Author, I want to hook up with you!

On the way back, I shivered all the way, even though Jiang Chen drove the car over, but when the cold wind blew out, I was in a bad mood.

I went back and took a shower. The winter sky was getting dark quickly, and I became lethargic after a while.

Jiang Chen told me to go to sleep directly, I shook my head and found that I was not too dizzy, so I said: "It's okay, female men are not defeated so easily."

So I finished dinner without hesitation, and watched TV with Jiang Chen for a while, watching it gave me a headache and I was exhausted.Without daring to say anything, he yawned and said, "I can't do it, I'm so sleepy, I'm going back to sleep, you should go to bed early too."

Jiang Chen looked at me and said, "It's okay, come here and let me test the temperature."

"It's okay, it's okay!" I slapped her hand off, fearing that I might not be able to stand still, so I hurried back to the room.

I haven’t had a fever for a long time. I have a terrible headache. I opened my eyes in a daze, and found my mother sitting next to me, holding water and asking me to take medicine. I haven’t seen her for a long time. I said I don’t want to, but I still miss her. of.

My nose was sour, and I hugged her tightly: "Mom, you came to see me? You are heartless, you only know about work, why do you have time to come and see me? Mom, I miss you..." Thinking of her childhood I never cared about me, thinking of boarding since junior high school, thinking of pretending to be heartless in Shanghai these past few years, thinking of the sadness of being misunderstood, the more I cried, the more sad I became, sobbing and choking. Unable to speak.

My "mother" froze for a moment, helped me up gently, and brought the medicine to my mouth: "Hey, take the medicine first, I'll be here with you."

I squinted my eyes, when did my mother become so gentle?She usually gives me the medicine directly, no, she is usually not seen when I am sick... I didn't think much, took the medicine obediently, lay back, she pressed the quilt for me, and put her hand on my forehead , frowned and said: "It's so hot..."

It's nice to have someone to sleep with.I happily rolled over unconscious.

When I woke up, it was about eleven o’clock in the noon. I sat up and shook my head. It’s normal not to feel dizzy or painful. Why did I remember that my mother came to visit me yesterday?I looked around, Jiang Chen didn't know where he went.

Open the curtains, why is it so dark outside, dark clouds are pressing down heavily, is this the rhythm of thunderstorms?Will Jiang Chen not come back?

What are you doing... I'm slipping on my slippers and I'm going to the refrigerator to find something to eat.

Just as he turned on the TV and was about to smear ketchup on the toast, a flash of lightning flashed across the gloomy sky. The windows of Jiang Chen's living room were floor-to-ceiling, and the effect was comparable to various 3D disaster movies.

I trembled, and the knife almost cut my finger.

The rain started to pour down in an instant, and the lightning became more and more frequent, one after another. After a sudden thunderstorm, the lights were all dimmed, and the TV jumped a few times vigorously, and the picture disappeared.I almost choked in my throat with a bite of bread.

Well, I grew up alone at home, and I have never seen anything in the world... But, the surrounding area suddenly became dark, and the TV is still jumping, what is going on!My mood at the moment is frightening. It's not that I haven't seen Sadako. Although I haven't played the disc, this weird scene is too damn similar!

The wind blew past the window like weeping, I swallowed my saliva, I was a little scared when the air was dark, I thought of Jiang Chen for a moment, so I called Jiang Chen with trembling fingers.

"Great writer, where are you? There was thunder here, and then the power went out. It feels like a haunted... No, do you want me to give you an umbrella?" Jiang Chen took a long time to answer, and I hurriedly said.

"No, I'll be right back." The melodious music sounded from the opposite side, and a woman's voice was faintly interspersed, "Is that her?".

I froze for a moment, then suddenly woke up and said, "Okay. Then you should be careful."

After hanging up the phone, I was stunned for a while, feeling that my blood had been extinguished.If she treats herself better, I'll make an inch of it?There are so many people who like her, after all, it's still not my turn to take care of her.

What kind of glass heart should I pretend to be?No one cares.I laughed at myself and stood up, calmly went outside the door and pulled the switch, and the room was brightly lit again.

Now that I think about it, my tears were lowered when I was with Jiang Chen, and it seemed that I cried a little more frequently, so I despised myself.

Maybe people didn't take me seriously at all.

Suddenly I was in a bad mood.

When Jiang Chen came back, it was past two o'clock, the rain had stopped for a while, and the sky had brightened a lot.

As soon as she came in, she saw me sitting on the sofa reading a book, and asked with a smile, "Did the power go out just now?"

"No, it's just tripped." As I spoke, I shook the book in my hand, "I was too bored just now, so I borrowed a book, don't mind."

Jiang Chen changed his slippers and came over, put his hand on my forehead and said, "Well, it's not hot anymore."

I blinked: "Of course it's okay, I'm such a strong person."

Jiang Chen smiled and didn't speak.

Seeing her smile, I immediately lost all emotions, really disappointing!I scolded myself.

In the past few days, Jiang Chen's manuscript has been reviewed by the publishing house, and he doesn't have to start writing the next one, so he can't even take me with him.

After dinner, Jiang Chen suggested to go for a walk, I had no objection, so the two bored people went for a walk together.

It rained in the afternoon, but the air was still quite clean, with a little earthy smell.

Su’an Jingyuan is actually a very small community, so the security is very good. Both sides of the road are densely populated with camphor trees and sycamore trees, but the leaves of the sycamore trees have almost fallen by this time, and there are a few dead leaves left alone on the branches. Head shaking.There are not many people on the road, and the buildings are all retro reddish-brown. When the sky gets dark, there is an indescribable charm.

