Sober Tonight [Rebirth]

After coming out of the hospital, Lu Zijin frowned, looking worried.Cen Moxiao looked at her several times, but didn't speak, but stopped talking a few times.

Lu Zijin noticed her actions and tried to ignore the pain in her heart. After getting in the car, she fastened the seat belt for Cen Moxiao, and said softly, "Are you going to grandpa's today?"

Cen Moxiao thought about it, and now that both of them are preoccupied, it's better not to go to Cen Kanghong's.So she shook her head: "No, let's go home first, let's go there tomorrow and stay there for one night, okay?"

Lu Zijin nodded, "It's just up to you to decide."

Driving all the way back, the two of them didn't speak, only the car music that Lu Zijin specially downloaded was playing melodiously in the car.

Cen Moxiao is now very used to sitting next to Lu Zijin, and Lu Zijin has also developed the habit of always playing music when getting in the car.

The two have been together for more than two years, Zhihe is now managed by Cen Moxiao, and besides assisting Cen Moxiao, Lu Zijin is also running the company that she and Cen Moxiao started. Under the leadership of Mu and Xiao Qing, they merged into a family, and Lu Zijin was the chairman.

It can be said that Cen Moxiao and Lu Zijin are already the biggest names in the young generation in Changqing City, and their social status is very high.

In the past two years, the relationship between the two people has been well-known in the circle. Li Yuan and his son were resolved, and their lives were ordinary and happy.It's just that Cen Moxiao's body has always scared Lu Zijin, and the physical examination every three months makes her a little anxious.

After this examination, Dr. Zhuang said that Cen Moxiao's heart had insufficient blood supply, which caused her occasional symptoms of chest tightness and dizziness during this period, and she needed a good rest, which made Lu Zijin even more frightened.

"Are you worried about my body again?" Cen Moxiao said softly, not wanting to continue to be dull.

Lu Zijin glanced at her, stopped the car and said seriously: "Let's go to the United States and find Professor Stephen to see if there is a better way, shall we?"

Cen Moxiao's heart problem has always been bad, and active treatment just didn't make it worse quickly, but after a long time, the problem gradually became apparent. Lu Zijin hoped that they could be together forever. She was very afraid that in ten or twenty years, Cen Moxiao would be like Zhuang As the doctor said, it may be necessary to go to the step of heart transplantation.Even though the Cen family has strong financial resources, heart transplantation cannot be solved by money alone.

Cen Moxiao stretched out his hand to hold her cold fingers, looked down, and then said softly: "Okay, I'll listen to you. But don't rush at this moment, we will go when you are not so busy."

Seeing Lu Zijin's expression of disapproval, Cen Moxiao sighed: "Doctor Zhuang just said that he was worried about those problems, but in fact, under your care for the past two years, I have basically never had any illnesses, and it's just that I have been a little sick this month. It’s uncomfortable, but it’s good to rest, you’re too nervous, I’m really not that fragile. It’s already hard for you to help Zhihe deal with things every day, I don’t want you to worry about me all day, okay?”

Lu Zijin stretched out her hand to tidy up Cen Moxiao's hair, "Apart from being quite worried, who else can I worry about? This month, you are exhausted, so you are not feeling well. Just go to Zhihe to make regular inspections. Everything else is fine. Leave it to me, and don't worry about it any more."

Cen Moxiao couldn't help laughing, blinked her eyes and said, "Then I don't do nothing, just wait for you to support me?"

"How can I raise you? You forgot that what you have in your hands is enough to support yourself and us for a lifetime. I just want to let you relax. I can't help you with your illness, but I can do other things. "The last sentence Lu Zijin said was distressed and serious, and the smile on Cen Moxiao's face stopped slightly when he heard it, and he just looked straight at her.

Seeing her staring at him non-stop, Lu Zijin felt a little uncomfortable, looked away and looked at her again: "Why are you staring at me like that?"

Cen Moxiao leaned over and kissed her, and murmured: "I really want to kiss you, so I was wondering if I could."

Lu Zijin's ears turned red, and she had been married for more than three years, but she still couldn't stand Cen Moxiao's sudden intimacy.

But she regained her composure and said with a smile, "After thinking about it for a long time, is it just such an understatement?"

