I also want to stick with the bamboo horse today

Gu Yan, who has suffered from domestic violence for many years and has always swallowed her anger for the sake of her children, finally decided to take action after narrowly escaped death.

Shiquan was sentenced to prison for domestic violence that almost killed a person.Gu Yan also filed for divorce at this time, not wanting a share of the property, but only asking for Shiyue's custody.

After her body recovered, Gu Yan took the child back to her natal home and changed Shiyue's name.Lu is his grandmother's surname.

Since then, Gu Yan has worked desperately to make money.As a woman with a failed marriage, money was what kept her from getting a divorce. She understands the importance of property better than anyone else.

She went into business, pouring out her family fortune and putting all her eggs in one basket.Fortunately, she is brave, careful and brave enough to fight hard. She is also very lucky to enjoy the bonus period of emerging industries and occupy a place in the market.But in order to maintain her position in this industry, she can only keep working, working...

Lu Zhiheng was worried about his mother's health, but he also knew that he was still young, and his strength couldn't stop his strong mother, nor could she rely on her.So all he can do is to keep studying and studying...to take care of his own life and not let his mother worry.

With excellent grades, Lu Zhiheng skipped a grade and was admitted to middle school.After graduating from junior high school, Gu Yan took him back to Rongcheng.

People in Rongcheng have a complex for No. [-] Middle School and want to give their children the best education. No. [-] Middle School must be the highest school that every parent dreams of.

Although Shiquan still lives in this city, and he went to Lu Zhiheng's grandmother's house to find him when he was in junior high school, and wanted to take him away by force, which once again aroused Gu Yan's fear of the past.For the mother and son suffering from PTSD, the sad place of Rongcheng is not safe.But the two people who depended on each other have enough tacit understanding, determined to get rid of the shackles of the past, and live a good life according to their own pace.

Therefore, Gu Yan used the assets accumulated over the years to buy a house in a high-end location that Shi Quan would never set foot in in his lifetime - Jialin Xinyuan, and sent Lu Zhiheng to Rongcheng and even the province's leader in education - the number one in Rongcheng. middle school.

Lu Zhiheng made up his mind to pass three years of study, get admitted to the city where his mother's work centered - the capital, and then start a new life there.And everything that he experienced in that small family courtyard when he was a child: his mother alone endured all the illusory paradise built for him, the nightmare in the dark night, the dream under the ginkgo tree, the wish carried by the paper airplane...all were sealed. In the coffin of the past, never to be opened again.

However, people are not as good as heaven.When Lu Zhiheng was immersed in the happiness in the ivory tower, and gradually dusted the past, unexpectedly, the old dream reappeared: Zhuang Wenyao, the only real happiness in his bad childhood.

Yes, on the day of freshmen's enrollment, when Zhuang Wenyao called out that familiar but unfamiliar name, Lu Zhiheng also recognized him.

"Time and moon!"

it's me.

"You don't recognize me? I'm Zhuang Wenyao!"

How could you not recognize it, my... friend.

Zhuang Wenyao opened his shirt, and at the same time, there was his incompletely healed wound, which was bloody and painful.

Lu Zhiheng's first reaction was to escape instinctively.But the sincerity of the young man is like the first ray of fire in the primordial world, which makes him unable to avoid it.While covering the wound carefully, he couldn't help but want to get closer.

He is timid, cowardly, entangled, contradictory, cautious, and worrying about gains and losses.However, he couldn't help but be attracted by the light on Zhuang Wenyao's body.

Zhuang Wenyao wanted to recognize him wishfully, and he wanted to establish a new relationship with Zhuang Wenyao wishfully.

But he thought too simply.A person's past cannot be hidden, and the past they have experienced together has also carved deep marks on each other, which cannot be erased.

I'm sorry, I was too cowardly to reconcile with myself, but I hurt you.

Now I tell you these stories, you can, don't be sad?

……

After Lu Zhiheng finished talking about his childhood experience, the air in the car fell into silence.

The guard looked complicated, and looked at the boy in the rearview mirror: "Student, to put it bluntly, your father is nothing."

Lu Zhiheng nodded: "Very appropriate."

"No, you are too kind to your father, aren't you?" Shi Quan's crime, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is violent in the small, but it is a murderer in the big.Zhuang Wenyao's fist hardened when he heard that, "If I were you, I would sever the father-son relationship with him first, and then put him in prison..."

Lu Zhiheng lowered his head and shook his head, smiling helplessly.

Nothing mattered to him.It doesn't matter how classmates talk about him, it doesn't matter how Shi Quan insults him, it doesn't matter how he kneels down to admit his mistakes.Lu Zhiheng only wanted to protect his mother, she had already suffered too much for him.

