nib boy

Staring at him closely, as expected, one second before he turned around, he caught the warm warning eyes of the other party——

If you dare to mess around, you will be destroyed.

He shivered all over, and quickly sat upright with a bag full of chocolates.Qingcheng didn't notice anything unusual, and after being quiet beside him for a while, he said in a low voice: "Last night... I'm sorry. I didn't expect that I would do such a thing."

"If you just want to apologize, let's stop here. Nine years ago, I heard the same thing once." He stared at the strangers coming and going in front of him, and his pretty side face suddenly became a little lonely.

"You two brothers and sisters are really cruel. One didn't even say goodbye, and married a foreigner quietly. The other hasn't heard from him for nine years, and he completely forgot the promise he made to me at that time. "

Qingcheng's eyes flashed with a little disappointment. "...I haven't forgotten. That promise."

Yao Lu glanced around, only to catch a trace of astringent curve on his lips.

"—I haven't forgotten. I haven't looked for you because I haven't been able to do it yet. But if you are willing to wait, one day, I will play the best music in the world to you..."

Yao Lu shook his head slowly.

"Not for me. Not only for me, but also for yourself—I believe you will make it, the best music in the world. That's what you've always dreamed of.

"Even if we don't meet again, you have to go all the way for yourself. You can't give up."

A sad smile appeared on Qingcheng's face.

"Well. I will not give up this ideal... because for this ideal, I have already given up on you."

Yao Lu wanted to pretend not to hear, but he couldn't.He knew that the other party might still be blaming himself for leaving that year, but he no longer blamed him.

It took him nine years to understand this truth.

For life, acceptance is the best tenderness.Whether it is to accept a person's appearance, or to accept a person's disappearance.

"By the way, don't you want to know about Boss Qi? It was agreed in advance not to reveal it to Qing Ge, she must have been sad to hear it." Pretending to be relaxed and speaking again, he found that there was more in his tone since their reunion Since then, the calmness has disappeared.

Qingcheng seemed to understand his mood, turned his face to the side and smiled softly.

"...Well. Tell me."

There is a kind of love that never speaks.Like a fire that can never be ignited, staring at the dark sky alone.

If I am a falling flower, you are just duckweed.

None of us can carry the other, but we have met in our wanderings, counted as one of thousands of encounters, there is no need to stop or look back.

Intentional and only ruthless.

Unknowingly, the boarding deadline has also entered the countdown, and Yao Lu caught a glimpse of Ning Ziyue wandering back and forth from the corner of his eye, so he changed the topic in good time: "Uh, how long are you going to be on a business trip this time?"

"A total of 30 days. I have been in Japan for almost half a month, and I will meet my colleagues and fly to Malaysia later."

"I see. What time is your flight?"

"It's 09:30, it's early today." Qingcheng raised his wrist to look at his watch reflexively, and said in surprise: "It's already [-]:[-]. When will your flight take off?"

"Nine o'clock." Yao Lu answered honestly.

Hearing this, Qingcheng got up without hesitation, just as he was about to stretch out his hand to pull Yao Lu, he suddenly saw Ning Ziyue not far away casting vague glances at this side. Just kiss Yao Lu's forehead.

Yao Lu raised his head and looked at him dully, Qingcheng raised his lips and smiled very secretly.

"Then I won't bother you. There will be a long time to come, and we will meet later."

Only then did he finally regain his senses, just as Yao Lu was about to open his mouth to ask him what he meant when he came here, he was dragged away by the collar from behind, the force was so strong that he almost strangled him on the spot die.While being forcibly dragged back, he turned his neck at an angle with difficulty, and what was reflected in his vision was Ning Ziyue's entire back exuding a cold and evil spirit.

Knowing that she was tricked, Yao Lu turned her head angrily, and saw Qingcheng smiling and waving at him with a pure face.

"Haveaniceday~"

Immediately, Yao Lu raised her hand with a resolute face, and pointed her middle finger at him.

To me, he is like a dimly lit neon road.

Perhaps those faint rays of light are not enough to illuminate my entire life, but it is because of his existence that I began to try to carry light and hope, and go on strong and courageously all the way.

By Still Handsome Yao Lu

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☆, end

At the boarding gate, Ning Ziyue finally showed mercy and loosened Yao Lu's back collar, and the latter clutched his neck and wailed resentfully: "Bastard, you want to strangle me to death?! "

Ning Ziyue handed over the boarding pass and passport to the staff with a sullen face, and after a while he suddenly said, "Is he your first love?"

"My first love is you!"

He stared at him silently, as if trying to discern the truth of this sentence.After getting back his documents and walking again, Ning Ziyue suddenly recalled something, and asked coldly, "What about Fir Tree?"

"Huh? Why did you mention that kid all of a sudden?"

So Ning Ziyue revealed all the erotic scenes that he accidentally crashed on the rooftop that summer.Yao Lu didn't know what to say after hearing this, and almost burst out laughing.

"Damn, Ning Ziyue, can you open your mind a little bit more? That guy and I don't get along at all, how could we do that kind of thing! Although I can't remember the details of that day, there is absolutely no such thing anyway. .”

Ning Ziyue was skeptical, but he felt relieved after seeing him say that.

After sitting down on the plane, Yao Lu pulled out another pile of chocolates and gnawed them with relish.One minute before takeoff, he refreshed his circle of friends for the last time, and then his breathing suddenly stopped.Three seconds later, Yao Lu grabbed Ning Ziyue's arm excitedly, her cheeks flushed with excitement.

"Hey, guess what!! Xie Er has become a father, a girl!!!"

Ning Ziyue was startled for a moment, and then leaned in front of his phone in disbelief. "Really? Why do you have his WeChat? Didn't you say you didn't intend to contact them again?"

