Hard to change

After the Spring Festival, Yu hoped to leave home the day before he went to work and returned to his apartment.

At that time, Qu Jiayou was also leaving, so he hitched a ride.

But he didn't expect to meet Qin Xiu at the gate of the community.

Yu hoped to get off the Qujia tour bus, thanked him with a smile, and was about to enter the community when a horn honked suddenly sounded behind him.

He turned around suspiciously, just in time to see Qin Xiu get off the car.

He didn't drive the Maybach this time, so Yu Hope and Qu Jiayou didn't notice.

"you……"

"You were chatting and laughing with me just now, why do you really not miss me at all when you see me with this expression?" Qin Xiu frowned, and after finishing speaking, he didn't care if it was outside, and stepped forward to hug me stopped him.

Yu hoped to be stunned for a moment, and then realized that they were at the gate of the community, so he struggled to push him away, but instead of letting go, Qin Xiu buried his head in his shoulder and hugged him even tighter.

Yu hoped that he would not be able to push him away, so he had to look around nervously first, but fortunately there was no one outside at the moment.

He smelled alcohol on Qin Xiu's body, especially when he was speaking.

Qin Xiu didn't care that he didn't answer, and said to himself: "I hope, I saw the ring on your hand, and if you put it on, it means you promised me, right? You still like me, yes wrong?"

Yu hoped that he really didn't want to say these things here, so he pushed him hard again, and said nervously: "Let go first, and talk up if you have something to say, and someone will see it later..."

"So what if you see it," Qin Xiu said nonchalantly, "I can't wait to tell everyone that you are mine, and I want them to see it."

I thought that after such a long time, I didn't care anymore, but when he suddenly said it so childishly, Yu hoped to find that his heartbeat was still accelerating uncontrollably.

In fact, in his heart, he has always cared about this matter.

From before to now, the only small request he has made of Qin Xiu is that he can have a legitimate identity to stand with him.

He didn't want to be just his classmate, nor his roommate, nor just an employee of his company.

He didn't want to use those relationships to cover up, he had thought countless times that one day Qin Xiu would proudly tell others that Yu hoped to be his boyfriend.

And now it seems that this is slowly coming to fruition.

"Hope," Qin Xiu cupped his face and stared into his eyes, "Did you hear me when I said I love you that day?"

Yu hoped to think of the three words that rang in his ears over and over again that day, and he was a little nervous, and subconsciously wanted to look away, but Qin Xiu would not let him go, forcing him to look at the person in front of him.

Qin Xiu's eyes were full of expectation, as if he wanted to get an answer from him.

People began to come in and out of the gate of the community one after another. Yu hoped to be worried about being seen, so he had to answer first: "I heard it."

Only then was Qin Xiu satisfied, and took his hand and walked with him into the community.

Along the way, Yu hoped to lower his head slightly, without saying a word, and after trying to free his hand a few times to no avail, he gave up resisting.

When he returned to the apartment, he closed the door and put two pairs of slippers on the floor. After he put them on, seeing Qin Xiu obediently put them on, he couldn't help but said, "You still don't let go... um... Qin... ..."

Qin Xiu suddenly clasped his waist with one hand, and pressed the back of his head with the other, and before he finished speaking, the overwhelming kiss fell impatiently.

Yu hoped that he hadn't experienced such a thing for more than three years, so he was a little out of breath after a while, and even his legs were a little weak.

Tears were forced out of the corners of his eyes uncontrollably, such Qin Xiu made him feel a little palpitating for a while.

He always felt that Qin Xiu seemed to be angry.

Moreover, this kiss became more and more uncontrollable. He was sensitive to Qin Xiu's restless hand and wanted to stop it, but he was not as strong as Qin Xiu. Usually, Qin Xiu could easily control him with only one hand. two hands.

In his panic, Yu hoped to see Qin Xiu's eyes were red, and his expression was clearly extremely aggrieved.

So he thought for a while and said as softly as possible: "Qin Xiu, what's wrong with you? Are you unhappy? You can tell me, I want to hear from you..."

"I hope...you don't leave, okay?" Qin Xiu looked at him blankly, and stopped pulling his sweater, "I will never lie to you again, please don't leave, okay?"

"Are you drunk?" Yu hoped to ask tentatively.

Qin Xiu seemed a little uncomfortable, shook his head vigorously, and suddenly stared at him without saying a word.

Yu Xiong was lying on the sofa in disheveled clothes at the moment, with wet tears in the corners of his eyes, slightly red and swollen lips, his chest heaving due to panting, and his two hands were firmly pressed on top of his head by one of his big hands.

Qin Xiu just looked at him quietly, his eyes became more and more red until tears fell on Yu Hope's face.

"Qin Xiu..."

