When the sand sculptures get the social death script

During the whole process, Chi Ji used the way of storytelling to explain the cause and effect to Yu Yuze.

He did not add fuel to the picture, nor did he ignore Chi Chenglin's later actions, causing his parents to misunderstand Chi Chenglin's misunderstood bullying of his younger brother by pretending to be pitiful at home, exposing his scars at school, sneering at him, huddled together in isolation, and secretly filming The photo was exposed in front of Chi's father and other bad deeds were all truthful.

Yu Yuze listened quietly the whole time, without expressing any opinions, his face was calm, but there were many waves in his heart.

It wasn't the story itself that surprised him.

But Chi Ji, as a witness, as the person who told this story to himself, has been subconsciously thinking about it from Chi Chenglin's perspective.

Chi Ji himself may not have realized this.

But Yu Yuze, as a listener, can completely deduce a message from it.

That is, during the years when Chi Chenglin changed from a victim to a perpetrator and retaliated against Chi Ji, Chi Ji has always been understanding him through heart-to-heart.

Obviously he is also an equally innocent victim in this tragedy.

But he chose to empathize with Chi Chenglin.

Yu Yuze even felt that Chi Chenglin had done so many foolish and wrong things over the years, perhaps Chi Ji never blamed him.

"Now my father is in jail and may face criminal charges. My mother's physical condition is not very good and may deteriorate again at any time. So many things happened suddenly, I thought for a long time, and found that I couldn't do anything. "

The hot tea in his hand had bottomed out, Chi Ji put down the cup, and let out a long sigh.

"Just like when I was a child, I can only watch all this happen, and nothing can change."

Yu Yuze looked down at the thermos cup in his hand, the hot air from the cup covered his eyelashes, he was silent for a moment, raised his eyes and said to Chi Ji: "All this has nothing to do with you from the beginning, you didn't miss it Anything, you should know that."

"Of course I know." Chi Ji smiled bitterly, "But everything happened in front of me like this, and I still couldn't help worrying about it. I haven't been in a good mood recently, and I can see that Chang Ming has been very worried Me, but I always can't see it."

"What can't you see?" Yu Yuze looked at him quietly.

"I want to be a son who satisfies my father, but he was not satisfied from the beginning. I want my mother not to feel guilty about me, but she is worried that Chi Chenglin and I have this disease. I think We live in peace with Chi Chenglin, at least there is nothing wrong with each other, but he has always been stubborn in his own world."

Having said that, Chi Ji paused for a moment, looked towards the direction of the reception room and said in a low voice.

"Chang Ming wants me to be more relaxed and happy, but all these things are backlogged here. It is really difficult for me to be truly happy, and I can't help thinking about it. He will also worry when he sees me unhappy. I see him worried. , will blame myself even more.”

After speaking, Yu Yuze looked at him quietly. After a while, he seemed to want to say something, but was interrupted by Chi Feng who came trotting over.

Chi Feng went straight to Yu Yuze, not shy at all in front of Chi Ji, lying on the back of the sofa, stretched his neck and kissed him, and said with high spirits.

"Wife, what are you talking about with sister-in-law, let me listen too!"

Yu Yuze turned his head to him and said, "I asked you to pour some water for the second brother and the others, did you pour it?"

"I'm down, can I not listen to what you said! I even added tea!" Chi Feng tried hard to claim credit in front of Yu Yuze, and then pouted, "But I seem to have added too much tea, my brother tasted it After one mouthful, I vomited it all up, and told me to get out.”

Hearing this, Chi Ji probably guessed that Chi Feng probably did it on purpose.

Complaining in front of Yu Yuze, expressing sympathy and caring, and suing Lu Changming in front of himself, the carelessness is almost on the face.

Yu Yuze obviously saw it through, and waved his hand with a smile: "Re-soak."

Chi Feng was crying for a moment: "I don't know how to make tea!"

"Then pour water. I didn't ask you to make tea at the beginning. I asked you to pour hot water for others. No matter how familiar you and second brother are, there are still guests here. It's impolite not to greet you." Yu Yuze pushed his face, " Won't the hot water pour?"

"Okay..." Chi Feng, who failed to play tricks, sighed, and stood up obediently with his head drooping, "I'll go pour it now."

Yu Yuze waved his hand away: "Good boy, let's go."

A short "good boy" made Chi Feng feel comfortable, the reluctance on his face disappeared in an instant, and he slipped away happily humming a little song.

Yu Yuze didn't look away until his figure disappeared in the corridor, and said to Chi Ji: "Look at Chi Feng, he is happy every day. I have never seen him worry about anything. People are different. The difference may lie in the ability to bear it, some people are good at digesting pain, and some people are forced to bear pain. In comparison, the latter is definitely not as happy as the former.”

Chi Ji also envied Chi Feng and Lu Changming's temperament very much, and sighed: "Many people understand the truth, but it's a bit difficult."

Yu Yuze picked up the kettle and poured tea into his quilt, and said slowly.

