I really didn't want to be popular [entertainment circle]

He actually kissed Shen Youlan.

Su Zibo lay on the bed after taking a shower, twisting the quilt with his fingers, his eyes staring like light bulbs in the dark, unable to fall asleep no matter what.

He didn't even dare to look at his cell phone to see if Shen Youlan had said anything to him.

seriously.

This is his first kiss.

He can't even remember how he felt back then.

He could feel that Shen Youlan had feelings for him, and Su Zibo could actually understand most of the reasons why he didn't accept and admit it.

Sometimes I get angry, and sometimes I suddenly understand Shen Youlan's mood.

In the final analysis, Shen Youlan still felt that he would regret it.When he was 20, 21 years old, and Shen Yulan was 30 years old, he was no longer what he is now.

As Shen Youlan said, he has made movies and met different people, Shen Youlan will be worried about his change.

But will he meet someone better than Shen Youlan?

Su Zibo firmly thought, no more, Shen Youlan is the best.

Furthermore, Shen Youlan's worries also included his career issues.An idol cannot fall in love. He is not his boss Xu Yiqing. He already has what he should have and can bravely come out to the world. He must choose career between career and relationship.

After all, he is a person who lives under the camera. He has known from a long time ago that he is not free, and he will be irritable because of this matter.

Too much.

He rolled over.

But if... Shen Youlan lets go, he will also find a way to solve these problems, right?

"Annoying." Su Zibo glanced at his phone, it was rare for him to sleep normally, but he was still suffering from insomnia.

……

After returning to the crew, we entered a tense shooting period.

During this period, Su Zibo seldom thought of Shen Youlan, because his mind was filled with many things, and he didn't have much time to think about it.

After that kiss, there was no other communication between the two of them.

Su Zibo took a shower one night, and he hadn't showered for almost two days, and he didn't sleep very much.Finally, I was able to go back to the hotel and take a comfortable shower.

After washing, his hair was dripping with water, and he would be stunned looking at himself in the mirror.

Then he slowly stretched out his hand, slowly sketched his appearance in front of the mirror blurred by steam, and then made a cross on it.

He couldn't even remember what was going through his mind at that moment when he rushed up to kiss his lips, and what kind of feeling he had.

Now give him ten more guts and he wouldn't dare.

He returned to the room, dried his hair and sat on the bed, picked up the phone and saw Shen Youlan's text message:

——The temperature has cooled.

The letter was sent this morning, and he didn't notice it.

Su Zibo quickly replied to him. He originally wanted to tell him to pay attention to his body, but the first thing he sent out was: —— Well, today we are filming a scene of falling into the water.

After sending it, I always felt like a spoiled child, and I wanted to withdraw it quickly, but Shen Youlan's message had already arrived.

——Then be careful.

Su Zibo's forehead twitched, reassuring himself that at least it wasn't a speech like "drink more hot water".

He replied again:

--You too.

The very ordinary conversation made Su Zibo feel better again.

The next day, as soon as he arrived at the scene, Li Silu prepared a big blanket for him, and then prepared a coat for him, which was covered with warm babies.

Su Zibo looked at the dress and said helplessly, "Brother, now...although the temperature has dropped, it's still summer anyway. This is too exaggerated."

"Do you know how cold it is inside?" Li Silu said, "The filming location was very cold, the pool was dirty and cold, and you would shiver when you entered it. If you insist on not using a stand-in, you won't be able to survive, so don't force yourself."

Li Silu said: "I prepared clothes for you."

He continued: "Today, someone prepared warm drinks for the whole group, and even specially bought health care products and medicines for you in case of emergencies."

Su Zibo looked at the rows of drink cups on the table, and asked curiously, "Give it to me?"

"It's Editor Shen." Li Silu said, "He treats you really well."

Su Zibo was stunned at first, but immediately raised his head when he heard the words: "...He prepared it for me?"

"I invite the whole crew to drink." Li Silu said, "Isn't he familiar with the director too?"

"...Well." Su Zibo said, "Can I drink now..."

"Wait until you finish filming." Li Silu said.

