what are you blushing

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In the end Jiang Yuan still fell asleep in his arms, Lu Linchuan dragged his buttocks and carried him upstairs carefully.Lu Linchuan didn't know if light weight was an exclusive feature of omega, a big boy was as tall as his chest, so he didn't weigh much when he was hugged.

Lu Linchuan carried him back to the room. The lights were not turned on in the room, but the furnishings of this room have not changed for 18 years. Even after Jiang Yun left, Jiang Yuan stayed here for another eight years. Everything here remains the same as before. The appearance, but now compared with the silent ten years, it has added a bit of vitality.

Feeling in the dark, Lu Linchuan gently put him on the bed, covered him with the quilt, adjusted the heating temperature, and finally sat by his bed and watched him quietly.

Probably because the bed was a bit cold, Jiang Yuan turned over a few times uncomfortably, and moved closer to Lu Linchuan each time.Lu Linchuan was worried that he would accidentally flip it down in the middle of the night, so he gently moved it back for him little by little.

"It's so restless to sleep." Lu Linchuan said softly.

Jiang Yuan turned over again, muttering in a daze, "Xiang..."

Lu Linchuan: "..."

"What's the fragrance?" Lu Linchuan lightly stroked Jiang Yuan's forehead hair.The pheromone in his body is not so strong, why is he still chanting his scent in the dream.

Lu Linchuan touched his head, pinched his ears lightly, and whispered in his ear: "Good night."

Back in my room, the room was still warm because the heater hadn't been turned off in time.Lu Linchuan sat on the bed for a while, although most of the heat on his body had dissipated, he still didn't feel sleepy.

Dazed for a moment, he opened the locked cabinet, and inside lay a rabbit pendant and an exquisite box.

The rabbit was sitting on a crescent moon, holding a rose in its arms, with long fluffy ears hanging on both sides of its head, obedient and cute, obviously a pair with the carrot pendant he gave Jiang Yuan.

Inside the box were the paper roses that Jiang Yuan folded for him every day, which were unpacked and stacked neatly one by one. In addition, there was also a huge photo album lying there.

The album is full of photos of Jiang Yuan from childhood to adulthood. In many shots, he is not shy. When he sees Lu Linchuan taking pictures of him, he smiles sweetly at the camera. When he is done, he will come over to see if he is doing well. nice.

There are also photos of him and Jiang Yuan, and photos of small things related to them, such as the scarf Jiang Yuan woven for him, the shells Jiang Yuan picked up for him at the beach, the castle Jiang Yuan built for him with sand, Jiang Yuan The little snowman that was originally built for him on the snow...

Lu Linchuan couldn't help laughing as he looked at it. He flipped through a large photo album from the beginning to the end, and then from the end to the front. In the end, he could only gently close the album and lock all his thoughts in the cabinet.

He leaned against the head of the bed and didn't know when he fell asleep. When he opened his eyes again because of the biological clock, half a meter of daylight had already poured into the gap between the curtains that were not completely drawn.

He usually doesn't procrastinate when he wakes up. After washing up, he goes out to see that there is no movement in Jiang Yuan's room.He usually goes out earlier than Jiang Yuan, but in order to be able to say good morning to him for the first time of the day, Jiang Yuan specially adjusted his biological clock to be exactly the same as his.

But it was probably because it was too late last night, and it was not a problem to lie in bed a few times occasionally, so Lu Linchuan went downstairs and made Jiang Yuan his favorite vegetable porridge.

But when his porridge was ready and there was still no movement upstairs, Lu Linchuan realized something was wrong.

"Yuanyuan?" Lu Linchuan knocked on the door, and there seemed to be a strange fragrance in the air.

After a moment of silence, he heard a rustling sound, and then a "boom", like the sound of something falling to the ground.

"Yuanyuan!" Lu Linchuan couldn't care about anything else, and directly pushed open the door, the overwhelming sweet smell was rampant, even though he was an alpha, he couldn't hold it.

Jiang Yuan sat on the cold floor in some loose pajamas, gasping for breath, looking at him with watery eyes, his face was abnormally red.Seeing him, he panted and called out: "Brother..."

