what's your attitude

"Then what do you think?" Pei Rong asked Wang Han lightly what his father had asked him, and emphasized, "I want to hear what's on your mind."

Wang Hanqing took two steps back and forth, "Do you want to listen to my heart? Pei Rong, if I can, I want to go to your house now and take you away. I don't want to break up. No matter what the reason, I don't really want to Break up too much."

Since Pei Rong was able to confess to his parents that he would not break up with him, it was the same for him. His unwillingness to break up was stronger than that of Pei Rong.

He is not as generous and decent as Pei Rong imagined, he is sensible and obedient, he is an extremely extreme person, he either doesn't own something, once it belongs to him, he doesn't want to let it go, even if the fight is bloody.

Originally, he didn't have any expectations for Pei Rong, but Pei Rong gave him the head start. Since he was with Pei Rong, in his subconscious, he only had to hold on tightly to the person in his hand.

Compromising to Pei Rong time and time again, sending a signal of humiliation to Pei Rong, is because he will also try, if Kong has a sincere heart, he will never be able to walk by Pei Rong's side.

From the moment Yan Xinxia appeared, he felt a sense of crisis. While showing weakness to Pei Rong, he secretly thought, if Pei Rong really gave up on him and chose Yan Xinxia instead, what would he do at that time?

He firmly believes that there are no guarantees for gamblers. While giving Pei Rong a choice, he also delusional that he can take Pei Rong to a place where he will not be disturbed by anyone. Fortunately, Pei Rong finally chose he.

He may be even worse than Yan Xinxia, ​​he disguised his bad behavior as weakness in exchange for Pei Rong's soft heart.

But he also likes Pei Rong, and liking this kind of feeling is a double-edged sword. He will be overwhelmed by Pei Rong and worry a lot about Pei Rong.

He cared too much about Pei Rong's feelings, even more than he cared about himself. He could almost foresee what was going on in Pei Rong's mind, and Pei Rong wanted to take care of both.

"I can wait for you, we won't break up." This is the bottom line that Wang Hanqing gave himself and Pei Rong. He has waited for Pei Rong for more than ten years, and he doesn't care about waiting a little longer.

Pei Rong smiled lightly, and his voice was gentle, "Remember your own words."

Never change your mind, always love yourself passionately.

"Yeah." Wang Hanqing can definitely remember that liking Pei Rong has already penetrated into his blood and become his instinct. He never imagined that if one day, he no longer likes Pei Rong. Rong, what will he be like.

Perhaps at that time, the meaning of daily life will no longer exist. What he eats, who he meets, and what work he does are not that important to him.

Wang Han lightly thought of Pei Rong at his parents' house, "Then I won't be able to come and send you to work tomorrow?"

In his own community, he could be caught straight by his mother. Pei Rong didn't want to go too far, deliberately making his parents uncomfortable, "Well, take a couple of days off."

"Uncle and aunt, will you be locked up?"

Pei Rong laughed, "What are you thinking? I'm 30 years old, an adult, and I have to go to work. Even if my parents want to lock me up, they can't lock me up."

Waiting is probably the most time-wasting thing in the world. It gives people a little hope, but the result may be endless disappointment in the end. This kind of disproportionate return will make people lose confidence.

There was a brief silence on the phone, Pei Rong couldn't stand the lifeless Wang Hanqing, and opened his mouth first, "Take this opportunity, practice your cooking skills at home, don't blow up the kitchen when I come back. "

He will go back, so Wang Hanqing doesn't need to worry.

Wang Han gave a light "um", and his tone was obviously much more relaxed than before.

"Good night then?"

"Good night."

After hanging up the phone, Pei Rong stood by the window for a while. The sound insulation in the house was so good that he couldn't even hear the movement in the living room.

tomorrow…

There were two "dong dong", someone knocked on the door, and mother's voice came from outside the door, "Pei Rong, it's mother."

"The door is not locked."

When his mother came in, she was still holding the heavy quilt in her hand, she spread the quilt on the bed without looking at him, she lowered her head and babbled, just like when she was a child.

"Your room is unoccupied, and the quilt has not been changed."

Pei Rong took a few steps towards the bed, "Thank you, Mom."

"I'll take you to work tomorrow."

"Mom, I'm such an old man, I need you to send it to work."

Mom ignored Pei Rong's gag, "Let me take it off. The shuttle bus from your factory doesn't pass here, and you have to change buses several times."

Pei Rong knew what his mother was worried about. She was worried that Wang Hanqing would have contact with him, so she wanted to use this method to break her connection with Wang Hanqing.

But everyone understands that this is a symptom rather than a cure. He is not a child, nor is he a caged bird. He has thoughts and opinions. As long as he wants to see it, nothing can stop him.

"Mom." Pei Rong sighed softly, "Wang Hanqing won't come to pick me up, I told him, he has a measure."

Hearing Pei Rong's words, mother seemed to see a glimmer of hope, she looked at Pei Rong eagerly, "Have you figured it out?"

Obviously, my mother misunderstood what Pei Rong meant, and Pei Rong quickly explained, "It's just that I won't come to pick me up for the time being, you can't accept it, and I don't want him to provoke you."

Mom squeezed the quilt tightly, with tears in her eyes.

This is the scene that Pei Rong least wants to see, "I let you and my dad down? If it's because of my sexual orientation or because I like men, I can only say sorry to you, and everything else can be changed, except this Can't change it."

