love is like life

Chapter 31, The 31nd Journal

Love is unsolvable.

There are countless ways to learn to get the answer.

After Fu Yasheng went back, he sent a message to An Shaomeng, and the two of them returned to the state before the holiday.

Fu Dongsheng went to Longchuan Academy of Fine Arts, which was relatively close to home, and Gao Huimin also went home. She and Fu Zheng finally got rid of the two oil bottles. Every week, the two of them travel beautifully around and take pictures.

A life without emotional entanglements is like a brook on the pumpkin hill in Pingzhen, which only gurgles into the river along a fixed path.

Fu Yasheng wrote the full stop, and when she looked up, she saw Li Wei frowning, with the corners of her mouth restrained, watching a variety show with earphones on.

She deserved to have to take the make-up exam.

After coming back for more than two months, Li Wei never repented and failed the quiz for the first time.

Originally, if you fail the major exam several times, you will not get your graduation certificate. The teacher was tortured by Li Wei so forcefully that you would apply to the leader for the rule that if you fail the quiz, you will not get your graduation certificate.

But did not apply.

Fu Yasheng could only be tortured along with him, giving Li Wei key make-up exams.

The two of them spend time in the library when they have nothing to do. Yuan Ai and Zhang Puzhen are members of the debating club. They have been so busy recently that they can only know that they have come back and gone out in the morning and evening. They can only see each other in class.

Fu Yasheng felt that this kind of life was pretty good, like in the first year of high school.

When I was in the first year of high school, I only thought about chasing Qin Qin, and had various messy thoughts about getting into the best school.

If Zhao Nan, the sophomore in high school, hadn't died——

Second grade, like a nightmare.

Fu Yasheng looked at the sunlight outside the window and murmured: "I'll walk along the wall when I get back later, so as not to get sunburned."

The sunshine in the capital comes with the rolling yellow sand, which is completely different from the sunshine in Leshan that smells like leaves.

When Fu Yasheng is not working or studying, she will follow the hiking trips organized by the students to climb the mountain next door. Standing on the top of the low mountain in the capital, she will always think about her father, and then take pictures and send them to the family group. Recently, a new My family likes to use this social software, and Fu Dongsheng and Fu Yasheng are also forced to download and use it due to family interaction. It is really easy to use.

- are you resting on the mountainside -This is from Fu Zheng, he cutely replied to the photo of Fu Yayoi going out to play.

- Sis, are you stupid?Hee hee - this is from Fu Dongsheng, he still likes to punch his sister hard as always.

- Husband, let's go play next time too! -Gao Huimin Meimei has decided on her next trip with Fu Zheng.

Fu Yasheng laughed when she saw it, and looked at Fu Zheng and replied, "Go if my wife says so!"

-Hey, my sister and I, two left-behind children-

- Mom and Dad, I will provide you with travel funds - Fu Yasheng replied in the group.

- It seems that I am the only left-behind child. - Fu Dongsheng sent a pitiful emoji.

Now Fu Dongsheng has the lowest status in the family, because he just looks like he was beaten. After going to college, especially after military training, he becomes cheap.

Fu Misheng took back her phone and followed everyone for a while, when Fu Zheng's voice suddenly appeared next to her ear.

"I must protect our home."

Fu Yasheng was stunned for a moment, then shook his head, not knowing why he remembered it, but he had no idea at this moment.

Just Dad's voice.

Afterwards, Fu Zheng often appeared in Fu Yasheng's dreams.

"Father, Zhao Nan fell into the water." Fu Misheng sat by the swimming pool with Fu Zheng inexplicably, watching Zhao Nan's mother jump into the water suddenly and scoop up Zhao Nan.

"Why wasn't Zhao Nan picked up that time?"

Fu Yasheng asked Fu Zheng in a very innocent tone, her eyes were full of sadness, but Fu Yasheng in the dream didn't know why, and which time it was.

"Because of fate, like fate will one day separate you and me."

"People are mortal, and they are heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than a feather." Fu Zheng put a towel on Fu Misheng's head, "There are bad guys coming."

