The story of raising a son

When Li Xiaosi suddenly lost his temper, Luo Chang was also taken aback.

But only surprised.

Perhaps in the eyes of others, people like Li Xiaosi are not normal, but Luo Chang always feels that he seems to have seen many people like Li Xiaosi, who are extremely dangerous and destructive, and do not treat people as human beings. See, has weird hobbies, so not terribly surprised.

So when she heard Xiong Kuo Hai's scream, she was stunned for a moment, then she turned her head in a daze following the sound, and raised her voice slightly, "Little Si, I'm hungry."

Xiong Kuohai's closed eyes slowly opened, looking at the fist that was just under his nose, and Li Yuanba's somewhat confused expression, his whole body was limp there.

It's so dangerous, if Luo Shang yelled again, if the fist of Lei Gong's mouth really fell on his head, I'm afraid his brains would burst.

Where did the fool come from, the martial arts are so terrible, it is really a murder weapon in the world.

"Xiaosi, I'm hungry." Luo Chang yelled over there again, Li Xiaosi hesitated for a moment, then let go of his hand, walked over to support Luo Chang with some grievances, "I'm not a fool .”

"Well, you're not a fool." Luo Chang replied seriously, and then asked Li Xiaosi to help her walk away slowly.

"He's just different from others." Luo Shang turned his head, not knowing where Xiong Kuo Hai was, so he could only stare ahead without focus, "Everyone has one or two things that are different from others." In other places, he is just stronger than others, so what’s the joke. Just take yourself as an example, can you find a second magnificent sea?”

"Huh, that's right." Although he didn't quite understand what she was talking about, Li Xiaosi still puffed up his chest and agreed with satisfaction.

He is no fool.

Even if the eldest brother, third brother, father and the others say that, but he knows in his heart that he is not stupid!

He didn't like being seen as a fool, and he didn't like being chained and locked in a cage as a monster.

Li Yuanba carefully helped Luo Chang go upstairs, thinking with joy, I am just different from others, my sister has said that everyone is different from others, I am not surprised.

***

Luo Shang wasn't particularly enthusiastic about Xiong Kuohai, but he couldn't help Xiong Kuohai being particularly enthusiastic about them. Not only did he take the initiative to give up the room, but he also persuaded the owner's daughter-in-law to take care of her and help her bathe and change clothes.

When Luo Shang was being served, he felt very strange.On the one hand, she doesn't like being close to others, but on the other hand, she seems to be used to being served by others.

who I am?What kind of past do you have?What kind of future are you looking for?

She thought about it seriously for a while, then gave up those questions.

She only remembered that her name was Luo Shang, that she had a family and a lover, and that it was enough to go to the north to find all of these things, and she thought about what else to do.

Luo Chang felt calm in his heart, it was time to eat, it was time to go to sleep, and he didn't look a bit sad.Xiong Kuohai just found it strange that this matter had nothing to do with him, but when they met by chance, he couldn't just ignore her as a weak woman, so the bitter and hated person even took over this job, and even got along with her He led them on the road together, helping with food, drink and lodging, but it was a hundred times better than before.

Luo Chang's eyes couldn't see at all at first, then gradually he could see some shadows, and he could distinguish objects vaguely. It's also a good thing.

"You said, I am the daughter of the King of Peking, the county head appointed by the emperor himself, so why don't you take me to the north, but take me to the east?" Luo Shang just lost his memory, but he didn't become stupid. Feeling that the direction was wrong, he asked aloud.

"Your home is in Beiping, and the road is far away. Besides, the palace is heavily guarded. It is still a question of whether I can talk to you. But Brother Qin's home is much easier. He is the most warm and kind, and it is your cousin. I I met you with him in Chang'an before, and when I send you to his home, relatives will take care of you, and it will be extremely cheap to go home." Xiong Kuohai explained in a muffled voice, and there was another main reason that he didn't say , that is...he has never been to Peiping in his life, and he doesn't know what the Peking palace looks like, so what if he can't find it then!

"Oh." Luo Chang thought for a while, no doubt about him, nodded and let it go, "Then let's go to Shandong."

