I also want to stick with the bamboo horse today

The two went out from the north gate and came directly to the path to the north of the aviation class, which was full of ginkgo trees. The school officially named it the North Outer Ring Road.

The autumn wind blows the ginkgo leaves that are full of trees yellow, and the golden road welcomes them. Occasionally, a few pieces fall sporadically, embellishing the asphalt road with a few pieces of gold leaf.

At the end of the road, the afterglow of the setting sun is spread out in full color, and the cloudless sky is like a piece of white paper, which is dyed with blood red, dark purple and azure blue colors, and it is like some kind of precious gemstone, which is clear and beautiful. .

The colors of October are everywhere, so beautiful.

"I think this is the most beautiful place in our school, and now is the most suitable season." The rubber soles of the military boots stepped on the golden fallen leaves on the ground, and the crisp and lingering sound made Zhuang Wenyao's originally bright and melodious voice much more A trace of warmth, "but the location here is too remote, and there are usually no people."

"Isn't that just right?" Lu Zhiheng said with a smile.

"Secret base!" The two boys laughed at the same time.

"Thanks to the ginkgo tree," Lu Zhiheng raised his head slightly, looking at the golden eyes, his long and deep eyes suddenly turned to Zhuang Wenyao, became gentle and clear like water, and he freed a hand to hold his palm, "We will never We'll be separated, right?"

Zhuang Wenyao is probably the only one in the world who can understand the logic in his words.

"If you don't know who to make a wish to, then make a wish to a ginkgo tree!"

"Everytime we say goodbye, Idiealittle."

"If the leaves of the ginkgo tree turn yellow on the same day in the coming autumn, it means that your wish has come true!"

"I hope that in the future, I can always be with A Yao and not be separated."

The golden leaves of the ginkgo tree fall one by one, with a hint of regret, but it also heralds a reincarnation.

This kind of regret in childhood has been made up for today, and at the same time sublimated into a firmer feeling.

"Yeah!" Zhuang Wenyao also looked back at him solemnly, "We will never be separated again!"

The breeze is coming, and Lu Zhiheng's blue shirt has a slight purple tone, which is even more dreamy under the golden light and shadow.

Is it because you were born in October?The warmth and warmth, the transparent and clear autumn, seemed to be fully contained in his pair of eyes, which was so beautiful that it made me forget myself.

Zhuang Wenyao stared at his smiling eyes for a long time, already lost the ability to think, and only one thought remained in his mind:

Autumn is so beautiful, I want to kiss him.

Zhuang Wenyao approached him instinctively: If you wish him a happy birthday as a friend, will he accept it?

The smile in Lu Zhiheng's eyes, as the distance shortened, gradually took on a tinge of ambiguity. It seemed to be puzzled, but also like an impulse that was restrained but about to explode.

Zhuang Wenyao saw the answer in his eyes.

But when they approached quietly, the "superego" in Zhuang Wenyao's personality structure suddenly jumped out and told him that it shouldn't be like this.

So Zhuang Wenyao woke up suddenly, reined in from the cliff, blinked his eyes vigorously, took advantage of the situation and pushed Lu Zhiheng's shoulder to the side of the road: "I, let's go there!"

Lu Zhiheng's body was a little stiff, and his expression was dim. It wasn't until they both sat on the bench by the roadside that their posture and expression recovered, and they put the paper bag in their hands on their laps: "Can I open it now?"

"Of course!" Zhuang Wenyao's attention was diverted, and he couldn't help laughing, "Be prepared, you will be very surprised when you see it! Hehehe..."

Although Zhuang Wenyao would be very happy to give Lu Zhiheng anything (as long as he didn't give him a pack of coriander), but hearing what he said made him even more curious.

I can't wait to open the package: inside it turned out to be a leather-bound photo album with a lock, exuding an old atmosphere.

Today, with the popularity of digital cameras and smart phones, the physical photo album has been branded with the times, so when Lu Zhiheng saw it, he unconsciously froze for a moment.

Zhuang Wenyao watched his reaction expectantly: You gave me a photo for my birthday last year, and this year I will give you a photo album!Hey hey I'm so smart...