Zhuang Wenyao was still depressed and angry: "No, I think he has some mental problems. This kind of personality is easy to commit crimes, right? What's the use of being detained for 15 days? He should undergo deep reform."

Lu Zhiheng said: "But this person is very smart, he is very good at pretending to be good and pitiful in front of others, and those who don't know will think that he is the victim."

Zhuang Wenyao was silent for a while, and replaying the replay, when he saw Shi Quan for the first time, he was also moved with compassion because of his appearance.Of course, it was before he saw the strange look in his eyes.That's the look of a gambler.

The guard asked inexplicably, "Why did your mother follow him?"

Lu Zhiheng smiled and said: "My mother told me about this. In those days when 'looking for a partner', there were few people who fell in love freely, and there were many introductions from relatives and friends. At that time, among the few blind date partners my mother had, my father was the one with the worst conditions. But he was not infected with gambling at that time. He was good-looking and humorous, so he was good at disguising. My mother is more open-minded, thinking, 'You can earn money without money, but being handsome is a lifetime. ', so I followed my dad...who knows she never thought that being handsome is a lifetime thing, and that bad morals are also a lifelong thing."

Seeing that Lu Zhiheng jumped out of the repressed and heavy topic and started talking and laughing happily, the two also followed his rhythm with ease.

"So character is far more important than appearance." Zhuang Wenyao said.

Lu Zhiheng nodded.

"Yeah!" The guard has a lot of experience on this topic, "'Blind date' is not reliable! Finding a partner is better if you know the basics, at least you know what kind of person the other person is! Oh, you two children, why don't you think about this?" It's too early ha..."

The two children in the back seat looked at each other and smiled.

Zhuang Wenyao said frankly: "Where is it! Uncle has a wealth of experience, and what he talks about is life experience. It would be a good thing if I knew it earlier!"

"Hahahaha..." The guard uncle was happy to hear that, and started talking, "So a man has to be responsible, otherwise he is not worthy of being a human..."

The atmosphere finally eased up.Zhuang Wenyao smiled on the face, but his heart was twisted into a ball.

Distressed, self-blame, uncomfortable, want to cry.

When he was a child, he just selfishly absorbed warmth from his friends, but ignored the hidden pain behind it.

If he could have found out earlier, would he have changed anything?

But history makes no assumptions.The cruelest part of fate is not the unknown future, but the unchangeable past.

No if.

Zhuang Wenyao was a child who grew up in a happy life, so he couldn't personally understand how Lu Zhiheng felt after what happened.But just imagine, he will definitely collapse, right?

But Lu Zhiheng didn't.

The sufferings of the past made him who he is now, and those that failed to kill him only made him stronger.

He and his mother are very strong people.

The small white patrol car wandered around the campus for a long time.Zhuang Wenyao looked down at his watch, it was already 42:[-].

Wait, seven forty-two?42 minutes to fifty...

Zhuang Wenyao suddenly had a thought, and hinted: "Uncle, it's almost eight o'clock."

Guard: "Oh, the parent meeting is almost over, right? I'll take you to the classroom!" They circled the outer ring road twice, and now they happened to be at the boy's apartment.

"No need!" Zhuang Wenyao said, "Just put us down here, we can walk for a while."

"That's fine, I'll drop by and go back to the reception room!" The guard uncle slowed down and parked the car on the side of the road.

Zhuang Wenyao and Lu Zhiheng got out of the car: "Thank you uncle!"

The patrol car drove away slowly.

"So," Zhuang Wenyao walked slowly, and said, "You are afraid of the dark, is it because of this?"

"Yes." Lu Zhiheng narrowed his eyes and smiled lightly, "I wanted to tell you before, but I never had a chance..."

"As long as you want, you can tell me anytime..." Zhuang Wenyao whispered.

"I've always wanted to tell you, but...it's all because I'm too cowardly to face the past, so I can't open my mouth..." The spring night was silent, the young man's voice was extremely weak, but it was also very clear, "I left without saying goodbye three years ago, I'm sorry...I'm very happy to see you again."

As if there was a breeze blowing by, Zhuang Wenyao's heart suddenly trembled twice.

Under the dim street lights, Lu Zhiheng stared at him frankly, his eyes were clear, and he could see the bottom of his eyes at a glance.There was a smile on the corner of his lips, only Zhuang Wenyao understood how much courage was hidden behind it.

Zhuang Wenyao looked straight at him: "I've been waiting for this sentence for a long time..."

"I'm sorry..." Lu Zhiheng lowered his eyes slightly.

"Although I don't like you being polite to me, I accept this apology!" Zhuang Wenyao laughed, his dark pupils shining brightly in the night.

All kinds of misunderstandings and cautiousness before, now melted away and disappeared.