"Actually, I don't think you need to think so much. You always want to deal with all problems comprehensively. Not all problems in this world have standard answers. Your brother has experienced misfortune and faced the darkness of human nature, so he feels that the whole world is darkness. Yes, it creates revenge mentality. In this situation, unless he figured it out himself, no one can change it. Including your parents, I can understand your sense of powerlessness, but this cannot be changed by yourself. Suffering in the world happens every day, and it's pointless to dwell on it."

Chi Ji slowly picked up the teacup and sighed: "Yes."

"So don't think too much." Yu Yuze put down the kettle, and said to Chi Ji in a soft voice, "Let go of the complex of helping others and respect the fate of others. There are so many beautiful things in the world, there is no need to stop. You just said it yourself Well, second brother's worry will make you feel guilty, so why not let go of those unchangeable obsessions for him."

After talking here, the word "obsession" stuck deeply into Chi Ji's chest.

What Chi Chenglin did was just the fuse that triggered the outbreak of these things.

Those things that are rotten to the root are the root of all mistakes.

Most of his negative emotions from childhood to adulthood were not at all due to Chi Chenglin's earth-shaking disturbances.

Chi Chenglin was not the only one who got into the horns, but also him.

He trapped himself in the unchangeable tragedies, wondering why it all happened and why there was nothing he could do to fix it.

The point is, none of this makes sense.

It's just too much obsession.

From the very beginning when he brought Chi Ji here, Lu Changming just wanted to find a quiet place to discuss business with Chi Ji, thinking that his younger brother was just as unreasonable as Chi Chenglin, and he could let him out to scare people when necessary.

He never thought that the root cause of Chi Ji's anxiety would be resolved.

Obviously not even talking much, Chi Ji went out with a heavy face, and when he came back, he had recovered calm and calm like a normal person, continued to ask Chi Chenglin a few questions to understand the situation, and then issued an order to evict the guest.

Chi Chenglin has known Chi Ji for so long, and he knows his temperament very well, and knows where it hurts the most.

He came to Chi Ji for no other purpose, but to overthrow his father's personality, confess his mother's physical condition, expose the unbearable situation behind Yuan Yuan and Yu Yan's marriage, disturb Chi Ji's mind, and torture him so that he can't sleep at night. Uneasy.

It seems that as long as Chi Ji is uncomfortable, he can feel better himself.

Chi Ji's sad look when he went out just now made Chi Chenglin think that he had successfully achieved his goal.

It's just that Chi Feng's nerves are thicker, he's not stupid at all, and his male morality is no worse than Lu Changming's. Although he doesn't know anything, he soon feels that the tea in this man's tea is not quite right. Chasing away the guests made this person so irritated that he was so exhausted that he pulled the switch of the reception room.

Chi Chenglin didn't give up until he was pushed to the door, he never forgot to use his trump card, and looked back with tears in his eyes: "Brother, why don't you go and see your mother, she may not be well..."

Chi Feng, a steel "straight" man, was most annoyed by this affectation. He slammed the big iron gate of the club, triggering the e-sports man's ancestral skills and spraying on the spot.

"If you are sick, call the imperial doctor, and I don't know how to treat diseases! It's getting dark and I won't let you eat. Go back where you came from!"

After yelling in the street, Chi Feng saw that Chi Ji seemed to be about to leave, so he immediately locked the door to intercept him, smiling all over his face: "Sister-in-law, don't go, don't go, let's stay here today, let's play games together, and we will bring you higher points!"

Although most people in the team base have left during the holidays, there are still a small number of staff and players walking back and forth.

Chi Ji is not used to living in the same house with so many people, he is a little embarrassed.

"Uh... There are cats and dogs at home, I have to go back and feed them."

"Let the nanny take care of you. There's nothing to do for a day or two." Chi Feng locked the door firmly and refused to open it, then approached mysteriously and said, "There is mainly something I want to discuss with you."

Standing by the side to observe whether Chi Ji was sincerely willing to stay, Lu Changming was not happy on the spot, and stepped forward and said.

"What are you holding back here, kid? I warn you not to talk nonsense."

"Oh, what can I say nonsense, I'm the most honest person." Chi Feng put his hands in his pockets and eagerly leaned over and said, "Let's just say, sister-in-law, aren't you the domineering president? You must be very rich to support my brother, right?" , are you willing to sponsor my team, I can also be your endorsement, I am very popular in the e-sports circle."

Lu Changming was so angry that he almost couldn't resist kicking him against the iron gate.

"It turns out that you kid made me a rumor that I was taken care of by the boss because I haven't moved recently? I said who is the ghost in my circle of friends, and you still want to endorse me. I think you are itchy!"

"It's not me! It's my dad who made up the rumor!"

"You still blame our dad, come here, I'll call him in front of you to see who the ghost is!"

"I made a mistake brother, don't hit me, my dad should give me money."

"I think you just need to clean up, come here."

After finishing speaking, Lu Changming involuntarily grabbed Chi Feng by the collar and dragged him into the room.

The two disappeared into the hall of the base, as if they were going through a scene of brothers breaking up with each other.

Chi Ji and Yu Yuze stood in the yard and looked at each other, silent for a while.

Yu Yuze asked: "Are these two people together ten years old?"

"It's hard to say." Chi Ji replied, "Lu Changming died at the age of five."

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