[Black Butler] Ate that spider

Torrance stood on a tall turret, with one hand thrust into her clothes, clutching her chest, perhaps because she was forced into a body that was completely incompatible with her soul, as if her feet were stuffed into a body that didn't fit her. In the shoes, every part of the body is itchy.

That's perfectly fine though, and look, Cloud is walking through his maze.

"Alois Torrance's favorite food is . . . greasy fish and chips."

"It's amazing! It's amazing! Claude actually understands me so well, down to the deepest, deepest and softest place!" The happiness at this moment can completely offset the physical discomfort, and he dug his hands deeply into the flesh, ignoring the dripping blood and pain.

It doesn't matter, anyway, everything belongs to Shire, the body belongs to Shire, Sebastian belongs to Shire, and the whole world belongs to Shire!Shire has the whole world, he only has Claude, so why should Shire who owns the whole world take away his last support!

Shire has taken everything from him, so let him take Shire away!

"My lord, if this continues..." Hannah leaned closer, the concern in her blue eyes was sincere and she didn't know how to fake it.

It just made Torrance feel sick.

Nausea nausea nausea nausea nausea nausea!

There is no love for no reason in the world, and there is no giving for no reason. Everyone is like this, even his favorite Claude is not immune-he wants his own soul, what about you?what do you want?Make a look of wanting nothing for anyone to see!What exactly do you want to get or say. . .I'm so dirty that I don't even consider my soul in your eyes?

As for love?Ha, the overflowing love in Hannah's eyes is all because of this body!

"Are you also worried about this body? Do you also think that Ciel is better than me? I can't compare to Ciel, answer me!" He kicked Hannah to the ground and kept kicking her, It seems that this can release the pain in my heart.

In fact, no amount of atrocities committed against others could alleviate the coldness in his heart.

But he did it anyway, craving Hannah's hatred in a humble and shameful way.

She should hate him.

Hate him now!The only remaining eye quickly filled with hatred!As long as there was a hint of hatred in those eyes, he wouldn't be as scared as he is now.

He has never been afraid of being hated by anyone - there are many people who hate him, the most he has seen since he was a child is hatred, and he is a master at dealing with the feeling of hatred!

I'm just afraid of being loved, and I don't know how to face the emotion of 'love' at all.

And yet so desperately longing to be loved.

Averting his eyes from Hannah again, he was happy again, Ola, as long as he saw Claude.

"Claude, come here quickly! Come here, Claude, choose according to your heart!"

"It's really harsh solidarity." Claude frowned fiercely and said softly.

He forgot, or remembered one thing and did it on purpose. This is the inner labyrinth of Alois Torrance, so everything he said here is in Torrance's heart.

The corners of Torrance's mouth froze when he was smiling, and the corners of his eyes were a little wet, but his eyes were more tightly glued to Claude.

He, as long as he sees Claude, he will feel happy.

He really feels happy whenever he sees Claude.

Torrance said it to herself twice in a row before holding back the tears that burst from her eyes, and once again showed a smiling face, like the sun soaked in water.

Hearing Claude say "yes, your highness." according to the instructions on the piece of paper, the smile turned into substance.

There are also tears that turn into substance.

"He said 'yes, your highness.' Look, he's still my deacon. Loved, I...even so, even so by Claude..."

Hannah interrupted him, "If that's the case, why are you crying?"

Torrance didn't answer, he showed a big smile, with tears streaming down his face, "I also have a question to ask Claude, finally... I can finally ask him..."

The question is why Alois Torrance was killed.

Claude rolled his eyes and said with a straight face: "That's because of the strong yearning for Torrance, which originated from that love..." Suddenly the corners of his mouth curled up, "As a prop to get Charles, I wanted to use him, so I killed him."

It seemed that something could be heard cracking.

Even the tears forgot how to flow in this voice.

The body that was originally inappropriate hurts as if it is about to be torn apart.In short, it must be because of this body!It must not be because of Claude!

He, as long as he sees Claude, he will feel happy.

So this kind of pain that almost swept through every cell of him was definitely not because of Claude!

But this kind of pain is so painful, it feels like this person is about to be split apart. He squatted on the ground, holding the floor with one hand, and inserting the other into his chest, as if he wanted to dig out the aching heart. Come out to ease the pain.

The labyrinth changed, and Ciel, who had been sleeping, woke up.

The shock caused by these successive changes caused the already decayed roof to collapse, and he fell along with the stones.

Hannah grabbed his hand, and inserted the other hand hard into the stone wall, and blood could be vaguely seen flowing from the wound on the hand.

"My lord, please hold my hand, and I will pull you up." It was so deceitful that even Hannah almost fell down.Her blue eyes looked at him with a love that never changed.