It turned out that it was never my unilateral pursuit.

I'm still me, you're still you, we're still us.

"Yeah!" Lu Zhiheng also laughed, "So where are we going now?"

I was busy talking just now, and followed Zhuang Wenyao all the time, only now did I realize that the direction was reversed, instead of going to the teaching building, I came to the playground.

The playground of No. [-] Middle School is amazing.Every morning, it is the place where the sun first rises and receives the first ray of sunshine.Correspondingly, when the sun sets at night, it becomes the place with the worst light in the whole school.Although at some point, the lights will come on on time, but until then, it's almost invisible.If anyone is wearing dark clothes, the effect is comparable to an "invisibility cloak". Even if they stand in the middle and run to the center, some people will bump into them as if nothing happened.And it's not intentional, it's really hard to see.

Just like now, the dim light of the street lamps is better than nothing here, and the gate of the playground is open to them, black, like a bottomless abyss.

"Why do you come here?" Lu Zhiheng asked puzzled.

Zhuang Wenyao pointed at the entrance of the "black hole": "Do you dare to go in?"

"..." Lu Zhiheng was slightly stunned, and looked sideways at him, "Grand Slam therapy?"

Slam therapy is a means of treating phobias by desensitizing the patient by directly exposing them to the situation they fear most.As the name suggests, this therapy will cause a great psychological impact on the patient, so it has certain risks, and it needs to be used with caution when accompanied by first aid equipment and medical staff.

"No! How can I be willing!" Zhuang Wenyao quickly denied, "I will accompany you, so you just say dare you go in with me?"

Lu Zhiheng smiled: "With you, there is nothing you dare not."

The corners of Zhuang Wenyao's mouth rose, making a beautiful arc: "Go!" He grabbed Lu Zhiheng's wrist, and pulled him into the inextricable darkness.

When he came to the pitch-black playground, Zhuang Wenyao clearly felt that the people around him became nervous, his wrists were slightly stiff, and his steps were less calm.

So Zhuang Wenyao held his wrist, switched to his right hand, and at the same time put his left arm around his shoulder: "Xiaoyue, don't be afraid, I'll be with you!"

"Well, I'm not afraid..." The ending trembled slightly, and it was exceptionally clear in the silence, but it was quickly swallowed by the darkness without echo.

It's really too dark.

No light, no sound, no bounds, no bounds.

They stood on the plastic track and couldn't see anything.The light sources here are only a few sparse stars and the pure moon in the sky, but when the twilight falls on the playground, there are already very few left.

"Ah Yao..."

Lu Zhiheng looked up at the distant sky, feeling more and more uneasy in his heart, confirming his existence over and over again.

"I'm here!" Zhuang Wenyao's arms tightened again, "Hold on a little longer! It will be fine soon..."

"In the end..." What to do?

As soon as Lu Zhiheng said the words, the next second, he forgot what he was going to say.

Over the [-]-square-meter playground, there was a sudden "click" sound.He trembled subconsciously, and leaned against Zhuang Wenyao's arms, and immediately after, all the lights on the high poles in front of him turned on at the same time.

In an instant, the sky was bright and bright as day.

The bright red runway, the snow-white marking lines, the emerald green lawn, the red, yellow, and blue seats in the auditorium, and the boundless sky... everything, under the holy and flawless white light, vividly and brightly displayed in sight.

The word light is a very romantic word.

If there is no light in this world, human beings can only work at sunrise and rest at sunset.The darkness restricts people's enthusiasm for life and hides countless evil crimes.

Therefore, light is not only a concrete term, but also contains profound symbolic meaning.

When the lights come on and pierce the darkness, it means rekindled hope, a bright future, sincere emotions, and a warm world.

Therefore, throughout the ages, human beings have never stopped chasing the light.

Men of letters linger in the scent of BMW carved cars, looking back in dimly lit places; lovers look forward to the conversation of cutting the candles on the west window together, and enjoy the tenderness of the flowers and city lights together.

If light is the carrier of traditional culture, then electric light is the witness of the progress of the times and the symbol of modern technology.

From drilling wood for fire in the Stone Age to the great inventions of the Industrial Revolution.Every contest with darkness has inspired human beings to have a stronger desire for light.

In modern society, lights can be seen everywhere, filling all aspects of life.The school playground is also equipped with extremely bright lighting, which provides the possibility for students to sweat on the playground during the evening self-study class.

The playground of No. [-] Middle School, where the first ray of sunshine greets each morning, witnesses the vigor of young people, the pure love between boys and girls, the secrets exchanged between close friends, the dreams and hopes of many students... bit by bit.

But at this moment, everything is silent, and the lights of [-] square meters are lit up for you alone.

only for you.