Cen Moxiao's eyes were burning, "I'm waiting for Madam to be more colorful."

Lu Zijin turned her head and smiled, then leaned over and the two kissed in the car.

After a long kiss, Lu Zijin straightened Cen Moxiao's crumpled shirt, wiped the corner of her lips, and poked her heart: "It's so loud."

Cen Moxiao swallowed, and said helplessly: "It's useless in the first place, let alone you are the one who teases it."

Hearing these love words, Lu Zijin couldn't help shaking her head, but also couldn't hide her smile.

During the Dragon Boat Festival in July, Lu Zijin accompanied Cen Moxiao to the United States once, and went to see the famous American heart surgeon Stephen.

The result of the consultation was basically the same as what Dr. Zhuang said. Compared with the other party, he proposed a diagnosis and treatment plan, which required a minor operation.Cen Moxiao had undergone interventional ablation surgery before, but because of Li Yuan's interference, the postoperative situation was not ideal.

Right now, Cen Moxiao already has some myocardial damage and insufficient blood supply, so surgery is needed.

The surgery was a success, which is great news.But the doctor still reminded them that careful treatment is needed, otherwise they will only have to go to the step of heart transplantation in the end.

However, Cen Moxiao recovered very well, and all indicators were normal after the operation.In addition, it was a minor operation, and the two returned to China soon.

Cen Kanghong had been waiting for the two of them to come back in the country. On the day of his return, he took the driver to the airport to pick them up in person.

As soon as Cen Moxiao came out, he saw Cen Kanghong standing in the crowd, and quickly quickened his pace.

"Grandpa, why are you here? Didn't you agree to wait for us to go back?" Cen Kanghong has been in good health for the past two years, but it is an old problem after all, and he is worse than before when he is older.

"Grandpa can't wait. How is Mo Xiao feeling now? Is there still dizziness and chest tightness?" Even though the two talked on the phone, Cen Kanghong was still worried.

"Grandpa, I'm much better. The operation went well, and Zi Jin took good care of me. As long as I cultivate well, I'll be fine if there are no major problems in the future."

Cen Kanghong nodded again and again, "That's good, that's good."

After going out for half a month, the two returned home and lived in the Cen's old house.While lying on the bed, Cen Moxiao resisted the impulse in her heart, hugged Lu Zijin and said softly, "I'll come just once, okay?"

Lu Zijin turned her head to look at her, her face still rosy, she raised her eyebrows and said, "No, Doctor Stephen said, don't get too excited recently, let alone do too drastic things."

Cen Moxiao puffed up his cheeks, and lay down aggrieved, "Is this what people mean when they say not to do violent things?"

Lu Zijin was both embarrassed and funny, "Cen Moxiao, you've had enough, don't mess around."

Cen Moxiao raised her head and bit Lu Zijin's chin lightly, then kissed and rubbed her neck indiscriminately, which made Lu Zijin feel agitated and itchy. There was really no way to lock her hands and press her down. Next, "Don't move around, you have jet lag when you come back, take a good rest, huh?"

Cen Moxiao made herself out of breath, and after hearing what Lu Zijin said, she finally calmed down.It's just that when she hugged Lu Zijin, she didn't know what to think of, she was a little lost, and after a while she suddenly said: "Zijin, shall we have a baby?"

Lu Zijin was taken aback when Cen Moxiao brought up this topic suddenly. After realizing it, she looked at Cen Moxiao seriously and said, "Why do you want a child all of a sudden?"

After she asked, she kept looking into Cen Moxiao's eyes, which were full of inquiry.

Cen Moxiao hid his eyes for a moment, then smiled, and said softly: "I think it's time, I thought about our two-person world before, and didn't want children. But it's been two years, and grandpa has been looking forward to thinking about it." I want a grandson, besides, I really want a little Zijin, if she looks like you, she must be very beautiful and cute."

After she finished speaking, she explained: "I'm just discussing with you. If you haven't made this plan yet, we'll take it easy."

Lu Zijin didn't speak, but just looked at Cen Moxiao.

Cen Kanghong did mention asking them to have a child several times, and she also considered it.She herself liked children, but because of her own experience, she never considered that she would have children. After all, in her opinion, if she had children, she was destined not to be the crystallization of love.

