Can I like you?

The next day, Bai Qi finally came to school, Xia Tiantian and the others quickly surrounded him.

"Xiaobai, why didn't you come to school yesterday?"

"What happened?"

"That's right, we didn't respond to any news, do you know how worried we are?"

A group of people chattered, but the tone was full of sincere concern, and Bai Qi's heart also warmed up. He scratched his head and said, "Sorry, I made you worry."

"Next time you have something to say, don't do this again." Seeing that she was no different from usual, Zhang Qi breathed a sigh of relief, "It's really worrying."

"okay!"

"Hey, I think of a very funny thing, do you want to hear it?" Wen Hao leaned over, "Just yesterday, someone she..."

"Wen Ritian!!" Zhang Qi immediately covered his mouth.

Wen Hao struggled to break free from her hand, "Sir, she is a road idiot hahaha!"

"Your uncle!" Zhang Qi chased him and hit him, and laughter spread throughout the lively classroom.

"Pfft hahaha!" Bai Qixiao, who was sitting on the seat, fell into Song Yao's arms, his face was as innocent as ever, and his fingers under the table were intertwined. Song Yao looked down at her with a smile in his eyes obvious.

The weather in winter is very cold, and there are layers of air-conditioning on the windows. It is blurry and dark outside. Books and examination papers are placed in a mess on the table. From time to time, a paper plane hits a classmate by mistake, and the laughter is carried over the paper. Zhang Daxiao's face is the most unforgettable in the whole youth.

Because the final exam was about to expire, Ma Fengsheng began to instill chicken soup for the soul to the students, but the people below were drowsy.

Bai Qi was lying on the table bored, and turned his head to look at Song Yao who was upright and listening to the class very seriously.

The school uniform shirt is always buttoned on top, the hair is tied up high, revealing the white swan neck, the pair of eyes that seem cold on weekdays, but can melt the ice when they are gentle look at the podium, earnest and charming.

Bai Qi remembered the phrase "girlfriend..." Song Yao said last night, and the smile kept spreading on his face, and he couldn't resist it.

Such a good-looking person is my girlfriend.

She belongs to me, and I abandoned her for nothing.

After thinking about it, she couldn't help but smirked. Song Yao noticed it, and looked down at her slightly, with a little doubt in her eyes.

Bai Qi picked up the pen, opened the title page of the notebook he bought and was reluctant to use, and began to write on it.

Song Yao was a little curious, and each of the slightly scribbled but forceful words appeared on the snow-white paper.

——17-year-old Bai Qi, Song Yao who I like.

- The future is promising.

The future is expected.

Looking at these four words, Song Yao's brows and eyes were full of smiles, and the fingers under the table hooked the fingers that were abandoned in vain, and then held the whole hand tightly.

——I can’t guarantee that we will be together for a long time, but now I just want to keep liking forever.

- The future is promising.

This is what Song Yao added below what Bai Qi wrote.

It turns out that in the youth of seventeen or eighteen years old, the person you like also likes you, which is such a beautiful and happy thing.

Fortunately, they did not miss each other.

Time passed quickly, and the final exam was over in a blink of an eye. When the final bell rang, the whole school was boiling with cheers.

The boarding students left the school with their big and small bags. There were still many people playing basketball and chatting on the playground. Even this day's weather was fine, and the sun shone through the thick clouds.

"I have nothing to say." Ma Fengsheng smiled and looked at the students who were impatiently preparing to leave, and said, "Then I wish you all a Happy New Year in advance!"

The students said in unison, "Happy New Year, old class!"

"During the Chinese New Year, remember to give out red envelopes in the group."

"Yes hahaha!"

Ma Fengsheng laughed and cursed angrily, "A bunch of brats, hurry up and go back for the winter vacation."

"goodbye teacher!"

"Goodbye teacher!"

The last ones came out were Bai Qi and Song Yao. Ma Fengsheng patted Bai Qi's shoulder and said, "You did well in the exam this time! Keep going!"

"Really?" Bai Qi couldn't believe it, and said repeatedly, "I will! Thank you teacher!"

Because of Ma Fengsheng's words, Bai Qi hadn't calmed down until he left the school gate, and was still very excited, "The old class said that I did well in the exam this time! Does that mean that I can enter the top two hundred? I I actually did well in the exam, I thought I failed the exam this time!"

Song Yao was listening to her patiently, and finally rubbed her head with a smile, "Okay, don't get too excited, it will get better and better in the future."

"That's for sure!" Bai Qi raised his chin, with a very confident tone, "You have to be careful, maybe one day I will make a counterattack, and I will get the first grade."

Hearing this, Song Yao smiled and held her hand, interlocking his fingers, "The number one in the grade is already in your hands, so you can't run away."

Bai Qi's face was a little red, and the few days after the exam was free time. Friends organized gatherings, travel and so on, and the class was very lively every day.

Ever since she knew that Song Yao had helped repay the debt, Lin Xiaoying had been grateful to her, and finally invited her to have dinner at home when she was free during the holidays.

It has been a long time since the house smelled of alcohol and tobacco, and now it is filled with the strong smell of food. The mother and daughter are doing well without Bai Yehui, at least the house is not as smoky as before.

More and more like a home, although not complete.

Bai Qi and Song Yao were sitting on the sofa watching TV, one lying in the arms of the other, feeling very warm.

Originally, Song Yao planned to help Lin Xiaoying cook together, but she didn't agree with anything she said, so let her have fun in the living room.

