what's your attitude

"Don't say that." Wang Han stroked the hand on his cheek lightly. He didn't want to make Pei Rong feel pressured because of his liking. He liked Pei Rong, and he was willing to do anything for Pei Rong.

Pei Rong had a faint smile on his face, and looked at Wang Hanqing's face very tenderly. The two of them looked at each other for a long time before Pei Rong sighed softly and called out the name "Wang Hanqing". Today's The incident made him suddenly realize that some things must be clearly explained to Wang Hanqing.

"Huh?" Wang Hanqing felt that Pei Rong had something to say, so he sat up straight unconsciously.

Pei Rong put away his smile, and put a trace of seriousness on his face, "In my life, no matter whether I can meet you or not, I will be gay, and there is no way to change the fact."

In fact, Pei Rong knows why his parents can't accept the man he likes. The reason is very simple. Even Pei Rong understands that although society is developing, it has not yet developed to the point where everyone can tolerate homosexuality.

The homosexual group is still hiding in the dark and cannot be accepted by the public. This road is not easy. He Pei Rong does not consider marrying a woman, not because of how upright and noble he is, but because he has fully accepted it. The fact that I am gay.

Everything in this world has its own rewards. Since he wants to be gay, he must give up some things, such as having a relationship that can be exposed to others, giving up the right to marry a woman and have children, and having to face the situation of not having a marriage certificate. The unknown to come, and the miserable old age that may be experienced.

Today, Wang Hanqing was able to save him with his life. He didn't want Wang Hanqing to regret the things he wanted to understand in the future. Wang Hanqing was not gay, so he still had room for maneuver.

Wang Hanqing's liking for him was too warm, and when Pei Rong responded to Wang Hanqing, he couldn't avoid being emotional. He wanted to put aside Wang Hanqing's liking for him for the last time, and rationally explain to Wang Hanqing the future of the two of them.

"You are different. You may not have thought about it before. After being with me, you will face a lot of trouble. You..."

Before Pei Rong finished speaking, Wang Han lightly interrupted: "I've thought about it, and I've figured it out."

Pei Rong stared at Wang Hanqing's eyes, trying to find traces of shrinking from his pupils, but unfortunately in vain, he did not give up, "Do you really want to understand?"

"Really." Wang Hanqing replied firmly.

Pei Rong was silent for a few seconds, then smiled, "If you figure it out, I won't ask."

He doesn't want to make some high-sounding promises with Wang Hanqing, he has nothing to respond to Wang Hanqing, only he will never break up with Wang Hanqing, enjoy being loved while maintaining his liking for Wang Hanqing, he Hand over the right to separate to Wang Hanqing.

There is still a long way to go in the future, as long as he doesn't get separated from Wang Hanqing.

That night, Pei Rong was still worried about Wang Hanqing's injury, and instead of going home at Wang Hanqing's request, he chose to accompany him in the hospital.

Early the next morning, Pei Rong had to rush back to the factory. Because of Guan Fu's incident, the workers and colleagues who were immersed in the atmosphere of the Spring Festival reunion were now panicked.

The leader talked to Pei Rong, and first asked about Pei Rong's injuries and the situation of the injured people. What the leader meant was that the compensation money should be transferred early in the morning so that Pei Rong didn't have to worry about it.

The higher-ups will only pay attention to it if there is a major incident, but compensation is one thing, and Guan Fu's trouble is another, and the factory will hold him accountable.

Pei Rong's heart sank, he thanked the leader first, and then asked: "Will...how to deal with Guan Fu?"

"How to deal with it, you don't have to worry about it, someone will do it."

Pei Rong understands that even if he doesn't hold Guan Fu accountable, the factory doesn't intend to just let it go, someone else will do it, so he doesn't need to talk too much.

Seeing that Pei Rong was silent, the leader patted Pei Rong's shoulder with his big hand, as if beating him, "I don't blame you for Guan Fu's matter, don't worry about it, take a good rest during the New Year, and start working well next year."

Coming out of the office, Pei Rong lowered his eyes, walked to the end of the corridor, stopped by the window, took out the cigarette case and lighter from his pocket, and lit a cigarette for himself.

The smoke rings that came out were blown away by the damp and cold air, and the smell of nicotine in the air was very faint.

Is he not responsible?He is responsible, but if the leader says it’s none of his business, then it’s none of his business. He’s been taken out of the accident, and he doesn’t know how to get into it, that’s because he doesn’t care about the overall situation.

What he should do now is to obey the arrangement, take his vacation, rest for a while, and then wait for the factory to start work.

At that time, it is estimated that no one talked about Guan Fu anymore. No one still remembered that such a thing happened on the eve of the Spring Festival.

At that time, the factory will be quiet and peaceful again, and he will continue to be his office director steadily, leading his smooth and smooth life.

His life is smooth sailing, what about Guan Fu?What about Guan Fu's wife and children?He can no longer help Guan Fu now, and there is nothing he can do to bring him back.

The vibrating mobile phone brought back Pei Rong's thoughts. He took out the mobile phone and saw that it was his mother's call. He cleared his throat before answering, "Hello? Mom?"

"Are you still in the hospital? I made some food and brought it to you."

Pei Rong glanced at his watch, "I'm in the factory, if you want to go, just go, Wang Hanqing is still here, I'll come later."

Today's wind is particularly strong, the cigarette in Pei Rong's hand has not been smoked much, the wind blows sparks, burns the shredded tobacco completely, and the soot keeps floating in the wind.

Pei Rong was very confused, and he didn't listen to what his mother said. Looking at the cigarette that was about to burn out, he didn't know what to think, so he rubbed it out with his thumb and index finger.