**

The plan is beautiful, but the reality is cruel. When the three of them arrived in Shandong, they heard that the wall was covered with a "Tang" banner. Luo Shang was silent for a while and asked, "Did we go to the wrong crew?"

"Crew crew, what is that?" The second monk Xiongkuo Haizhang couldn't figure it out, he froze for a moment and then shook his head, "Oh, I'm afraid we won't be able to enter the city, I just asked someone, it is said that Tang Bi turned against him and proclaimed himself King of Jinan , the second brother and the others went out instead, and their whereabouts are unknown now."

Xiong Kuohai made a mistake in the order, but the facts are correct. Tang Bi has reversed, and Qin Qiong has also reversed. At the moment, the world is going all over the place, and he doesn't know where he is going.

"I belong to the government, so I should be a hostile force with Tang Bi." Luo Chang thought for a while and asked. She remembered that her county head was appointed by the court. In theory, hostile forces should fall into other people's territory. Less than okay.

"Yes." Xiong Kuohai scratched his head, he didn't know what Luo Cheng had done, he just instinctively thought that officials and thieves were not in harmony, this Luo Chang's plan is not to enter the city, otherwise it would be bad if he was caught .

"Then continue to the north." Since this road is blocked, Luo Shang quickly chose another road, "My parents are both in the north, so I can always find this road."

"That is." Xiong Kuohai thought for a while, but there was no better way, scratching his head and driving north.

"By the way, Daxiong, you said that I have father, mother, and younger brother in my family, so which family does my husband belong to?" When leaving Jinan, Luo Shang only felt that his heart was stuffy and uncomfortable, and after thinking about it, he asked .

"Your husband?" Xiong Kuohai was taken aback, and then thought that Luo Shang was not young, and it was normal to get married, so he shook his head, "I and you are just casual acquaintances, I don't know which family you married, Come to think of it, you'll know when you go back."

"Oh." Luo Chang responded, and pressed his chest, only feeling that his chest was tight, but he still couldn't think of that person.

I haven't seen him for so many days, he must be very anxious.

***

But in fact, Luo Cheng was not impatient, but was driving the people around him crazy.

Fainted there that day, after being brought back by Wang Bodang, after Xu Maogong and others treated him, he finally woke up after being in a coma for a day and a night.

Then, it is to find someone.

In fact, there is nowhere to be found nearby. After searching for the past few days, the ups and downs have been reflexed to the point where they want to vomit when they see the lawn, grass and trees.

Shan Yingying wanted to get close to Luo Cheng, apologizing or making amends was fine, but Luo Cheng stared at Shan Xiongxin, and only said, "If you don't want to collect your sister's body, don't let her appear in front of me again."

They all knew that Luo Cheng's nickname was Silver Spear with Cold Face, but only now could they realize how cold his face could be.

Compared with those sneers when he was provocative and teasing before, they are really childish.

He walks around with a gun all day long, no one is allowed to ask questions, no one is allowed to follow, and he fights when someone clings to him. He beats almost everyone in Jialiu Tower except Qin Qiong and him. Everyone also tasted what it felt like to have a silver gun pressing down on their throat, and Lord Yan was waiting beside him to take his life.

Yang Yu'er also tried to stop her, but she underestimated Luo Cheng's cold-bloodedness. To Luo Cheng, pity for the fragrance and love for the jade is nothing but nonsense, and she can suppress him only because of her cousin's name.But with that faint respect, she could neither press Luo Cheng to sleep nor eat, she could only watch him pacing back and forth like a trapped animal.

If Qin Qiong hadn't come back in time, she would have planned to go to Chang'an single-handedly, and drag Yu Wencheng to knock Luo Cheng unconscious.

Therefore, when Qin Qiong fled back to the mountain in a tricky way, everyone breathed a sigh of relief, as if they had met a savior.

"What, you disappeared?" Qin Qiong was so tired that he heard the sad news without taking a breath, and he was almost dumbfounded

"Yes." Yang Yu'er said with red eyes, "One's life and death are unknown, and the other is like that now, how can I have the face to see her in the future?"

aunt.If you don't come back, I'm really worried that I will go crazy in a few days. "

"Don't worry," Qin Qiong stroked Yang Yu'er's shoulder, comforted her, and then said, "Don't be afraid, I'll find a way."

