love is like life

"Will Daddy come back?"

Three or four days after the funeral was over, Fu Misheng and Fu Dongsheng did not go back. They lived in the old house in their original bed, waiting for their father to come back.

"It should be."

"Then sister, you must tell me about your father's dream." Fu Dongsheng didn't dream about anything, and has always been very concerned about this matter.

"Yes." Fu Yasheng didn't know if she could dream of her father.

The two lay on the bed up and down, listening to each other's breathing and knew that the other was not asleep.

"Sister, I can't sleep."

"Go to sleep."

Fu Dongsheng looked at the bed board, and Fu Yasheng turned sideways to face the wall.

Neither of the siblings slept, and they lay quietly on the bed all night.

The sky slowly dawned, and the light came in through the window. Fu Misheng didn't close his eyes, and quietly glanced at Fu Dongsheng.

Fu Dongsheng's breathing was steady, and when the light came in, Fu Yasheng heard his breathing change. It might be because they lived together for a long time, and she could tell whether Fu Dongsheng was asleep or not.

Fu Yasheng got up carefully, put her head on the board at the end of the bed like she did when she was a child, looked out the window, and slowly closed her eyes.

Now there are no leaves to be seen outside, the trees have been cut down, and even the electric poles at the entrance of the old street are gone.

When she was a child, she often climbed trees while sitting on Fu Zheng's shoulders, because she was very timid.

But Fu Zheng is very good at climbing poles or trees. He often hangs out with his friends in the power supply company. He even took pictures of climbing poles with his bare hands. He fell off after posing.

Fu Zheng often took Fu Yasheng and Fu Zheng out to play on Saturdays. When the two children were tired of playing, they hugged each other with one hand. No matter how old Fu Yasheng was, she would never be hugged again, but she always remembered Fu Yasheng. The feeling of Zheng hugging her, she also put her chin on Fu Zheng's broad shoulders like this, followed the rhythm of Fu Zheng's walking, and was slowly shaken to sleep.

"Dad, how can I find someone like you and Mom?"

Fu Misheng was very envious of her parents' affection when she was a child, but Gao Huimin said that Fu Zheng belonged to her, and Fu Misheng and Fu Dongsheng would have other lovers in the future.

"Rely on you, someone you can also rely on, this is a lover." Fu Zheng smiled heavily, panting heavily, his chest heaving when he spoke, "You are independent, or when I leave you, that person It might just show up."

"Why did that person appear when you left me?"

"Because I will hand you over to that person."

Fu Yasheng opened his eyes, and lay down on the pillow.

It's strange to say that she just doesn't have the strength now, her hair is tied into a bun, she hasn't washed it for a few days, and she can't cheer up.

Fu Yasheng has borne the sorrow of many people, but she has never expressed her own sorrow.

As a sister, as a daughter, as the eldest grandson, as——

Fu Yasheng has never shown any expression other than a smile and a blank expression, and now she is used to being alone on the bed.

Fu Yasheng glanced at the phone - eight o'clock in the morning, go to bed.

On the other side, An Shaomeng quietly brought An Qinglan out, and looked at the people who followed them, including the police and people from An Shaomeng's father's side.

"Go home later, if someone comes in later, you hide in the closet." An Shaomeng embraced An Qinglan who was a little taller than him and said, "Sister will show you the result."

An Shaomeng felt that Longbian was following them, and when she turned her face, she saw a figure flashing past the grocery store.

An Shaomeng glanced casually around, and led An Qinglan home.

This time, An Shaomeng reached an agreement with the police station. This time, Longbian must be captured and killed on the spot if necessary.

When An Shaomeng was notified, there were already many things in the house.

For example, the oversized wardrobe and the guest bedroom also hide two people.

The day Longbian came, he never went back.

An Shaomeng and An Qinglan never returned to that home.

An Qinglan was adopted by his father's colleague. An Shaomeng and An Qinglan took the slow train to City E, and there were two little policemen accompanying them.

An Qinglan can't forget that he saw An Shaomeng hugging her father with a smile from the gap in the closet, and then wrestled together. After she was shot in the arm, she was able to snatch An Bian's gun backhand and put it on his chest. Four shots were fired from both sides.

After the policemen dealt with the people outside, when they came in, they saw An Shaomeng sitting on the corpse beside the dragon, covering his arms, crying and laughing while looking at the closet.

"There used to be people selling instant noodles near this train." When the train stopped at a small station, An Shaomeng pointed to the track outside and said, "I don't know how they have the guts to come here."

"Nowadays there are cars and high-speed trains, and few people take the slow trains anymore." A little policeman replied, "This is a chartered car."

The other person laughed too.

"If we are really rich, we directly rent a train carriage."

An Shaomeng smiled and said, without stopping, she tore up a bag of An Qinglan's favorite snacks and handed them to him, "Are you hungry? There are still two hours left, and we will arrive at your hometown in two stops."

"Our hometown? Six sides?" An Qinglan took the snack, biting the plastic bag and eating it.

"Huh? Yes." An Shaomeng was a little surprised that An Qinglan would say the words 'our hometown', but she happily admitted it.

The four of them on the train had nothing to say. The two little policemen had heard about An Shaomeng's deeds, and seeing the wound on her arm had no real feeling.

