Under the shadow

Two months, sixty days, what will you do?

Or, what can you do?

Thousands of people have thousands of faces, and everyone's answer is different, but for Qin Si, two months is undoubtedly a torment.

In June 2021, more than two months have passed since Jiang Ran and Yu Yang's intimacy was broken last time, Yu Yang's attitude gradually became cold, and Qin Si also followed Yu Yang's attitude and gradually became silent, and did not take the initiative to mention it. But still in every possible way.

When the night falls, shadows should leave the scene.

Qin Si understood, but never thought that this day would come so soon.

"Reunion after a long absence, my light is back"

People will never know which surprise or accident will come to you first, just like Qin Si will never predict when Yu Yang will abandon himself to choose Jiang Ran.

On a certain weekend evening, Qin Si, Luoxi, Li Jiayu and Xia Tian went to a party in a bar not far from University A. They played karaoke games, swayed wine, and wantonly swayed their youthful breath.

But the faint pain of needle pricks in his heart kept reminding Qin Si that something big was about to happen.

Sure enough, not long after, the people around fell silent as if they had agreed in advance, looking at Qin Si with probing but cautious eyes.

"What's wrong? Sudden silence" Seeing the silence of his friends, Qin Si suppressed the uneasy discomfort in his heart, and pulled out a far-fetched smile that still talked about the past, and his tone was full of indifference, "Everyone didn't talk , the sky is falling?"

"Qin Xiaosi, are you all right?" Seeing this, after several people looked at each other, Xia Tian moved to Qin Si's side, looking at Qin Si with worried eyes, "If you are not happy, just say, Don't hold back yourself"

Um?What is this with what?

Realizing that their silence might have something to do with him, Qin Si put away his playful attitude just now, the relaxation between his brows was gone, replaced by his usual seriousness and earnestness, "What's the matter?"

Seeing Qin Si frowned into the word Chuan, Luo Xi and Li Jiayu looked at each other, and then pushed their mobile phones in front of Qin Si at the same time.

It was a circle of friends 5 minutes ago, a simple group photo, and a simple copy:

"Reunion after a long absence, my light is back"

In the eyes of others, a simple circle of friends is like a joke in the eyes of Qin Si at the moment, but the joke is Qin Si himself.

"Ah Si, what is your time of almost a year?"

Faced with Luoxi, Li Jiayu and Xia Tian's questioning, Qin Si chose to remain silent. The ending of Yu Yang's departure seems to have been predestined, but it was just a matter of time, and what she secretly expected in her heart followed Yu Yang's friend just now. The rings were sent out, and the ground was shattered.

One year and ten years, which is more important, it is up to each other.

A shadow is always a shadow, and when night falls, one should learn to exit consciously.

I pretended to be confused for two months, but in the end, I still couldn't change the ending of being abandoned.

Two months of 'test', long enough, so now........

Yu Yang, I gave you a chance......

Since the person you chose in the end is Jiang Ran, then I........ shouldn't hesitate any longer.

Looking at the blank background of Yu Yang's circle of friends in his WeChat, Qin Si tightened his grip on the phone, took a picture of it back on the table, and took a drink from his glass.

As cup after cup of wine poured into her throat, Luo Xi and Li Jiayu couldn't persuade her by their side, they could only accompany Qin Si nervously and worriedly.

Soon, Qin Si was drunk, and in a trance, she seemed to see Yu Yang in a red dress walking towards her, just like the first time they met.

She walked up to her, and whispered in her ear again the words that made her almost fall in love and make her fall into a cocoon:

"Kid, please help me"

The sound dissipated, and Qin Si's consciousness instantly fell into darkness.

Yu Yang, you obviously started it first, but why, it was me who failed miserably.

Yu Yang, I let myself go, I... also decided not to want you.

On the other side, when Lin Junyue came back, he saw Mu Zhiqi sitting at his desk staring at the screen of the mobile phone in a daze, the corners of his lips subconsciously evoked a nice arc.