"Are there any photos in it?" Lu Zhiheng asked.

"Of course! Otherwise, why would I send you? Open it and have a look!" He couldn't wait to see Lu Zhiheng's expression about to appear!

Lu Zhiheng carefully opened the album, and a golden touch came into view on the title page: it was a plastic-packed ginkgo leaf, and the year, month, and day were marked on the lower right corner, which was Lu Zhiheng's first year away from Rongcheng, his birthday.

Lu Zhiheng asked softly: "...This is?"

Zhuang Wenyao put one hand on his shoulder, and casually clicked on the year with the other hand. His tone of pretending to be relaxed concealed his clumsy seriousness: "It was the leaves I picked up that day. My mother thought it looked good, so she made it for me. bookmark."

Lu Zhiheng turned his face to look at him: "You...why do you pick up leaves?"

"Because... because I want to confirm whether your birthday wish has come true!" Zhuang Wenyao was a little embarrassed when talking about his childhood, but he still confessed everything to him without reservation, "I picked up a lot, all Golden! This is the best looking piece..."

Keep your wishes in mind even when you are not around.

This is not just a ginkgo leaf, but a long-term concern.

In fact, Zhuang Wenyao was not happy every birthday of Lu Zhiheng in the past.Standing under the ginkgo trees that line the road, I am full of the powerlessness of "I don't know where to go, and the ginkgo is still smiling at the autumn wind". I can only pray for my friends to get what they want.

Lu Zhiheng clenched his fists and pursed his lips slightly, suppressing a certain impulse.

"Oh, don't worry about it, it's just a decoration!" Zhuang Wenyao shook his shoulder and urged, "Keep looking down!"

"……Um."

Lu Zhiheng turned to the next page as he said, and was stunned when he saw the first photo.

Although the photo is not yellowed, but looking at the overexposed vignettes and uneven noise in the four corners, it is undoubtedly an old photo that has aged, like a gauze, with a layer of soft light filter added.

The focus is on the picture.

The background is Zhuang Wenyao's original home. Two boys kneel on the carpet, with their backs to the camera, focused on building a castle with colorful building blocks.

Just like Lu Zhiheng and Zhuang Wenyao when they were young.

They were wearing well-fitting and slightly loose white T-shirts. There was a slight color difference, but they were inexplicably harmonious, like brothers.

The pair of backs have the slenderness and thinness unique to little boys, but the exposed forearm looks very powerful, like a tender and tough sapling, growing naively and vigorously toward the sun.

Lu Zhiheng seemed to have been brought into the time in the photo, his soul had dissociated from his body, his expression and tone were both blank and surprised: "This... When was this photo taken?"

"I don't know the exact time, anyway, it was when I was a child!" Zhuang Wenyao scratched his head and smiled, and suddenly thought of his childhood, his smile became a little more innocent, and he explained the origin of the photos to Lu Zhiheng, "At that time, film cameras were more fashionable Well, my mother really likes to take pictures with her camera, and she took a lot of pictures of us! But because she took too many photos, there are so many and complicated negatives, I didn’t know there were these, and I moved this year It’s time to find it! I’ll just wash it out…”

Lu Zhiheng stared at the photo intently, not knowing what he was talking about: "I didn't expect that there is still a place to print negatives..."

"Of course there is! Why not... It's just a little hard to find... But I'm sure it won't bother me! Hehe..." Zhuang Wenyao kept giggling, "Look further!"

Lu Zhiheng turned to the next page, there were still young Zhuang Wenyao and Xiaoyue.This time I changed clothes and sat on the floor facing each other, with my legs spread apart, feet touching my feet, and the space enclosed in the middle was piled up with messy parts.And the two of them were assembling the semi-finished model of the airplane with their heads down. They were very serious, focused on their expressions, and pursed their mouths unconsciously, which was extremely ridiculous and cute.

"Pfft..." Lu Zhiheng couldn't help laughing, "How silly!"

"Stupid?" Zhuang Wenyao rested his chin on his shoulder and turned the page, "The more stupid ones are yet to come!"

