what's your attitude

For a while, Pei Rong couldn't comment on whether Wang Hanqing was responsible or not. He opened the car door, stepped on the ground with his legs, and was still sitting in the passenger seat.

The little wild cat was not only not afraid of people, but also familiar with it. When he heard the door opening, he turned his head and ran to Pei Rong again. His little head didn't seem to know the pain, and kept hitting Pei Rong.

Pei Rong squeezed it, and it was immediately calmed down. I don't know why, seeing this scene, Pei Rong couldn't help but look at Wang Hanqing. How could this cat be as virtuous as Wang Hanqing, even asking for someone's petting? tough.

"Heh." Pei Rong, who had been drinking, couldn't hold back a chuckle.

Wang Han asked lightly, "What are you laughing at?"

Pei Rong was lazy, with a faint smell of alcohol all over his body, the wet part of his chest was half dry, the neckline was still open, and he could see the looming collarbone. The frivolity that cannot be seen must be a little drunk.

"The buttons are fastened." Wang Han stared lightly at Pei Rong's neckline.

Pei Rong also followed his gaze and looked down. He was indeed a bit over the top, and half-jokingly said: "Why? Are you so conservative?"

Wang Han spoke lightly and gasped, "The temperature is low at night, so it's easy to catch a cold."

Pei Rong pursed his lips, accepting his concern.

Just as Pei Rong was buttoning up his buttons, Wang Han said leisurely, "You're not wearing the same clothes as usual."

Pei Rong didn't raise his head, and said casually: "Oh? Really? Why is it different?"

"Usually..." Wang Hanqing lacked words and couldn't find a suitable adjective. "It's more serious."

Pei Rong laughed for the second time tonight, "You mean old-fashioned, right?"

Usually in the factory, I wear a shirt under my jacket and carry a thermos cup in my hand. I am already more than ten years old just by dressing up.

Pei Rong laughed at himself: "There's no way, the leaders are all big brothers who are more than ten or twenty years older than me, besides, don't let them dress too fancy."

Not only the car you drive to work, but also the clothes you wear to work, are all moving closer to the rules.

"Disappointed?" Pei Rong raised his eyebrows slightly at Wang Han, "It's different from what you imagined. I'm not as good as you imagined, and I'm not as serious as you imagined. I follow the trend at work. After leaving the factory, I am the person I am now. It's a bad virtue and likes men, it's very fake."

Wang Han was taken aback for a moment, "I didn't think so."

To him, Pei Rong is like a mysterious gift, and every time he unpacks it, it is a new surprise.

"You are fine." Wang Hanqing's evaluation was straightforward and barren.

Pei Rong suddenly found him quite interesting, "Where is it good? Tell me."

"Everyone likes you."

Pei Rong was confused, "Anyone else?"

After a brief encounter at the back door of the school, Wang Hanqing occasionally ran into Pei Rong on campus. There were always many people around Pei Rong, both boys and girls, and even the teacher chatted and laughed with him.

That day during the big break, Wang Hanqing was squeezed into the huge crowd, and was rushed to the playground. He was not tall, so he was squeezed quite uncomfortable, and he had the urge to rush out of the crowd several times.

After coming down from the teaching building, walking down the stone stairs, a male voice came from the radio, "Students in the back step up a little, don't push and crowd."

Standing at the top of the stone ladder, Wang Hanqing saw Pei Rong in the middle of the stage at a glance, holding a microphone to maintain order. Pei Rong's eyes wandered among the crowd. He stood with his back to the sun, with a confident smile on his face , I don't see the word stage fright at all.

Later, Pei Rong could be seen every day during the big recess of the second class, every Monday's flag-raising ceremony, and every school assembly.

In Wang Hanqing's mind, Pei Rong has always been glamorous and decent.

Pei Rong raised his eyebrows, and tried to recall himself when he was a student. Is it as rare as Wang Hanqing said?

The school is also the epitome of society. When I sit in the position of the student council president, there will naturally be classmates who will stand up and back. Even if Pei Rong doesn't want to, there is no way to refuse.

As for the teacher, the teacher is also a human being, and he also likes to talk sweetly, and he will come to things. Pei Rong will talk about the scene when he was young, and he is liked in front of people, but it is not unheard of the teacher in a teasing tone to say that he is expected to be a leader in the future.

Can you still hear the good words?To put it nicely is to be slick, but to put it badly is to be sleek and sophisticated.

All of a sudden, he was a little envious of Wang Hanqing's self-contained appearance. He liked whoever he wanted, and he didn't like anyone he didn't like. He didn't care what others thought or felt.

Although it offends others, at least I can relax a little bit.

"I know you like men." Wang Han's light words stunned Pei Rong for a moment.

Pei Rong was a little drunk, and he didn't quite remember what he said just now, but Wang Hanqing was able to answer every question clearly, for fear of missing anything.