"Why did you leave..." Qin Xiu suddenly covered his face with his other hand in pain, and his whole body began to tremble slightly, "How could you leave without saying a word..."

"Yu Hope, do you know how much I hate you..."

"I—" Yu hoped to open his mouth, but found that he couldn't say anything.

He slowly withdrew his hand, tried his best to prop up the sofa, and then stretched out his arms to gently hug Qin Xiu who was also kneeling on the sofa.

He didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only remain silent.

Qin Xiu suddenly hugged him back, but it was so strong that he seemed to want to rub him into his body.

Yu hoped to feel a little uncomfortable, but he knew that it was not him who was suffering the most, but another person, so he held back and didn't move or speak.

Although Qin Xiu hugged him, his body was still trembling slightly.

I don't know how long it has passed like this, and when Yu Hope's heart was pulled together, Qin Xiu finally spoke again, his head still buried in Yu Hope's neck, his voice choked with sobs, "You don't even know, at that time you Gone, I stay at home and call you every day, knowing that you have changed your number, I still call, because I can lie to myself, you are just angry and don’t answer my call, you didn’t go with others, you just calm down I will accept..."

"I don't know why you left suddenly. Hope, I really didn't know you would hear that outside, and I didn't know that you misunderstood Tong Yan and kissed me. I didn't know any of these, but why didn't you say , you can say, even if you scold me and beat me, you can do whatever you want, why didn't you even give me a chance and just left without saying a word..."

Yu hoped to listen to his sad accusation silently, his heart ached so badly, and the moisture on his neck that couldn't be ignored pierced him like a sharp sword.

What he was most afraid of was Qin Xiu's fragility, so at this moment, he admitted that he had surrendered, and he had no way to continue to torture Qin Xiu, nor could he torture himself.

He no longer has the strength to care about and explain what happened back then, and now he only cares about the future.

When he left home, he had already figured it out clearly, as long as Qin Xiu can be with him well in the future, stop hiding from him, and be as loyal to his feelings as he is, then he is willing to try to be with him again of.

But he always only knew how painful he had been in those three years, but he forgot that Qin Xiu also suffered for three years in that ignorant situation.

Thinking about it now, after the reunion, every time he talked inside and outside, there is nothing more than one important point, that is, whether Yu Hope is with someone else.

Even though Han Fei had told him that Yu hoped to be with Qu Jiayou, he still stubbornly waited for three years.

Everyone else knew it was not true, but only he didn't.

Then, what kind of mentality did he have at that time, and he kept calling Yu Hope's unused number every day...

When Yu hoped to think that Qin Xiu might be sitting alone on the sofa in the living room, crying with his head in his arms, and calling him unwillingly, he felt a pain in his heart that was about to be torn apart.

Qin Xiu didn't know when to let him go, but when he realized, Qin Xiu was already wiping his tears in panic.

Yu hoped that he didn't know when he was crying, but when he saw Qin Xiu looking at him nervously with red eyes, his expression was like a child who did something wrong, he suddenly felt his nose sore.

"Hope, I'm sorry," Qin Xiu said hastily, "I'm talking nonsense, I don't hate you, I miss you very much, really, I miss you every day."

"I'm sorry..." Yu hoped to choke, "Actually, I was also at fault. I really shouldn't have convicted you without asking clearly..."

"Hope, hope..." Qin Xiu threw him down on the sofa excitedly, the desire in his eyes was undisguised.

Yu Hope's mood changed from sad to nervous in an instant. He was too familiar with Qin Xiu's eyes at the moment. Although he didn't intend to refuse, it was a long time since he hadn't...

Qin Xiu seemed to have noticed it too, so instead of entering the door just now, he kissed him lightly on the neck, then stared into his eyes, and said softly, "I hope, is it okay?"

Yu hoped that his cheeks would get hot from his straightforward eyes, and he subconsciously recognized his face and refused to look at him, "But... I, I wasn't ready..."

Qin Xiu smiled and lowered his head to kiss him on the lips, then reached into the pocket of his suit jacket with one hand, and pulled out a string of about ten "essentials".

Yu hoped to stare at him with wide eyes for an instant, and said in a daze, "You, how could you..."

Qin Xiu rolled his eyes, smiled and tried to blurt it out, "Oh, baby, that's not important, the important thing is that we go to your room first."

"But how could you..."

"It's not important, it's not important, just give me a kiss first..."

"Bastard, you were pretending just now? You lied to me again...uh..."

In fact, Qin Xiu's tears were true, and what he said was also true, but it was fake when he was drunk.

Otherwise, he wouldn't be able to go home with Yu Xie so easily, let alone hand in all the "homework" that was three years behind so quickly.

All in all, Wan Ming's bottle of more than [-] yuan was not wasted.