[Black Butler] Ate that spider

The earliest memory is frozen at the age of five.

Ye Qingzhou stood in the empty two-story villa, stumbling to find her parents.

Walking through the first floor and the second floor with small steps, remember to put on the most beautiful smile every time you open a door, hoping that your father and mother will not frown when you are seen this time.When he found that there was nothing in the room except air, he lowered his face, feeling as empty as if he hadn't eaten for a few days.At that time, I didn't know that this feeling was called emptiness, and the feeling of crying out of the corners of my eyes was sadness.

The little child stayed for a while and then cheered up and went to the next door.

Every time I open an empty room, I feel lost. The number of unopened rooms is decreasing, but the loss accumulated in my heart is increasing. When I open the last door, it finally turns into despair. He squats at the door and weeps, because Boys are not supposed to cry, so he just sobbed softly.

His cries echoed in the room, and there was loneliness until the person he had never met picked him up.

It was a boy, wearing a well-fitting suit, with a straight face, and he frowned deeply when he hugged him, as if he thought he was dirty.Realizing this, Ye Qingzhou wiped the snot hanging under his nose with his hands. Looking at the sticky hands, he quietly turned his back and wiped his back. As a result, the boy frowned even more tightly and almost threw him out.

"Hey, where are your parents?" the boy asked.

"No... I don't know..." Ye Qingzhou replied calmly. Although this young man seems not easy to mess with, it's better than being left alone.

"Tsk...you'll make trouble for me," complained softly, the young man wiped the corners of his eyes, because of such gentleness, it seemed that the whole world became brighter, and the portrait of the young man holding him walked out of the painting Like a prince, "In short, you will live with me in the future. I am your brother." He added reluctantly at the end.

"elder brother?"

"Well, brother."

The memory was cut off, and at the same time, the longing for the parents was cut off. In this world, as long as there is an older brother, it will be fine.

There are six children in the Ye family, he is the fifth child, and the elder brother who brought him up is the first. He will meekly call the eldest brother, the second brother and the third brother at family gatherings, but there is only one real brother in his heart, his eldest brother.

As for the two most annoying guys among them, one is his fourth brother, that guy is always arrogant and wants you to beat him up, to be honest, if he didn't live with his fourth brother, he would have put that bastard in a sack Pulled out to fight.The other is his sixth brother, that guy who is six years younger than himself is a sycophant, his mouth seems to be smeared with honey to make everyone laugh, including the annoying fourth brother, and he deserves everything more than himself people welcome.

So he hated the sixth brother, hated it to death, especially when he saw the smile on his elder brother's face, this feeling almost engulfed him. The little devil fell to the ground.

"You're a nuisance!" he said.The kid fell to the ground, touched his butt with an aggrieved expression, and when he found that his expression was unmoved, he immediately got up and hugged his leg. His hands seemed to have hooks, and he couldn't shake them off no matter what.

"Let go!" he yelled.

"If you don't let me go, you will kick me again!"

"I won't kick you, I promise!"

"Eh..." After hesitating, his sixth brother slowly let go of his hand, then he kicked the kid to the ground, and ran away, hearing the crying behind him with indescribable joy.

Oh, of course it has to be said that he was eight years old at the time and his brother was four years old.

When he went home that night, yes, home, in his opinion, only the house where he lives with his elder brother is called home, as for the main house of the Ye family where all the brothers gather routinely, it is just someone else's home.

"Are you bullying your sixth brother again?" Ye Qingshan asked him while leaning on the car seat, loosening his too tight tie.

"How dare he sue!"

"Well, there is no complaint, but there are surveillance videos in that place, so they were all filmed. Remember, don't bully my brother."

"do not want!"

"... If you bully my brother, then I will bully my brother too." She said and gave him a meaningful look.

Ye Qingzhou, who pretended not to understand what he said was her, happily praised, "Well, let's bully the sixth child together!"

His elder brother smiled helplessly, did not refute, picked him up, put him on his lap, and said earnestly: "Remember, don't leave evidence when you bully people..."

"Then what about others bullying me?"

"Tell brother, I'll beat him up for you," he said.

"En!" He said, leaning against Ye Qingshan's arms. At that time, it seemed to him that his brother was so tall that as long as he was in his arms, he would never have to worry about being hurt by anyone.

Still get hurt.

On the day when his fate changed, he was nine years old and his fourth brother was ten years old.In the world he lived in, every child had to undergo an aptitude test when they were ten years old, and then the person with the highest aptitude was selected and sent to the fourth-level space (their space was only three-level) to apprentice for nine days.

