wind on the other side

"Liu Bi, do you want to hear me sing?" The boy walking beside him turned his head and asked, with a little excitement and nervousness in his tone.

"Please call me by my full name, please? I've said it many times. Go ahead, don't you want me to introduce our school to you?" Jin Liuting looked at the front and said, completely ignoring the boy's nervousness.

The boy next to him is Ran Zhenggang, a student from another school that Jin Liuting met in the qq group formed by joining the school's travel club.Although he basically didn't participate in club activities, he also met some friends, and Ran Zhenggang was one of them.The two of them talked a lot about some points of view, and Jin Liuting took it as a confidant.During the school holiday, Ran Zhenggang came here from other provinces on a special trip, saying that he wanted to see Jin Liuting's school, and asked Jin Liuting to be a tour guide, and Jin Liuting, who had always been kind to others, readily agreed.

As soon as we met, I found that this boy was very nervous, but also honest and cute, as if he had never met a stranger.But it's a little strange that he came here alone, without any friends or other members of their club.He was very attentive along the way, several times he wanted to help Jin Liuting get things, but Jin Liuting refused, saying that there was no guest who would bring things for the master.

This boy is about the same height as Feng Youhuo, sporty, not handsome, but very calm.

Speaking of the wind like fire, Jin Liufeng's thoughts immediately drifted away.It's been a year, and it's been a year since we broke up. There is not a day when I don't miss her.But her stubborn heart will not let her take the initiative to pick up the phone again and cast the familiar number.Feng Youhuo suggested that there must be a reason for the breakup, and Jin Liufeng thought of it.But why didn't you explain it to her, why didn't the two of you figure out a way together, leave as soon as you say, return a promise that makes people feel hopeless, and keep no contact.

The biggest possibility is that what my mother said, the threat is still hot.If it was really his mother... Jin Liuting suddenly felt a throbbing pain in his heart. If it was really his mother, how would he face it?I love my mother like a god.If she had to choose, it would be better to tear herself in two, a thousand arrows piercing her heart, or a bloody mess.Maybe, Feng Ruhuo is protecting himself.But how could he leave like this without making a sound.Only the birthdays of the two sophomores, text messages greeting each other, just one or two sentences, it shows that they still remember each other.

In the past year, Jin Liuzhen felt very scared, not only afraid of the indifference between the two of them, but also afraid of their future.Maybe it won't be long before it can no longer be called "their" future.Jin Liuling knows how many excellent people are chasing Feng Ruhuo, maybe Feng Ruhuo fell in love with him just on impulse.I dare not inquire about the situation, for fear of getting the result that will break my heart.Sometimes I really want to admit defeat, Jin Liuzhen once tried to slowly forget the wind and fire, but every day I can't help but miss it when I sleep, I miss the wind and fire breath, I miss the wind and fire voice, I think of the wind and fire's words Yixing, thinking of the scene of that birthday party, all of them are nostalgic.Holding the quilt, she couldn't help crying silently, resenting herself for becoming weaker and weaker.

Jin Liuling's psychological growth is more or less shown in his QQ talk and diary, but his head is always invisible.She didn't know that Feng Ruhuo had been paying attention to her silently, watching her every talk, every diary, watching her grow slowly.

Jumping out of the maze of passionate love, Jin Liuting also reflected a lot.Feng Ruhuo has always been on the initiative, taking the initiative to find her, take the initiative to greet her, take the initiative to confess, take the initiative to teach her how to learn, take the initiative to make commitments and work hard, and even break up is her initiative.Feng Ruhuo is almost planning everything for the two of them by himself.and I?Jin Liuling smiled wryly, he was still so timid, he just let the wind rush to get ahead, he just accepted silently, he could only express his satisfaction or dissatisfaction, he didn't express anything except studying hard.The wind is like fire, before I met myself, I worked hard alone, after I met myself, I dealt with all kinds of people who confessed, worked harder, and took care of my own feelings.And what about myself?He didn't even do something to make Feng Ruhuo comment.

