Rebirth of the spare tire counterattack

Love makes people yearn for, but not everyone's love will get good results.

This sentence was thought of by Yuan Shaoqin a long, long time after Du Xu died. At that time, he was already old.

For the only love that appeared in his life, he chose to remain silent. Therefore, he lost his true love, but had a peak career that outsiders could not imagine.

However, for an ancient and rare old man, all of these things are not as good as having a close companion standing by his side.

However, the only partner he identified disappeared when he was in his 30s.

Only he is left alone in this world.

When did it start, the relationship between them turned sour.

Or rather, the connection between them fades and is replaced by someone else.

The appearance of Ling Zhou caused a crisis in the relationship between Yuan Shaoqin and Du Xu, and this crisis made them miss the two lives directly.

Yuan Shaoqin was indifferent and didn't understand love, while Du Xu was infatuated but didn't dare to touch his lover. Therefore, under Ling Zhou's deliberate stirring again and again, they slowly went in opposite directions, going further and further away, knowing that they couldn't see each other's back, and they didn't even know each other. Stopping, not because I don’t want to stop, but because I really can’t stop.

Ling Zhou was very interested in the young and promising Yuan Shaoqin who came from a wealthy family, so even though Du Xu had great affection for him, he still intervened in the relationship between the two of them without hesitation.

He climbed into Yuan Shaoqin's bed, and after getting out of bed, he accepted Yuan Shaoqin's proposal to himself as his underground lover, and without telling Du Xu—and the reward he got was a house, a car, and a large sum of money every month. finished money.

Ling Zhou readily accepted these two conditions from Yuan Shaoqin, happily got out of Yuan Shaoqin's bed, and started his new life with something that he might not be able to get in his lifetime.

It's not that Ling Zhou has no heart, he just doesn't have the courage to continue to be poor.

He doesn't have the confidence to work hard on his own, and he doesn't want to pack up and go back to his hometown after graduation.

However, staying here meant climbing onto Yuan Shaoqin's bed with Du Xu on his back. He didn't intend to pry Du Xu's corner at first, at least at the beginning, he really didn't want to hurt this senior who was good to him.

Similarly, he is unwilling to stop here and give up his career and future for the so-called friendship.

He planned to find an opportunity to expose the matter between himself and Yuan Shaoqin to Du Xu - he needed more opportunities, for which he could sacrifice anyone but himself, including Du Xu.

But what happened later was unexpected and extremely terrifying, and Ling Zhou lost everything.

He always thought that his biggest rival in love was Du Xu, and he only needed to completely remove Du Xu from Yuan Shaoqin's world to rest easy, but in fact, his biggest rival was not Du Xu, but Yuan Shaoqin's fiancée, wife, and mother ...

Yuan Shaoqin is destined not to mix with a man. If he wants to stand on the highest position, he needs a woman of the same background as him to stand behind him and support him. Behind a successful man - no other man.

Ling Zhou was defeated, he was a bereaved dog, he had no other choice but to leave this place and keep it in his own place.

——His failure made it impossible for him to return to Yuan Shaoqin's side, his greed made it impossible for him to stay in City A to find a good job, and his ignorance made him lose everything.

As for Du Xu, he lost much more than him.

Du Xu left his life behind Yuan Shaoqin announced his marriage to a wealthy daughter. One day, bright red blood flowed all over the floor, and he couldn't even look at his face when he jumped from a tall building.

In fact, Yuan Shaoqin didn't understand Du Xu's view of love that he spent his whole life only to love one person. He didn't even know what made Du Xu love him so deeply, and he didn't even want his life.

Ever since Yuan Shaoqin saw the scene of Du Xu jumping from the tall building opposite the company, he knew that he would never get an answer to this question in his life.

In his life, he has been extremely smooth in his career, and there are very few things that he doesn't like. In addition, Yuan Shaoqin, who has never paid anything in terms of feelings, can't feel the feeling of loving someone wholeheartedly.

He just thought of Du Xu from time to time after Du Xu's death, went back to the place where they lived before, and thought of the love letter he had thrown away.

Looking at the night scene outside the window, Yuan Shaoqin thought to himself, he never thought of drawing a line with Du Xu, he just thought about maintaining a lover relationship with Du Xu after marriage, even though he still didn't want to touch him.

Why don't you want to touch Du Xu?

Du Xu asked Yuan Shaoqin about this question, and Ling Zhou also asked Yuan Shaoqin, but they never got an answer. No one could pry out what Yuan Shaoqin didn't want to say.

He felt that some people were untouchable.

It might be a bit hypocritical to tell the truth, but it is even more hypocritical to have dominated Du Xu for so many years, but never gave him any hope.

