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"You don't have to explain it to him..."

"I'm not explaining for him," Wan Ming interrupted him with a sincere expression, "I hope, I'm telling you the truth. As for whether you believe it or not, or whether you are willing to forgive him, no matter what decision you make, we are the same. Friends, I just don't want any misunderstandings between you guys, as his best brother, I swear we've known each other for so many years, except for his mother's death, I really haven't seen Qin Xiu cry, but since you and that Qu what went abroad , He would get drunk and cry in front of me every now and then."

"To tell you the truth, at first I thought it was too impulsive for him to come out to the family after only being with you for a few days. I was worried that he would get hurt in the future if he didn't leave a way for himself, but after I met you, I didn't think so. Yes, I hope, you are really good, no one is more worthy of Qin Xiu than you, he only listens to you, he cares about you very much, in fact, he has not lived well in the past three years since you left..."

Yu Hope's eyes were red and his nose was sore. He lowered his eyes, not daring to look at Wan Ming.

His heart is chaotic, his heart is chaotic, and his mind is also chaotic.

At this moment, he seemed to be unable to hear anything except Wan Ming's voice.

Wan Ming picked up the coffee in front of him and took a few sips. Yu hoped to hesitate for a moment, but asked in a low voice, "Then why has he been lying to me from the beginning? He obviously has an engagement with Tong Yan, but he didn't tell me." , let me become the third party in Tong Yan's mouth without knowing anything about it. As a man, this is even more embarrassing than him slapping me a few times, do you understand?"

"I know you are angry and wronged, but believe it or not, he really didn't mean to lie to you. I hope, Qin Xiu really cares about you too much, that is, because he cares too much, so he dare not take risks. At that time, you We have only been together for a short time, and he is afraid that you will break up with him after you tell him."

"Then what happened later? We've been together for a few years, why didn't he say anything?"

Wan Ming hesitated for a moment, and then said slowly: "...you have to know that lying is something that the more time passes, the less he dares to say it easily, and he is more or less too confident in himself, thinking that it will be fine when the contract expires. Negotiating terms with your uncle, you can terminate the engagement with Tong Yan without you knowing... He actually did this, because his uncle did agree to leave him alone at the time, but he didn't expect... Tong Yan was unwilling, and And ran to your house to look for him, that's why...you heard those..."

"And there is one more important thing," he continued, "he told me that it was Tong Yan who suddenly came up to him to kiss him, but he pushed it away, really, he pushed it away, not only that, he I haven't controlled it yet... I slapped Tong Yan, which is why my uncle suddenly took him home and beat him up. At that time, Tong Yan went back to complain to his uncle with half of his face swollen. Qin Xiu felt how much he felt. You shouldn't have hit the woman, so you went back with the sent person, I didn't expect that when he finally escaped, you had already left..."

Yu hoped to warn himself more than once in his heart that none of these things might be true, and it was probably Wan Ming who said this on purpose for Qin Xiu's sake, after all, they have such a good relationship.

But his warning didn't seem to work, he felt uncontrollably uncomfortable, and his heart ached so badly that it was about to go numb.

What he didn't want to believe, he couldn't believe that these were the so-called truths.

From Wan Ming's point of view, Qin Xiu was deeply misunderstood by him and sentenced to death without a chance to explain.

Perhaps Wan Ming felt that Qin Xiu was wronged and pitiful, and he would be very distressed as a friend.

But from Yu Hope's point of view, he really pities himself more than Qin Xiu.

This relationship seems to be out of his control from the beginning to the end, and he seems to be only chasing after Qin Xiu.

Yes, maybe just like what Wan Ming said, Qin Xiu had to have his own reasons.

But Yu Hope three years ago didn't know all of this. In his eyes, Qin Xiu didn't want to be known about their relationship because it made him feel wronged. Seeing Qin Xiu's fans calling his husband baby all day long, give him He just isn't happy about giving gifts and writing love letters.

In particular, what I remember the most is that besides Tong Yan later, there is also the girl who confessed to Qin Xiu in front of the teachers and students of the school when they graduated.

Yu hopes that he will never forget his mood and feelings at that time.

Obviously, in the eyes of others, something as romantic as a graduation confession, but because I am a boy, I can't do it, and I can't let Qin Xiu do it.

What's even more uncomfortable is that he has to watch other people do this to his boyfriend.

He was sitting under the stage with extremely complicated emotions.

He was envious, jealous and angry at the same time, but more than that, he still felt sad. ЬΙΜi Lǒù. ℃ǒM

Because he himself agreed to Qin Xiu, except for their best friends, no one can see their relationship.

But even though he knew this well, he still couldn't help feeling hopeful at the time. He hoped that Qin Xiu would give him a surprise, and after rejecting the girl in front of all the teachers and students in the school, he pointed at him and told everyone in a loud voice. People, he already has a boyfriend, and his boyfriend is called Yu Hope.