Fu Yasheng felt that she had inexplicably entered a wardrobe from the swimming pool, and her head was not covered with a bath towel, but her mother's fur coat, and the stale smell came from all directions.

Fu Yasheng felt that there was another person opposite her.

"Are you pushed in by your parents too?" When the girl on the opposite side raised her head.

Fu Yasheng also opened his eyes, looked at the pitch-black dormitory, propped up his body and looked around, unable to recover for a long time.

There was no light in their bedroom, and small curtains were installed on the light-transmitting windows. Zhang Puzhen couldn't sleep when there was light, and she couldn't sleep even if the bed cover was installed, saying that the space was small.

That dream was really scary.

Fu Misheng got out of bed carefully, took the mobile phone from the table and went to the balcony to call Gao Huimin.

"Mother."

"Huh?" Gao Huimin's sleepy voice came from the other end of the phone, "What's the matter? Baby."

"Where's Dad?"

"Your father has been a little busy recently, and used to work the night shift."

"Then he comes back, you tell him to be safe, I'm a little worried."

"Why do you suddenly think of caring about Dad?"

"I had a dream."

"Good boy, dreams are always reversed. Your father will definitely come back safely."

Gao Huimin's voice slowly sobered up, full of concern and comfort.

"Okay, mom, take a good rest." Fu Yasheng slapped the mosquito twice, and whispered, "You also take good care of yourself."

"Well, baby, go to bed early, there is still class tomorrow."

"Ah."

After that, Fu Yasheng always dreamed about Fu Zheng.

"Zhao Nan, why do you hate me and my father?" Zhao Nan stood at the other end and looked at Fu Misheng and Fu Zheng, especially Fu Zheng, with disgust on his face.

"Get out! Your father is coming to my side, can I not hate it!"

Zhao Nan rubbed the goosebumps on his arms, picked up a stone from the ground and threw it at Fu Zheng, brushed against his neck, then picked up two more and hit him in the abdomen and chest, "Don't come to take my place." After speaking, he fled into the river and escaped.

"Father, where are you going?" Fu Misheng held Fu Zheng's hand tightly, but he couldn't feel Fu Zheng holding hands with her.

On the opposite side, Fu Zheng slowly stood in Zhao Nan's place looming.

Every time she had a dream, Fu Yasheng would call Gao Huimin, and then call Fu Zheng again and again to confirm her safety.

"Sister, don't keep calling all the time!!" Fu Dongsheng complained while drawing on the home video, "I am being scolded by my parents every day, woo woo woo."

"Stinky boy! You don't care about people like your sister! Your sister is so busy!" Fu Zheng laughed and attacked Fu Dongsheng when he heard it. Recently, he especially enjoys Fu Yasheng's care. He just looks at his daughter and listens to his voice when he has nothing to do.

"Father, don't always rush forward and make us worry!" Fu Dongsheng also knew the content of Fu Yasheng's calls every time, "If you keep doing this, I will become like my sister!"

"Stinky boy!"

"I'll take care of my father." Gao Huimin leaned on Fu Zheng's shoulder, poked Fu Zheng's face and said with a smile, "It's okay to video with you, your father has started secretly using my skin care products."

"Hehe~"

Fu Yasheng laughed with his family, but his heart couldn't let go.

"Dad, take a vacation."

"What stupid talk! Stupid girl!"

Fu Misheng looked at Fu Zheng, Gao Huimin and Fu Dongsheng's smiling faces with nostalgia, comforting herself silently in her heart, the dream was reversed.

Another dream, Fu Yasheng has already mastered it.

"Dad, don't stand there."

In the dream, Fu Misheng stretched out his hand to hold Fu Zheng, but he couldn't touch his hand.

"" Fu Zheng wanted to say nothing, just looked at her, and slowly closed his eyes.

In the darkness, Fu Misheng appeared in the bedroom she shared with Fu Dongsheng, and there was the sound of suona outside.

