My boyfriend is weak and can't take care of himself

Because the original plan was to celebrate the New Year in the old house, the aunts and chefs in the family were on vacation, and even Uncle Lin went back to his hometown, and the driver also got off work after sending them back.

There were only the two of them left in the entire villa.

After closing the door and before turning on the light, Gu Cangxing felt a soft body slipping into his arms.

"sorry."

Gu Cangxing is the current ruler of the Gu family, but he took him away temporarily for such a New Year's Eve family banquet. When he left, Mr. Gu had an ugly face, and asked him why he was so anxious about work and had to go back today.

Gu Cangxing still insisted on bringing him back.

"Why 'sorry'?"

In the dark, the other party's tone was still gentle, and even gently hugged him, put him on the sofa under the dim moonlight, and squatted in front of him.

Tan Beiyao could even imagine his current expression, which was mostly patient and tolerant, as if no matter what happened, it could be easily resolved.

Obviously Tan Beiyao liked to be pampered by him in the past, but now it feels like a thorn has been stuck in his throat.

But this is not his problem, it's about Beiyao's own ghosts, which is why he is so afraid.

Fear... This kind of tenderness and consideration is what he gave to others, and he doesn't deserve it.

But this is not right.

"...I shouldn't get angry with you for no reason. I'm so ignorant. I'm sorry."

His hands were gently held by someone, "Yaoyao, I don't like you because of your sensibility, don't you also know it very well?"

So in front of others, Tan Beiyao is a silent and cautious Tan Beiyao, and in front of him is a kid who can make evil-minded people say anything.

Dare to crawl on his bed again and again, and keep talking non-stop, it's all because of being used to it.

"What's the matter?"

The other party's face could not be seen clearly in the dark, but the gentleness of his voice was infinitely magnified.

"Gu Cangxing, why do you like me?" Tan Beiyao's voice was very low, as if he was afraid that a louder voice would wake up a sweet dream, "Do you like my good looks? Or do you like me..."

Besides this face, what other advantages does he have?

Disobedient, not gentle, immature, few words of truth in his mouth, being rejected again and again, voluntary courtship shamelessly.

Tan Beiyao originally thought that he must be very good, and Gu Cangxing must like him very much, otherwise why would he be so gentle and considerate to spoil him, President Gu is not like this to others.

But at this time, another possibility suddenly appeared.

Maybe it's because Gu Cangxing and Tan Beiyao were childhood sweethearts?

That's why there was the original contract?

How much friendship did they have when they were there?How much does Gu Cangxing remember?

Treat yourself well now... how much is it because of the acquaintance at the beginning?

Gu Cangxing asked him instead: "Then why does Yaoyao like me?"

why?

"You are kind to me, gentle, mature, considerate, gentleman, respect me, handsome and rich."

"If one day, someone who treats you better than me, is more gentle, mature, considerate, gentleman, respects you more, looks more handsome, and has more money pursues you, will you like him?"

Tan Beiyao was stunned for a moment, and retorted intuitively, "How is it possible?"

How could there be someone better than Gu Cangxing in this world?

"How is it impossible?" Gu Cangxing sighed, "I'm almost thirty, seven years older than you, and I'm busy with work, often travel, have a lot of entertainment, and often don't come home until eleven o'clock in the evening. I also like to manage You are not allowed to do this or that. But Yaoyao is different, although Yaoyao is young, but has a better temper than me, she is willing to let me take care of it, and is willing to tolerate that I am an unfashionable, boring and domineering president."

Tan Beiyao finally laughed, "Nonsense, Gu is always the trendiest overlord."

After finishing speaking, he held Gu Cangxing's hand tightly, "It's also the best... Boss."

is the best lover.

He didn't want to lose, and he was afraid of losing.

Gu Cangxing smiled, "The best tyrant wants to ask, what happened today? Although the kid is still very obedient today, there is something wrong with you."

Children are timid, sensible and well-behaved, they will not suddenly be so depressed for no reason, and then suddenly become emotional.

Was it bullied by someone?

No, not right.

If he was bullied, he would most likely sue him, even if he couldn't figure it out and didn't file a complaint like Zhao Feng, it would be a dark idea and it would be impossible for him to lose control of his emotions.

Like today, obviously afraid.

What are you afraid of?

Tan Beiyao shook his head and only stretched out his arms to him.

"To hug."

Gu Cangxing opened his clothes and wrapped him in his arms.

Tan Beiyao buried his face in his arms, and after a while, he asked, "Gu Cangxing, you like 'me', right?"

"Correct."