It's a pity that the only thing that came true at that time was that Qin Xiu politely rejected the girl, but he couldn't bear the booing from everyone, so he hugged her politely.

Yu hoped he couldn't remember what happened afterwards, he was in a daze until after the end, Qin Xiu called him and asked him to have dinner together far away from the school.

He had never been in a relationship before, and Yu hoped that he didn't know what to do, so he would only treat Qin Xiu blindly, thinking about him in everything, considering his feelings, and silently endured any grievances.

Originally, he thought it was okay for two people to be more accommodating when they were together, but after a long time, Qin Xiu seemed to be used to his tolerance and accommodating.

When he was called husband by the fan barrage, he no longer ignored it like before, but would occasionally say a few words to tease them, and from time to time he would call those little girls baby, coaxing them with a very gentle tone...

He seems to think that Yu hopes to get used to it and just don't care about it, so he won't be sad, so he pays less attention to interacting with fans later, and sometimes says what he really wants to say.

The only constant is that Yu hopes to be his "roommate" forever.

Whenever this happens, Yu Hope can only comfort himself. Qin Xiu is doing it to make money.

But in fact, he hated those people calling Qin Xiu's husband, and was even more annoyed by the title "Baby" for a while.

In the first two years after graduation, Qin Xiu spent a long time live broadcasting every day. Basically, except in bed at night, he didn't seem to have much time to talk to Yu Hope.

Even in those two years, he had forgotten Yu Hope's birthday, but he remembered the birthdays of many fans in the live broadcast room.

The first time was Yu Xixi and Dou Nannan staring at the cake at the restaurant and waiting for him to go, but when he finally arrived, the time had already passed twelve o'clock. When I asked him, he said that the live broadcast was only focused on interacting with fans and forgot to check the time... …

The second time was a fan meeting. It happened to be Yu Hope’s birthday. Qin Xiu rushed out excitedly. He didn’t notice Yu Hope’s hesitation. When he came home drunk in the middle of the night, he fell asleep on the bed. The next day, I saw the complete birthday cake on the dining table and remembered what day it was yesterday...

These things are actually just small things when you really want to talk about them.

But the little things accumulate more and more, and they will become big things that make people feel wronged and sad.

But Yu Hope still chooses to understand him, stay with him, and wants to wait with him until the day when freedom comes.

He still remembered that before leaving, Qin Xiu, like him, planned to surprise the other party.

He prepared a ring, a cake, and a couple outfit. He wanted to seriously help Qin repair his birthday, and he also wanted to seriously... propose to him. If he succeeded, he planned to take him home to meet his parents.

At that time, he thought that Qin Xiu was really free, that they could be upright in the future, and that the surprise Qin Xiu talked about might be a confession and marriage proposal or something...

So he thought that since it was Qin Xiu who first made the confession, he should take the initiative to propose marriage.

One person once, just right, and he is also a man himself, he doesn't want Qin Xiu to do everything, and he also wants Qin Xiu to be happy.

What's more, Qin Xiu always cares about face. If he proposes first, Qin Xiu will definitely be very proud. Maybe he will talk endlessly when he meets people...

It's just a pity that things backfired, and they didn't have time to receive each other's surprises.

Yu hoped that after hearing so much from Wan Ming, he didn't feel nothing in his heart.

But he still felt that it seemed too late now.

If Qin Xiu had told him this earlier, maybe he would have been angry and even proposed to break up, but considering his feelings for Qin Xiu at that time, it was completely impossible to break it off completely.

And he has always been soft-hearted, Qin Xiu is not ignorant, as long as he explains the matter clearly, Yu Hope is not unreasonable, how could he really be willing to let him go.

But Qin Xiu didn't know whether he was too confident in himself, or he had too little confidence in Yu Hope.

He knew that he said some things by himself, and he overheard others saying it were two different things, and they had different results.

But he still chose to conceal it, and chose to make his own decisions.

Including that he didn't dare to let people know about their relationship, in fact, he was worried that his father would hinder Yu Hope's studies and career.

He could have spoken out about this matter, and the two of them figured out a solution together.

And for Yu Hope, he had to pretend to be just his roommate and classmate even if he didn't say it, and after he said it, why couldn't Yu Hope continue to pretend?

Maybe in Qin Xiu's heart, it doesn't make any difference whether to say it or not, but in Yu Hope's heart, if he had said the reason at the beginning, at least he would not have so much sadness and grievance later, and he would not always feel so insecure.

If he had no secrets from Yu Hope from the beginning, maybe they would quarrel and have conflicts, but they would never be separated for three years like that.

So since he chose to lie, it means that no matter what the reason is, he has to bear the consequences of lying.