She opened the window and saw the yellow paper and paper ashes floating up with the smoke from the brazier. The gate of the community was covered with wreaths. Gao Huimin was standing at the gate of the community in black clothes. Fu Dongsheng looked up beside her and met Fu Misheng. Eyes, at that moment——

"Sister, take care of Mom." Fu Dongsheng patted Fu Yasheng on the shoulder and left.

Fu Misheng stood next to Gao Huimin inexplicably, hugging Gao Huimin with a waxy complexion and red eye circles. Her most proud black hair was disheveled, and it was gray from forehead to back.

I still remember Gao Huimin always showing off that she has such good hair because she has no troubles.

It's all gone now.

Running to the mourning hall next to the gymnasium, the photo above is not the suit photo Fu Zheng wanted or his favorite smiling photo holding Fu Yasheng's admission letter, but the one he posted at the police station ID photo in police uniform.

"Father." Fu Misheng looked at the mourning hall and felt that he was plunged into darkness, and he could not hear all the surrounding voices, and entered another world.

A tidal wave of sadness sweeps through the dream.

"Fu Yasheng! Wake up! Stop crying!"

As soon as Fu Yasheng opened his eyes, he saw Li Wei's face enlarged in front of his eyes, touching his face, his face was full of tears.

Li Wei knelt on Fu Yasheng's lap and breathed a sigh of relief: "We were all scared to death by you."

Under the bed, Yuan Ai and Zhang Puzhen both looked at this place with worried faces.

Fu Yasheng wiped away her tears and said, "It's nothing, I've had a nightmare recently."

Fu Yasheng couldn't slow down even when she woke up, it was too deep, she could think of the scene in her dream now when she saw everything.

But when the quiz was approaching, time could not allow her to immerse herself in her emotions, but she kept in touch with her family more and more.

After the quiz was over, Fu Yasheng still prepared to call home after turning on his mobile phone.

As soon as it was turned on, Gao Huimin's call came.

"Hey, Mom."

"Mi, Yayoi, your father is gone." Gao Huimin's voice was hoarse, her tone was choked up, and she was slurring her words, only crying as she spoke.

Fu Yasheng suddenly calmed down at this moment.

"Mom, wait for me, wait for me for a day, I'll be right back."

Fu Yasheng ran back to the dormitory with the phone in hand, thinking about asking for leave and bringing back a whole set of clothes to change.

"Okay, you pay attention to safety, don't be too anxious to have a mother." Gao Huimin calmed down and cried again after saying a few words.

"Did you tell Dongsheng?"

"not yet"

"Tell Dongsheng, he's faster, mom is waiting for us." Fu Misheng's tears rolled down her eyes unconsciously, "Don't worry, go to grandma first."

"Okay, okay" Gao Huimin burst into tears listening to Fu Misheng's explanation, and was out of breath listening to it on the phone.

"I'll take the teacher off, Mom, we'll be back soon."

"it is good."

After Fu Yasheng explained, she called the teacher, packed her backpack and went to the office to write a leave note. On the way, she booked the air ticket and bus ticket, and asked her manager for leave in advance.

After finishing all this, at two o'clock in the afternoon, Fu Yasheng stood at the airport in a trance, unable to believe that he was still in the examination room in the morning and at the airport in the afternoon.

Fu Yasheng called Fu Zheng.

"Yayoi."

It was Gao Huimin's hoarse voice, and then Fu Dongsheng answered the phone.

"Sister, come back slowly, I will follow mom, grandma and grandpa to deal with it." Fu Dongsheng's voice was very calm.

"Wait for me." Fu Misheng only said this sentence, and Fu Dongsheng didn't say anything more.

After 2 minutes, Fu Dongsheng spoke.

"Sister, I'm so scared."

"Why do loved ones suddenly leave us?"

Fu Dongsheng's voice was the only one on that side, probably only after returning to the room did he dare to show his vulnerable appearance in front of Fu Misheng.

"Dongsheng, I'm here."

Looking at the flight information, Fu Yasheng could only say these words weakly.

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