The major general is at the top, the bamboo horse is at the bottom

Zhang Zhounan thought about it seriously for a while. During this period, Wu Kan had been waiting for his answer. Wu Kan had to admit that he was very nervous now, and he even felt his hands trembling slightly.In my memory, I haven't been this nervous for a long time.

Since Su Qingqing left, he has claimed to be an adult, and it is impossible for an adult to be so nervous about one thing.So he stopped himself from having too many emotional fluctuations. In fact, he did it when he was studying abroad.It's just that after returning to China, I found that Zhang Zhounan had a far greater influence on me than I imagined.

He just waited for Zhang Zhounan to speak, like a prisoner awaiting trial.However, Zhang Zhounan's answer was bound to disappoint him, Zhang Zhounan replied, "We are...friends."

Once a word is spoken, it is hard to follow.At this moment, Wu Kan knew that the relationship between the two of them was settled at this moment, and no one would be able to cross the threshold in the future.Thinking of this, he felt more sad in his heart, so he forced a smile and said, "Okay. Yes."

Zhang Zhounan felt uncomfortable at this moment. He hesitated for a long time to say what he finally wanted to say, but the moment he opened his mouth, he retreated. He thought of Wu Kan who was going to break up with him that night, and he suddenly didn't dare to say any more. .After thinking about it, he said the safest statement, but he regretted it as soon as he said it.

He realized that he didn't dare to look up at Wu Kan's expression now, he was afraid that Wu Kan would be sad because of this, because the sadness didn't come from others, it was given to Wu Kan by himself.He hated everyone who made Wu Kan sad, but he never thought that one day he would become one of the people who made Wu Kan sad. When he thought of this, he felt colic in his heart, making him breathless. become difficult.

But he thought, this is what Wu Kan wants, isn't it?

He put away the sadness and unwillingness in his heart, and continued honestly, "Xiqing, it's getting late, let's go back."

After Wu Kan heard this, he reluctantly put away those uncomfortable thoughts in his heart. He knew that there should be absolutely no other reaction at this time.He felt as if someone in his head was waking him up, telling him to put away his dirty and unbearable thoughts.So he who wanted to say something finally lowered his eyelids and stopped talking.

He just nodded silently, "En."

Zhang Zhounan saw that Wu Kan seemed to have recognized him, and his heart was astringent again. He felt that Wu Kan really expected to see such a result, so he silently swallowed what he wanted to say, and silently followed Wu Kan go back.

The silence this time was long and embarrassing, because the two of them knew that the silence was embarrassing and embarrassing even more than before, but even so, none of them spoke, allowing the silence to continue.Seeing this, Zhang Zhounan felt a little sad, this time his mood was different from last time.

Last time, he was mostly angry, because he didn't expect Wu Kan to distance himself from him.But this time, he was mostly feeling sad. He felt that he had messed up this time, but he didn't know where the thought came from.He said to himself in his heart, don't you think Wu Kan is quite satisfied with the result?Didn't you say that if he is happy, you are happy?Isn't everyone happy now?

This outcome, he told himself, was good for everyone.

He persuaded himself to go all the way, but he still couldn't hold back when he was about to reach the door of Wu Kan's house.Wu Kan was about to walk in, Zhang Zhounan grabbed his hand and stopped him, his heart beat a little faster suddenly, thinking that something might happen next, but not only did he not stop, Even at this moment, he was a little looking forward to——

He turned around, and saw Zhang Zhounan looking at him, his eyes sparkling, as if a river of stars had fallen into his eyes.He saw himself in Zhang Zhounan's eyes, with a longing expression on his face.He was slightly stunned for a moment, obviously he didn't expect that he expected so much, and he had even written him on his face.

Zhang Zhounan didn't seem to find anything, word by word, he looked at Wu Kan seriously, as if looking at his whole world, and said, "Are you satisfied with the result?"

Wu Kan was a little dazed, he didn't expect Zhang Zhounan to stop him because he said this, he said, "En?"

Zhang Zhounan still said every word like that, but at this time, some anger and sadness gradually rose in his eyes, and he repeated, "Are you satisfied with the result?"

Wu Kan didn't reply, Zhang Zhounan thought that Wu Kan finally didn't know how to reply, he saw Wu Kan's face that was a bit unresponsive, and felt a secret pleasure in his heart, he felt that he was really ugly like this, But he still couldn't help but continue to hurt people, "The relationship between the two of us was decided by you, are you satisfied with the result now?"

He felt that this kind of himself was really ugly, but the more he was like this, the more he couldn't stop. He saw Wu Kan's expression change from ignorance to sadness, and he felt happier in his heart. While he spurned himself, he opened his mouth even more ugly Said, "Wu Kan, I think you are really dishonest, why don't you admit it?"

When Wu Kan heard this sentence, he realized that what they said about starting over was actually a wrong idea. What happened that night was a knot in the hearts of both of them, and it was impossible for this knot to be casual. As soon as it was over, they kept silent about that night, not because it really passed, but because it didn't happen, and this matter was a knot in their hearts.

And now, the seeds planted by this incident have exploded.

Wu Kan thought to himself, what Zhang Zhounan said was right, it was indeed thanks to him that their relationship reached this point.He is not qualified to stand up and down, he asked Zhang Zhounan to keep a distance from him, and at the same time felt uncomfortable after Zhang Zhounan really kept the distance.He is not eligible.

He thought so, so he said so, and after Zhang Zhounan finally stopped talking, he said, "I'm sorry, Rong Qing...it's all my fault. It's all my fault."

He was originally showing weakness, but Zhang Zhounan felt even more uncomfortable after showing weakness. He had never seen Wu Kan look so pitiful, as if he had bullied him, but he just told the truth, didn't he?The depression that had accumulated in his heart for a long time finally dissipated, but he found that what followed was pity.

He realized that it was really difficult for him to harden his heart on Wu Kan. Wu Kan was born to restrain him, and he had no choice.So he could only ask in a low voice, "What should I do?"