what are you blushing

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After the new year, Jiang Yuan returned to campus life.They only see each other for a few hours a week, and tutoring has become part of his daily life.Tutoring on Saturday, self-study on Sunday morning, and a single-subject test in the evening. There is only half a day of rest left on a good weekend.

Lu Linchuan came to pick up Jiang Yuan at noon every Sunday, and after taking him to dinner, he rested or played with him. He only had one afternoon, and he couldn't waste a second.

"You are working much harder now than I was back then." Lu Linchuan often touched Jiang Yuan's head and said with emotion.

Perhaps because of too much pressure recently, Jiang Yuan fell ill after the first mock exam.He didn't get sick very often, and it would take nearly half a month for him to get sick. This time, it happened to coincide with the change of seasons, and Jiang Yuan was sick with a cold and a fever.

But he didn't want to ask for leave, and his illness came and went repeatedly during the week. In the end, Lu Linchuan insisted on asking for leave for him and took him home.

"If the teacher hadn't told me that something was wrong with you recently, would you still want to hide it from me?" Lu Linchuan handed the medicine and hot water to a suitable temperature to Jiang Yuan.Before Jiang Yuan was invited as a parent, he was the one who came forward, and he was also the one who picked up Jiang Yuan from school every week. The teacher had completely regarded him as Jiang Yuan's guardian.

"I don't want you to worry." Jiang Yuan said sullenly, took the hot water, took a sip, and then bit down together with the medicine, so bitter that he stuck out his tongue.

"I won't worry if I ask for leave early and recover early." Lu Linchuan said.Mingming was a child who would cry when he was sick and clamored to stay with him when he was a child, but now he has learned to hide his illness from them and not let them worry.

After taking the medicine, Jiang Yuan lay back in the bed again, facing Lu Linchuan on his side, and dragged his hand into the bed.Jiang already had a little fever, but when he grabbed him into the bed with his warm hands, Lu Linchuan felt as if he was touching a stove.

"Brother, my grades in this test are not very good." Jiang Yuan said sullenly, paused, and then added, "I have not been very good..."

Jiang Yuan is considered a big-hearted person, Lu Linchuan never thought that one day he would start worrying about grades.

"It's good to work hard, the result is not particularly important." Lu Linchuan stretched out his other hand to touch his head, and when it touched his forehead, it was still hot.

"Do you think I'm an idiot?" I don't know if people always like to think wildly when they are sick, Jiang Yuan asked these questions for which he knew the answer.

"No." Lu Linchuan replied.

"You really think I'm an idiot!" Jiang Yuan said angrily.

Lu Linchuan couldn't help laughing, and he squeezed his hands hard.

"Well, I just like you idiot."

Jiang Yuan changed from holding his hand to holding his hand, closed his eyes and squinted for a while, and said: "I don't know what to do in the future. Before the exam, the teacher asked us to write our ideals and so on on the stickers. Then put it on the wish wall of the classroom. Everyone has clear goals for the future, but I don't know what I want to do..." His voice was soft, probably because the medicine had taken effect, and he began to feel sleepy.

No wonder Jiang Yuan, who has always been big-hearted, also began to think about these issues. People of this age seem to be easily confused. Ideals, pursuits, and happiness are obviously to show their youth enthusiastically, but they always have to start thinking about their future. Forced to grow up in ignorance.Some people find their goal, and then move forward firmly; some people lose their direction and spend their days in mediocrity; .

"This is normal. After all, no one can predict the future completely and correctly." Lu Linchuan touched Jiang Yuan's head, no matter what age he was, he hoped that Jiang Yuan was happy and carefree, "I don't know What to do in the future, then do it right now. When the future comes, it is the present moment, do every minute and every second of the present, maybe every minute and every second of the next, and you will find your goal.”

Jiang Yuan gave a feeble "hmm", but still looked at him stubbornly.

"Sleep when you're sleepy," Lu Linchuan couldn't help but tapped his forehead lightly, "Don't think so much, whether it's now or in the future, you just need to follow your heart, and I have everything left."

"But I can't always rely on you, and I want you to rely on me."

Lu Linchuan froze for a moment.

Yes, Jiang Yuan may not always rely on him.According to his thinking, if two people are always together, they can always rely on each other.

But Jiang Yuan has not seen a wider world, maybe one day in the future, he will meet someone who is more suitable and he likes more, and then he will no longer need himself.

Lu Linchuan smiled, helped him straighten the cup, and said: "As long as you stay by my side, you can always rely on me. After all, I am your partner now. If you don't rely on me, who else do you want to rely on?" He Not sure about the future, so I can only emphasize the present.