The street lights came on gradually, and I looked at the quiet environment and said, "Since I live here, I haven't taken a good walk. I didn't expect the environment to be quite good."

"There were fewer people when I lived there, and I came here because of the quietness here."

I nodded, and someone was walking a dog not far away. It was a big golden retriever. I have always liked dogs, so I pointed at it and said, "Look! What a beautiful golden retriever..."

Jiang Chen looked at me and smiled, and shouted at the golden retriever: "Buck."

In the next second, the golden retriever dragged its owner and ran over happily.

The golden retriever flicked its tail happily, wrinkled its nose, and rubbed against Jiang Chen affectionately.

Jiang Chen squatted down and patted its head: "Long time no see Buck, do you miss me?"

Buck yelled "hum-hum", very good-natured.

The master behind Buck also smiled and said, "Jiang Chen, why haven't you come over recently? I miss you..."

"Well, I was busy a while ago, and I'm free these few days. How is Aunt Bai doing recently?" Jiang Chen raised his head and asked.

"Hey, what else can I do, just live like this, it's good to be ordinary..." This aunt Bai looked about 35, wearing sportswear, with a straight middle part, and a kind smile on her face, neither fat nor Thin and well-proportioned, she didn't lose her shape because of getting older or having a child. She turned to look at me and said, "Jiang Chen, why didn't you tell me when you changed your girlfriend? You are not enough friends."

I quickly waved my hands: "No, no..."

Before finishing speaking, Jiang Chen said with a smile: "It's not always that I didn't meet you."

What does she mean.I was stunned for a moment.

"Forget it, forget it, I can't tell you! The little girl is pretty, much cuter than the original one. What's your name?" Aunt Bai looked at me with a smile.

I glanced at Jiang Chen from the corner of my eye, she was only interested in teasing the dog, and didn't respond at all.

I had no choice but to say, "Hi Auntie, my name is Su Man."

"Don't be auntie, just follow Xiao Shen and call him Aunt Bai!" Aunt Bai said angrily.

I also laughed: "Hey, good, Aunt Bai."

"That's good, let's go, Jiang Chen, take Man Man to my shop for a meeting?"

Jiang Chen stood up and said, "Okay."

Aunt Bai led Buck to the front, I quickly lowered my voice and asked Jiang Chen: "What's the situation? How did I become your girlfriend?"

"Is your health okay?" Jiang Chen looked at me and asked.

"I'm fine... No, you haven't answered me yet!"

Auntie Bai opened a small bar called Eileen. The store is not big, and there is a small yard at the entrance, full of lush evergreen trees and many potted chrysanthemums, but the season of blooming has passed, so it's a bit awkward.

When you enter the door, there is nothing to see.The blue and white Mediterranean style layout is very clean and clear.The ceiling is high, and there is an antique spiral staircase in the middle, which is exquisitely arranged.The space inside is very large, and many young couples hug each other by the lattice windows, and there is a pure white old piano by the window in the corner, which is full of charm.

Aunt Bai ordered two cups of rose milk tea for us, and said, "Su Man, come here for the first time. Aunt Bai invites you to treat yourself as your own home."

We picked a seat by the window, and Buck obediently lay under the table, the colorful lights outside intertwined with the thick night, like a glass of bright and old red wine, one sip is enough for a long aftertaste.

Auntie Bai was very enthusiastic, so she played a piece of piano music for us. Since I don't have much knowledge in music, I couldn't recognize the name. I just vaguely felt that Auntie Bai must have a story.

On the way back, what Jiang Chen said proved that my guess was correct.

This aunt Bai is also a lesbian, and she managed to get the chance to be with her lover. She thought she would be able to stay together until she was old, but she didn't expect her lover to die in a car accident in the third year of being together.Auntie Bai is quite open. Anyway, she can’t love anyone anymore. At worst, she will die alone. She opened a small bar. The name is the English name of her lover——Eileen. She drinks coffee or milk tea during the day, and gathers with friends at night. Life is very comfortable.Buck was also adopted when the two were together.And the piece just played was created by two people together.

"This feeling must be very deep." I said regretfully.

Jiang Chen nodded: "Yeah. She was like this when I met her, she looked very optimistic. In fact, it's pretty good. I have a job of my own, some friends. I can spend my whole life thinking about the people and people in my youth. It's a happy thing, isn't it?"

"Yeah..." I sighed and raised my head to look at Jiang Chen's side face. The dim streetlights were melting, casting a gentle light on my face. I suddenly wanted to hold her hand. I bit my lips, pretending to be casual Said, "By the way, I'm not your new girlfriend, what should you do if someone misunderstood you?"

Jiang Chen smiled: "It's okay, just explain to Aunt Bai another day."

Suddenly disappointed for no reason, I thought she would say something like "That's what I thought, I don't know what you mean", just like in the novel...

Depend on!I really read too many novels!

As soon as he entered the door, Jiang Chen seemed to remember something and said, "By the way, I've made it clear to Chen Gu today, and she won't come to trouble you in the future."

"So you..."

"She figured it out, each has her own life, and doesn't interfere with each other." Jiang Chen had a calm expression on his face, but in fact he felt very sad.

I patted Jiang Chen on the shoulder: "It's amazing, you really need someone to tie the bell to untie it."

Jiang Chen said with a smile: "Yes."

Did she go for me?I was secretly happy, the bad mood in the afternoon disappeared immediately, and I suddenly felt that it was worthwhile to be splashed with ice water.