The system cultivates a good "boyfriend"

Are you listening?Of course I was listening, how could I not be listening, but what was that uncomfortable feeling in my heart?Little by little, she exposed the wound that had been hidden in her heart for so many years, and it still hadn't healed. She remembered that she once said that she hated betrayal, and she hated being used by others when she left her back to the other party. The feeling of being stabbed hard by the knife, the feeling of tearing flesh and blood, and the pain of bleeding can't cover up the pain in my heart.

"Wang Jiayi." Ye Cheng raised his bright and sad eyes and looked at the scenery outside the window. The white clouds are so white, and the blue sky is so blue, as if everything is so clean and pure. It turns out that there is also a kind of weather called Mingming is very clear. On the outside, it feels like a storm is coming, and there is a feeling called, sweet to sad.

She hasn't touched such a name for a long time. These three words are so difficult to blurt out, but they have taken root in her heart, faintly covering the whole heart, a shadow that others can't see through, and she can't get out of it.

The system girl noticed Ye Cheng's sadness, and stayed quietly on Ye Cheng's shoulder, not daring to make any noise, and quietly listened to Ye Cheng's bright but sour feelings.

A long, long time ago, she had a very good friend, her name was Wang Jiayi, they used to be the best girlfriends, but they stopped and forgot each other in the rivers and lakes.

She and Wang Jiayi once walked through every corner of the campus with their fingers intertwined, talking about their little secrets. Others don’t know where the two of us laugh, but we still smile like that, and the laughter was so hearty. There is a kind of bright happiness in the sky above the campus, just like Wang Jiayi, it is so dazzling, bright and beautiful.

She likes to see Wang Jiayi smiling like a flower looking at her, likes to watch Wang Jiayi clasp her palm tightly with her fair and slender fingers, and also likes to see Wang Jiayi whispering bad things about others in her ear with a voice that others can't hear.

But I don't know what changed the relationship between the two, was it another person's penetration, or did Wang Jiayi have her own boyfriend?

In the same white cloudy weather, as usual, the two of them walked out of the teaching building with their fingers interlocked, carrying their schoolbags, and there was a very handsome boy escorting them. That boy was named Yu Liangju, with a clean smile. , with a shy personality, wearing a baggy school uniform, smiling at Wang Jiayi with a smile, amused, and coaxed Wang Jiayi to be happy.

And she can't intervene in the conversation between the two of them. She looks at her good friend like an outsider, and the person she cares about is with another person, and she can only be by the side, like an audience looking at two people , she - doesn't like this feeling very much, nor does she like this person.

"My Jiayi, can I take you home? You two are walking on the road, I don't feel at ease." Seeing Yu Liangju looking at the two of them, although the words he said were very gentlemanly, it was difficult to make people feel uncomfortable She refused, but she didn't want this man to pick her up. On her way home from school every day, there was always a space between Wang Jiayi and herself. How could she let another person trample on such a space.

She is like a general guarding her own city, and Wang Jiayi's city, and she said a little unhappy: "Don't worry, we have no problem walking like this every day, why is it not safe for the two of us to walk together when you come here?" gone?"

She saw a flash of embarrassment on Yu Liangju's face, a little blush, and looked at Wang Jiayi as if asking for help. After all, he was young and thin-skinned. After being hit by her like this, everyone was a little at a loss. In the end, they were still together Walk.

She herself is like a victorious fox, proud of herself, but what she didn't expect is that although they are both best friends, they will have an argument because of a boy who has been dating for less than a week.

On that day, Wang Jiayi let go of the hands tightly held by the two, and said with her determination to do something in the past: "Yezi, don't you like me being with him?"

She believes that there should be no deception between girlfriends, not to mention that at that time, she didn't know what hiding is, but she just looked at Wang Jiayi with a complicated expression, nodded vigorously and said: "Yes, I don't like it, I don't like it very much, look You're so ruffian, didn't you say that as long as the two of us are together, it will be fine?"

She took Wang Jiayi's hand, but was ruthlessly pushed away. She looked at Wang Jiayi in astonishment, not knowing what she did wrong and why she did this, which made her understand in her heart that there is a feeling called dryness and dryness. It's astringent and uncomfortable.

"Ye Zi, I will go with Yu Liangju from now on, so you better not follow me." After speaking, she turned and left.

She remembered that she held Wang Jiayi's wrist tightly and asked stubbornly, "Why?"