"Maybe you can't see it, but in fact I also rely on you very much. Wanting you to stay with me and be with me is the greatest dependence I have on you. Without you, I might have no future."

Jiang Yuan's eyes were too sleepy to open, but he held his hand tighter, and said in a nasal voice: "Then you have to rely on me all the time, I won't leave."

"En." Lu Linchuan raised his eyebrows unconsciously.I was so sleepy that I had to express my feelings to him.

"Take a good rest." Lu Linchuan gently stroked his hot forehead.

What kind of word is the future?

Full of hope, longing, yearning, but also with confusion, restlessness, hardship, and apprehension.

Perhaps it is precisely because of expectations that the fear of failing expectations arises.

Lu Linchuan was looking forward to the future of the two of them, but he was also afraid that he would not be in his future.So he can only cherish every minute and every second of the present, do everything well in the present, and then quietly wait for the future to become the present little by little.

After resting at home for two days, Jiang Yuan's condition has obviously improved, and his appetite has improved a lot. Before going to bed, he said that he wanted to drink the vegetable porridge made by Lu Linchuan when he got up early.

After drinking the porridge and taking the medicine, the medicine took effect and made him sleepy again. Lu Linchuan watched him lie down before going back to his room to sort out the files.

Because he was worried about Jiang Yuan, and because he was sick, he was clingier than usual, so Lu Linchuan had to temporarily move his work to his home.

He didn't know how long he had been busy at the desk, he was a little tired from sitting, his eyes were a little dry, he glanced at the time, and was about to go over to take Jiang Yuan's temperature, when he heard Jiang Yuan's call from far and near.

"elder brother……"

"Lu Linchuan!"

As soon as he sat up, Jiang Yuan pushed open the door of his room with a book in his arms, with a dazed expression, stepping on the soft carpet and staggering about to fall, Lu Linchuan quickly supported him.

"You're still dizzy, why don't you take a good rest?" Lu Linchuan simply picked him up and put him on the bed.

Jiang Yuan kicked off his shoes naturally, put on his quilt, and showed him the book in his arms. It was his birthday present - a book called "Audible Stars".

"I know what I want to do!" Jiang Yuan said, holding up the book in his hand, "I want to write many, many stories, and then print them into many, many books. I want more people to see the stories I write!"

"You want to be a writer?" Lu Linchuan asked with a smile.Jiang Yuan does have a certain talent for writing, but most importantly, he really loves stories.

"Hmm! Brother, what do you think?" Although he still looked a little sick and listless, his eyes were bright, and he looked much more energetic than the previous two days.

"Don't ask me how I am," Lu Linchuan said, "Ask yourself, ask your heart, what do you think, that's what you are."

"I think I will like it very much." Jiang Yuan leaned into his arms, put his chin on his shoulder, and said in a low voice, "I just fell asleep and dreamed about many things from the past. When I was a child, I was in the laboratory with my father. There are also those who met you later, Uncle Lu’s, Aunt Meng’s. I also remembered many stories my father told me before, and I also remembered that I once told you that I want to be like him... "

"Lu Linchuan, I may not be able to become a person like him, but I want to record the stories he told, and I also want to record the stories I think. I want many, many people to see the stories I write. If they like it, then I will be very, very happy!"

"You can do whatever you want, and I will support you." Lu Linchuan said.

Jiang Yuan rubbed his furry head against his neck while laughing, it was itchy, and because of his illness, his voice sounded softer: "Brother, why are you so nice!"

"Because it's you, of course it's better for you." Lu Linchuan would always answer patiently the questions he asked knowingly.

Jiang Yuan smiled and nestled in Lu Linchuan's arms, touched his glands with warm hands, and said, "Then you have to be the best to me! I'll be the best to you too!"

"Well, it's best for you." Lu Linchuan pinched his ears, and then patted his back.

He always likes to make some promises, and likes others to express their love to him clearly, as if for him, like is a word that he will never get tired of saying.

Probably because he had been struggling with that problem in his heart before, so his illness was always repeated. Now that he thinks about it, he is no longer in a sluggish mood, and his illness will soon heal, and he continues to return to school.

No one can be sure what the future will be like. The days are still coming in the expectation and vision every day, and the time is slowly passing by with a little bit of happiness or regret.The future becomes the present little by little, and every day has a different appearance.

But the only thing Lu Linchuan could be sure of was that the future with Jiang Yuan would be one with billions of stars and thousands of miles of light.

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The author has something to say:

感谢在2022-01-2520:38:46~2022-01-2723:08:10期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who cast the landmine: bx. 1 mole under the lip;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!