Su Zibo's filming status is good today, and he can basically pass one by one.In the last scene, the person played by Su Zibo jumped into the pool first, and then Ning Zhen would jump in from the bank and fish him out of the water from behind.

In this scene, Su Zibo's role needs a lot of explosive power. He has to show the progressive sadness before entering the water, and after getting out of the water, he is pulled out of the darkness and desperate situation by Ning Zhen's character.

So the focus of this scene is despair and salvation. It is the only scene that has exploded recently, and it is a test of Su Zibo's acting skills.

When Su Zibo came out of the water in the last scene, there shouldn't be a single piece of dry hair on his body, face, or hair, but because of visual needs, it's impossible to make his face full of water droplets, which looks unsightly.He was about to immerse himself in the water, and let the makeup artist stand beside him to give him a watery look, so that he would look like he just came out, but he would not be so embarrassed, with a crystal-clear, fragile and helpless makeup.

Su Zibo wanted to keep his body moist. He finally knew why it was so cold to shoot such water scenes in summer. After he got into shape, his teeth couldn't help shaking. Into the ears, whoever heard it sweated.

The director said: "Zi Bo, can you still handle it?"

"Yeah." If Su Zibo wasn't wearing makeup, his face would have turned pale and his lips would have turned purple, "It's okay."

"Okay." The makeup artist immediately withdrew.

"Okay!" the director said, "Every unit prepares and strives for a pass."

Su Zibo was competitive enough, so he really passed one.

He was picked up from behind by Ning Zhen from the water, and then tightly hugged in his arms, Su Zibo struggled with tears, and could not make his appearance ugly in the camera.

"Card!"

"Thanks for your hard work!"

"Get the blanket blanket..."

The director's voice was the real voice of salvation. Su Zibo exhaled, turned around and came out of Ning Zhen's arms. Li Silu had already come over with the clothes full of warm babies.

"Are you okay?" Because Ning Zhen didn't need to soak in the water for a long time, she could already feel the coldness in the water just after she came down.

"No." Su Zibo wanted to leave, Ning Zhen slowly helped him to the shore, and then Li Silu came over to wrap him in a towel to dry him, and handed all the warm babies into his hands.

"I'll wipe it for you." Ning Zhen was about to start.

"No need." Su Zibo couldn't wait, trembling and said, "I want to drink that..."

After speaking, she let go of Ning Zhen's hand and ran to the table full of hot drinks.

Ning Zhen was still smiling at him one second ago, but he put on a gentle smile the next second, and slowly lowered his hands from the air.

Li Silu followed Su Zibo over, and put his clothes back together, fearing that he would be cold, Su Zibo's nose had already started to runny after the cold, but he took two sips of warm drink to warm him from his throat to his stomach.

Li Silu said: "Today's show is over, take a rest tonight, I will check the itinerary with you."

"Okay." Su Zibo vaguely remembered that he was going to record a variety show later, and took another sip, "Is that the variety show?"

"Yes, the visa has been issued, finally." Li Silu said, "You don't know how long this thing has messed with me..."

Su Zibo smacked his cup, his big eyes widened: "Ah? Why do you need a visa?"

"Why do you need a visa? Going abroad?" Li Silu said, "I told you before, did you listen to me?"

"You only said that you're going to record a variety show." Su Zibo put the cup on the table, recalled it carefully and added, "Travel variety show!"

"That's right!" Li Silu said, "It's to make up for the gap period before your film is released."

"Yeah." Su Zibo said, "but going abroad...where?"

"...Hey, I remembered. I didn't tell you because the director team had been temporarily changing locations. Come on, it's the same as what you said now." Li Silu rested his elbows on the table, "The good news is Afterwards, you will be paired with two life assistants. Anyway, it will be enough to bring with you during the recording of the variety show. The bad news is that you will be away for more than three months, and you will not be able to return to China until the end of the year. It happens to be during the winter vacation. It's showing."

Li Silu said: "It's hard work for you too, basically it's all year round."

Su Zibo didn't pay attention to the latter sentence "all year round", he was still immersed in the shock that he was going to be wandering outside for three months.