Phew... Jin Liuzhen sighed, he wanted to change, he wanted to change, he wanted to get rid of his timidity and lazy dependence.If you really want to go to the end, you must fight with her, and you cannot leave her alone.I have to express myself.Learn to be brave and face it bravely.Even at the end, even at the end... no, not at the end...

"Liu Bi...Jin, Liu Bi."

"Ah?" Jin Liufeng came back to his senses, and looked at Ran Zhenggang with some embarrassment.I actually lost my mind when others were singing.

"Is there anything you need to do?" Ran Zhenggang asked with concern.

"No." Jin Liufeng said.

After dinner, the two of them strolled around the school. Ran Zhenggang said a few words occasionally, but it didn't break the tense atmosphere.It wasn't that Jin Liuting didn't want to be warm and friendly to Ran Zhenggang.However, she had a vague feeling, either that Ran Zhenggang was a bad person, or a strange uneasiness that made her feel that something was going to happen, which was not what she expected.

Although it is in the north, Jin Liufeng's school is very green.It's just that compared with the south, the plants on the campus still look a bit depressed and scattered.The sky is very pure, because it is far from the city center.As the sun sets, the light yellow sky turns a dazzling golden color, reflecting the bare branches of the tall trees.A faint sense of sadness rose from the bottom of Jin Liufeng's heart, lonely.

"Let's go sit there." Ran Zhenggang pointed to the bench not far from him and said.It turned out that the two of them walked to the small park in the school without knowing it.There was silence and no one else around.Jin Liuting remembers that when Feng Youhuo came to find her, she brought Feng Youhuo here to play, and Feng Youhuo secretly kissed her while she was not paying attention, and she ran after Feng Youhuo in the grove for a long time, how happy she was memories.But now, I just feel sad.

The two sat on the bench, each having their own concerns.Jin Liujin was used to obeying others, so he did not refuse Ran Zhenggang's invitation.She didn't pay attention, the sky was already too dark to see the other party's face clearly.Ran Zhenggang stared at Jin Liufeng, very nervous.Jin Liuting looked ahead in a daze, not looking at Ran Zhenggang.

The melodious music sounded, it was "Butterfly Love", sad and pure.Ran Zhenggang put the mobile phone playing music on the chair, and turned to face Jin Liuling.Jin Liufeng turned his head suspiciously.

"Liu Bing, I like you." Ran Zhenggang stared into Jin Liu Bing's eyes and said affectionately.

Jin Liuting looked at Ran Zhenggang numbly and did not answer.

"Liu Ting, I love you!" Ran Zhenggang hugged Jin Liu Ting tightly into his arms.

Jin Liuling woke up suddenly, trembling for a while, she felt very uncomfortable, all the cells in her body were resisting this hug.

"I love you..." Ran Zhenggang was still immersed in the hug, with his eyes closed.Jin Liuting's face was pale and her whole body was weak. For some reason, she couldn't push it away.Her heart is so cold and cold.

"Wind..." Jin Liufeng murmured, soft as a breeze, cold as dry grass, without any emotion.

Ran Zhenggang finally let go, and he was very anxious when he saw Jin Liuting almost paralyzed.

"What's wrong? Flowing? Flowing?"

Jin Liuting shook his head and turned around, not looking at Ran Zhenggang.

"Do you like me?" Ran Zhenggang asked eagerly.

Shaking his head.

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

Shaking his head.

"Do you have someone you like?"

wry smile.

"So, is it possible that you like me?"

"I don't know..." Jin Liuting finally spoke, she didn't know why she didn't just say it was impossible, was it because she had no confidence in herself, or because she had no confidence.At this moment, her heart was filled with sorrow.

The author has something to say: please do not smoke, it has been the third day since I tried to post.

☆, broken snow like a heart