He has always been like this, he cares about irrelevant people's affairs, let alone his own close relatives,

Surprise and worry are inevitable, but instead of letting himself indulge in those emotions, what he is more used to is to face up to those problems and solve those problems.

"Cousin," walking in front of the door, looking at the person sitting alone in the courtyard, Qin Qiong knocked on the door, but then stepped lightly.

The back is still the same, but there is a little more bleakness that is rare for teenagers.

In all fairness, he knew that Luo Cheng didn't want to be disturbed, and he didn't want to be disturbed, but he really had to.

Just like what Yang Yuer said, one doesn't care about life or death, but one can't watch the suffering of another regardless of life or death.

"Cousin?" Luo Cheng turned around upon hearing this, raised his eyes to see him, grinned, and pulled out a non-smiling smile.

Laughing is due to family education, but not being able to laugh is due to state of mind.

Qin Qiong is a tough guy, but seeing his forced smile, he couldn't help but feel sad. Walking in front of him, he stretched out his hand and pressed his shoulder that he wanted to raise, "It's not busy, just sit down and talk."

"You know all about it?" Luo Cheng sat there, his eyebrows still clear and handsome. The education he had received since he was a child did not allow him to lose his composure in front of others at this time, and he was indeed unwilling to lose his composure.

It's just that she disappeared, thinking that she couldn't die when she was five years old, but now, what is this now.

nothing.

Pulling his lips, he rubbed the tip of the gun unconsciously with his fingers, but the smile was still in his eyes.

He intends to take revenge, but he doesn't even have an enemy. If he can let go of his anger if he slaughters all the people here, it's a pity that if he strikes harder, he will feel even more uncomfortable in his heart.

So, he could bear it, and sat here in a daze day after day, hoping that she might show up behind her one day and call him "Success".

In the past, he only thought that she ignored him, and it was uncomfortable to be angry with him.But now I realize that as long as she is by my side, even if she is annoyed, even if she doesn't care about her, but she knows that she is good, that is also happiness.

"Well. I know." Qin Qiong felt frightened when he saw him touch the gun. Seeing that the fingertips touched the blade of the gun, he couldn't help reaching out and grabbing Luo Cheng's hand, "You look like this , She knows how sad it is!"

"Then why don't you call her out and show me?" Luo Cheng raised his eyes and looked at Qin Qiong. His black and white eyes were clear and bright without even a drop of tears, but they were too cold to look directly at. "Where is she?" ? Why does she not show up when I am like this? "

Qin Qiong originally thought that using Luo Chang as a shield would be beneficial, but who would have thought that even though Luo Cheng was sad, his IQ would not be halved because of it.

If self-torture can make her feel distressed, Luo Cheng would like to try it, but his rationality tells him that it is just a dream, so he has been able to maintain his rationality until now, and even retorted at Qin Qiong's comfort .

Sometimes you are too self-restraining, you can't even get drunk, that's the saddest thing.

After all, Qin Qiong was not an ordinary person, he was slightly taken aback, but he also came to his senses, and immediately reached out to pat Luo Cheng's head, almost knocking his head down on the table.

"Look at you, there are only two possibilities. First, she dies. Second, she lives." Qin Qiong looked at the cold anger radiating from Luo Cheng's body, and said without fear, "If she dies, you No matter how sad you are, you can’t die. You still have parents in your family. How do you let them deal with it? Do you force them to be heartbroken and die in depression together, or force them to bear the pain and comfort you instead? In this way, how can Shang'er rest in peace under the Nine Springs?"

Seeing Luo Cheng sitting there stiffly, Qin Qiong couldn't bear it, but she had to harden her heart to continue, "If she is not dead, what's the use of being so sad? Why don't you gather your energy and comfort your parents?" , take care of everything, and wait for her to come back. The world is big, but it’s like you can’t let go of it. Even if she has only one breath, she will crawl to you. With your current state, do you believe that she can find you? I can't believe you can wait for her!"

"I," Luo Cheng trembled all over, opened his mouth but didn't finish his sentence.

"Cousin, I know you are suffering," Qin Qiong put his hands on his shoulders, and said earnestly, "But, you are not a child anymore, you are a man, you have to take on the responsibility of a man, you still have what you should responsibility."

