Luo Han completely gave up on the last luggage.

Let it rot in the 303 dormitory, together with the ridiculous sketchbook, the ridiculous green ointment, and his ridiculous favorite, let it all rot.

Although he warned himself from the first day, don't expect any response from Song Tianze, just ignore him.However, the cross-border behavior again and again gave him short-term fantasies.

But now, now, the moment he saw that pretty girl feeding him the cake, everything seemed so ridiculous and pathetic.

Originally, it would have been fine to just disappear quietly like this, and it would have been fine to just hide like this for the rest of his life, but fate chose to play tricks on him, to let Song Tianze discover his crush when he was about to leave, when he had already found a girlfriend secret.

What did he do wrong?

Could it be that liking boys and Song Tianze is such a wrong thing?

Why punish him like this?

Perhaps, he should have changed dormitories on the first day.

He shouldn't have had so many interactions with Song Tianze.

All illusions... long overdue to be erased.

Luo Han hid in the grove near the north gate, hugged his knees and cried for a long time. The phone rang hundreds of times but he didn't hear it. He just kept crying until his throat was dry and itchy, his eyes were sore, and his vision was blurred.

Just pass today.

Everything is really going to be on track.

After crying for an unknown amount of time, Luo Han finally came to his senses, turned on his cell phone, and called Lin Zicheng, "Hello...Brother Zicheng."

"Hey Xiaohan, I was scared to death. You finally answered the phone. Nothing happened, right? Why hasn't the last luggage been picked up for so long?"

Luo Han suppressed his voice, trying not to let Lin Zicheng hear anything strange: "I... I'm fine, just now I suddenly had a stomachache and went to the bathroom, I'll... go out right away."

"Did you eat something that ruined your stomach? You have a bad stomach, so don't order those fried things."

"may be."

"That's fine, you come out first. My car is still parked at the school gate. You can see it as soon as you get out of the school gate. It's still the gray one."

On the way to take Luo Han to his new residence, Lin Zicheng looked at Luo Han in the rearview mirror while driving. "Are you crying?"

Luo Han froze for a moment, turned his face away, "...No, there is sand in my eyes."

Lin Zicheng smiled, "Brother Zicheng is not stupid, I can't tell whether you got into the sand or cried? Look how swollen your eyes are. Come and look in the mirror, can you still see?" ?”

Luo Han raised one arm and covered his eyes.

"Haha, you are covering your ears and stealing your bell, so you can pretend that you can't see me if you cover it?"

"Oh, brother Zicheng..." Luo Han put down his arms and followed him happily, "Don't ask me."

"Okay, okay, since you don't want to say it, then don't say it, but if you have something on your mind, I can be your trash can at any time, don't be embarrassed, don't hold yourself back."

Luo Han nodded.

From now on, his life will become brighter, and he will never cry again.

Lin Zisheng drove the car into "Ruining Garden", parked it downstairs in Building D7, and helped him take out the big and small bags one by one from the trunk, "Don't take it, you are so skinny, how can you carry it?" , give it all to me."

"It's not that I'm thin and weak, I'm also a man, okay?"

"You're still a man." Lin Zicheng rubbed his hair, "You will always be a little boy in my eyes."

Lin Zisheng had someone come and clean the room beforehand, and replaced all the furniture with new ones, even the paintings on the walls were completely changed.

Luo Han had never been here before, but he kept hearing from Lin Zicheng that he didn't know the size of this room until he moved in today.

Luo Han opened the suitcase, took out the quilt and made the bed, and Lin Zicheng was beside him helping him.

"Brother Zicheng, your house is too big, I feel...it's a waste to live alone."

Lin Zicheng joked, "Why, what do you mean, you want me to live with you?"

Luo Han felt a little embarrassed and a little regretful.

He didn't mean that, it was just a sigh.

He also realized that it was not appropriate to say this, after all Lin Zisheng liked him, and they both knew it well, and avoided mentioning the obvious facts.

Lin Zicheng saw what he was thinking, and hurriedly said with a smile: "I just said casually, don't be nervous. Also, I usually live in the apartment provided by my unit. The apartment is in good condition, and it is convenient to commute to and from get off work, saving time. "

Luo Han secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

"It's getting late, don't disturb your rest, I'll go back first. If you need anything, feel free to contact me on WeChat."

"Okay, you drive slowly and pay attention to safety."

As soon as the door was closed, Luo Han officially started living alone.He knew it would take some time for him to get used to this feeling of loneliness that couldn't be ignored at all.