My mother has never experienced any big storms in her life. When she was young, her family was well-off. When she was old, she married her father because of an arranged marriage. Her father took good care of her. At first, she had no feelings, but they developed feelings over time. With Pei Rong, Pei Rong is almost following the path they have paved for him.

Everything is very traditional, without any bumps and bumps, except that Pei Rong likes men.

Mom restrained her emotions and lowered her voice, "Why can't you change it?"

"How can I explain it to you?" Pei Rong took a deep breath, "It's not that I have never met women. They are good-looking, excellent in all aspects, young and old, I have met them all, but these women are in my consciousness. Here, apart from the elders and juniors, the rest of the relationship is only friends, not that they are not good enough, I was born like this, and going on a blind date with them is already a waste of their time. Now, if I insist on getting married with a woman, it's not because I'm so noble, it's because I can't get over the hurdle in my heart."

The family has never had any homosexuality, so why did it change when they came to Pei Rong.

"You are my son. I didn't realize such a big thing."

Pei Rong stepped forward and grabbed his mother's hand, "It's my problem, it has nothing to do with you, it's because I was too greedy, I hid it from you before, but now you know it, and I still hope to save both ends."

"What's so good about liking a man? Is that Wang Hanqing... so good?"

Pei Rong lowered his eyes and thought about it seriously, "It's not so good to like men, just like liking women. Among men and women, there are good people and bad people. Maybe it's Wang Hanqing who is good. He really..."

Pei Rong suddenly looked at his mother, "If you have the chance, you are willing to get in touch with him, and then comment on him, he may not be so likable, he doesn't speak very much, he can easily offend people..."

After talking about Wang Hanqing's shortcomings, my mother was also taken aback. Isn't this not good?

"I don't know how to say it..." Pei Rong was at a loss for words, in short, Wang Hanqing was different from others, whether he was a man or a woman, he was different from all his predecessors.

The mother couldn't make sense of her son and walked out of the room disappointed.

In the next few days, his parents were very strict. Pei Rongyuan's plan was to take a taxi to work, and Wang Hanqing would pick him up after work, and put him off at a street away from home, but his parents' phone calls were too urgent. , he didn't want to take the risk, so he simply asked Wang Hanqing not to come.

Pei Rong was at home and didn't play with his mobile phone very much. He just responded to a message, and his parents never took their eyes off him, let alone talking on the phone with Wang Hanqing.

The weekend was the day when Pei Rong removed the plaster cast. Accompanied by his parents, he went to the hospital together.

His arm recovered very well. The moment the plaster was taken off, Pei Rong was still a little unaccustomed to it. His right arm was much thinner than his left arm with the naked eye.

Pei Rong moved his fingers a bit. His right hand, which he has not used much for a long time, is still not used to picking things up.

Just received the news from Wang Hanqing, he said that he has come to the hospital.

Thinking that the two haven't seen each other for several days, even making a phone call is a luxury, Pei Rong really wanted to see him.

In the corridor of the hospital, Dad said he was going to get the car and asked Pei Rong and his mother to wait at the garage entrance.

Pei Rong immediately said: "Mom, you can go pick up the car with Dad, I'll go to the toilet."

Looking at the toilet at the end of the corridor, the parents hesitated, always feeling that Pei Rong would do something unexpected behind their backs in the blink of an eye.

Pei Rong emphasized: "Is it okay to just go to the bathroom?"

Dad's eyes were like a torch, and his eyes were swept away on Pei Rong's face, and finally said: "Then you move faster."

As soon as his parents left, Pei Rong quickly walked towards the toilet. This building is a newly built orthopedic hospital, which is separate from the hospital building in front. There are not as many patients and doctors as the one in front, and the walking noise is a little louder. Can hear the echo.

Just as Pei Rong wanted to call Wang Hanqing, the innermost door was suddenly pushed open, he took a step forward, a big hand grabbed his wrist, and dragged him directly into the compartment.

A familiar aura rushed towards his face, before he had time to see the person in front of him clearly, he felt his waist tighten and his lips were bitten hard.

When Wang Han was tired of kissing lightly, and his lips were torn together, Pei Rong panted slightly, "I really came to the bathroom."

"I'll help you." Wang Han gestured lightly to untie Pei Rong's pants.

"My arm is healed, I can do it by myself." Pei Rong refused, but he half-pushed in his actions. Wang Hanqing hugged him from behind and supported the bird without struggling.

The pattering voice was very clear, and Pei Rong was a little embarrassed to hear it. After he was done, he zipped it up by himself, "Don't be in heat."

I don't have much time, so I can't accompany Wang Hanqing to go crazy in the toilet.

Wang Han lightly rubbed against Pei Rong's neck, desperately sniffing the smell that belonged to Pei Rong, "I just want to watch you remove the plaster cast, so I can rest assured that your arm is completely healed."

Pei Rong lifted up his sleeves for Wang Han to look at lightly, and he shook his arm, "Look, okay, feel at ease, just look at the arm?"

I wanted to do something else, but Pei Rong's time didn't allow it, and the phone rang like a reminder.

Pei Rong glanced at the name and said helplessly, "My dad."

He didn't rush to answer the phone, he raised his head and kissed Wang Hanqing's cheek, "I'm leaving."