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Of course, I don’t have to be wishful thinking when I have a work experience like mine for free. After submitting my resume online for a long time and no one stepped on me, I finally shamelessly asked my mother to call her company and plug in a Give me the position of clerk.

When I went to "work" on the first day, I still had the illusion of being drunk and dreaming. From time to time, I felt that life was so illusory. I was still immersed in love for the first half month, and then I experienced "life and death" inexplicably, and now He actually started to go to work with shopping bags on his back.

Yes, you read that right, I carried a shopping bag with an unknown LOGO printed on it.

People who live to such a point can also look away, there is no one around who wants to smile hard to show her, it seems that everything has become indifferent.Just like this, I go out carelessly all day long, don't wear makeup, don't step on high heels, squeeze the subway in a flat way, and walk on the street, as if I don't care at all.

Yiman, the company with half of my name on it is the company that my mother and husband have devoted half of their life to.It seems that what I'm doing now is high-end fabric processing and sales. My mother introduced it to me for a long time before I came, but I didn't live up to it and didn't listen to a word.

I stood in front of the automatic door with an old face on my face. Even the little bitch of the automatic door bullied me and refused to open it.I waved my hand at the sensor on it for a long time, but it still didn't move.A pretty girl at the front desk inside probably sensed that the atmosphere outside was a bit subtle, she glanced at it, and quickly swiped my card to open the door—your sister, it turned out that it wasn't automatic.

"You are the chairman's daughter Su Man, right?" The girl smiled all over her face, her eyes rolled around me, "My name is Wenxiu, nice to meet you." She warmly led me to the company internal.

This girl looked at me with a surprised expression, probably because she didn't expect the aura of the chairman's daughter to be so weak.I smiled slightly and looked around, not interested at all.

Wen Xiu poured me a cup of tea, and before he had time to make friends with me, a handsome guy in a suit and leather shoes with "I am a successful person" written all over his face came out of the transparent glass door and greeted me with a smile: "Welcome Su Man Miss join us."

This person was eloquent at first glance, and the eloquence started and didn't end yet.The corner of my mouth twitched, and I glanced at his chest—the sales manager, Liu Yi.No wonder tut tut.

I yawned, nodded and said: "Well, I see." I almost said "kneel down", handsome guy, you can't blame me, your words have a hypnotic effect.

People in the office looked at me a little strangely, and so did the handsome guy named Liu Yi. I was too lazy to talk to them. Have you ever seen someone come in through the back door?short-sighted.

I put down the shopping bag by myself, yawned again, charged the phone, then parted my hair, looked up and asked him: "By the way, is there anything I can do now? I mean, I can help Organize data, files and so on."

Liu Yi reacted quickly, his thick eyebrows twitched, and he said with a smile: "No, no, Miss Su just came here today, so there's nothing to do for now."

"Oh." I didn't want to think too much, so I just nodded, "By the way, just call me Su Man, I'm so flustered."

The sisters in the office looked at me even better.

I've been in such a lazy attitude all day long. It's really not because I'm acting like a young lady or being arrogant. Two eyes will feel boring and meaningless, it is better to sleep.

I don't know why I am like this. The former Su Man, who was full of fighting spirit and energy for everything, would go all out with 12 points whenever she encountered school work, internships, etc., seemed to have disappeared unconsciously, as if following Jiang Shen together, suddenly gone.

I squinted at the little girl next to me who tried to get up and talk to me several times, um, with a ball head, it's cute, but don't care about me.I took a sip of water, which Wen Xiu kindly poured for me before, and it was already completely cold.

Probably my cold attitude frightened the little girl, but in the end she still didn't dare to say a word to me.After get off work at five o'clock, the office is still full of people, and everyone is struggling to work with their heads down.Oh hehe, everyone is so motivated.

When the second counted to twelve, I put the mobile phone into the shopping bag on time, and walked away without looking back. It was a chic and comfortable.

This will be the case for the next few days, and I can clearly feel the dissatisfaction of the people around me.There are a few women, and there seem to be some men who like to get together and chatter when they are free from work, which is annoying to everyone.

I can’t help it, and I don’t want to hear it, but some words still slip into my ears, which is not unexpected. It’s nothing more than a discussion about how the manager has bullied the good people recently, how the partner is unreasonable, and how the new employee has lost his temper ...

Yes, this newcomer is me.

"Didn't you see her face? It's like facial paralysis. If you talk too much, you will die? I really don't understand how the chairman has such a daughter. She is so out of gregarious."

"That's right, so is Manager Liu. You have to do something when you come in through the back door. It's a waste of company resources to stand there all day long, and it's not eye-catching."

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I touched my face, indeed, I have neglected to maintain it these days, and even forgot to apply face cream, it is indeed ugly to a certain extent.

If it was the original me who heard such words, I would jump up and refute them, no matter what, I would save a few words, but now that I think about it, I think it's a big deal, let them say it, and Jiang Chen can't hear it.