The next photo was taken at their "secret base" Ginkgo Alley. The two boys smiled and ran towards each other holding hands. Their hair was blown by the wind, revealing their foreheads and their eyes narrowed into crescent moons.

The bright spot is that they have no front teeth in their mouths because of their big grins!

"This, this was taken by my mother when we were playing outside one day..." Zhuang Wenyao held back a smile and spoke with difficulty halfway, then suddenly burst into a loud laugh, and then couldn't hold it back anymore.

Children in the teething period, with two gaps hidden under their immature faces, feel inexplicably happy, but show a big smile without any scruples, which is the temperament only children have.

"..." Lu Zhiheng was stunned for a while, as if recalling the years when he spoke out, he couldn't hold back any longer, he laughed loudly, his shoulders kept shrugging, and he leaned on Zhuang Wenyao's body, "Hahahaha... no It's so funny, so ugly hahaha..."

The young man laughed so hard that he leaned back and forth, giggling and laughing, and even the ginkgo trees on the side of the road were infected and rustling.

Lu Zhiheng turned back page by page, and each page was dotted with ginkgo leaves of different years, as if to fill in the blanks of their four years.Look carefully one by one, all of them are children, all of them are full of joyful and warm memories, which make me laugh again and again when I grow up, and when I smile, my eyes become bright.

He turned his face to look at Zhuang Wenyao, his eyes were crooked with a smile, he suddenly rushed over and hugged him, buried his face on the side of his neck and said in a muffled voice: "I really like this gift... A Yao... I really like it ..."

Zhuang Wenyao was stunned for a moment: "Don't... I'm covered in dirt from the training ground, it's very dirty..." But his arms subconsciously wrapped around his waist, gently stroking his back.

"It's not dirty..." Lu Zhiheng hugged him even harder, his voice had a strong nasal tone, and it sounded like a child's immature tone, "I'm going to..."

Zhuang Wenyao smiled, and hugged him tightly, his voice softened, and the ending sounded long, pampering like an adult coaxing a child: "Okay, yes~"

The sun was setting and the weather was turning cold, but Lu Zhiheng's thin body was warm, exuding continuous warmth.

Zhuang Wenyao hugged him for a long time, but the person in his arms didn't intend to let go.

Of course, so is he.

I really want to kiss him.

no!Can't exceed the standard of brothers!

Zhuang Wenyao kept reminding himself, but he kept doubting himself:

Brother, will you hug quietly for so long?Brother, will you hold hands and walk together?Brother, will you lick and eat the same cone?Brother, do you want to kiss for no reason?

All of these are different.

No matter how dull Zhuang Wenyao was, the answers to these questions were still clear.

He suddenly regretted very much why he didn't realize this simple problem until now.

Want to protect his smile, want to have his smile.

This feeling has long gone beyond brotherhood, and it is not just love between bamboo horses.

I like it.

It is not a sprout born under the influence of the environment, but a towering tree watered out of getting along overnight!

On Lu Zhiheng's birthday, Zhuang Wenyao finally made up his mind.

But what he didn't know was that behind what he couldn't see, Lu Zhiheng's original smile suddenly changed, his misty eyes began to turn red, but his lips turned white from his biting.The teardrops formed in the corners of his eyes were about to fall, and he clenched his hands into fists against his mouth, holding his breath to prevent himself from making a sound, but his breath became heavier due to forbearance.

Without you, my childhood would be nothing but false happiness, heavy oppression and endless nightmares.

Thank you for giving me pure happiness and making that difficult time meaningful to me.

thank you.

I love you.

The author has something to say:

According to Freud's theory of personality structure, a complete personality consists of three parts: id, ego, and superego.

The id is the most primitive and inaccessible part, including instinctive impulses and repressed desires, without good and evil and moral concepts, and will do whatever it takes to satisfy itself.

The ego is established in acquired learning, facing the reality, and is the mediator between the id and the superego. It not only needs to meet the needs of the id, but also restricts behaviors that violate social norms and moral standards.

The superego is the moral self, which represents the highest moral standards and requirements of the society, and acts in accordance with the principle of perfection. The article specifically refers to the review of Xiaolujiang (just kidding).

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