Hard to change

"Forget it." Qin Xiu got up from him, pulled off his clothes, and leaned on the sofa.

Yu hoped to sit up and tug at his clothes, tilting his head and asking, "Unhappy?"

"No," Qin Xiu said, "it's just a little annoying."

"what happened?"

"I... have something to tell you," Qin Xiu turned to look at him, with hesitation in his eyes, "I can't celebrate your birthday with you this year, my dad... let me go home."

"When did this happen?"

"Call me when I was waiting for you at the coffee shop in the afternoon."

"That...that's pretty good," Yu hoped to say with lowered eyes, "It's time to go back. You really haven't been home for a long time."

Qin Xiu hugged him, and his voice sounded a little dull, "Hope, I don't know what's wrong, my heart is very disturbed, I feel very restless, and I feel very irritable."

Yu hoped that he hadn't heard much about his family's situation in detail, and what he knew so far was that his relationship with his father was not very good.

So I thought he was worried about going back and didn't know how to get along, so I patted him on the back comfortingly and said softly: "It's okay, it's your dad anyway, and since I called you to come home, I must have missed you." , don’t think too much about it, go back and see him as soon as possible.”

"...En." Qin Xiu responded, hugging him even tighter.

"You're really a little strange," Yu Xixi said, "Just now on the street...is it because of this?"

"Of course not all of them." Qin Xiu said, "There is also that familiar one."

Yu Hope didn't react at first, and was still wondering for a while, who was familiar...

But soon he remembered the photographer named Qu Jiayou he met at the hot pot restaurant.

Unexpectedly, Qin Xiu was really jealous.

When they were still in college, Qin Xiu would be upset when seeing a girl give Yu Xie something, but often Yu Xie would explain to him soon, or just keep a distance from many people.

After a long time, Qin Xiu seemed to get used to his self-consciousness, and Yu hoped that he had also become a habit.

When I met Qu Jiayou today, Yu hoped that firstly, it was a coincidence that the two lived in the same city; secondly, it was still a coincidence that Qu Jiayou was a photographer with his own studio, and he was a model. , the two of them naturally have more common topics.

As Dou Nannan said at the time, maybe there will be opportunities to cooperate in the future.

But from the current point of view, Qin Xiu is so jealous that he dared to kiss him in the street, so it is estimated that the cooperation is mostly useless.

What's more, it was just a brief acquaintance at that time, and they didn't know much about each other except their names and hometowns. He hadn't had time to know where Qu Jiayou's studio was and what its name was.

Even if you really have the idea of ​​cooperation, it's hard to find someone, maybe you won't meet again in the future.

"You don't really want to cooperate with him, do you?" Qin Xiu suddenly let go of him, frowning and asked.

Yu hoped to sigh lightly, and said with a smile: "How could it be? Didn't we have time to say anything except our respective names? If we want to cooperate, we have to meet each other. It's so big here, how can it be so easy?"

"It means you really want to cooperate with him?" Qin Xiu couldn't believe it, and his voice was raised.

"No, I'm just talking casually," Yu hoped a little helplessly, and couldn't help pinching his face, "But I didn't expect you to be so cute when you're jealous, Mr. Ergou."

"Don't try to fool me." Qin Xiu grabbed his restless hand, and suddenly said seriously: "You won't like that kid!"

"What nonsense are you talking about, am I that superficial?"

"Oh, I mean you think he's handsome."

"What?? What is this all about..."

"You said it when you promised to be with me back then. If it weren't for my face, you wouldn't necessarily agree. You forgot what you said?" Qin Xiu kept talking further and further, and his expression changed now. up.

Yu hoped to know that he was serious, and he knew it from the unwilling and slightly aggrieved expression.

"I said that intentionally as a joke, and you were also very happy to hear it at the time, so why bring it up now."

"If you really just like my face, then you will meet someone who is prettier than me in the future. What will you do if you change your mind? What will I do then? Hope Yu, have you ever thought about it?" Qin Xiu He looked genuinely nervous, like this had already happened.

Yu hoped to feel more and more that something was wrong with him after he came back today, but he also knew that he couldn't ask if he didn't want to take the initiative to say it.

"Because I've only been busy with my live broadcast, do you think we have nothing in common?" Qin Xiu looked at him quietly after speaking, not to mention how pitiful his eyes were.

Yu hoped that his heart would soften immediately, and he didn't know what happened to the dog today, but he really felt uncomfortable after hearing these words.

"Qin Xiu, tell the truth, what happened to you today?"

"I don't know either," Qin Xiu said, "Maybe it's because you feel a little different about that acquaintance, obviously you didn't talk too much with people other than me according to your personality before, but today You keep chatting with him, I can't control myself, hope, it's really been a long time, I seem to have forgotten that you used to be chased by many people..."