He Xiaonuo and Li Hang are very good roommates, he really misses them, and if it wasn't for...he probably wouldn't have moved out of school.

You can't have your cake and eat it too, Luo Han understands this truth, he would rather end up in this loneliness than see Song Tianze every day.

At night, Luo Han sleeps on the spacious and soft big bed with his mobile phone.

Song Tianze called him more than 100 times and sent nearly 1000 WeChat messages.

It's almost early morning, and he is still persistently posting.

[Song Big Dog]: Luo Han

[Song Dagou]: Where are you now?

[Song Dagou]: I will pick you up

[Song Dagou]: Are you hiding from me now?

[Song Big Dog]: Why are you running away?

[Song Big Dog]: I want to see you

[Song Big Dog]: Where are you?

[Song Dagou]: Can you tell me where you are?

[Song Big Dog]: I beg you, Luo Han

[Song Big Dog]: I beg you

[Song Big Dog]: I beg you

[Song Big Dog]: You can scold and beat me however you want

[Song Big Dog]: Just don’t hide from me

[Song Dagou]: I know you can see

[Song Big Dog]: I know you don't want to go back

[Song Dagou]: But I have something very important to tell you

[Song Dagou]: I must tell you directly

[Song Big Dog]: Let me see you, Luo Han

[Song Big Dog]: Please please please

[Song Dagou]: Anyway, I have suffered from insomnia for many, many days because of you, and this day is not bad

[Song Dagou]: I will stay in front of the mobile phone and wait for you to answer me before going to bed

[Song Big Dog]: If you don't answer me, I won't sleep

[Song Dagou]: I hope I can see you back to me before I die suddenly

[Song Big Dog]: One sentence is fine.

[Song Dagou]: Half a sentence is fine.

[Song Big Dog]: Two words are fine.

[Song Big Dog]: One word is fine

[Song Big Dog]: ...a punctuation mark is fine

[Han.]: Stop wasting your efforts in vain

[Han.]: Go to sleep

After answering these two sentences, he turned off the phone, turned off all the lights in the room, and closed his eyes deeply.

That's it.

On the third day after Luo Han left, Song Tianze almost drove himself crazy.

He skipped all the classes, didn't eat or sleep, just sat on the floor of the dormitory with his mobile phone, waiting for Luo Han to reply to his message again.

But Luo Han never called him back.

This is the first time he realizes that he likes someone, realizes that he likes someone so much.

But by the time he found out, it seemed too late.

When Luo Han was still by his side, he obviously had so many opportunities to discover, obviously there were so many!Why did I only find out now...

He knew that he had broken Luo Han's heart again and again.

Luo Han was nice to him, but he told Luo Han that he hated being gay.

Luo Han gave him a chance to make up for it, and he told Luo Han that he wanted to be a good friend.

Luo Han kissed him, but he acted as if nothing happened, turned around and started dating other beautiful girls, and told Luo Han that he was going on a date with his girlfriend? !

Now think about it, how many stupid things did he do?

If he has a time machine, he must travel back in time and tell Luo Han his true intentions, and he will never be as stupid as a pig again.

He lowered his head deeply.

At this time, Li Hang turned the key and came in, brought him a bowl of fried rice and a bowl of porridge from the cafeteria, took a piece of draft paper from the table to pad his buttocks, and sat down next to him.

"Here, it's okay not to eat. Do you want your eight-pack abs?"

"I don't want eight-pack abs, I want Luo Han."

It seems that his brother has gone stupid.

Li Hang frowned, opened the plastic lunch box, broke off the chopsticks for him, and brought the rice in front of him, "Hurry up, I bought everything, you don't want to waste it."

Song Tianze shook his head blankly.

Li Hang planned to change the method, "Hey, Luo Han asked me to buy this for you, are you sure you don't want to eat it?"

Song Tianze's stagnant water finally stirred up splashes. He excitedly grabbed Li Hang's collar, his eyes widened, "Are you serious?! Are you lying to me? You must be lying to me! "

"What am I lying to you? I'm telling the truth, okay?" Li Hang patted his arm, "Luo Han is afraid that you will die suddenly if you don't eat or drink, please let me pay attention to you. It is true that he asked me to give you this meal." You bought it, this brother really did not lie to you. Hurry up and eat it, it will be cold in a while."

Song Tianze suddenly smiled stupidly, and immediately took the fried rice and ate it. He ate like a beggar who had been hungry for three days. I know, I know, I know..."