And according to this, is... to go abroad?

"But what about the school?" Su Zibo asked.

"We've all thought about this, and we've already said hello to the school. You have to go back to school every month, as long as you complete the acting homework on time to get credits, you don't have to ask about other things." Li Silu said, "Don't worry. , with me here, I will arrange everything clearly for you."

Li Silu is really good at arranging these things. At night, he set aside an hour alone for Su Zibo to arrange his next itinerary.He made a whole list of what Su Zibo needs to do and what he is forbidden to do. He is so detailed that he needs weight and hair style to be on camera. He must control his weight and not cut his hair without permission.

Su Zibo has long been used to this kind of request. Although Chen Jue did not interfere with him forcibly before, these are the most basic things that need to be followed.

He is not a rebellious person, nor does he have any rebellious character.Now Li Silu and him are completely mandatory. In terms of artist management, his team's system itself is more complete and strict, and there will be no mistakes, so it makes Su Zibo feel that he is an exquisite decoration.

Most of the outdoor spots for travel variety shows are South Korea, Japan, Thailand, Southeast Asia, etc., and European and American countries are not involved. Su Zibo can accept it without traveling long distances and taking a six- to seven-hour plane to fly over the horizon... and can fly domestically every month to catch his breath.

Speaking of it, the travel show is just comfortable to listen to. In fact, the filming environment is quite difficult. Su Zibo himself has never experienced it. He heard other friends in the dormitory during the limited group before.They are recording day and night. Basically, the camera is facing you 24 hours and [-] hours. It’s okay if you don’t have freedom. They probably record a lot of one or two hours of programs to cut out more interesting materials. It takes a long time to shoot.

Furthermore, the scorching sun in summer, the severe cold in winter, various outdoor factors, and some are even deliberately created for the effect of the program. When you meet a program group that only needs ratings, such "accidents" are likely to happen frequently.

The time has entered September.

At the end of August, Su Zibo went to the school to report. He appeared as a focal point at the opening ceremony. Many students and even school teachers came to take photos with him.Su Zibo still has no real sense of his popularity until now, more out of fear, feeling that he is unworthy.

He really doesn't have any works. Although the two works he is shooting now are always called "to be exploded", in fact he doesn't have any real feelings.

Not long after enrolling, he left school to continue filming, and the first to finish was "Feng Shi".

This film, which took him more than three months to shoot, was finally finished in mid-September, and after that, he was about to transfer to the crew of "The Sparrow" to finish.

On the day of wrapping up, after filming the last scene, the director and assistant director brought a bouquet of flowers to Su Zibo.The moment Su Zibo heard the beat, he felt relieved.

"Congratulations!!"

"Congratulations on finishing!!!"

Many people gathered around and wrapped up Su Zibo tightly.

"You're free." Ning Zhen smiled helplessly, "I still have two scenes."

"Come on." Su Zibo said immediately, "waiting for your good news."

"Thanks for your hard work." Fu Xin also came over and patted him on the shoulder, "You are really outstanding, excellent, you have worked hard during this time!"

In just one sentence, Su Zibo's nose suddenly felt sore.

He suppressed the surging emotions, his eyes were a little red, and he raised his hand to hug the director.The director hugged him, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "I lost weight!"

"It's okay." Su Zibo laughed, "Thank you director."

Hugging and taking photos with the people at the scene, Su Zibo took off his hair and coat, but he hadn't had time to take off his makeup yet.He recalled what the director had just said in his mind.

For more than three months, shuttling between the two crews, the average sleep time was exaggerated to only four or five hours, and he still had to maintain his best condition.

Originally thought they could go home at least once a month, but since the last time they saw Shen Youlan, they haven't seen each other again.

Nearly a month has passed since I kissed Shen Youlan last time, Shen Youlan didn't say a word, just do whatever I want.Occasionally, he would take the initiative to talk to him, but most of the time Su Zibo couldn't help but look for him.

Wood is nothing more than that... When will wood be enlightened?