"Okay, okay," Yu hoped to pat his head like coaxing a puppy, "Don't think about it, I'm just talking to people out of politeness, nothing else, and you are the most handsome, who in my heart Not as handsome as you, are you happier?"

"Really?"

"Really, you are the most handsome, you are the most handsome. If you really can't, go to the live broadcast room to find confidence. Your fans will definitely think you are the most handsome in the world."

"That's not necessary." Qin Xiu was finally happy, and his expression became a little smug, "As long as you think it's fine, but I have to pay attention to maintenance in the future, otherwise what if I'm old and not handsome, and you run away with someone else? .”

Yu hoped to sigh, "How much do you disbelieve me..."

Qin Xiu rubbed his head against his neck, and muttered, "It's not that I don't believe you, it's that I'm getting less and less confident in myself."

After saying this, Yu hoped that he didn't know how to answer.

He didn't mean that he was completely disappointed with Qin Xiu, but the matter of Tong Yan really sounded a wake-up call for him.

Now he and Qin Xiu haven't confessed to their family that they like men. If they really want to go on together, then it is inevitable that there will be such a day.

Thinking of this, Yu hoped to feel a little uneasy.

Because he wasn't sure if Qin Xiu had thought about confessing to his family, but he did, and more than once.

It can even be said that since they got together, Yu Hope has not given much thought to this issue.

After all, for a minority group like them, this matter is not small at all, and it is very important.

Yu hoped to be very obedient and obedient to his parents since he was a child. He never worried his parents about anything. He was really worried that they wouldn't accept it, and he would have to break up with Qin Xiu.

If he and Qin Xiu had reached that point by then, but were really forced to break up, then he really couldn't imagine what would happen to him in the future.

At least not to say anything else, he will definitely not be able to like someone like this again.

Not long after Qin Xiu finished speaking, he actually fell asleep leaning against him. Yu Xiong wanted to ask him if he wanted to go back to the bedroom, but he didn't expect to hear his sleeping breathing.

There was no way, he didn't want to wake people up, so he leaned gently on the sofa by himself, and just stayed with Qin Xiu.

But when he woke up the next morning, Yu hoped to wake up in bed.

Needless to say, Qin Xiu must have woken up in the middle of the night and carried him into the bedroom.

Qin Xiu was still sleeping when he left, so he went over and kissed him lightly on the lips before closing the door and going to work.

On the way, he suddenly remembered that Qin Xiu didn't seem to be broadcasting live very well since Tong Yan's incident, but would come here from time to time to wait for him to get off work.

You must know that Qin Xiu has a contract, and the contract clearly stipulates how much money he will earn back within five years. If he has not earned enough when the contract expires, he must either renew the contract or pay for breach of contract.

Yu Hope was a little worried.

But after thinking about it, maybe Qin Xiu's father called him home at this time, maybe he wanted to help him.

Although Qin Xiu didn't say anything, Yu hoped that he could feel that Qin Xiu's status must be extraordinary, otherwise, it would be impossible for him to grow up with someone from Tong Yan's family background.

But he had searched for Qin Xiu's name on the Internet in private, but apart from a few entries related to the live broadcast, there was nothing else.

This made Yu hope a little puzzled.

I always feel that something is weird, but it seems that I can't tell what is wrong.

Because although every time you search for Qin Xiu, nothing will come up, but as long as you enter the word Qin, a lot of relevant recommended content will automatically pop up.

For example, the chairman of an entertainment company is also surnamed Qin, and he attends a certain event and participates in a certain dinner party.

Another example is that there will be a bunch of other powerful people surnamed Qin. To put it bluntly, almost all of these people have been suspected by Yu Hope that they may be Qin Xiu's father...

Because Qin Xiu is so mysterious, it's no wonder he guesses randomly.

But Qin Xiu's birthday is coming soon, but he has to go home.

You must know that since they got together, he accompanied Qin Xiu every year on his birthday, and Yu hoped that he was not used to suddenly going home this year.

It's that kind of inexplicable and uncontrollable loss.

Even though he knew in his heart that it was normal for him to go back to celebrate his birthday with his family, but when he thought that he was the only one at home that day, he felt empty in his heart.

This feeling is really strange. Tongyan clearly explained everything, and it didn't seem to have a big impact on them, but I always feel that something that can't be said for a while has changed since then. up.

It feels like a thorn in the original flesh. You think you have picked out the thorn, but in fact it is only the outermost one that has been disposed of. In fact, the remaining thorn has penetrated into the flesh. I don’t know what. time will make you hurt.

Yu hoped that he could not figure out where this uncomfortable feeling came from for the time being, but he had no intention of thinking about it at the moment, and only hoped that Qin Xiu could spend this birthday well with his family when he returned home this time.

When Qin Xiu came back, he would make up for the gift he had prepared a long time ago. : Pen Mi Lou

Just take it as a surprise.