[Black Butler] Ate that spider

Torrance suddenly calmed down.

Humans have a very strange phenomenon. When a finger is pierced by a needle, they will scream and withdraw their hand reflexively; when the entire hand is cut off, they will hesitate for a moment, staring at their own hand in a daze, and after a fraction of a second If that person was chopped off at the waist and his tailbone was completely shattered, he would look at his smashed leg without any special expression—because his ability to feel pain was destroyed together with his body. Lost.

That's why I say that the pain that can be cried out is a trivial matter, and the real pain will destroy the pain itself.

Torrance didn't know the principle. He had never been serious about his studies, and he just didn't feel anything at this moment.He looked at Ye Qingzhou, looked at him deeply, as if he saw him every day, but never saw him.

Such a familiar stranger.

"You should tear off my mouth, tear off my tongue, you should know, this is the best way." Torrance said to Ye Qingzhou with a little deep meaning, only the two of them can understand the pantomime - you It's time to kill me, because I know you own the ring.Take away my ability to speak, maybe I will become your scapegoat because of my aggrieved English spelling, but now, this scapegoat can still speak.

Torrance sticks out her tongue, and the pentagram on it shines brightly.

"...No, I won't do that." Ye Qingzhou replied.

Torrance paused, and suddenly, as if he heard something funny, he rolled seven times on the ground, knelt on the ground, hugged his stomach, laughed and tore his words, "Man! This is man What a pathetic thing man is!"

He thought of himself who sold his body for power and wealth, "For bread, what else can't you sell?"

He saw Ye Qingzhou who knew he was being wronged in order to live and kept silent, "In order to live, what else can't be given up? What about your promise? Don't you never lie to me? Don't you want me to be happy? Don't you want to Want my smile? Do you know what you look like?"

Torrance paused, and said a word, "human", it seems that the existence of human beings is as insulting as pigs.

"People like this only remember to give to the poor when their stomachs are full, and only show kindness to others on the premise that they can survive. However, when they are threatened, they will put away the "Bible" "Picked up the butcher knife, sharpened the knife and pointed at the object of sympathy."

Torrance was still laughing, not feeling sad, just wanting to laugh, and of course not feeling happy anyway.

"Sorry." Ye Qingzhou said, his voice was so low that Torrance could hardly hear it.

"You don't need to apologize to him, Claude, it was Torrance who lied to you from the beginning. He is not Torrance at all, he is wearing Torrance's shell, approaching you, lying to you, such a guy, dead You deserve it too." Andre hurriedly persuaded.

He meant to comfort Ye Qingzhou, but every word stuck in the hearts of Torrance and Ye Qingzhou at the same time.For Torrance, the translation is: "That guy who doesn't know who he was, he was wearing a Claude shell from the beginning, approaching himself, playing with himself, such a guy... died..."

Torrance didn't go any further, because he already felt a bit of heartache, let's stop this unpleasant topic, that person is not Claude, and he doesn't need to take it seriously, after all, he only needs Claude alone.However, even playing with Claude mostly, there is no need to feel sad for such a guy.He is the master of butterflies, as long as he plays.Even if you think this way in your heart, your heart can't stop when it starts to ache.

The pain made it hard for him to breathe.

"I don't know why, when I hear others apologize, there will be sand running into my eyes. In my life, no one apologizes to me, because people like me should be treated as they should be. So, finally, What are you going to do to me?" Wiping away the tears from her eyes, Torrance was most annoyed that the back of her hand was soaked and the tears could not be wiped away.He gave Ye Qingzhou the final choice, whether to let himself be wronged and die like this, or to sacrifice himself.In fact, this choice can also be made by Torrance, whether to expose Ye Qingzhou's true face, or die willingly—as long as he speaks.But Torrance doesn't want to make this kind of choice, because Torrance has always been very selfish, very selfish, such a difficult choice, Mr. Torrance, who knows nothing, would not make it.

For the last time, let's rely on Claude willfully.

"You run." Ye Qingzhou said.

Everyone was shocked, including Torrance.

"You... run, I will give you three days to hide yourself, and then we will go find you, if we find... this time I will not let you go." He finished the rest of the sentence.

"I see, it's not letting me go, nor killing me immediately, but 'selectively letting go?'" Even at this time, Torrance's mouth was still vicious, "If you say, letting me go is love, killing me If I don’t love you, then your love is only worth three days? Hey, Charles, I’m only worth three days, Lord Torrance! It’s really expensive!”

"...If you don't want to laugh, then don't laugh, it's ugly." Charles showed a look of intolerance.Torrance pretended he didn't hear anything, and walked towards Claude, hanging limply by Andre's broken hand, undulating with his bouncing steps like an empty sleeve.He stood in front of Ye Qingzhou and looked at him carefully.When Ye Qingzhou was about to retreat, he said, "Let me take a look at you, take a look at your mouth, how to say such gentle words; look at your eyes, dare to look at me who was deceived by you; look at you Heart, is there any value in feeding dogs?"