Lu Linchuan's face turned pale immediately, but he clearly felt hot again.

Jiang Yuan entered the estrus period.

It's probably because he doesn't have pheromones in his body, so Lu Linchuan often forgets unconsciously that he is an omega.

But the rich and sweet smell that is rampaging in the air now is indeed pheromone.

"Brother..." Jiang Yuan tugged at the collar of his pajamas, and the clothes followed his movements, revealing a small half of his fair shoulders, "Hot..."

"Don't sit on the floor when it's hot, it's easy to catch a cold." Lu Linchuan looked away and restrained himself from looking at him.

"I can't get up..." Jiang Yuan whispered, looking at him helplessly.

Lu Linchuan took a deep breath, but the air was filled with Jiang Yuan's pheromone, and Lu Linchuan's mind became dizzy in an instant.

What kind of taste is that?Lu Linchuan didn't know, he only knew that the smell was very fragrant and sweet, but it was not the sweet taste of sweets that he usually didn't like very much, it was a light, full of sunshine and vitality, but it was like moonlight Gentle and aggressive, bit by bit, gently eroding his heart.

Lu Linchuan carried him back to the bed. Although the process only took a few seconds, he felt extremely uncomfortable every second.

"Brother, do you want to go?" Jiang Yuan said in a confused state of mind.

Lu Linchuan thought he was asking if he was going to be busy. Unlike Lu Lin, he wanted to do everything by himself and pursue perfection. He still prefers to arrange everything and let others work for him.

"I'm not leaving." Lu Linchuan said softly, "Wait for me, I'll be right back."

"Hmm..." Jiang Yuan said in a nasal voice, his eyes were already moist.

It was the first time for him to experience estrus, and he was probably afraid of this unknown experience.

Lu Linchuan almost ran away from Jiang Yuan's room, found another inhibitor in the medicine box downstairs, gave himself an injection, and forced himself to calm down.

An alpha in the susceptible period, and an omega in the estrous period, Lu Linchuan felt dizzy thinking about it.

After slowly calming down, Lu Linchuan belatedly realized that there seemed to be something wrong.

——The night before Jiang Yuan differentiated into an omega, because of the arrival of the susceptible period, Jiang Yuan hugged him all night in order to comfort him.And last night, because he was in the susceptible period, he also hugged Jiang Yuan for most of the night, but this morning he entered the estrus period.

Lu Linchuan felt that this was a very important matter, but he didn't have time to think too much now. After calming down, he grabbed a few omega-specific inhibitors and hurried upstairs again, pushed Jiang Yuan's room away, and the message in the air The element is more intense.

"Brother..." Jiang Yuan stared at him blankly, the corners of his eyes were red.

"Well, I'm here. Don't be afraid." Lu Linchuan said softly, even subconsciously breathing lightly, he was afraid that if he breathed a little harder, the pheromone in the air would take advantage of it.

He gently lifted up the sleeve of Jiang Yuan's pajamas, and injected a shot of inhibitor on his thin white arm.

"It will be fine in a while, don't worry." Lu Linchuan gently rubbed Jiang Yuan's head, "I'm outside, just call me if you have anything to do." Before leaving, he didn't forget to open the window for ventilation.

He didn't dare to stay in the same room with Jiang Yuan any longer, he was afraid that if he stayed for a second longer, he would have more uncontrollable impulses.

Lu Linchuan had been standing silently outside Jiang Yuan's room. After standing for a long time, his legs began to feel a little numb, and there was gradually no movement in the room.

Probably fell asleep.

Lu Linchuan breathed a sigh of relief.

In the next second, he heard Jiang Yuan's cry.

"What's the matter?" Lu Linchuan hurriedly opened the door. Although the pheromones were not as strong as before, the new wave of pheromones seemed to be more menacing.

"It hurts..." Jiang Yuan's wet eyelashes stuck together, his eyes were red, and he couldn't stop crying, "Brother, it hurts so much..."

"Where does it hurt?"

"My whole body hurts, it hurts and it's hot, it's so uncomfortable..." Jiang Yuan said while crying, the redness in his eyes and face became more and more abnormal.

