Hard to change

After hugging him like that for a while, Yu Hope gently pushed him away.

Seeing that he turned to leave, Qin Xiu hurriedly grabbed his wrist, with a pitiful tone like a child who did something wrong, "I hope...you don't get angry, okay..."

"I'm tired," Yu hoped to take a deep breath, and gently pushed his hand away, "I want to sleep for a while."

Qin Xiu didn't speak any more, nor did he follow.

Yu hoped to go back to the bedroom and close the door, get into the quilt and close his eyes but couldn't fall asleep.

He leaned over and stretched out his hand to open the drawer of the bedside table, and took out an empty tea caddy inside. After opening it, there was a delicate and small ring box lying quietly inside.

It was his birthday present to Qin Xiu, a pair of platinum rings for men.

Engraved in tiny letters on the inside of the band, that was the initials of their respective names.

Yu Hope couldn't help rubbing the ring lightly with his index finger, imagining Qin Xiu's reaction when he saw the ring.

Is it a surprise?Still embarrassing.

If Qin Xiu accepted the ring happily at that time, then he would believe what he said and could wait a little longer.

But what if he doesn't want to accept it...

Do you want to continue like this?

Under the premise that there is no hope at all.

It's annoying, it's really annoying, he's bothered by this uncertainty, and even more annoyed by this restlessness.

Obviously everything was fine before, why is there so much distance between him and Qin Xiu all of a sudden.

He even felt more and more that Qin Xiu still had a lot of things to hide from him.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but began to regret why he didn't understand clearly earlier when he agreed to be together.

If he didn't agree so casually at the beginning, but understood everything, and didn't agree to Qin Xiu's not to tell anyone, then would it be possible for them to be together?

Or, if they are still together, will they not have to have these troubles now.

Every time Qin Xiu got jealous and angry because of something, he would patiently explain and coax him with nice words.

And if he is jealous and angry, Qin Xiu often doesn't need to say anything at all, he will reflect on himself, worrying whether his attitude was too bad or what he said was not nice, and also worrying that Qin Xiu sometimes has no choice. ωWW.BΙΜΙιOυ.cOM

Perhaps it was because he accommodated too much in this way that Qin Xiu slowly became a little unscrupulous, and it became a strange phenomenon after a long time.

It is normal for him to get angry and lose his temper when he is jealous, and Yu hopes that being jealous and angry is just a trivial matter.

But it was Tong Yan's appearance that made Yu Xixi realize this, so he chose to go home and calm down.

And what upset him even more was that in fact, he never let go of Tong Yan's incident.

He didn't want to quarrel with Qin Xiu, especially because of outsiders.

But looking at it now, the number of times they quarreled may only increase.

Yu hoped that he cared in his heart, cared that Qin Xiu lied to him for the first time because of Tong Yan, cared that he and Tong Yan stayed in the hotel room, and cared that Qin Xiu didn't keep him when he proposed to go home.

Maybe it would be hypocritical to say these thoughts, but he couldn't control himself, he just felt very uncomfortable, and he just didn't mind.

The thorn that hadn't been cleaned up got stuck in the flesh, and it hurt him from time to time.

That day Yu hoped to forget when he fell asleep, anyway, when he woke up from hunger and went out to find something to eat, he found out that it was past twelve o'clock in the middle of the night and Qin Xiu was not at home.

If it was the past, even if they had a little awkwardness or something, he would still call Qin Xiu, worrying about what would happen to him drinking with his friends.

But at that time, he didn't know what happened. He stood in the dark living room and stared at the number on the phone screen for a long time, but he still didn't dial it.

Because he was in a bad mood, he suddenly felt that he wasn't that hungry anymore, but he was afraid that Qin Xiu would come back and knock on the door without the key, so after thinking about it, he took a blanket and slept on the sofa in the living room.

It is very difficult to fall back asleep after waking up, especially after sleeping all afternoon, and now I don't even feel sleepy at all.

Yu hoped to sit up, turn on the TV, and after about 2 minutes, he chose a horror movie.

Just when he saw half of the exciting part, there was a knock on the door suddenly.

He guessed that Qin Xiu had come back, so he put down the remote control, put on his slippers and went to open the door.

To be on the safe side, he looked on the cat's eye first, but he didn't see anyone.

So he tentatively asked again: "Is it Qin Xiu?"

No one answered outside.

He paused, then raised his voice and repeated: "Is that Qin Xiu outside?"

This time, about ten seconds later, a drunken voice came from outside the door: "Open the door..."

Yu Hope breathed a sigh of relief, opened the door and looked, no wonder the cat's eyes couldn't see anyone, it turned out that this guy was so drunk that he sat on the ground against the wall.

"Wake up, Qin Xiu," Yu Hope squatted down and shook his shoulders, trying to wake him up, "Get up and go home before going back to sleep."

"I won't..." Qin Xiu half-opened his eyes and squinted at him, as if deliberately angry, "Qin Xiu...who the hell is Qin Xiu! Yu hope...you can see clearly...who I am! "

"Then who do you say you are?" Yu hoped to sigh and looked at him helplessly.