Sparks almost burned his fingers, and he hissed after being burned.

Mother asked with concern: "What's the matter? Is there something uncomfortable?"

"No..." Pei Rong flicked the cigarette butt into the trash can next to him, forgetting where his mother said, "The factory has already given me a holiday, I have nothing to do now, do you want me to pick you up?"

Mom didn't ask Pei Rong to pick her up. When she took a taxi to the hospital, Pei Rong had just arrived, and they went upstairs together.

Seeing Pei Rong's preoccupied look, his mother asked, "What's wrong? Is there something wrong in the factory?"

"It's okay, let me rest early, what can happen." Pei Rong paused, "Mom..."

The more Pei Rong didn't say anything, the more worried Kang Mei became, "Huh?"

"I..." Pei Rong pursed his lips and didn't know how to speak. His parents would definitely not agree and would be angry again. He thought, let's forget it, and changed the topic calmly, "My dad is still because of Angry about Wang Hanqing?"

Kang Mei sighed, "He, he hasn't always been like this."

"What about you?" Pei Rong was thinking, everything can't be perfect, and everything can't be forced, but Wang Hanqing and his matter, he hopes to get the approval of his parents.

"Me?" There were outsiders in the elevator, Kang Mei looked at Pei Rong, "If you are really afraid that I will get angry, would you still do such a thing?"

The mother is compromising, there is no other way, she is sandwiched between her husband and son, if Pei Rong still looks at her face, no one in this family will persuade her.

When he arrived at the ward, there was only Wang Hanqing alone, and there were patients in the next bed, so Pei Rong asked casually, "Where's the patient next door?"

Wang Han called "Auntie" softly before answering Pei Rong's question, "Let's go out for dinner."

The one who was alone in the hospital, looking at the most pitiful one, Kang Mei felt very distressed, but at the same time had nothing to do with Pei Rong and Wang Hanqing.

She put the thermos on the table, "Then it's time for me to come, Xiao Wang, Auntie has stewed some soup and fried a few light dishes, you can make do with it."

"Thank you auntie."

Mom didn't stay for too long. When Wang Hanqing and Pei Rong finished their meal, she didn't let Pei Rong see her off, and took a taxi back by herself.

From the moment Pei Rong entered the ward, Wang Hanqing easily noticed that he was unhappy, and while the patient in the next bed hadn't come back, Wang Hanqing happened to talk to him.

Pei Rong was cleaning up the leftovers on the table, and saw the fruit next to the cabinet, "Has anyone been here?"

"Well, the people in your factory."

The factory's appearance skills are quite good, after all, Wang Hanqing is not from the factory, so naturally he should be appeased.

Wang Han said lightly again: "Qin He has also been here. He has been busy recently, so he left after delivering something."

After a brief chat, seeing that Pei Rong still wasn't interested, Wang Hanqing took the initiative to ask, "Are you unhappy?"

Pei Rong turned around and raised his eyebrows at him, "Why? Is it obvious?"

"Did something happen? Is it because of Guan Fu?"

I don't know whether Wang Hanqing is too thoughtful or too sensitive to Pei Rong. He can empathize with Pei Rong's feelings, and he can guess exactly what Pei Rong is thinking.

Pei Rong sat next to Wang Hanqing, hesitated for a moment, and said what he hadn't said to his mother just now, "I want to resign."

"Okay."

Wang Hanqing agreed too simply, which surprised Pei Rong a little.

"Don't you ask why?"

Wang Han said calmly: "You are not happy. If you are not happy at work, just change to another one. After all, you have to keep doing your work, and you have to find someone who makes you feel comfortable."

Pei Rong let out a "puchi" laugh, "My parents are not as open-minded as you. If you let them know, they will definitely not agree. After a few more years, you will be able to get promoted, or have the opportunity to be transferred to a better job." place to go."

"Is it because of Guan Fu?"

Pei Rong thought for a while, "A little bit, it's not entirely because of him, if it's because of him, doesn't it seem that I'm too hypocritical, an afterthought."

Thinking of Guan Fu's evaluation of himself last night, Pei Rong felt that it was quite pertinent, hypocritical, he would feel guilty if something happened, and there was no way to remedy it, so he used evasion to fulfill his hypocrisy.

These Pei Rong all believed that since he couldn't do anything for others, the only thing he could do was not to be in his current position.

He said to Wang Han with some self-deprecation: "After staying with me for a long time, my shortcomings have been exposed. It's too late for you to regret it now."

To put it nicely, it is to tend to instinctively seek advantages and avoid disadvantages; to put it bluntly, it is to follow the crowd and follow the trend.

Wang Han lightly doesn't comment on Pei Rong's handling of Guan Fu's matter. No one can take a close look at it. He doesn't guarantee that he can handle it better than Pei Rong.

Pei Rong's resignation was done first. After handing in the letter of resignation, he waited for the approval procedures. Before leaving, he went to the office to pack his things. The people in the office didn't know what happened. They obviously didn't see what happened to Pei Rong in the factory. Punishment, why did Pei Rong leave his job?

Pei Rong explained with a smile: "It's my own fault. I'm too tired. I want to take a break and see if there is another job that suits me."

After saying goodbye to his colleagues, Pei Rong left the factory with his things in his arms. Wang Hanqing was waiting for him in the car. He looked back at the door behind him and breathed a sigh of relief, "Let's go."

After that, Pei Rong didn't find anyone to inquire about Guan Fu's situation, but secretly paid Guan Fu's wife and children a sum of money to make up for his debt.