After Su Zibo said goodbye to the people present, he hid in the toilet by himself.It's really hard to describe the mood at this time, I can't say I'm happy, I can't say I'm wronged, it's just the emptiness after the joy and relaxation.Su Zibo was sitting on the toilet, his hair was sticky and uncomfortable because of the headgear just now.He fanned the heat with his hands, and only then did he hear his cell phone vibrate.

He picked it up and saw Shen Youlan's name.

"..." Su Zibo picked it up, "Hello?"

"Finished?" Shen Youlan said.

"Why do you know everything..." Su Zibo muttered.

After he finished the last few words, his throat was completely hoarse because of the choking.

"Shen Youlan..." He hoarsely called out Shen Youlan's name.

"What's wrong." Shen Youlan noticed the strangeness in his tone.

"..." Su Zibo said, "I'm so tired."

"It's finished." Shen Youlan said.

"I still have to join the group after finishing the project, and I can't rest for at least half a year." Su Zibo held his face in his hands and exhaled, "...I can't go back to sleep, I have to go..."

Su Zibo gritted his teeth and swallowed the rest of the words.

"..." After hearing this, Shen Youlan gave him time to digest, and said, "Where are you?"

"Toilet." Su Zibo wiped his eyes and said, "Obviously finishing such a happy event, if I cry for no reason in front of others, they will think I'm crazy."

"I will turn around and break the news to the marketing account. I have already thought about the hot search titles." Shen Yulan said, "Su Zibo broke down and cried at the scene of the finale..."

"Get lost..." Su Zibo finally laughed angrily.

"You are under too much pressure." Shen Youlan said, "Let me find you a psychological counseling."

"I don't have time to watch..." Su Zibo shook his head and wiped away the tears on his face with his wrist, "Okay, it's much more comfortable."

He stood up and jumped twice on the spot, saying: "... Maybe I just miss you."

"Really." Shen Youlan didn't evade his words this time, but responded lightly.

"Yeah." Su Zibo said, "Okay, I'm done."

He hung up the phone, put the phone in his pocket and went outside to wash his hands, and hummed a few songs while shaking his hands.

All right, Shen Youlan made up for the last bit of emptiness in his chest.

Su Zibo left the bathroom, ready to go to the building to find Li Silu.He didn't know if Li Silu would make any arrangements for him in the future, such as interviews or short videos.He won't be able to catch up with the crew's wrap-up banquet either, and he might leave the crew early tomorrow morning.

Ning Zhen still had a scene, so she had to say goodbye to him in 5 minutes.In fact, during these three months of getting along day and night, since he and Ning Zhen made it clear in private, Ning Zhen has honestly kept a distance from him, but his attitude is still very gentle towards him.In fact, putting aside these things, Ning Zhen is really a kind person who treats him very well, and is different from Shen Youlan's gentleness.

Su Zibo also began to rejoice that it was Shen Youlan who he met first, otherwise maybe at this moment...he couldn't tell, really couldn't tell.

Just thinking that the two of them would have a chance to meet in the future, they would definitely get together in a variety show during the promotional period, and then go to a road show together... Su Zibo continued to walk forward when the phone rang again.

He guessed it was Li Silu urging him, so he answered, "Hello?"

"It's not here yet." Li Silu said, "Hurry up.

"Well, we'll be there soon." Su Zibo said as he walked through the corridor to the door, "Have you brought the car over..."

"As soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly saw a tall man standing against the light in the corridor outside.

"Well, I'll drive to the door." Li Silu said, "There is someone waiting for you at the door, he told me not to tell you, I will give you a surprise."

Su Zibo opened his mouth.

The man may have heard the movement and turned in his direction.Shen Youlan had one hand in her pocket, and a bag in the other. In the kraft paper bag, a few bright orange flowers popped out.

When he saw Su Zibo, he smiled slightly at him.

Su Zibo paused, he hung up the phone, and quickly ran towards Shen Youlan, almost as if he wanted to give him a hug.Shen Youlan didn't dodge, but just looked at him tenderly.

Su Zibo ran up to him and said excitedly, "Why are you here!"

"Come on a business trip." Shen Youlan said, "I know you've finished, so I came to see you."