But when she met Cen Moxiao, there would always be a child of the two, and she was actually looking forward to it.

But Cen Moxiao directly refused at that time, and the reason given was that he thought about the world of two people. After all, this jealous king cannot guarantee that the child's jealousy will also be eaten.But when Lu Zijin heard the conversation between her and Lin Mu, the biggest factor that made Cen Moxiao refuse to have a child was that Cen Moxiao's physical condition made it impossible for her to have a child. That is to say, if she wanted to have a child, it could only be her Come.

Cen Moxiao said that childbirth is too hard and she doesn't want her to go through this.

She suddenly changed her mind, and Lu Zijin probably guessed what she was thinking.The soreness and pain in her heart made her tense for a while, she turned her back to her, and said in a muffled voice, "I don't want a child."

This time it was Cen Moxiao's turn to be stunned, but she quickly adjusted and said softly, "Okay, don't, don't."

Lu Zijin closed her eyes and endured it, but she couldn't hold it back, she turned over and looked at Cen Moxiao, her voice became hoarse.

"Cen Moxiao, don't think that I don't know what you're thinking. Let me tell you that I don't allow you to think about these things. Get rid of your thoughts as soon as possible. I won't have a child as a burden. If you... If you really If you can't accompany me and have no children, I'll just remarry easily...I won't raise...raise children for you."

Lu Zijin couldn't hold back anymore, her tears couldn't stop falling, she pushed Cen Moxiao and turned her back to buy it under the quilt.

Cen Moxiao's face was pale, and his eyes were full of annoyance.She reached out to touch Lu Zijin, but she swung her away. Lu Zijin was a little too strong, and Cen Moxiao hissed.

The sobbing person froze for a moment, finally poked out from under the quilt, and turned to look at Cen Moxiao.

Cen Moxiao was touching the place she hit, seeing her staring at him, and stretched out her hand to hug him tightly.

Lu Zijin struggled a few times, but Cen Moxiao refused to let go, so she could only give up.

After a while, Cen Moxiao's voice came over muffled, hoarse and gentle: "I'm sorry, I always make you sad and cry because of this problem. Zi Jin, in fact, we shouldn't shy away from this problem. I know very well that I won't. I'm going to die now..." Lu Zijin struggled vigorously, and Cen Moxiao hurriedly patted her to comfort her.

"I don't want you to always hang on to the fact that I'm a patient. Although I always make you worry about whether I can bear it at certain times, in fact, most of the time I am just like a normal person, and I am not that fragile. So I believe in my I can stay with you for a long time, but I'm also afraid that I will leave earlier than you." Speaking of this, she was silent for a while, feeling a little helpless.

"I always feel that I am not a self-pitying person, but when I think about it, I feel very sad. I am not afraid of death, or I am afraid that you will be sad, and I am even more afraid that when you are sad, there is nothing I can do. No one can accompany you or comfort you. Children are not tools. , My reason is not perfunctory, if I am not afraid of you suffering, I can give birth to ten or eight if I want to."

"Go away, I'm not a pig, who will give you ten or eight babies." Lu Zijin said in a slightly nasal voice.

Cen Moxiao laughed, then rubbed her head and continued: "When I think of a little person who looks like you growing up, I feel very happy. There are some selfish things, Indeed, I still want her to accompany you instead of me for a period of time in the future. I really want you to have only me in your world, but I am afraid that you will only have me, how lonely it would be."

Lu Zijin didn't speak, she got up and kissed Cen Moxiao for a long time, then hugged her tightly.

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When Lu Zijin was 30 years old, after ten months of difficult pregnancy, she gave birth to a daughter, her and Cen Moxiao's daughter.

Cen Kanghong was so happy that he couldn't sleep all night, he kept pacing outside the hospital.Cen Moxiao was so anxious that she was about to have a heart attack, so she waited until her daughter was born.

The pink and tender milk doll was born white and clean, and after crying twice, she obediently lay beside Lu Zijin, smacking her small mouth.The fetal hair is black and soft, the eyelashes are too long, and it's a mess of cuteness.The midwives and doctors who delivered the baby couldn't put it down, and praised the baby's good looks.