Li Hang found that his mental state was not normal, and became more and more worried.

I hope that forcing Song Tianze to recognize his feelings is the right thing to do.If it backfires... hope it doesn't.

"Song Tianze, since you like Luo Han, you have to be a person worthy of his liking, don't you? Just look at your current appearance. If you kill your appearance, how can you let him Like it."

"You're right!" Song Tianze suddenly threw away his chopsticks and jumped up from the ground, "If I'm not handsome anymore, Luo Han will definitely not like me, I want to be handsome, I want to be handsome, I want Become handsome hahaha I want to become handsome, Luo Han will come back after I become handsome..."

Li Hang watched helplessly as he ran out, unable to catch up.

Song Tianze is really crazy.

In fact, Song Tianze was not crazy, the moment he left the dormitory, he suddenly woke up.Afraid that Li Hang would be worried, he quickly called him, "Hello."

"Song Tianze, you... are you okay, don't scare me."

"I'm fine, I'm back to normal."

"Phew, that's good, that's good. What you did just now really scared me to death. You almost gave me a heart attack."

"I'm asking you something. You are a brother, so you must answer truthfully."

"I know what you want to ask. I want to ask where Luo Han moved, right?"

"If you know, don't hang on to me."

"Actually, Luo Han didn't tell us the exact location. I only know a neighborhood in Ninghai District. I don't know which neighborhood it is. I didn't tell you earlier because I was afraid that you would do something inappropriate, and you also know that Luo Han just doesn't plan to get along with you now."

"Thanks."

Song Tianze immediately hung up the phone.

Thanks? !

What does this...thank you mean?

Li Hang was dumbfounded.

What is he doing?

You don't really want to go there to find someone, do you?

Li Hang guessed right, Song Tianze still wanted to find someone there.

Ninghai District is only big in total, and the neighborhood closest to E University is Ruining Garden. He doesn't believe that he can keep guarding on that narrow road, and he can never fail to guard Luo Han.

After evening class, Song Tianze didn't go back to the dormitory, so he pretended to take a walk along the narrow road next to Ruining Garden.

Although Luo Han was not in the dormitory, he would have memorized Luo Han's timetable a long time ago. This time happened to be the end of Luo Han's last class, so he waited every minute in the alley.

A grandpa passed by for a while, another aunt passed by for a while, and a dog urinated at his feet for a while, but Luo Han didn't come back, and he was so anxious to death.

Because Lin Zisheng was so helpful, after class in the evening, Luo Han specially invited Lin Zisheng to a restaurant outside the school for dinner.

Song Tianze was about to freeze into a snowman under the street lamp, and finally saw a figure who looked like Luo Han at the intersection.

It's just that beside... there is another figure.

Song Tianze hid behind the telegraph pole and took out his binoculars.

That's right, he has a new mind this time, he really brought a telescope.

He could see clearly that the man walking with Luo Han was still the same man from last time, who seemed to be named Lin... Sheng?Oh, no matter what kind of scholar or peanut he is, if he dares to covet Luo Han, it is impossible for him to live in peace!

Song Tianze saw Luo Han smiling at him.

Luo Han had never shown that kind of smile to him before.

Why do you have to smile so naturally and sweetly at that peanut?

Since Li Hang said that the person was Luo Hanfa Xiao, it is impossible not to know that Luo Han is gay. Since he knew that Luo Han was gay and deliberately got so close to him, it must be plotting against him. He will find a way to make Luo Han fall in love with him. Since he wants Luo Han to fall in love with him, he must have a certain strategy. !Luo Han is so simple, and he doesn't have such good looks as a comparison, what if he really thinks that Peanut is handsome?What if she really drowned in the false gentleness?What if he was really hooked and completely forgot about him? !

No!

Song Tianze absolutely cannot let this happen!

Absolutely!right!No!can!

"Just send me here, brother Zicheng. I'll just go home by myself in the future. Anyway, this place is very close to the school. Anyway, thank you very much for causing you a lot of trouble."

"Thank you, we have known each other for many years, I am not happy to be so polite."

Touch the head, touch Luo Han's fucking head again!Hold!Chopped by hand!

Song Tianze kicked on the telephone pole.

"Then I'll go back."

"Hey wait a minute, don't move." Lin Zicheng held his face with both hands, touched the corners of his eyes with his thumbs, then lowered his head and said, "Your eyes seem to have some flying insects stuck there, I'll blow them off for you."

