, and she had heard more explicit and ambiguous words than Cen Moxiao's, and she could still keep her face down and her heart beating, but now, she clearly felt that she was teasing herself, but she couldn't help but feel her cheeks burn.

"You're a hooligan, you know that?"

Cen Moxiao was taken aback for a moment, then smiled happily: "Will you let me?"

Lu Zijin didn't want to pay attention to this person, and got up to get up.Cen Moxiao looked at her and said nothing.

Alas, there is a long way to go.

Cen Moxiao was still a little depressed, was she really that bad?

Holding her mobile phone, she flipped through WeChat and finally chose Lin Mu, and typed a line after a while.

Will I be a good mate?

After sending it out, I felt that it was pointless and shameful, so I quickly withdrew it.

On the other side, Lin Mu watched the message being withdrawn with his mobile phone, and then his eyes widened in disbelief.

It was rare for her to get up early today and want to discuss with Yao Qing how to deal with Cen Moxiao's affairs, but she saw this nonsensical sentence.

"Mo Xiao sent me a message, asking me if she would be a good partner, Yao Qing, what do you mean by that?" It couldn't be what she thought.

Yao Qing was also taken aback when he saw it, and then he asked tentatively, "Maybe Miss is in love with Madam?"