Bai Qi played with Song Yao's hair, and the tip of her nose was filled with a refreshing fragrance. She looked up, saw the white and beautiful jawline, and couldn't help stretching out her hand to scratch it. Song Yao was ticklish, couldn't help laughing, and reached out to hold it. Hold her wrist, "Don't make trouble..."

Bai Qifan held her hand, "Sister Yao..."

"Ok?"

"Are you going home for the New Year?"

Song Yao's eyes darkened, he shook his head and said, "I don't know."

She didn't know if she could go back, but she knew she didn't want to go back now.

What's the point of going back to that cold home?

"Oh..." Bai Qi nodded, his eyes lit up immediately, "If you don't go back, just spend the New Year here! Our first year together."

Song Yao chuckled, "It's okay..."

It's warm here because there are people I like.

Lin Xiaoying cooked a table of dishes, braised pork ribs in brown sauce, stewed chicken with mushrooms, pickled cabbage and fish soup, all of which exuded attractive aromas.

Song Yao's mouth is very sweet, and from time to time when eating, he would praise Lin Xiaoying for the delicious dishes, because the tone was so sincere that people couldn't believe it, Lin Xiaoying laughed from ear to ear the whole time.

"Yaoyao is not only good-looking, but also has such a good personality. Your parents are really blessed."

Originally this was just a simple compliment, but Bai Qi and Song Yao were both stunned. Bai Qi quickly looked at Song Yao, her expression quickly returned to normal, she put down the bowl and chopsticks and said, "Auntie, I'm full, you Eat slowly."

"Is this enough?" Lin Xiaoying couldn't believe it when she saw that she had only eaten a small bowl.

"Well, I have a small appetite." Song Yao smiled

As soon as she left, Bai Qiye immediately dropped his chopsticks, "I'm full too."

"Huh??" Before Lin Xiaoying could speak, Bai Qi quickly left the door, shaking his head and sighing, "Are all children nowadays so small in appetite?"

Just as Song Yao was about to close the door, Bai Qi quickly got in, a little surprised, "You finished eating so quickly?"

Bai Qi nodded, "Yes, come and accompany my girlfriend." After speaking, he sat on the sofa, patted the side, and signaled her to come over.

Hearing her words, Song Yao's depressed mood improved a lot. He walked over and sat down beside her, "I was in a bad mood just now."

"I know..." Bai Qi patted her on the back comfortingly, "I'm sorry, my mother..."

"It's none of Auntie's business." Song Yao interrupted her, and said softly with lowered eyebrows, "It's just that I'm too sensitive."

She is too sensitive. From the past to the present, she has become cautious because of that family, afraid of everyone's comments and eyes.

Bai Qi didn't speak any more, just hugged her and rested his chin on her shoulder.

Song Yao buried his head in Bai Qi's neck, felt the temperature of her body, took a deep breath, and said, "I used to have a very complete family."

"Ok?"

Ignoring Bai Qi's surprise, Song Yao closed his eyes, and said in a bitter tone, "I was originally very happy, but I am really happy."

At that time, the life of the three of them was simple and ordinary, but very warm. It was the only light in her memory, and it was also the warmth that she dared not touch until now.

"My father is a well-known painter, while my mother is a housewife. She is very sensitive, probably because of low self-esteem. She is always afraid that my father will dislike her and abandon her, especially..."

Speaking of this, Bai Qi obviously felt that Song Yao's breathing was a little messy, so he could only hug her tightly and stroke her back again and again to comfort her.

"Especially during the time when my dad was the busiest at work, she always came home very late. Her temper became worse and worse, her suspicions became more and more serious, and she even questioned my dad from time to time..."

Song Yao smiled wryly, "And my dad, he doesn't like neurotic women, so really, he got impatient with my mom."

"Later, my dad cheated and wanted to divorce her."

Speaking of this, Song Yao seemed to be very tired, his fingers were deeply inserted into the white hair, his body trembled slightly, and so did his tone.

"My mother is crazy. From then on, she has been in a daze every day, and she will have hallucinations. Even now, Song Yao can't forget that time, that period of darkness, the pain was so painful that she almost couldn't get over it.

Burned drawing paper, not allowed to be like her father, no right to pursue dreams, no freedom.

I have to worry about whether I will be killed by my mother all the time.

Scary and real.

Every day is spent in worry and fear.

And her understatement at the moment also made Bai Qi very worried.

She could feel that Song Yao's pain was far beyond what could be explained clearly by saying "will hit me again".

Song Yao like this really made her feel bad.

"Later she was sent to a mental hospital, and I was transferred here..." Song Yao paused, and said with difficulty, "Then, she died."

After being silent for a long time, Bai Qi suddenly felt a warm liquid slipping from his neck, and it fell into the bottom of his heart, scalding hot and painful.

"I thought I was finally free, I thought I hated her." Song Yao sobbed in a low voice, with a suppressed sob in his voice, "But I didn't realize until she really died that I was actually not happy at all. .”

"I'm sick and I don't know why."

The discomfort spread all over her body and reached her heart. The pain was so painful that she couldn't breathe, and her heart felt like a knife was piercing her heart.

Bai Qi hugged the trembling Song Yao tightly, comforting her softly, "It's okay, now you have me, I'll be with you."

All the pain in the past is over, now I am here, and I am with you.

I originally thought that the scar would be dripping with blood when it was uncovered, but it didn't hurt as much as I imagined, and it felt a lot easier.

Maybe it's because of her embrace in vain and her warm words.

Song Yao felt extremely at ease.

She nodded, her lips were salty, but she smiled, "Mmm..."

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-08-1316:13:13-2020-08-1420:52:25期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦——

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Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!