Ye Qingzhou felt that he was about to cry, and he could only back away to avoid Torrance's hurtful sight.

Aware of Ye Qingzhou's guilt, Torrance will not let him go, because Torrance is the kind of mean, selfish guy who can't kill his betrayed lover, but also ruins his life.

Even if he doesn't love that person, it's the same.

"Hey, don't back off. I'm just a human being, weak and small, and much shorter than you. Why are you afraid of me? I won't eat you..." He muttered, the one he had used up Holding Ye Qingzhou by the hand, "hug me, please? Before I met you, no one would hug me, let alone such a warm embrace. Of course, it doesn't count if I hugged his hand and wanted to hit me when I was fighting with Charles. Lah. Ahh, why is no one laughing? Even Charles, don’t you object? Really, when I tell a joke seriously, Mr. Torrance, everyone just laughs to make it interesting!”

While saying this, Torrance herself was crying.He raised his tearful eyes and said, "Finally, hug me one more time, okay? Before my poor, 15-year-old life is over, ah, you don't have to feel guilty, people will die, even if they die in 15 year olds are really rare... no, I mean, it's not your fault, what's the point of being killed miserably before you experience the beauty of life? Killed Man, the soul will go to hell, right? Really, what is hell? People always go to hell... No, it seems that very few people go to hell..."

Ye Qingzhou's hand holding the sword was already trembling, and Torrance finally stopped talking to himself, "Hey, finally, hug me again, so I won't have any regrets."

Of course Ye Qingzhou hugged him, and Torrance buried him in his arms, taking a deep breath of his breath like thousands of nights and mornings before.

Time was silent for a while, and suddenly Torrance pushed Ye Qingzhou away, like pushing away a piece of garbage.And Ye Qingzhou, covering his chest with one hand, staggered and fell to the ground.Where he was covering with his hands, a red rose bloomed.Torrance flicked the dagger in his hand, raised it to his lips, stuck out his pink tongue, greedily licking a strand of red thread on the tip of the knife.

"Do you think I will say that I forgive you?" The expression teased, "Are you kidding? If you dare to throw a stone over, you are ready to be thrown 1000 yuan of horse dung! Master Torrance," he waved The knife pointed directly at the tip of Ye Qingzhou's nose, "Betrayal equals death, trash!"

"I'll kill you!" Andre's eyes were red. Seeing this, Tolan Xi hurriedly stepped back seven or eight steps, holding up a knife and explained: "You can't count your words, the agreed three days. Tolan Master Xi, I feel that in this increasingly corrupt world, trust between people is the driving force behind social progress!"

"Is a guy like you really human?" Andre felt incredible.

"Of course, I would do such a thing. Isn't it because I am a 'human'?" He suddenly showed a bright smile, "Not selfish enough, not cold-blooded enough, how can I be called a human? What's more, I have never Never liked you, Claude."

Torrance wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, her smile was the same as usual, "I just hope that someone can accompany me, protect me, and love me, if you can get company by pretending to love someone, it doesn't matter who it is. So, it doesn't matter when this kind of dependence doesn't exist, I just need to get the love of others again."

"I never thought of you," Torrance concluded.

Ye Qingzhou scratched his shirt with his fingers covering the wound. I don't know if it was because of the pain of the wound or his heart.Andre was busy hugging him, so his look was hidden.

Torrance stood aside, feeling that Andre was unlikely to catch up and kill him, so he assured Charles to leave.When the two of them, plus one Sebastian, left, only Torrance didn't look back, he faced the front without stopping.

A group of people walked for a long time, and they couldn't see Ye Qingzhou and Andre again.

"If you want to cry, do it now, at this distance, even a demon cannot hear it." Ciel said, "By the way, it was Sebastian who said that he might hear it, and I personally think it is very valuable for reference. "

"Why are you crying? I'm used to it. I met so-called kind-hearted people when I was wandering in London. They picked me up, gave me food, clothes, and raised me for two days. After a discussion about family income and expenditure, the owner was taken to an unfamiliar place in London and thrown away. Did this happen dozens of times, or hundreds of times? I'm used to it, being selectively discarded by people. Things, after getting used to it, I feel nothing..."

"Really?" Charles took a few steps back and stood behind Torrance, only in this way he could pretend not to reveal because he couldn't see.

Why are the tears on your face that don't stop?

"That..." Torrance wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and the eye sockets were immediately wet, "Sorry, the wind and sand are a bit heavy, I seem to be allergic."

Charles touched his sore nose, "Yeah, the wind and sand are a bit big..."

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