what's your attitude

It was a working day, and the cafe also provided lunch business at noon, and there were quite a few diners in the shop, so they found a booth near the window.

The waiter came up to ask them what they needed, Yan Xinxia ordered a cup of oatmeal latte for himself, when he subconsciously looked at Pei Rong, he paused, he didn't know what Pei Rong wanted to drink.

He originally thought that based on his understanding of Pei Rong, wouldn't taste be the easiest thing to know?He remembered that when he separated from Pei Rong, he was only in high school, and he basically had no chance to come to the coffee shop at that time.

He tentatively asked: "Pei Rong, drink..."

"Just give me a cup of hot milk." Pei Rong said to the waiter.

After ordering, the waiter withdrew from the private room, feeling an inexplicable embarrassment, Yan Xinxia asked softly, "You don't drink coffee?"

So why come to the coffee shop?

"Huh? I don't have the habit of drinking coffee. I usually drink tea." Pei Rong thought for a while, their unit is far from the city center, and there are no such coffee shops around. Ordering coffee is a hassle, except that Zheng Wanyan occasionally drinks instant Coffee, almost all colleagues in the office drink tea.

The reason for coming to the coffee shop is because, in Pei Rong's mind, he is the one who invites Yan Xinxia to meet, where to meet, and what to drink. Naturally, he has to accommodate Yan Xinxia's preferences. This is the most basic courtesy he treats "friends" who come from afar.

"Oh…"

Pei Rong raised his arm slightly, "It's not that his arm was injured recently, and he quit tea and drinks milk."

This is the calcium supplement task that Wang Hanqing arranged for Pei Rong every day. Regardless of whether it was useful or not, Pei Rong did it. It just happened that I came out in a hurry today and I didn't have time to drink the milk in the refrigerator.

"Really..." Yan Xinxia always felt that Pei Rong was referring to something, not just talking about drinks.

Earlier in the hospital, the two of them recalled all the past that they could recall. Yan Xinxia couldn't find a suitable topic to start a conversation. After looking at Pei Rong's arm, he spoke slowly.

"How's your arm doing?" I asked Pei Rong just now when he would be discharged from the hospital, but he didn't answer himself, Yan Xinxia did not give up and said again, "I also discussed with Peng Li and said that we will pick you up from the hospital together. .”

Pei Rong put the phone on the table, "Peng Li...you and Peng Li are still quite close?"

"Friend..." Yan Xinxia felt that Pei Rong's tone was weird, it didn't look like he was jealous, but he still had the courage to half-joke, "What? Are you jealous?"

Pei Rong neither refuted nor admitted, but just looked at Yan Xinxia's face expressionlessly. Once upon a time, Yan Xinxia's aggressive method of playing hard to get was really effective, especially when he was young.

At that time, looking at Yan Xinxia, ​​who was a little arrogant, he felt that he seemed to be shining, and his somewhat smug, yet unattainable appearance really made the young and vigorous Pei Rong feel itchy.

People will have the desire to conquer, and even after chasing Yan Xinxia, ​​they will get a lot of satisfaction, they will magnify his advantages, and look at his shortcomings through a filter.

Burning eyes stared at Yan Xinxia, ​​Pei Rong had no love, let alone kindness, cold and indifferent, Yan Xinxia had never seen it before.

He squirmed his lips and wanted to open his mouth several times, but he was shocked by Pei Rong's eyes. Why did Pei Rong look at him like that?

"why do not you talk?"

"Do you know that Peng Li had a feud with Wang Hanqing?"

Yan Xinxia was caught off guard by Pei Rong's directness. He couldn't find a reason why Pei Rong took the initiative to find him. When the name Wang Hanqing came out of Pei Rong's mouth, he subconsciously clenched his fists.

"what?"

Pei Rong knew that Yan Xinxia had heard clearly, "Do you know about this? Did you participate in this?"

"Did you come to me specifically to ask about them?" Yan Xinxia avoided Pei Rong's gaze and blinked uncontrollably.

"Yes or no?"

Faced with Pei Rong's questioning, Yan Xinxia was a little frustrated, "I don't know, and I didn't participate either."

Pei Rong didn't say what it was, but Yan Xinxia hurriedly denied it, and instead looked suspicious. Besides, there are many kinds of festivals, and there are many ways, which can be big or small. According to Peng Li, this "holiday" is obviously related to Yan Xinxia , but he insisted that he didn't know.

"I haven't said what it is yet."

Yan Xinxia blurted out, "Isn't it because Peng Li asked his younger brother to beat Wang Hanqing?"

"Don't you know?"

The booth suddenly fell silent, Yan Xinxia glanced out of the window, and realized that she was talking too fast, just in time, the waiter came in with something at this time.

"Sir, oatmeal latte and milk for both of you."

After a short interruption, Yan Xinxia pretended to be calm again, "So what if I know about it? What does it have to do with me?"

No matter what, it was Peng Li who asked someone to beat him, and it was impossible for Peng Li to get himself involved in this matter. As long as Peng Li didn't say anything and he didn't admit it, who would remember what happened more than ten years ago?

Is that Wang Hanqing?He didn't say anything in front of the school teacher, didn't he acquiesce?

Indeed, according to Peng Li, if Wang Hanqing likes Yan Xinxia, ​​it has nothing to do with Yan Xinxia.

When people are in a panic and want to use offense as defense, they will speed up their speech and throw all the questions to the other party to confuse the audience.