Tan Beiyao exhaled softly, "Then fuck me, and I'll tell you when you're done."

No matter what, he wanted to leave a mark on himself.

Even if he finds out and is retaliated against in the future, he still wants to leave something behind to prove that he was once liked so much by him.

Gu Cangxing squeezed his shoulders, pulled him out of his arms, and looked at him.

"Yaoyao, it's impossible if I say that I don't have that kind of thought about you, but what I want is that you can't help yourself, so you want to have a closer behavior with me. It's not that you take this kind of thing as a life-saving straw." Said Forget it, he patted Tan Beiyao's forehead with his fingers, "I don't like this little fool who doesn't even know what he wants."

Tan Beiyao clutched his forehead, his eyelids drooping.

Nonsense.

He knew what he wanted, didn't he dare to ask for something else?

"Is there anything else to explain?" Gu Cangxing gently rubbed his forehead, "Yaoyao, if you don't try it, how will you know how much I like you?"

Do you really like it?

Tan Beiyao looked up at him, and asked in a low voice, "Then...will you be too hard on me?"

Gu Cangxing pinched his chin and wanted to kiss him, but the person who always liked to kiss him turned away.

"You won't, will you?" Tan Beiyao looked at him, "If one day, you find that I am different from what you imagined, will you lose control?"

"Do you want me to lose control?"

Tan Beiyao thought for a while, then nodded, "I hope."

If there was a day, Tan Beiyao would rather he get angry, and use all means to get revenge on himself, than he just frowned, and continued to be calm, peaceful, and separate from himself as calmly as handling his work.

That seemed to prove that Tan Beiyao was no match for the person he liked in high school in his heart, and that he was not the person Gu Cangxing loved the most.

"Why do you want to see me lose control?"

Tan Beiyao looked at him, tears streaming down his face.

"Because when you like someone, you won't be as rational as you are now, Gu Cangxing, it's not like this when you like someone else!"

Gu Cangxing froze for a moment, "Who do I like?"

Fear mixed with belated grievances poured down, Tan Beiyao could still speak clearly while crying.

"Did you have Bai Yueguang in high school? You have been more mature than your peers since you were young, and you have always studied well, but your academic performance has dropped because of this person in high school! You have never made a mistake because you like me... Why do you like me? Do I look like him? Or is it because we are... childhood sweethearts?"

Gu Cangxing didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Bai Yueguang? I didn't even know I had Bai Yueguang."

"Liar!"

"I didn't lie to you, what is the name of my white moonlight?"

"How do I know what it's called?!" Tan Beiyao cried louder and louder, "But you have never been worried about gains and losses like me, because you cry like an idiot like me!"

"Yaoyao thinks I don't love you enough? Baby, if I didn't love you, you would have been in my bed long ago."

"Aren't I also in your bed every day now!!"

"Yes, lying in my bed every day and pissing me off." Gu Cangxing wiped his tears, "When I said let me fuck you, I would tremble with fright, and if I didn't touch you, I would scold me, such a heartless kid." .”

"...When did I shake?!"

Gu Cangxing tried his best to touch it with his hand, and the child stopped crying immediately, and looked at him blankly, his neck seemed to be a little short.

Look.

Little bastard.

But anyway, the crying sound became louder, unlike just now when he lowered his eyes and said nothing, he didn't know what he was thinking again, Gu Cangxing felt relieved a lot.

"I don't know who spread the rumors, but there's really no Bai Yueguang. If you don't believe me, I'll call Liu Heng. It's the doctor I met two days ago. He was my classmate in high school for three years."

"...Really not?"

Gu Cangxing simply took out his mobile phone and dialed Liu Heng's number.

The bell rang for three seconds before it was connected. Liu Heng's side was in a mess, it should be a party.

"Happy New Year, Brother Xing!"

"Happy New Year." Gu Cangxing turned on the speakerphone, and after a few words of greeting, he went straight to the point, "I recently heard a little bastard say that I had a white moonlight in high school, why don't I remember it?"

"White Moonlight?" Liu Heng raised his voice, "It's amazing, brother Xing skipped class and fought one bully, didn't you still say that you cut off love and love and cultivated the way of ruthlessness? How could there be a plot of a young boy Huaichun? "

"Hang up." Gu Cangxing immediately hung up the phone, and when he turned his head, the child's eyes were blank.

Gu Cangxing pinched his cheek, "Do you believe it?"

"Break love?"

"Is there no white moonlight?"

"Heartless way?"

"You're the only kid, right?"

"One middle school, one bully?"

Gu Cangxing covered his mouth and was silent for a moment, feeling embarrassed for the first time.