"There was a time when self-study was over on Friday night." Wang Han lowered his eyes lightly, and tapped the little wild cat beside him with his toe, "I was walking very late and saw you kissing with other people in the alley."

Pei Rong's eyebrows twitched. He realized that his sexual orientation was different from ordinary people since junior high school. He had had romantic partners in high school and college. On the contrary, after work, he didn't have the energy to maintain a romantic relationship, or he hadn't met someone worthy of his sincerity. treat people.

"Puppy love, or homosexuality, did it scare you?" Pei Rong felt that he was not as good as Wang Hanqing imagined.

Wang Han briskly couldn't remember his mood at that time, at a loss?At a loss?There are also some unexplainable feelings.

It's just that I always look for Pei Rong at large gatherings, and when I pass by the posting board, I will look at Pei Rong's photos a few more times. After Pei Rong graduated, the student council president also changed. The last time I saw him As far as Pei Rong's name is concerned, it is still on the college entrance examination announcement.

At the opening ceremony of the new semester, the student representatives standing on the stage who spoke were replaced by newcomers. Pei Rong was never seen again during the big breaks, flag raising, and large gatherings. Wang Hanqing gradually realized that Pei Rong was no longer in this school. up.

He was empty in his heart, he wanted to go to the university where Pei Rong was studying, to the city where Pei Rong was located, and to follow in Pei Rong's footsteps. His longing and longing for this person even came to a dream.

He took out the handkerchief that Pei Rong gave him countless times at night, and after thinking for a long time, he realized that he fell in love with Pei Rong, but he found it ridiculous and inexplicable, what did he like about Pei Rong?

The opportunity to fall in love with someone is very paradoxical, it may be just a glimpse, a pass, if the liking is too concrete, like his character, like his appearance, like his temperament, once the conditions arise If you are a better person, you will tend to choose better choices. If you don't know what you like about the other person, you will be even more irreplaceable.

Wang Hanqing's tone of voice was lower than usual, and Pei Rong couldn't bear to interrupt, "Later, my university was in the same city as you."

The wind was unscrupulous against the night, blowing more and more fiercely, Pei Rong shrank into the co-pilot, Wang Hanqing didn't ask anything about him, at least he had never heard of the name Wang Hanqing.

It is impossible to achieve complete empathy between people.

If it was Pei Rong himself, who had already chased after the crush's city, he must want to leave a result for this crush.

Pei Rong was a little curious about Wang Hanqing, "Since it's a city, why didn't you come to see me then?"

"I guess you were busy with your internship at the time." Wang Hanqing seemed very satisfied, "It's very close, maybe the road I walked in that city happened to be very close to you, too..."

Secret love doesn't require much, being in the same city, watching the same moon, and walking the same distance with the other party is the closest distance between me and Pei Rong.

Later, Wang Hanqing graduated from university. His major, it would be better to stay in the city where the university is located, so he returned to the current city.

"Are you so sure that I will go back to my hometown to find a job?"

Wang Hanqing was very unconfident, "I'm not sure, I just think that even if you stay out of town, you will come back once a year during the Spring Festival, maybe...there is a chance...not necessarily..."

Probabilistic words are really beautiful, at least for those who have no chance of winning, they will not be completely hopeless, and they can be comforted when they are disappointed.

Just like now, when I really met Pei Rong again, the joy of reunion was far greater than Wang Hanqing's expectations.

Pei Rong can hear him say so much, does he have a chance, some words are ready to come out, he called Pei Rong's name, "Pei Rong..."

He hasn't formally confessed his love to Pei Rong, he hasn't fully expressed his love for him once, he...

The high beams came from a distance, Wang Han turned his head slightly, Pei Rong said softly, "Maybe the trailer is coming."

With this interruption, Wang Han swallowed the words lightly, blinking his eyes in panic, "Oh...it seems to be..."

The trailer stopped in front of them, and two staff members jumped out of the front of the car, checked the contact information with Pei Rong, and began to fix the car.

Before leaving, Pei Rong picked up the little wild cat on the ground and stuffed it in front of the passenger seat.

Wang Han asked gently: "Do you want to raise?"

"I don't raise it. You suddenly feel that what you said is right. If you are not ready, don't act on a whim." Pei Rong paused, "The two of us have been here for a long time, but no big cat has come to look for it. Now the weather It's getting colder and colder, and I'm afraid it won't survive this winter, and I can't raise it myself, so I can find a good place for it, and it happens that the old guard in the factory likes it, so I bring it to him."

The kitten is too lively, and the cat's personality is also very strange. The more people ignore it, the more it will become a sweet potato, and it will climb up to the driver's seat.

Pei Rong stretched out his long legs and directly blocked its way, "It likes you so much, you can go to the factory to see it if you have nothing to do."

Just when the trailer started, the wheels were slowly moving forward.

Wang Hanqing said nonchalantly, "Is it okay?"

The light in his eyes was so dazzling that Pei Rong regurgitated his words several times, and then emphasized: "I mean the cat, not me."