——He felt that the way Du Xu looked at him was not comprehensive.

Yuan Shaoqin knew that Du Xu loved him very much, and Yuan Shaoqin finally felt it from the way he looked at him from the first time they met, but Yuan Shaoqin still felt that he didn't see what belonged to him from Du Xu's eyes. All love.

When Yuan Shaoqin was young, he set a requirement for himself, to sleep with others, either it was not a profit transaction, or it was pure love.

He hasn't loved anyone, so he sleeps with someone because of that.

Du Xu loves him, but the love revealed in his eyes is not all, as hypocritical as Yuan Shaoqin, he...has never agreed to sleep with Du Xu.

If he hadn't been so pretentious and persistent at the beginning, after seeing the love for him in Du Xu's eyes, he would have agreed...

Will Du Xu still die?

After Yuan Shaoqin witnessed the whole process of Du Xu jumping off the building, he didn't marry that rich daughter. It may be because of guilt, or it may be a whim. In short, he wanted to be willful for a while.

In the third year after Du Xu left, Yuan Shaoqin found the love letter at Du Xu's and his home.

It was a love letter that Du Xu wrote for a whole week, but after handing it to Yuan Shaoqin, the other party threw it into the trash can without even reading it, and it was finally picked up by Du Xu.

When Yuan Shaoqin saw this love letter, he didn't react at first. After two days of hypocrisy, he opened the love letter one morning and saw the contents of the love letter. Then Yuan Shaoqin remembered that the love letter might be from Du Xu write to myself.

Shaoqin:

Today is the No.30 nine days since I formally made friends with you. I hesitated for many days, but I still want to write this love letter.

I am a man, and so are you, but I like you, like you very much.

I have never been in love, but I also know that the relationship between two men is not allowed in the world.

But I still like you very much, and I want to be with you. This idea has been hovering in my heart for a long time. I am afraid that your motivation for making friends with you is not pure when you are angry, but I still want to say, I like you.

So, I hope you like me too, okay?

——Du Xu.

Yuan Shaoqin always knew that Du Xu was a fool, otherwise he wouldn't have followed him for so many years without getting a promise. He wanted to follow and take care of himself wholeheartedly.

However, he didn't expect Du Xu to be so stupid.

Yuan Shaoqin's eyes were sour, but he did not shed tears. He is the ruler of the Yuan family, he is the supreme commander, and he cannot love others.

Can't cry either.

Why do you like me?You clearly know that I won't like you, Yuan Shaoqin thought, but his heart became much calmer.

Du Xu is dead, no matter how much he asks, no one will answer him, no matter how much he asks, no one will say that he likes him, no matter how much he asks, he can't change the fact, he has to learn to accept, this is what he has learned since he was sensible Begin to accept the truth.

"If you don't like me, will you get a better future than now, at least, your world will no longer be all about me, and you won't commit suicide so easily, right?"

That day, Yuan Shaoqin sat on the floor from morning to night, looked at the empty but familiar room, and thought, if Du Xu hadn’t met me from the beginning, he wouldn’t have loved me so humblely, no would be so contemptuous of his own life.

Why die?

What could be more sad than lifeless in this world?

Yuan Shaoqin didn't understand.

Du Xu didn't understand either.

Of the two of them, one regards love and family as more important than his own life, and the other regards career as more important than his own love. How can two people who are so different come together?

How could it be possible to go in the long run?

The expression on Yuan Shaoqin's face seemed to give up completely, what can he do if he doesn't give up, he and the person who started over are already dead, so dead that they will never come back to life, so what can he do?

It's time to give up, Yuan Shaoqin heard himself telling himself this in his heart, if he doesn't give up, if he doesn't, it's time to let go.

Yuan Shaoqin stood up, looked at himself for a day, and took the love letter that was repeatedly recorded in his mind, carefully put it in the inner pocket, glanced at the bedroom, turned and left.

At the beginning, he gave up a heart that loved him with all his heart, and now he gave up the love he had just noticed.

Love is like poisoned wine, you can't drink it, really you can't drink it.

"I won't come here again, will you be angry with me?"

Yuan Shaoqin stood in the living room and said politely to the air.

"I don't want to come here anymore, don't be angry, I like you very much."

The corner of Yuan Shaoqin's mouth curled up, he thought almost coldly, he really won't come here again, that's great.

"I won't come here again, goodbye."

Goodbye, Du Xu.

Goodbye, the love I just found.

Author's gossip: There is another chapter [I can't ask for it], so let's stop at the chapter about Du Xu and Gu Yan's love rival's visit. Keep writing like a running account, which is boring, and then there is no spare tire to counterattack. There is no extra episode, okay?(^з^)