"Hannah, I didn't expect that you were the one who caught me in the end." Although he had been yelling "I'm going to fall, I'm falling!" since he stood on the rooftop, he was expecting Claude to save him , but unexpectedly it was Hannah who remained by his side in the end.Looking at Hannah's wrapped eyes, he seemed to remember the cruelty he had inflicted on her that day.

"I'm sorry Hannah, I'm sorry~~" He could still laugh at such a moment, he clearly saw the mixed expression of shock and worry on Claude's face at the moment he fell, and Sebastian too, also There is Hannah!

He feels unparalleled happiness, you see, he is loved.

Claude, Hannah, and Sebastian all love him, and they don't want to lose him!As long as this is enough!Never need to know who their love and concerns are really for!It must be for him, it must be!

"As long as you're happy like this without knowing anything!" He said, and glanced at Claude who was rushing towards him.

His Claude was running wild for him.

Yes, his.

Thinking of this, there was another stabbing pain in my heart.

"As a prop to get Shire, I wanted to use him, so I killed him." Claude's words echoed in his ears, and the feeling of heartache made his body tremble uncontrollably.

He is afraid of death and also afraid of pain.

When the feeling of pain is far greater than death, it seems that even death is no longer feared.

Alois Torrance was a bad boy, a very, very bad boy.At this time, he suddenly became a little curious. As a "tool to get Shire", if he took Shire into the eternal night with him, that Claude would definitely show a very interesting expression, right?

This thought made him very happy, "Sarah, I'm going to fall, I really fell!" Shouting like this, he let go of Hannah's hand.

Falling feels like flying, like flying in the boundless sky, licking the taste of freedom.

After all, he is not free, because there are too many concerns in his heart, and those concerns are hung on his wings, pulling him down and falling.Eyes glued to Claude as if he was conscious, what do you expect?

Nothing more than a trace of sadness, right?I really hope that when you see my death, even if you shed a drop of tears, just one drop can save me in hell.

It's a pity that he was too concerned and he fell too fast, so when he fell to the ground, all he saw was the black sky and the towering clock tower.

If he could do it again, he would. . .Thinking of this, darkness flooded the top of his head, and he lost consciousness.

It seemed that he was walking in a boundless dark tunnel, he didn't remember who he was and why he was walking, he just walked numbly.A person, walking into the darkness alone, walking in the darkness, it has been like this in the past, it is like this now, and it will still be like this in the future.

He is wrapped in darkness and no one can save him.

no one. . .

In a trance, it seemed that a hand much smaller than myself was holding him and walking in the opposite direction. The person's body exuded a faint cloudy night, and the halo of light beside the wet moon was invisible. Clear face.

"Who are you?" He couldn't help asking, the warmth from his palm was so familiar and nostalgic, his eyes couldn't help but get hot.

"Brother, don't go that way." The child replied.

Alois burst into tears and hugged the child, buried his face in his arms and wept aloud.He was always crying, when he was holding Claude, when he was alone, when he was pretending, but never once did he cry like this time.That little body stretched out its arms to embrace him, like the moonlight embracing the whole night.

That faint light penetrated the entire cage, and from then on, even the darkness was just the enjoyment of resting after a busy day.

"Let's go, brother, before it's too late..." He didn't say what it was, but pulled Alois to go in the opposite direction.

Although it was also dark, the hand holding him made him feel extremely at ease.When a person is at ease, his thoughts become clear, and he thinks carefully about the series of things he did after losing Luca.

Feel ridiculous.

Does Claude really love him?Does Claude really care about him?Being loved is obviously a reassuring experience, so warm, so why can he only feel uneasy and cold when he is around Claude?

So, does he really love Claude?What is love and how does it count as love?

Thinking of this, even he himself began to be unsure. What is certain is that he loves Luca. This kind of love is as pure as gold of the highest quality. As long as he sees real gold, those metals painted yellow pales in comparison.

He may not love Claude either, he just relies on it.Like an addict on drugs.

Let's hope this path doesn't end so he can be with Luca forever.

In the end, it came to the end, as if the sun that jumped out suddenly tore through the darkness, and an extremely strong white light appeared at the end of the road, but he held Luka's hand desperately and refused to let go.

"Go, brother." Luca kissed lightly on the back of his hand, half kneeling on the ground, "You will be happy."

After speaking, he pushed Torrance down.

The still time seems to start to move at once, like a clock that is stuck in the owner and continues to rotate, but the hour hand is rotating in the opposite direction.Time began to go backwards, everyone's memory was cleared, and everyone returned to what it should have been at that point in time.

Destiny restarts once again.

Where will it stop this time?