As he said, he handed the small kraft paper bag in his hand: "There should be flowers for the finale, but I won't be so fanciful. Congratulations for the finale."

"I..." Su Zibo couldn't believe it, he couldn't speak, so he quickly hugged him, "I...I seem to..."

"Are you okay?" Shen Youlan asked.

Su Zibo shook his head, "

"I'm just sure of one thing."

He blushed in a low voice: "So I really missed you."

Shen Youlan exhaled helplessly, and said, "Let's go, go to the garage first, and I'll take you back to the hotel."

Shen Youlan stood beside the garage with him. Li Silu and other team members had to move his things on the scene into the car, and it would inevitably take some time to drive here. During this time, he and Shen Youlan could stay alone for a while.Shen Youlan drove the car by herself, and probably just went back with him for a while, and was about to leave soon.

"Shen Youlan." Su Zibo stood beside him holding the bag of flowers, "I'm going to record a travel variety show."

"Yes." Shen Youlan said, "I heard."

"We won't see each other for a long time." Su Zibo said, "I won't be back until the end of the year at least."

Shen Youlan looked ahead, pinching his e-cigarette in his hand: "Well, I've inquired about this variety show, and it's already the third season. This time you are a resident guest, and you can just learn more from the seniors in the host world, so you can be a Relaxed."

It was smoky, drowning his expression and facial features.

He took a breath and said, "Take it as a real trip instead of work, maybe you will be happier."

"But it's work." Su Zibo pouted, "Travel is not like this."

Shen Youlan looked at him sideways, and said: "You have passed the half year of the college entrance examination, and the crew has survived the three months of hard work. For the rest of this year, you can go to see the scenery, enjoy delicious food, and make more friends."

"Hmm..." Su Zibo responded, "That's what you said..."

"Having lived on the set for so long, do you feel that it is different from your original world?" Shen Youlan said.

"Yes." Su Zibo rubbed his chin against the petals, "It's completely different from my previous filming experience. The atmosphere of the crew, service, the professionalism of the teachers, and the requirements of the director... are completely different, which makes me feel very fulfilled." and compact."

"That's right." Shen Youlan raised her chin slightly, and squinted to look at the flickering headlights ahead, "You should be full and compact instead of thinking wildly."

Knowing what he was talking about, Su Zibo put his head against the flower, and tapped the petals lightly with his upper teeth.

Shen Youlan put the cigarette out and put it in her pocket, and was about to take it out when she felt Su Zibo approaching.He squeezed Shen Youlan's big hand with a cool hand, and held it firmly.

Shen Youlan looked at the front expressionlessly, and quietly clenched her fist with the other hand.

"Shen Youlan, I still think you like me too." Su Zibo turned his head, watching Shen Youlan's protruding ears slowly turn red, and his calm face that he never wanted to show to him, "I have a proposal. "

"What." Shen Youlan said.

"You should give me a time limit to prove you wrong." Su Zibo said, "You set the time limit, two years, five years, ten years, I don't care... If I still like you at that time, you Hang out with me."

Shen Youlan: "..."

"How about two years? No matter how you say it, it's time to calm down after two years." Su Zibo said, "I will see the outside world, I will meet many new friends, and I will manage my business well. Experience your own life as you say, and then..."

Su Zibo looked at Shen Youlan: "Then I will prove to you how much I like you."

Shen Youlan's brows and eyes were slightly frowned, even the peaks of her eyebrows were trembling slightly, Su Zibo's hand was loosened, and her eyes were fixed on him all the time.Shen Youlan felt that the hand was slowly losing strength, and when he wanted to grab it with his backhand, Su Zibo picked up the bag of flowers he had given him again.

"I……"

"Get in the car, get in the car—"

The black nanny's car drove up to Su Zibo, and the door opened to him.Li Silu broke the atmosphere between them and yelled in the car: "Your fans are squatting at the door, hurry up and let's slip from the back ~ Shen Bian, are you driving!"

"It's driving." Shen Youlan glanced at Su Zibo, "You go up first, I'll drive the car over."

"Okay." Su Zibo jumped into the car and waved to him.

Shen Youlan nodded and said, "Go."

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