Lu Linchuan's first reaction was to suppress the inhibitor, but Jiang Yuan seemed to understand what he meant immediately, and gently grabbed his hand.

It was only when his skin touched that Lu Linchuan realized how hot his temperature was.

"It's useless, can we not use this..." Jiang Yuan's eyes were blurred by tears, "I have used one myself, it's useless, and it hurts even more..." Jiang Yuan felt uncomfortable all over his body, that kind of The pain was like a needle hidden in the blood, piercing his flesh again and again, but his body was slowly being sharpened by a blunt knife, it was a slow dull pain.

Lu Linchuan glanced at the inhibitor he brought up, and there was indeed one missing.

Inhibitors are useless, but worsened?so what should I do now?

Lu Linchuan's mind was still muddled by the impact of his pheromones, he was thinking hard, and felt that he had a splitting headache.The hotness in his body was also aroused more and more by his pheromones, and even his breathing gradually became heavier.

But there is no other way than inhibitors.Perhaps the strength of the inhibitor is too low, will it be better to increase the strength?

"Brother..." Jiang Yuan slowly sat up from the bed, his face was very red, his eyes were also very red, and the whiteness between his collar was also revealing a fanciful pink.

"Is it okay not to take the inhibitor?" Jiang Yuan gently tugged at the corner of his clothes, his face was covered with tears and his eyes were wet, "Brother, why don't you bite me..."

Inhibitors cannot be used, temporary marking is the best way.

Lu Linchuan's Adam's apple twitched, but finally said: "No."

"Why not?" Jiang Yuan's voice was nasal and crying.

"Your future alpha may mind." Lu Linchuan said softly.But what he was actually afraid of was biting it down by himself, and the feelings he had hidden in his heart could no longer be hidden.

Jiang Yuan cried even louder: "Why? Why do you always talk about the future alpha? I have already said that I will not leave with others! I will only follow you, why do you always push me to other people!"

"You said it before, you will always be with me, we will always be together! Why push me to others, can't my future alpha be you..."

Lu Linchuan was stunned. He didn't know if he heard it wrong, or he was too dizzy and had hallucinations.

Jiang Yuan actually said, can't his future alpha be him?

"Brother..." Jiang Yuan cried out of breath, wiped his tears with his hands, and said in a hoarse voice, "Brother is a big fool!"

"I, I like you... Yuanyuan likes you and wants to be with you, so it's okay..."

"...What did you say?" Lu Linchuan felt that there must be a problem with his hearing.

"Big idiot!" The pain in his body and the grievance in his heart made Jiang Yuan finally unable to hold back, he picked up the rabbit doll beside his bed and threw it at Lu Linchuan, "I hate you, you idiot!"

Lu Linchuan followed his rabbit doll, seemed to calm down suddenly, stood by the bed and watched him quietly for a long time, finally sighed, bent down, lightly bit the back of his neck, and made a temporary mark.

"Hmm..." The gland was bitten open and pheromone was injected, and Jiang Yuan felt a strange numbness in his body, like a weak electric current, but also an inexplicable comfort.

Lu Linchuan looked down at Jiang Yuan as if he had collapsed, lying softly on the bed, panting with his lips slightly open.

Marking is indeed the most useful and fastest method.

Lu Linchuan watched him gradually stabilize, and said, "Calm down?"

Jiang Yuan wiped his still red eyes and looked up at him.

"What do you mean when you say you like me?" It should be a heart-pounding moment, but Lu Linchuan was inexplicably calm.

"That's right, I like you, I want to be with you, I want to be your partner..." Jiang Yuan said, his voice gradually became softer, he didn't know if it was because of the estrus period or something, he felt that he His face and brain were hot.

Lu Linchuan lowered his head and looked at him quietly, quietly and for a long time, caught in his calm and deep eyes, Jiang Yuan suddenly became afraid for no reason.

Are you hated?

Because he said he wanted to be his partner?

Because he's just his older brother.

Jiang Yuan lowered his head, not daring to meet his gaze.