There is a special way to talk to smart people, those false comforts can only make jokes, it is better to point out the key point.

For Luo Cheng, Luo Shang died, or half of the sky collapsed, and [-]% of his heart died, but for Luo Shizi, he still had many things to bear.

This responsibility lasts until death.

Luo Cheng sat there for a long time, Qin Qiong didn't speak, just sat silently with him, waited until it was dark, and saw him mechanically nodded, opened his mouth slowly, but said in an extremely stable voice, " My mother has always loved Chang'er more than me. If she knows that Chang'er is missing, she will have a hard time sleeping day and night. She is too old to work hard, and I have to hide this from her. I plan to go back and tell her that my aunt likes Chang'er and wants to stay. Chang'er stays longer, you remember to send a few letters from time to time, yes."

Luo Cheng looked up at the moon rising in the sky, and said in a daze, "I can write her handwriting, you just send someone to deliver the letter, and I will replace the letter."

"En." Seeing that he could clearly manage things, Qin Qiong nodded when he knew that there was no serious problem.

"Man, what I'm looking for is the same sentence. If you are alive, you need to see people. If you die, you need to see corpses. Even if you are eaten by tigers, leopards and wild wolves, you must have bones. There is a stream there. If you can't find it nearby, go to it." Looking downstream, there are always some traces." Luo Cheng frowned while thinking, and said slowly, "I don't know how long I can hide it at home. If it doesn't work at the end of the year, then tell my mother that Chang'er will go I'm looking for her family, and it should be a while."

Luo Xiangxiang thought of something, flicked his hand on the table, and regained his composure, "If she dies, then I will really look for her family in front of her. Maybe she found it. She had a better life with us than with us, so she never came back. Occasionally I received a few letters from her, knowing that although I couldn’t meet each other, she had a good life in a place I didn’t know, so that’s fine.”

"Cousin," Qin Qiong didn't think that he could do things like this, and put his hand on his shoulder, wanting to comfort him, but felt that there was nothing to say.

Luo Cheng looked up at him with clear eyes, but he seemed to see through everything. What else could he say to those eyes?

"I'm uncomfortable." Luo Cheng looked at Qin Qiong, sighed suddenly, and said in a low voice.

Qin Qiong patted him on the shoulder feebly, only feeling a little choked up in his throat, "I know."

"I don't dare to cry, I'm afraid that if I pierce the paper on the window, I won't be able to blur it." Luo Cheng opened his eyes wide and said calmly, "I'm a man, so I can't cry like a woman, yes Bar?"

"En." Qin Qiong had nothing to say except nodding.

"I want to keep some people here to continue searching, and I have to take the other people back to Beiping." Luo Cheng stretched out his hand and patted Qin Qiong's hand on his shoulder, showing a very faint smile, " The delay in coming to celebrate birthday this time is too long, if it is later, I am afraid that the family will be suspicious, so I will leave tomorrow."

"This time, my father wants to tie me up, but there is no one to intercede for me." Luo Xiangcheng thought of something, and the hand on the back of Qin Qiong's hand stiffened for a moment, and then smiled nonchalantly.

"Cheng'er," Qin Qiong couldn't stand it anymore, and said hoarsely, "Even if you want to endure it, you don't have to do it."

Luo Cheng was ruthless to others, and even more ruthless to himself. He acted like nothing had happened, but he really pushed himself against the wall.

"Cousin," Luo Cheng was taken aback when he heard his call, and then shook his head, "Don't call me Cheng'er in the future, I will think of her..."

The author has something to say: (╯﹏╰)b see you soon

Not cruel, really!

Well, Xiao Si is a good boy, but also a poor boy.It's just ugly, stupid, stronger, and a little bit out of control, so Li Yuan asked people to chain him in a cage. Mo, in fact, this is definitely a violation of the child protection law, so Li Yuanba's long-sighted Totally understandable. .

Children generally instinctively feel good intentions and maliciousness, and cannot understand the meaning of those words of ridicule, but they must understand those eyes and feel those tone of voice, so even if they are fools, Xiaosi will say, I hate people saying I am the most What a fool!