"Haha. After I asked someone to find out his number, I used the profile picture of a big-breasted girl to strike up a conversation. I added it without any trouble. He didn't even know who I was. What, you're smart~"

Ning Ziyue sighed helplessly. "You. You want to save face."

Yao Lu ignored him, reluctantly took one last look at the baby's tender face, and quickly shut down the phone.

"But having said that, I wonder how he got on with that girl named Chen Ye. It's not that the girl is bad, I just think, after all, he used to...uh..." He looked confused, as if I don't know how to explain it.

Ning Ziyue understood what he meant, and comforted him by squeezing his hand. "He has been persistent for long enough. We should be happy for him to have such a result."

Yao Lu was silent for a moment, then nodded with emotion. "Yes. Of course I'm happy. He found what he really wanted, and there's no better ending than this. But this bastard is really uninteresting. He didn't even know when he held the wedding last year."

As he spoke, he put his head on his shoulder and pondered for a moment. "Hey, let's adopt a child in two years. Youzi has been gone for so long, and I always feel that the house is deserted."

Ning Ziyue smiled upon hearing this. "Okay. I'm fine with that."

Yao Lu became excited again, gestured with both hands and began to build a blueprint for the future.

"Then let's raise a boy and have a baby kiss with the daughter of Xie Er's family. It's a beautiful thing~"

"...I thought you would risk your life to break that child."

The other party just laughed, but his tone was very serious: "I don't want it. Although it is indeed what I want, but this road is too bitter. I don't want him to go through such a bumpy road like us in the future..."

Ning Ziyue tightened the arms around his shoulders, remembering the turbulent waves caused by the two when they came out of the closet.Public opinion is ignored for the time being, because Yao Lu and he really don't care (especially after Yao Lu found out that the number of her female fans doubled inexplicably after coming out).The tricky thing is Yao Lu's parents.The relationship that was finally healed was on the verge of breaking down again because of Yao Lu's resistance to death. If he hadn't supported him for several years and insisted on being soft and hard on the two elders, they would not be where they are today.

He thought what Yao Lu said was right.

When it comes to being a parent, who doesn't want their children to go smoothly all the way and avoid the pain they experienced when they were young.

It's just that things like feelings can't be decided by others in the end.

If we had a choice at the beginning, I think I would still lead you on this road without hesitation, and walk slowly along with each other.Until one day we all became very old and very old, so old that we could no longer walk, so old that we couldn't remember the day and night, and even so old that we forgot each other's faces.I will never let go of your hand.

Until we finally turned into dust, without saying a word, we buried all the entanglements and nostalgia deeply.

Life is the twists and turns, death is the quiet star.

But to love someone is to act recklessly without thinking and measuring.

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☆, postscript

Unknowingly, I have sunk into the world of "The Nib" for more than a year.

I wrote the first chapter of this story out of a whim, but I didn't expect that I would be deeply involved in it now, and I couldn't extricate myself from it.

This is a story about youth and dreams.This is a story about crushing and being crushed.This is a story about growth and friendship.This is a story about time that we can no longer catch up with.

Bai Yuze, Fir Shan, Xie Zhe, Yao Lu, Ning Ziyue, Lin Ran, Su Yang, Gu Mingye, Qingcheng...

Every teenager has a living soul in my heart. I use my pen to give them life, and then let them fend for themselves in their own stories.Some people finally chase their own happiness after going through all kinds of dangers, while some people can only leave the scene in the middle of the story due to various changes.

This article, in fact, pinned my ideals.Although some details truly restore life, it is just a flourishing dream after all.There are many things that simply cannot exist in this world, such as the love that never grows old after years, the friendship that is willing to go through fire and water for brothers, and the passionate youth who put all their eggs in one basket and go all out to pursue their dreams.They are too illusory, so illusory that no matter how hard I try to close my palms, I can't touch them, and I can't keep them.

Life is not a novel, so no matter the plot or the ending, it is inevitable to be disappointing.In the verdant years of sixteen or seventeen, who wouldn't expect a vigorous and life-long love, wearing a clean white shirt, standing on the side of the road with a smile, holding a bicycle in one hand and holding you in the other, but no matter how tenderly you look back, It's just a foreshadowing before parting ways.On the way home, the gorgeous sunset that we had watched side by side turned into a dried-up blood in the diary in the end.

What a cruel reality.We don't have outstanding faces and we don't have high and scary IQ. Even if we have a crush, we have to hide that pure and beautiful affection in our hearts for a better future.

In the most beautiful years, the flower that bloomed prematurely withered, until the lovesickness turned to ashes at a certain moment.

Secret love is the most beautiful and saddest thing in this world.Fortunately, you didn't know how to love at that time, and didn't know how to love, so loving in silence may be the best result.It's just that looking back after a few years, the scar that passed by will still be painful.

Do you still recall someone's smiling side face because of the song "Qilixiang"; do you walk in a familiar street scene, and the familiar "long time no see" suddenly sounds in your ears; do you write piously on the foggy glass? Whose name was written, and then hastily erased.

You ask me why I know.

Because it is the epitome of youth for each of us, a kite that can never be retrieved if the string is broken.

sorry?Regrettably.

Do you regret it?No regrets.

Like you, when I occasionally think of those people and those things, I just feel a slight pain in my heart, and then laugh it off.

Freud once said that creation is just a way for writers to use the "daydream" of literature to realize desires that cannot be realized in real life.And because you and I have regrets in our youth, there is this story that may have moved you for a moment.I am very grateful for the patience to read it.

I am an ordinary person, I don't have any ambitions, I just want to cherish the sporadic things that really belong to me in my lifetime - my own thoughts and voices.

Writing, is how I cherish them.

I would like to write my heart with a pen.

I would like to write your heart with a pen.

The author has something to say: Thank you for your company for so long.Thanks.