He remembered that on that day, all the people were scrambling to praise the fourth brother who was called the highest qualification in history, and even Jiu Tian, ​​who had always been calm, sent elders to visit the fourth brother in Ye's house in person.

That day the fourth brother became a myth.

It was also that day that he finally saw his father again after four years, without his mother, because his mother was dead.

"This is the child," the father bowed his waist in front of a man he didn't know, and said flatteringly, "He and the fourth child were born to the same woman, but they were separated as soon as they were born. No one knows their relationship." relation."

The man murmured a few words, and his father immediately showed an expression of ecstasy, "It would be great if this is the case!" As he spoke, he took a bag from the man.

Not sure what was in the bag.

But he knew the shape of that man's mouth, he said, I will take this child away a year later.

The eyes he cast on himself seemed to be looking at a doll, the life and emotions of his hands and feet were superfluous things, like the packaging of an item, what he wanted was to peel off the useless package on the outside and take out the sweetness inside. . . .

He was terrified, walking in a familiar room but he couldn't think of anyone who could help him, but his legs and feet unconsciously walked outside the fourth brother's room and squatted on the ground.

The father said that he and the fourth brother are brothers from the same mother, and the same blood flows in their veins. He and the fourth brother are the closest people in the world.His fourth brother was selected by Jiutian and became the closed disciple of the master of Jiutian sect. Such a powerful fourth brother must have a way to save himself!

"What are you doing here?" Fourth brother, who has changed his name to Ye Qingtian, looked at him with a frown, as if looking at a piece of garbage.

"I..." He swallowed all the remaining words when he saw the sixth brother behind the fourth brother, and worked hard for a long time before he mustered up the courage to say, "I think..." With his voice, the sixth brother's body trembled Zhen, crying softly with tears in his eyes: "Fourth brother... I'm afraid..." There was pleading in the voice.

"Can't you hear me? Get lost!" His fourth brother just raised his hand, and immediately a blue jet of water rushed towards him, knocking him out of the air. Looking at the blue light, he said murderously, "It's okay to bully Qingzhu (his sixth younger brother is called Ye Qingzhu) usually, it's because I'm not here, now that I'm here, do you still dare to touch Qingzhu? If you dare to make Qingzhu cry ,I kill you!"

He can do it.

Ye Qingzhou just knew he could do it.

The person fourth brother is closest to in the world is Qingzhu.And myself. . .But obviously he is the closest person to him in this world!Obviously, I just wanted to ask for help!Why do you do this to yourself?

Ye Qingzhou, who was too young, couldn't figure out the joints inside, so he could only stare blankly at his fourth brother, crying.

He already knew that feeling was called sadness, and he could only cry like he was when he was five years old, but he couldn't cry, he couldn't cry like his sixth brother who was aggrieved and pitiful, he could only cry annoyed and Hate.

So the fourth brother frowned even tighter.

"What are you doing! Can you bully your brother after nine days? Ah?! If you are so powerful, you might as well kill me and inherit the Ye family directly!" The eldest brother picked him up and shouted at the fourth brother , Seeing the pale face of the fourth brother, he snorted coldly, hugged him and left.

Yes, the real brother is completely unreliable. In this world, only the eldest brother is different, only the eldest brother. . .He only has a big brother. . .

That day he told his elder brother everything that happened, Ye Qingshan, who turned pale for the first time, took out a transparent cylinder and stuffed it in his hand, and suddenly the whole room was illuminated by green light, the light was as strong as the sun , almost blinding his eyes.

"Don't tell anyone what happened today, remember, anyone!" Saying these words, he couldn't hide the joy on Ye Qingshan's face.

Why are you happy?

After that, the eldest brother always let him soak some foul-smelling liquid, sometimes green and sometimes black. The bad breath made him find something to cover his mouth and nose every time.It was alright at the beginning, but it smelled bad, but in the later stage, it was unbearably itchy like bugs crawling in the blood vessels.

"If you climb out, you will be caught by that strange guy." The eldest brother said solemnly.

Thinking of that man's cold eyes, the little Ye Qingzhou forcibly held back the pain, hugged her knees and sat in the dirty wooden bucket, her arms were covered with red marks from her own scratches, and counted a thousand times silently in her heart, the elder brother said , as long as you soak it a thousand times, it will come out.

At some point, my own puppy also ran into the bathroom. It circled the barrel, as if asking him what happened to the tears on the little master's face.

Yes, his face was covered with running water, but he didn't know why.

"Hey, Atuo, come out and give you some meat to eat." As he spoke, he stretched out a hand to touch Atuo, and the puppy jumped away mischievously, then came over and licked the back of his hand, and immediately felt like being struck by lightning. Zhong Ban trembled and fell to the ground, his limbs twitched, foaming at the mouth, and he lost his movement forever in just a second.