I only heard a sneer, and looked at Wang Jiayi who turned her head. There were too many things in her eyes that she couldn't understand, but there was something she could see clearly, clearly, and there was disgust in her eyes.

"Why? Ye Cheng, are you really not clear, or are you pretending not to be clear? Do you really want me to tell you little by little about your own thoughts? To point it out to you clearly?"

She doesn't know anything, she doesn't know anything, she just wants to keep her best friend, her friend, but such cold words turn into water and ice like winter snowflakes in the bright sunshine, ruthlessly It pierced into the heart. It didn't hurt, but it just made people cry.

She looked at Wang Jiayi's resolute back in a daze, and still couldn't understand why she was angry. She didn't want to lose this friend. After thinking about it, it might be because she spoke too badly to his boyfriend that day, so For her good friend, she decided to apologize.

She found Yu Liangju, still with that bad smile, leaning against the door frame arrogantly, looking at Ye Cheng without raising her eyelids, and said: "Ye Cheng, it's no use apologizing to me, you know What happened to the two of you was actually caused by you alone."

"Then let me apologize to you, okay? Tell Jiayi and we will make up."

Yu Liangju sneered, finally he was willing to raise his eyes, observed Ye Cheng's face carefully, shook his head, and said with a sigh, "Ye Cheng, don't you understand?"

"do not understand anything?"

"You and Jiayi have different positions in their hearts."

Ye Cheng didn't understand, he raised his head stubbornly and asked, "What's the matter? Let me ask you one last question, do you accept the apology?"

Yu Liangju picked up a cigarette, lit it, and the strong smell of smoke came over his face, and he saw Yu Liangju's somewhat lonely face in a trance, the smoke came and went quickly, as if what he saw just now was just an illusion.

"Ye Cheng, I just played a scene with Jiayi. When the scene is over, it's over."

Ye Cheng stared at Yu Liangju with wide eyes, unable to believe it was true, as if thinking of something, Ye Cheng grabbed Yu Liangju's sleeve tightly, and asked angrily: "Yu Liangju, How could you lie to me?"

Yu Liangju grabbed Ye Cheng's hand, took it off his sleeve, pressed it on his chest and said, "Ye Cheng, what are you thinking in your heart?" He took his hand away in a panic, a little flustered : "What do you think?" Yu Liangju smiled indifferently, touched Ye Cheng's hair, and said with a doting smile: "Ye Cheng, I wish I never knew you." She still I don't understand, maybe she missed something, but she didn't want to know what it was, she just wanted to hold Wang Jiayi's hand tightly and never separate again.

She slowly walked in front of Wang Jiayi, watching her laughing with other girls, she said cautiously: "Jiayi, stop making trouble, please, I don't like this prank." Wang Jiayi looked at Ye With such a cautious face, Cheng finally couldn't bear to say: "Ye Zi, don't look for me anymore, okay? I fell in love with Yu Liangju." "No, Yu Liangju told me that you and him were fake, you Why did you lie to me?" Wang Jiayi said with a bad face, "He told you everything?" "Yes, you and him are obviously acting."

"Ye Cheng, in view of our friendship for so many years, I advise you, don't force me anymore." "Am I forcing you? Our friendship for so many years is that you can casually say that it's just a scam. Just spread out?" Wang Jiayi ignored it, just sat in her seat, started to pack some things into her schoolbag, ignored Ye Cheng, turned and left the classroom, and when she left, Wang Jiayi was there as before. Asked in his own ear: "Yezi, you don't like me, do you?" Ye Cheng turned his head in shock, looking at the weird eyes of the people around him, but his heart was beating fiercely, like that She understood some of the abnormal beating, but some didn't.

But in the end, Wang Jiayi didn't even give Ye Cheng a chance to inquire. Wang Jiayi had already left the city, and their family had a very good opportunity to study abroad, so Wang Jiayi left Ye Cheng's sight without saying goodbye.

And a few years later, Ye Cheng finally understood that behind that relationship, yes, it was all his own fault.

And after a few years, she didn't have a good friend like Wang Jiayi, nor did she have a boyfriend, so she just walked the journey that the two of them walked together.

She once read a sentence in a book that time is the medicine that heals all wounds. She didn't believe it. She used to naively thought that it would not be true, but later she understood that any kind of feeling can be slowly healed. Buried by the heavy time, just like the relationship back then, completely forgotten by her, even though that memory is always alive in her heart, her past.