He walked quickly behind Mu Zhiqi to scare Mu Zhiqi who was concentrating, but frowned after seeing the content on her mobile phone screen.

"It seems that our little Ah Si has been abandoned." Leaning slightly to Mu Zhiqi's side, Lin Junyue's cold voice rang in Mu Zhiqi's ear, pulling back Mu Zhiqi's thoughts, "Yueyue! You Is the meeting over?"

"Well, it's over, let's go?" Seeing that Mu Zhiqi heard his voice, he immediately turned his attention to himself. Lin Junyue was still a little unhappy in his heart, and immediately dissipated, and stretched out his hand to wrap around Mu Zhiqi's car. Long hair, smiled "If you want to worry about them, at least let yourself be full first"

Although Muzhiqi received affirmative response, Yu Yang cheated first, even though he was having dinner with someone he likes, Muzhiqi still seemed a little absent-minded.

"Okay, okay, let me help you." Lin Junyue couldn't laugh or cry when she saw Mu Zhiqi cutting the steak on the plate while distracted, and hurriedly brought the plate from Mu Zhiqi's face and put it in front of her, as a substitute for her. Cut the steak "If you cut it like this, the plate will be cut in half by you"

"Yue Yue, you said how sad Hua Nian would be if he knew about it." After receiving Lin Junyue and handing back the cut steak, Mu Zhiqi's eyes were a little helpless and tired, "Not only Hua Nian, Ah Si is also our care and love." My sister who has been with you for so many years, why can't there be a result that makes her happy?"

"For Qin Si, Hua Nian is the only result that makes her happy." Lin Junyue took a sip of the lemonade in the glass, held Mu Zhiqi's hand, and sighed softly, "Let them decide for themselves, this It’s not something we can change with our hands.”

In the top office of Nordic Fengluan

'Buzz~buzz~buzz~' The sudden vibration of the mobile phone on the side pulled Ji Huanian back to his thoughts in good time.

As if telepathically, Ji Huanian, who was working in the office not long ago, suddenly had a sharp pain in his heart, as if it foretells something bad will happen.

Now, the information on the phone confirms the uneasiness just now.

Mu Zhiqi: Yu Yang cheated

And Lin Junyue on the other side also "intimately" added a screenshot of Yu Yang's circle of friends, which she just took from Mu Zhiqi's side.

Yu Yang cheated, so what about her Qin Si?

Does her Qin Si know?

If he knew, would Qin Si be sad?

If she didn't know, what would she do?

Everyone was concerned about Qin Si's emotions, or worried about Qin Si's body, but Qin Si, who was already unconscious as the party involved, had already been carried back to the dormitory by Li Jiayu and Luo Xi with the straps.

When Qin Si woke up again, the sky outside had completely darkened. Standing by the window and looking at the couples who were in love with each other, Qin Si's eyes darkened, and he rubbed his hair with a complicated expression. Sore and swollen temples.

Just now, she dreamed of Ji Huanian......

Although it was not the first time she had such a dream, but this time, it was not so much a dream as a memory, a memory that only she and Ji Huanian had.

The familiar figure was close at hand, but Qin Si's legs couldn't move forward half a minute.

Anxiety, uneasiness, fear, these familiar emotions from the night before Ji Huanian's departure, now came to my heart again.

"Sister..." Aggrieved, she called out to the person in front of her, Qin Si's voice was stained with tears, just like how she acted like a baby in Ji Huanian's arms many years ago .

The familiar cold voice echoed in Qin Si's ears, drifting farther and farther away as the figure disappeared, but Qin Si still heard the words that were extremely familiar to him, gentle and pampering yet serious and serious, his tone It was exactly the same as the night on the lawn by the South River, making Qin Si burst into tears instantly.

"A Si, I hope you can remember one thing, if you meet someone you like very much in the future, no matter how much you like her/him, please leave a place in your heart, not for anything else, just for Leave the last dignity."

Ji Huanian, I seem to understand...

So, I also chose to end

Not because of Yu Yang's betrayal

It's because I think that when you come back one day, I can tell you that Qin Si likes Ji Huanian......

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