He looked at his black hands, and after a minute he jumped up like crazy, ran under the water to wash off the black juice on his body, and wrapped the bath towel tremblingly. He subconsciously ran to find his elder brother, but in Hold your hand when you open the door.

There are people inside the door.

"Is this really useful? Even though he is a healer, he can't even handle poison like that."

"Don't worry at all, considering his aptitude..." It was the elder brother's voice, the first time I heard it was cold, and then he laughed, "It doesn't matter if he dies, anyway... it's just a plaything."

Something exploded in my heart.

Together with the magnificent dreams created from the age of five to the present, it was blown to pieces.

"You are such a cruel person, even your usual gentleness is just a lie?"

"Heh, there are only two types of people in the world, those who can use them and those who can't. As for things like feelings... tsk."

That's enough, Ye Qingzhou, who didn't want to hear any more, went back to the bathroom and jumped into the bucket of slow poison, without counting or struggling, the pain in his heart and the itching on his skin tortured him both inside and outside, like this In pain, I wish I could die.

The little Qingzhou seemed to understand the meaning of pain at the age of nine.

I also understood how to swallow the emotion of pain without saying a word.

When it was almost time, he came out of the bucket again, washed his body and put on clean clothes, and went back to his bedroom pretending he didn't know anything.At night, the eldest brother will come over and turn off the lights routinely.

At that time, he was very quiet, until the eldest brother turned to leave and said weakly: "Brother, I can't lose you."

The eldest brother paused, stood in the dark and said coldly: "You heard that."

Yes, Ye Qingshan is such a smart person, with just one word, one sentence, one change of tone, he can know the secrets in other people's hearts.What's more, Ye Qingzhou is a person who is easy to be seen through.

Ye Qingzhou wept softly, Ye Qingshan, who was familiar with him, immediately understood that his brother was crying, but he didn't comfort him as usual.

As if this wasn't cruel enough, Ye Qingshan continued slowly, with a tone that threatened the enemy: "Actually, I have always hated you, if it wasn't for you and the mother of the fourth child, my mother would not commit suicide, so I I have always hated you, hated you, and wanted to kill you. If you thought I was going to kill you, yes, I did. I didn’t expect that the children born by the bitch also have the vitality of weeds, and they won’t die no matter what , To be honest, I have endured enough these years, you, die quickly! Die quickly! Only then can I live happily in the world!"

The crying in the room had turned into howling.

Ye Qingzhou struggled to get up, groped for his elder brother's position in the dark, ran over and hugged his elder brother, and refused to let go, "Then kill me! If it wasn't for elder brother, there would still be people in this world Do you want me?" Ye Qingzhou knew a long time ago that his mother was executed by his father because of an affair, and the man named father even said that he would starve himself to death as a bastard, so there was only one person in the empty house No, at that time, it was the eldest brother who couldn't stand it anymore and ran to the mansion to adopt him.

If it wasn't for the eldest brother, he would have died long ago.It is precisely for this reason that I am not welcomed by the Ye family.

Ye Qingshan didn't speak, but there were drops of water falling on Ye Qingzhou's face, he knew that even if he couldn't see, his elder brother was crying.

"You'd better not believe me, because I will definitely kill you. You don't need to accompany me on the road of the king, so you should stay away from me..." Ye Qingshan tightened his body when he said giving up, just a stubborn child.

If you're too tense to hug me, I'll hug you.

Thinking of this, Ye Qingzhou hugged his elder brother and said: "I forgive you." He chose to forgive, between hatred and forgiveness, he chose to forgive, because no matter how painful it is in his heart, there is such a place to believe that there will be beauty in the world something exists.

Ye Qingzhou, even a nine-year-old Ye Qingzhou, has a tolerance that no one else can match.

Following his words, Ye Qingshan burst into tears, hugged his little brother, and shouted in a broken voice: "What can I do! What else can I do! That old man sold you to the elder of Nine Heavens, If you don’t destroy your aptitude, you will be killed, you will definitely be killed! That man will definitely kill you! Rather than being killed in that cruel way, it’s better to destroy your aptitude and become an ordinary person. . .”

"Well, I know." In fact, he didn't know anything, he just said that, hugging his brother in the incomparable darkness, warming him with his own meager body temperature, in the dark night when there is no light, only from his heart A ray of light illuminates everything.

This is the memory of nine years old.

The author has something to say:

The author is in a bad mood, so,. . .Qingzhou will be unlucky with me!Ah ha ha ha ha!