But after a while he smiled again and let go of his hand.

"Everyone has a rebellious period, and I am no exception."

Tan Beiyao couldn't imagine it at all.

In his heart, this person is as reliable and mature as his appearance, and he knows everything well.

But it feels very reasonable.

After all, the current Mr. Gu is occasionally not very normal.

"Would you be a little disillusioned?"

"Not disillusioned, just a little, a little surprised."

Gu Cangxing thought for a while, "I remember that not long after I took over the company seven years ago, most people in the company were respectful to me on the surface, but they didn't obey every order I gave. At that time, the only one who seemed to be respectful to me A very good person is the vice president of the company, and I trust him very much. Until later, this person lied to me that the south of the city was going to be developed, and the house price was going to rise, so I hurriedly bought several large shopping malls."

Tan Beiyao opened his eyes wide: "Chengnan? Isn't there only one subway station there?"

"Yes. But I believed it at that time. I also asked 'insiders' to inquire about it through my relationship, and they all told me it was true. At that time, the Gu family's property was not as big as it is now. I was smart and used my own Most of the working capital that could be used, even sold part of the equity in his hand to other shareholders, and bought three shopping malls in the south of the city at a high price. As a result, half a month later, the government invited bids to rebuild the Xiangtan District."

Mentioning the stupid things he did at that time, Gu Cangxing could only shake his head, "I can only say that I was lucky, I was not stupid enough at that time, and I knew that I had to be the highest shareholder if I wanted to gain a foothold in the company, and the equity was sold to me who was the most trustworthy A few people from the company were not in the hands of the vice president. Only then did I gradually understand how this jungle survives.”

The child hugged him, as if he was distressed.

Gu Cangxing swallowed the rest of the content.

Anyway, the fact that the vice president is eating in prison is not too important.

He hugged his little friend tightly, "Yaoyao, I was far inferior to you when I was your age. At that time, I had a bad temper, changed many assistants, and was not very smart. I worked overtime until late every day. My first The first time I went abroad to discuss business, I couldn’t understand a word the other party said, and I felt very ashamed at that time—of course, I can’t understand it now, so all my assistants can speak foreign languages.”

Tan Beiyao couldn't help laughing "puchi".

Gu Cangxing kissed the corner of his mouth, "Honey, I won't lose control just because I'm past the age when I will lose control, it's not that I don't love you. If I were ten years younger, I might be able to turn love into love like you Hot magma, but I am almost thirty. My love for you remains the same, but it has changed from magma to a stream. Although it cannot boil, it is already the best love I can give you at this age. "

For a long time, Gu Cangxing has been talking about Beiyao's ideal, not only the ideal lover, but also the mature and stable adult he wants to be.

And Tan Beiyao finally knew that he was also his ideal, the fiery youth he had experienced and longed for.

Tan Beiyao kissed her recklessly, without any rules, mixed with tears and unspeakable throbbing.

The mature and stable adult gently pinched the back of his neck, smoothed out the kiss, and guided him.

After the long kiss, Tan Beiyao buried her face in his shoulder.

"Gu Cangxing," Tan Beiyao sniffed, "but I don't think that even in ten years, I won't be as good as you are now."

So tolerant and generous, and never misunderstood him.

It is hard to imagine that ten years later, 32-year-old Tan Beiyao will be able to gently explain his past to his partner and tolerate each other's imperfections like Gu Cangxing now.

"You will be better in ten years than you are now." The person holding him corrected him, "You don't need to be like me, baby, everyone is different, just be like yourself."

Tan Beiyao hugged him even tighter.

Gu Cangxing kissed his earlobe, "Are you not angry?"

"...not angry."

"Okay." Gu Cangxing smiled, but continued to ask, "Then can you tell me, is there any question?"

Tan Beiyao looked up at him.

"Is there only 'White Moonlight'?"

The dark clouds outside dispersed, and the moonlight poured in like water.

Tan Beiyao looked at his face and found his voice after a while.

"...Then why not?"

"Impossible." Gu Cangxing understood him, "If you just suspect that I have a high school Bai Yueguang, I think about it, Yaoyao will probably rush over to ask me... No, it should be pretending to be magnanimous first, but the more I think about it, the more I think about it. Then he began to scold me eccentrically and secretly. If I pretended not to know, I would last at most three days and cry in front of me."

"How could I!" After Tan Beiyao retorted loudly, he thought about it, and felt that it was indeed something he could do, "...you know me quite well."

"So why did you dare not do this this time?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2022-02-1813:10:18~2022-02-2018:26:04期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of twins;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!