Qin Xiu stared at him for a while, then suddenly grabbed his neck and pulled him towards him, gagging his mouth severely.

This kiss was enough to prove how angry and wronged he was, and Yu hoped he could hardly breathe.

Just when he was about to push him away with his hands, Qin Xiu finally let him go.

Immediately after staring into his eyes, he said slowly: "I am your husband... Yu Hope...you can only have one husband... Do you know? Ah?"

Since he was yelling really loudly, Yu hoped that he was worried that the neighbors would come out to scold him, so he didn't care about it so much, and just put his hands under his armpit, half hugged and half dragged him in like that.

After he closed the door, he went to look at the person on the carpet. He didn't sleep unconscious like before, but was leaning against the leg of the sofa and staring at the bouquet of roses on the table in a daze.

Yu hoped to hate himself and softened immediately.

He walked over to pick up the bouquet of flowers and was about to go out, but Qin Xiu grabbed his wrist and asked out of breath, "Where are you going?" His eyes looked extremely pitiful, like a child who was about to be abandoned .

Yu hoped that after knowing it, he wouldn't be able to get angry at all.

He squatted down helplessly, kissed Qin Xiu, and explained: "I'll go and put it outside the door, can you wait for me?"

Qin Xiu seemed to be hesitating. After looking at him for a while, he frowned and nodded, and then let go of his hands.

Yu hoped to put the flowers outside the door, closed the door, went back and squatted in front of him, and said softly, "The flowers are gone now, shall we go back and rest?"

Just when Qin Xiu just nodded and wanted to stand up with him, the scene on TV suddenly became very scary.

Qin Xiu yelled a few times in an instant, and hugged Yu Hopeful suddenly.

"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'll turn him off, just turn it off." Yu hoped to reach for the remote control while talking, and finally got it, and was hugged and gnawed as soon as he turned off the TV.

"Take it easy, you really belong to a dog..." Yu hoped to bite his lower lip, "Go back to the bedroom and sleep!"

Maybe he really understood, Qin Xiu obediently let him go and stood up from the ground, followed him and staggered towards the bedroom.

Once inside, Yu hoped to push him to sit on the bed, and find out his pajamas for him to change.

But the process of changing was not very smooth, because Qin Xiu's hands were dishonest on him and it was fine, but in the end he brewed his own bitter fruit, which aroused a certain sleeping...

Anyway, the next day when Yu Hope woke up and came out of the bathroom after brushing his teeth, Qin Xiu saw his face darkened and asked innocently, "Hope, what's wrong with you?"

"Your jaw is sore!" Yu hoped to drop the sentence angrily.

After Qin Xiu washed up, he went out to buy breakfast, and when he came back, he saw Yu Xixiong still sitting on the sofa rubbing his chin.

"I hope... let's eat first." His tone was cautious, which made people lose their temper immediately.

Although Yu hoped not to speak, he still sat down at the dining table and began to eat breakfast.

"That... I threw the flowers away when I first came downstairs..." Qin Xiu whispered.

Yu hoped to show no expression, and let out a "hmm".

Qin Xiu put the peeled eggs on his plate and said, "Don't be angry...I was wrong..."

Yu hoped to feel that he was worthless, because he couldn't bear Qin Xiu's pitiful look and tone like a puppy.

"I hope... I'm sorry, I was really wrong, don't be angry, I will never quarrel with you in the future, and you are right in whatever you say in the future, okay? Don't ignore me..." Qin Xiu said He held his hand, eyes full of grievances.

"You don't even remember what happened last night?" Yu hoped to ask suddenly.

Qin Xiu was taken aback, and asked back: "What happened last night? I just remember that I went out to find Wan Ming and the others for a drink, and then they said they would take me home, and I said I would take a taxi by myself... and then... I woke up and lay on the bed ..."

Hearing what he said, Yu Hope suddenly felt very speechless.

A certain person was so comfortable last night that he didn't remember anything the next day. It's a pity that he is still here and can't get angry, and his jaw is still sore.

"How did I come back last night? Could it be that I misremembered and you went to pick me up? Then why don't I remember..." Qin Xiu patted his head, it seemed that he really didn't remember what happened later .

"You sat on the ground by the door, and when I knelt down to help you, you dragged me and kissed you, don't you remember?" Yu hoped a little in disbelief, because Qin Xiu often pretended to be drunk before and deliberately tormented him.

But this time it seemed to be true, because he suddenly remembered something and rushed into the bedroom and searched for a long time, then rushed out of the sofa and searched for a long time, finally opened the door and turned around before returning with a look of despair.

Before Yu hoped to ask, he said dejectedly, "I seem to have lost my phone."

"I thought what was the matter," Yu hoped he couldn't help but roll his eyes at him, "Your cell phone has been used for a few years, so if you lose it, just throw it away, and I'll just give you a new one."

"But that was the first gift you gave me. I don't want to change it yet," Qin Xiu said with a sad face. "And even if I want to change it, I plan to put him away as a souvenir. I didn't expect him to be lost like this..."

"Forget it, I lost it all." Yu hoped to pause, and then continued: "...and the old ones don't go away, how come the new ones come."