"I just said why the eyes are so uncomfortable..."

"Don't move, don't move."

From Song Tianze's perspective, the two of them looked like they were kissing.

Song Tianze was so angry that he almost exploded on the spot, and he threw all the broken telescopes on the ground.

He strode forward, came to the side of the two, forcefully separated them by a large distance, and held Luo Han's hand tightly.

"Don't touch him."

"Song Tianze?" Luo Han almost couldn't believe his eyes, "How did you find this place?"

Song Tianze gave Lin Zicheng a hard look, grabbed Luo Han's wrist and turned away, "Come with me."

"What are you doing, let me go! I told you to let me go... Can't you fucking understand human language? Song Tianze!"

Song Tianze couldn't listen to anything, so he dragged him into a dark alley and blocked him against the wall, "Luo Han, is this what you said you liked me?!"

When Luo Han met his gaze, the sockets of his eyes began to turn red uncontrollably.

He didn't even bother to find out how the person surnamed Song came here, he only knew that he really didn't want to see this person again.

"Song Tianze, we have nothing to do with each other at all, we are not even roommates now, what are you doing!"

"You kept saying that you liked me for so long, but you turned around and kissed another man?! Do you really like me, Luo Han, are you lying to me? Tell me!"

"That was in the past, it's not anymore now!" Luo Han raised his voice, "I don't like you anymore! Let go!"

"I won't let go!" Song Tianze squeezed his wrist more and more, "You don't like me, do you like the one named Lin? Tell me, do you like the one named Lin after all!"

"Nothing to do with you!"

"Why has nothing to do with me? As long as it's about you, it's about me, Song Tianze. Luo Han, you can only like me...you can only like me forever...I forbid you to like others."

"Why Song Tianze, who do you think is mine? You are nothing. You have no right to care who I like. I don't understand. You already have girlfriends. Why do you still refuse to let me go? It's because you are greedy for me." Is it good for you? My goodness is not as cheap as you think, please let me go?!"

Seeing that Song Tianze's lips were about to come down forcefully again, Luo Han suddenly pulled out a wry smile, "Why, you still want to force kiss me? Song Tianze, what the hell would you do other than force others domineeringly! You will always be like this Childish and selfish, never consider other people's feelings!"

Song Tianze felt as if he had been hit by some hard rock suddenly, his head was buzzing, and the hand holding Luo Han gradually let go.

After being quiet for a long time, he came back to look at Luo Han, his tone became unusually calm, "I have something to tell you."

"What else do you want to say? Ask me what clothes to wear to a date with my girlfriend, or how to make her happy? Listen carefully, Song Tianze. I'm really not interested in these questions. If you want to know, you can go..."

"I like you."

Luo Han froze in place.

Did he hear wrong?It must be an auditory hallucination, right?

"what are you saying?"

Song Tianze looked into his eyes seriously, "I like you, Luo Han."

"You... like me?" Luo Han's expression changed from incredulous to self-deprecating: "Haha, Song Tianze, you... like me? Is this some new type of cold joke you created yourself?"

Song Tianze's eyes darkened, "I'm not joking, I'm more serious than ever."

Luo Han smiled and wiped away his tears, "Don't humiliate me anymore, I know you just think of me as a pretty girl. But you can see clearly, I am a man, I am gay, the gay you hate the most, or a gay Disgusting gay who once had unreasonable thoughts about you! Please stop disturbing my life as a straight man, I will wish you and your girlfriend happiness."

"I don't have any girlfriend, the person I like is you, it's you, Luo Han! Why can't you trust me!"

"Let go of me, Song Tianze, I won't be with heterosexual people. As you said, people's sexual orientation is determined from the beginning, you like me but you think I'm a girl, it's your illusion .”

"But you know, when I'm with her, you're the one I think about all the time, and I'm very resistant to being intimate with her, and I hate it when she touches me. But with you, I want to be with you every day Sticking together, I want to touch you, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, if this is not liking, tell me how to explain it?!"

"...Let's not meet again in the future, I beg you."

Luo Han wiped away Song Tianze's hand, turned and left.

Song Tianze clenched his fists tightly, resisting the urge to chase after him, and shouted at his back: "I am very sure that the person I like is you, don't try to push me to any girl, and I will never push you You give it up to someone else. You, listen carefully, Luo Han..."

Luo Han couldn't help slowing down.

"From now on, I will start chasing you."

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