Cen Moxiao had no intention of going to see the child, her hands and feet were cold at the moment, and she kept holding Lu Zijin's hand, feeling extremely distressed.Wiping Lu Zijin's face carefully with a towel, he couldn't stop muttering: "Does it still hurt? Are you exhausted? What else is uncomfortable?"

The child was born naturally, and Lu Zijin was very tired, but she still glanced at the little guy beside her, and said softly, "Look at the child, it looks a lot like you." Lu Zijin liked the child as soon as she saw it, her eyebrows and eyes resembled Cen Moxiao very much, Good and cute.

Cen Moxiao glanced and frowned: "Only the mouth looks like you, it's crooked."

Lin Mu and Xiao Qing surrounded the child very much, and Cen Kanghong, the great-grandfather, was in great pain. Hearing what Cen Moxiao said, he said angrily, "How can you say that about your daughter? It's crooked, and this is the most beautiful baby I've ever seen."

The child who was lying obediently at first became distorted after hearing Cen Moxiao's words, and immediately burst into tears.Unlike other children who cried heart-rendingly, she just cried softly and hummed a few times, which sounded particularly painful.

A group of people all stared at Cen Moxiao, the culprit, and then Cen Moxiao moved over to take a closer look at the little dumpling, sniffling his nose, looking extremely wronged.

Cen Moxiao stretched out her hand, and patted it lightly. Almost holding her breath, she said cautiously, "Don't cry, don't cry, it's very beautiful."

The little baby sobbed a few more times, her little hands loosened and tightened, Cen Moxiao passed her fingers over, and she immediately held them tightly.Although she knew that this was a newborn's instinct, when that little soft hand held her tightly, an inexplicable feeling surged up in her heart, which made Cen Moxiao's heart soften.

She couldn't help turning her head to look at Lu Zijin, who gave her a gentle smile, which made Cen Moxiao's eyes turn red.

"Thanks a lot."

Lu Zijin shook her head.

After Lu Zijin finished feeding, the little guy fell asleep.

Afraid that Lu Zijin would be tired, the child stayed with her for an hour and then went to sleep in the crib.

Cen Moxiao guarded Lu Zijin, watching her fall asleep, holding her hand and staring at her all the time, she was really exhausted.She couldn't replace her when she was pregnant in October, and Lu Zijin was very hard during pregnancy.

As soon as Lu Zijin woke up, she saw Cen Moxiao who was staring at her intently. She couldn't help laughing and said, "Why are you looking at me so stupidly? Where's the child?"

Cen Moxiao pointed to the crib, then held her chin and said seriously: "We have a baby baby now, am I still Zi Jin's baby baby?"

Lu Zijin burst out laughing, she laughed for a long time, seeing that Cen Moxiao was still looking at her seriously, she couldn't help it, so she raised her head and kissed her: "Little Putao is a little milk baby, but Ah Xiao will always be my milk baby , even a small grape can’t replace it.”

Only then did Cen Moxiao burst into laughter, she turned her head to the little milk baby and said seriously: "Little Putao is so obedient, she must be obedient in the future. You can't rob my mother from me, and you can't make her angry, you understand?"

Lu Zijin just wanted to help her forehead.

Little Putao is the child's nickname, and his first name follows Cen Moxiao's surname, called Cen Nianzi, a nasty name despised by everyone.

Little Putao was indeed very good, and did not disappoint Cen Moxiao and Lu Zijin, the more he grew up, the more he looked like Cen Moxiao, and he grew up very well.

The family of three is so enviably happy that they have become a model family in Changqing City.

Lu Zijin felt that it was worth it for her to come back again in this life.

Her lover has suffered so much, but still keeps his promise, and has been with her for 41 years, and she is content.She guarded Cen Moxiao, but she wasn't very sad, because she knew that all her life was to meet her again, and when she left, she should leave too.

"Nian Zi, don't be sad." Lin Mu didn't know what else to say, any words at this time were pale and powerless.

Cen Nianzi's eyes were slightly red, but she smiled again: "Aunt Lin, I'm not sad. This way they can continue to be together again, and Mom won't be alone thinking about Mommy, how nice it is."

Lin Mu had mixed feelings in her heart. At the beginning, she didn't like them at all. How did she know that they had really been in love all the way through their lives.

(End of the article)