An Qinglan let go of her grudge against An Shaomeng, but she has a new understanding of the ruthlessness in her character.

"I'll be a policeman in the future." An Qinglan said these words suddenly.

"Aunt Sun won't agree." An Shaomeng poked four bottles of yogurt and handed them to them, and listened to An Qinglan's words and drank the yogurt in one gulp.

"I'm not going to make you a bad guy."

An Qinglan looked at An Shaomeng very seriously.

An Shaomeng held An Qinglan's hand, pretending to be serious and said, "Then I'm counting on you! Comrade Xiao An." After speaking, he burst out laughing.

An Shaomeng looked at An Qinglan's stern look, and thought of her mother, Sun Li, who would never let him wear An Weiguo's clothes when he was a child, fearing that An Qinglan would follow the same path as his father .

Now An Qinglan is still following the track of fate and heading in this direction.

"I earn money hard." An Shaomeng patted An Qinglan's hand and said, "You should study hard."

An Shaomeng didn't send An Qinglan into that home. She watched An Qinglan, who turned her head three times a step, entered the corridor at the gate of the community, so she turned around and wandered on the streets of Emei. She can't go back to the poisonous town now. '.

She really wanted to go back to the capital, really wanted to visit Pingzhen, really wanted to see Fu Yasheng——

"Let's go to Pingzhen for a checkup. There's a big hospital there." An Shaomeng decided happily, and called the driver from last time.

"Master, I'm going to Pingzhen now. Is there a bus in City E? I don't know where I am. I'll go to the station and wait."

An Shaomeng overlooked that the hospitals in E City are better, and their steps are lighter than usual.

An Shaomeng took a deep breath of the air in Pingzhen as soon as she got out of the car, it was completely different from the smell in Bianzhen, it smelled like firewood and was warm.

"Fu Yasheng actually lives in such a nice place."

An Shaomeng asked his master to go to the hospital, checked his arm, but did not re-bandage it, but prescribed some painkillers.

The doctor in Bianzhen said the same thing as the doctor in Pingzhen, that this arm can't lift heavy objects, just use less strength and pay more attention.

An Shaomeng knew this was the result, so she just found a reason to come here.

Walking on the bridge in Pingzhen, looking at the big river that runs through Pingzhen and Bianzhen, An Shaomeng's heart was unusually calm, she wanted to get rid of the past, and when Longbian died, she followed it.

From An Qinglan's eyes, she was no longer the awkward 'white-eyed wolf' sister she used to be, but his own sister, his family.

An Shaomeng also ended her nightmare.

Every time she goes home, she can't face An Weiguo's limping posture. Every time she sees her, she will have a stronger hatred for Longbian. Why is her father a drug dealer?Why do people who treat themselves well suffer misfortune?

She also regretted ignoring An Weiguo because she didn't want to face it, maybe this kind of tragedy would never happen, and...the number of times she met was very few, and she didn't even see her for the last time.

An Shaomeng opened her wallet, and there was a small family photo in it. At that time, An Qinglan was still a child, and Sun Li was sitting on the sofa with An Qinglan and An Weiguo in her arms. Both of them had hairspray on their hair. , An Weiguo smiled energetically, put his hands on An Shaomeng's shoulders, and motioned her to look at the camera.

This is the second time for An Shaomeng to take pictures, the first time was at the police station.

An Shaomeng regretted An Weiguo's death, but had no other thoughts.

As a child of the An family, she will support the current broken home, provide for An Qinglan's university, and care about Sun Li a lot.

It was also because of her that Sun Li divorced An Weiguo and went to work.

An Shaomeng was a bomb. At that time, no one knew when those gangs would retaliate.

"Father, I can finally call you father." An Shaomeng squinted her eyes, looked under the bridge, and let her tears flow down.

Her mood was not too much excitement and sadness, but more of a dusty emptiness.

An Shaomeng put her hands to her eyes, she didn't want to cry, but her body didn't listen to her, she kept trembling and crying, at this moment, she remembered the memory she had never dared to face.

- police station

"I want to adopt her." An Weiguo looked at the criminal's daughter sitting obediently on the chair in the corridor, "How old is she?"

"Come on, the adopted child is now 40 years old, and this child is very smart!" An Weiguo's colleague said, "Do you know what grade she is in now?"

"What grade? It's just the first grade."

"Hey, he's hiding in Tibet with his parents. He's in the third year of junior high school. He even went to the second middle school in Pingzhen. He's No. 1!" An Weiguo's colleague compared him, "It's a pity, but it just happened. With parents like that."

"That doesn't matter, I won't be 40 in a few years!" An Weiguo calculated, "It happens that my family also has a small one, so we can play together."

"Hey, how old is your kid!"

"Four years old."

The more An Weiguo looked at the child, the more pitiful he felt, the more he liked him, and said, "I'm serious, I'll go back and tell Sun Li, she must like her daughter too."

"This belongs to a drug dealer..." An Weiguo's colleague whispered in An Weiguo's ear, "Don't be confused, such a smart kid doesn't know what's going on at home, don't raise a white-eyed wolf."

An Weiguo didn't care.

"it's okay no problem."

"My child, I will teach her well myself."

The author has something to say:

I'm stuck, I get stuck every time I write two chapters... I'm speechless