I just sat in my mother's company in a daze for a week without doing anything, facing inexplicable accusations and the smiling faces of the leaders all day long, I was bored but helpless.I don't want to be like this, but I just can't cheer up, and I lack motivation to do things, and I can't even start.

Of course, my mother didn't know all this. She only saw that I was happy after get off work every day, complained that the manager didn't give me work, and said that I got along with everyone.I was told by myself that I really yearn for this kind of life, which is fulfilling and real.

This day I got off work on time again, and I was striding forward arrogantly and preparing to leave.

A person suddenly rushed out of the office cubicle, turned around to talk and laugh with others, and bumped into me with warm tea in the cup.With such a collision, the soaked yellow water splashed on my body, and a few isolated pieces of tea leaves were also stained on my body. The scene was embarrassing and funny.

"I'm sorry. I didn't do it on purpose." I looked up and saw that it was the little girl who was hesitant to talk to me before. She was holding a plastic cup and looked at me in horror, as if I was about to get angry and eat people. tiger.The rest of the people in the office also looked at me in silence, but with a suppressed smile on their faces, a look of indifference.

I smiled: "Fortunately, it's not hot." Fortunately, I still have the ability to be humorous.

Sitting on the subway, many people looked at me a little strangely, isn't it? My body is wet, and there are two suspicious objects sticking firmly to it.

As soon as the subway started, there was a cold wind whizzing through it, which made me tremble, why didn't I arrive?It's been so long, why hasn't it arrived yet?Jiang Chen, I'm so cold, why doesn't the whole world seem to be attractive without you?How should I live like this?I don't want to be a walking dead all day, and I don't want to be laughed at all day.

Jiang Chen, you bastard, where can you give me the right words to make me come back to life, or let me give up completely, so that everything is empty, what should I do?I also want to cheer up, but I really can't...

I don't know when, Jiang Chen has become the backbone of my life, without her, I can't even stand upright.

The subway was swaying, and my nose was sore. I couldn't help it, so I buried my head and cried.Fortunately, there were not many people, and everyone was quite wary, so no one paid me any attention.

The day after I finished crying, my mother and I asked for a leave of absence, which used up my next three months of leave.

During the ten days, I spent the first two days thinking about what I should do, but I didn’t come up with it. On the third day, I had a sudden idea and bought a bus ticket. Before leaving, I filled the refrigerator at home to the brim, and jumped into the car after settling down. , I dozed off for four and a half hours, and I didn’t even notice when I was about to get off the car. It was the big brother of the migrant worker next to me who pushed me, and I woke up from my dream-Ma Dan!I am dreaming about Jiang Chen!

I was so angry that I almost wanted to stare at him, but I couldn't do it after thinking about it, so I thanked him with the corners of my mouth.

The scenery in Wuyuan is still so beautiful. It is autumn, and there is a smell of ripe crops in the air. It seems that everything has not changed, everything seems to have changed.

Fortunately, I was resourceful and brought a thick scarf. The evening was getting darker and earlier, and the wind was a little chilly.

It was nearly eight o'clock when I found Li Jieyin's house based on memory.

I knocked on the door, and it was Li's mother who came out. It was dark outside, and she guessed that she didn't recognize me, so she said with a smile: "Miss is unlucky to come, the room is gone today, I'm sorry."

I was stunned, almost too late to say anything, let her close the door, and sleep on the street tonight.Fortunately, my brain hasn't stopped yet, so I hurriedly held the door and blinked my eyes: "Auntie, it's me! Do you remember me?"

After saying this, Li's mother came to her senses, she looked at me for a while and said, "Yo! It's Xiaoman, why did you come here alone? I didn't call before coming, otherwise I will reserve a room for you... ..."

Before I had time to speak, a little girl rushed out of the room, with two croissant braids, much taller than last year, but a pair of big dark eyes were still sparkling, inexplicably pitiful.She looked at me and grinned: "Sister Su Man."

Fortunately, the room with the attic where Jiang Chen and I stayed that day was booked, and we didn't show up until the scheduled time at nine o'clock. We called to confirm that there was a traffic jam on the road, so we canceled it.So, I happily moved in.

Mother Li always felt that I was too thin, a lot thinner than last time, and I was almost out of shape.So I brought me a lot of snacks in the middle of the night. I didn't tell her about Jiang Chen and I, so she guessed that Jiang Chen had broken up with me. I was in a bad mood, so she didn't say much, just told me no matter what So, life goes on.I think it makes sense, but it's a bit difficult to do.

I can’t think of eating these days. If it weren’t for my mother watching me at home, I would have starved to death unknowingly. Now I saw a basket of local dim sum, and I was inexplicably hungry and my stomach was rumbling. , Once you start eating, you can't stop.

I became interested while eating-this seemed to be the first time I had energy in so many days.I rolled my eyes and looked around, the room didn't seem to have changed at all, the furniture, the angle of the window, and the refreshing smell in the room.It seems that in the next second, Jiang Chen will open the door and come in with a smile, looking at the little snacks left by me, he said "foodie" with a doting meaning.