Yan Xinxia thought she had caught a loophole in Pei Rong's words, "Are you questioning me now? Do you think I didn't report what I knew? Do you think I didn't tell you earlier? Did it delay you and Wang Hanqing getting together earlier?"

Pei Rong's expression became very subtle, Yan Xinxia's pupils shrank, and what she just said played repeatedly in her mind.

"You already knew that Wang Hanqing liked me." Pei Rong said affirmatively, "Otherwise, you wouldn't say that it delayed my getting together with him earlier."

In fact, Pei Rong didn't believe Peng Li's statement at all. Peng Li's words might be true. He might have done the beating. As for the reason, it definitely wasn't the so-called "Wang Hanqing likes Yan Xinxia".

So what role did Yan Xinxia play in this?An instigator hiding behind Peng Li?

Pei Rong boldly guessed whether Yan Xinxia knew about Wang Hanqing's liking for her. Yan Xinxia wanted to use violence against Wang Hanqing out of possessiveness or other mentality.

Since Yan Xinxia knew that Peng Li could help him, she must also know Peng Li's feelings for him, and took advantage of Peng Li's liking for him.

Pei Rong asked, "Why did you do that?"

It took a long time for Yan Xinxia to answer Pei Rong's question, "Wang Hanqing...so disgusting..."

There are not a few girls in school who like Pei Rong. Their liking will not make Yan Xinxia feel any sense of crisis, because Pei Rong likes men, not to mention Pei Rong's active pursuit, which makes Yan Xinxia have an inexplicable sense of superiority until he finds out that Wang Hanqing's existence was eliminated.

At that time, Wang Hanqing stood in the crowd, inconspicuous, even shorter and thinner than some girls. He was always alone, had no friends around him, and hardly looked at anyone.

But Yan Xinxia had seen the way he looked at Pei Rong.

In that school sports meeting, there were two announcers on the school radio station. There were [-] classes in one grade. Every student in the class had the opportunity to contribute. The two announcers couldn’t read the manuscripts. Pei Rong was called Go to help read the manuscript.

Wang Hanqing's class was right next to the stage, and he didn't pay attention to any games all day long, just staring at Pei Rong on the stage.

Pei Rong, who was always standing under the flag-raising platform, was used to being stared at, so he couldn't feel Wang Hanqing's eyes.

Yan Xinxia took advantage of Pei Rong's intermission to deliver water once, and every time he looked up, he could see Wang Hanqing looking this way, and every time he saw that he noticed him, he would turn his head.

If it is said that Wang Hanqing's peeking at Pei Rong is not enough to prove that he is interested in Pei Rong, then the fact that Wang Hanqing tore off Pei Rong's inch photo on the school posting board almost confirmed Yan Xinxia's heart. idea.

When Yan Xinxia saw him, he held Pei Rong's existence in his hand, his eyes were not affectionate, they were ignorant, probably he didn't understand his feelings for Pei Rong.

But Yan Xinxia looked disgusting, Wang Hanqing was a boy, not a very good boy, this kind of boy would be like some girls, commit nympho and hide a pitiful secret love.

Wang Hanqing really didn't do anything excessive, Yan Xinxia had no reason to trouble him, and Pei Rong was still in school at the time, and he got the news faster than anyone else about the students fighting, Yan Xinxia couldn't let Pei Rong know, that's why he did it He would choose to complain to Peng Li after Pei Rong and the others graduated.

He also didn't tell Peng Li that Pei Rong, whom Wang Hanqing liked, did not add fuel to the story, and even distorted the facts, saying that Wang Hanqing harassed him very much.

Let's talk about Peng Li, his looks, studies and family are all inferior to Pei Rong's. Yan Xinxia doesn't like her boyfriend, but it's quite easy to be a shooter.

Later, the matter of Wang Hanqing became quite big. Everyone knew that Wang Hanqing was gay, and the teacher even talked to Wang Hanqing.

Not only was Wang Hanqing beaten, but he was also suspended from class for a week. After returning to school, there were even more classmates who excluded him. After all, he was labeled as a "gay", and everyone looked at him with colored glasses.

Later, as time went by, being excluded became a norm, and Wang Hanqing didn't seem to care about it, but his academic performance was quite good. After graduating smoothly, we never met again.

Yan Xinxia pursed her lips, as if she was a little dissatisfied, "Most people would have already transferred to another school for this sake, but Wang Hanqing is really thick-skinned."

Thinking of Pei Rong being with Wang Hanqing now, Yan Xinxia was not reconciled, anyone would do, how could it be Wang Hanqing.

Pei Rong thought that the only incident of campus violence was Peng Li's beating. He never thought that there would be Wang Hanqing's suspension of class and the follow-up of being isolated by the whole school, and all of this was caused by himself.

He stood up abruptly and grabbed Yan Xinxia's collar, "He never did anything, why did you treat him like this?"

Pei Rong's expression was terrifying, the whites of his eyes were bloodshot, his earlobes were also congested and red, the veins on his neck were bulging, and the knuckles of his fingers were turning white.

"He didn't do anything." Yan Xinxia said confidently, "But he coveted other people's boyfriends, which is already disgusting."

Disgusted by his affectionate appearance, he must be very proud now, after so much effort, he finally walked to Pei Rong's side.

"Disgusting?" Pei Rong looked at Yan Xinxia incredulously. The person he liked before was so strange and had a face he had never seen before. "Peng Li likes you, don't you just accept his kindness with peace of mind?" , and even asked him to do evil for you, why do you call him? If others are disgusting, you are noble?"