"Maybe you just depend on me too much." Lu Linchuan said, "Because we have been together since we were young, because I am your brother, I treat you well and respond to your needs, people sometimes have illusions, you are reluctant to leave me, you If you rely on me, you will mistake all this for liking."

"No..." Jiang Yuan's nose soured, and the tears that had been finally stopped began to flow out again.In his eyes, his love is just a child's dependence and clinginess, and his grievances and bitterness have all turned into tears at the corners of his eyes.

"But isn't dependence also because you like it, so you want to depend? Brother, I'm not a child anymore, I can tell the difference. I like you, I want to depend on you, and I also want you to depend on me." Probably crying After a long time, Jiang Yuan's voice began to tremble uncontrollably, "I don't want to see you with others, Uncle Lu said, when I want to introduce you to other omega, I am very, very unhappy. I don’t want you to go with others, I’m also an omega, why can’t I? I want you to be mine alone. I know, you always think I’m a bit stupid, but I can tell the difference, it’s not dependent, I just love it You, I want to be with you, and I want to marry you..."

"But you have always said that you like me, from childhood to adulthood." Lu Linchuan lowered his eyes.Jiang Yuan has never been stingy about expressing his emotions. Since he was a child, he has told him more than once that he likes him.

He said he likes it, but there is never any sign, sometimes he will say he likes you when he eats delicious sweets, sometimes he will say he likes you when he buys him a gift, and sometimes he will say good night to him , He will say that he likes you, even when he is happy sometimes, he will suddenly say that he likes you.

You will never know when his next sentence of liking you will be, but you will never worry that he will not say it, because he has said it too many times, and he will say it to you in the future Many, many times.

So when he said he liked it, Lu Linchuan was in a trance for a moment.Maybe this is just the same as the countless previous likes, if you say you like it, you just like it.

"But, but I only told you that I like you." Jiang Yuan looked up at him again, "Brother, I only told you that I liked you. I liked you before, and I like you now. The person I like has always been just you .”

As if he had made up his mind, Jiang Yuan looked up at him, his clean eyes reflected his figure, and he said seriously and firmly: "If you don't believe me, I'll start chasing you right now."

No matter how many times he comes again, every time Lu Linchuan recalls this scene, he can't help but want to laugh. That innocent but cute person seriously and firmly said that he wants to chase him.

"What are you chasing after?" Even at this moment, Lu Linchuan couldn't help laughing.In fact, no matter in the past or now, it is very difficult for him not to be moved by what he said and every time he likes.

The relationship is all about him, since he said he can tell the difference, why don't you want to believe him once?Maybe he is no longer the kid who followed behind him step by step.

He mustered up the courage to take this step towards himself, and gambled on the possibility of a broken relationship, so why didn't he gamble once, and went crazy too?

It's just that he comes whenever he wants, and leaves whenever he wants. If he tries, he finds that he doesn't really like himself, and he can get away with it.

With Lu Linchuan, he can always have a way out.

"Do you still remember the question you asked me when you were a child?" Lu Linchuan said, "When you first came here, you asked me what the world was like."

"I told you at that time that the world is the carrier of people's lives. There are flowers, birds, trees, sun, moon, mountains and rivers. There are many different places and different people. Different stories happen every day. I said that you will see it with your own eyes, or To personally experience these stories that happened in this world. Actually, I didn’t think so at the time.”

After so many years, Lu Linchuan still remembers that Jiang Yuan at that time was a small ball, his eyes were covered with white gauze, he was uneasy but full of longing for this world, he gently squeezed his fingers, and gently asked He: "Brother, what is the world like?"

"Before you came, the world to me was gray, serious, endless responsibilities and exhaustion. This world was meaningless."

"However, when you appeared, I felt in a trance that the world suddenly became colorful, and everything seemed to come alive slowly."

"Now, if you ask me this question again, I will answer you, the world is what you look like."

Jiang Yuan stared at him blankly, and said in a daze, "What do you mean?"

"Don't you understand?" Lu Linchuan smiled, "I don't know who called me stupid."

"It means that you are my world." Lu Linchuan suddenly lowered his head, lifted his chin, and gently kissed his still hot forehead.

"I like you too, for a long time."

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