The head teacher is also licking me and the nemesis cp

My name is Xie Yu.

The unaccompanied Yu.

(One)

Maybe my parents weren't so cold and heartless, and they were willing to ask me if I wanted a sister.

Mom bent over and looked at me, smiling nicely.But I still saw a bit of impatience in her eyes.

I suddenly remembered what I accidentally heard when I passed by my parents' room last night.

"Why... how could you be so careless? You obviously didn't want it..."

"If you don't want it, just kill it. It's tiring enough to have one, don't hurt your body because of the second Xie Yu.

"You are the most important."

"But... this is a little life after all, and it's also Xie Yu's younger brother and sister...

"Why don't we ask Xie Yu's opinion, if he doesn't want us to destroy it?"

I don't quite understand the meaning of what my parents said, but I know that my opinion determines the life and death of the little life my mother said.

I was looking forward to that moment.

Will mom bring me a playmate?

If that's the case, I'd like to make a wish for a younger brother.

I want to watch the second I grow up the way Mom and Dad watched me.

Perhaps the phrase "the second Xie Yu" was so touching, so when my mother asked me if I wanted a younger sister, I mustered up the courage for the first time and asked my mother.

"Can I have a brother?"

(two)

The housekeeper uncle told me that it will take ten months to wait for my brother's arrival.

I understand.I know it takes patience to get good results, like waiting for Aunt May's delicious creme brulee to be baked, like waiting for the delicate roses that my mother planted in the garden to bloom, like waiting for the sun to set. The sky was dyed a beautiful orange.

My brother and I have an October agreement.

Whenever my mother rewards me with something, I always think about leaving a copy for my brother.That way, I'll be able to save up a lot of little gifts before he arrives.

Ultraman is so cool, I want to leave it to my younger brother.

The little train is so fun, I want to leave it to my brother.

Lego bricks are so good, I want to leave them to my brother.

Maybe my happiness is too palpable. Even Uncle Liu, who trims the flowers and plants, asked me why I was so happy.

I said I have a younger brother.

Uncle Liu rubbed my head with a smile, and told my mother that it might not be my younger brother, which made me mentally prepare.

But if I'm lucky enough to look forward to it.

I'm a little bit sad because my luck doesn't seem to be very good.

But I really want my brother.

If it wasn't for my younger brother, the little toys I saved for him would be useless.

I hope my luck can be better. Even if I am really unlucky in the future, I still want a younger brother.

When I made a birthday wish, I gave him my only wish.

The housekeeper uncle said that there will be gods who hear the birthday wishes made by children and fulfill them, but they must be pious enough to be heard by the gods.

I think I should be very religious.

Please gods must hear my wish.

(three)

Dad loves mom the most, I've always known that.

So he won't like his brother.

Because he didn't abide by the agreement, he came to me in advance.

I don't know what happened during that time, I only know that my mother went to the hospital suddenly and didn't come back for a long time.

Aunt Mei and the others were quietly discussing words such as "eight months", "premature delivery", "dystocia" and "hemorrhage". I wanted to ask them what was going on, but they were unwilling to tell me.

I was a little worried, did something happen to my brother?

I ran back to my room to look at my small calendar, and it was obvious that it was nearly two months away from ten months.

(four)

I think the gods heard my wish.

It was my younger brother that my father brought back to me.

But he didn't seem to be obedient enough, he wanted to see me so much, he violated the words of the gods, and the gods punished him.

When I hugged my younger brother, it was so light and light, like a carrot.

My younger brother doesn't look like me, his small face is wrinkled, and he doesn't look good at all.

But I really like him.

This is what I have spent all my luck on.

Dad looked very fierce with a straight face, and I was a little scared holding my brother.

"He will be your responsibility in the future."

Dad looked like he didn't want to see his brother very much, so he turned around and left after speaking.

"Dad." I stopped him and asked him in a low voice, "Does my brother have a name?"

Dad stopped and thought for a moment.

"It's called Xie Jin."

He paused and added another sentence.

"The ember of ashes."

(Fives)

Ashes are a bad sign.

I was a little sad, it turned out that my father really didn't like my brother.

If only I could name my younger brother, I must give him the best name in the world.

But Dad doesn't seem to want to see his brother, he looks fierce every time I bring up the subject tentatively.

I dare not ask.

Forget it, Xiao Jin sounds pretty good too.

Little Jhin, little Jhin, my little Jhin.

(six)

Little Jin is so cute.

He is so small, like a kitten.

(Seven)

It feels great to watch Xiao Jin grow up.

Although it is really tiring to take care of children, but once I think that this is Xiao Jin, I am not tired.

It's sad to have to go to a lot of cram schools and not be able to watch Xiao Jin every day, but fortunately there are Uncle Housekeeper and Aunt Mei.

I don't understand why mom and dad don't like Xiao Jin, obviously he is so cute.

Forget it, it’s enough that I like Xiao Jin.

(Eight)

For the record, Xiao Jin went to kindergarten today.

I was the one who picked up Xiao Jin after school in the afternoon, but he seemed a little unhappy.

I asked him what was wrong, but he refused to say.

When I was sleeping at night, he got into my quilt, hugged me sadly, and asked me what his name meant in a low voice.

I don't know how to answer his question, Dad said ember is the ashes of ashes.

"Today, the kindergarten teacher asked each of us to share the meaning of our name. I heard a lot of nice words, such as peace and peace, good luck, and many more.

"But I don't know what my name means, I don't know how to say it.

"Just now I went to check it on the computer secretly. I don't know how to read, so I asked Aunt Mei to read it to me. 'Jin' means 'what is left after an object burns'. Brother, so I am redundant?

"I'm so sorry brother."

I am so distressed.

How could my little Jhin be superfluous.

He can never be redundant.

I hugged my little Jhin very hard.

"Little Jin is my brother's treasure, someone who will always be on top of my heart.

"You are always the most important, you know?"

(nine)

After returning home from the piano get out of class of the hobby class, I took Xiao Jin to the piano room.

I played "Little Star" for him.

The piano was just bought, and he was not allowed to enter the piano room, so he was a little at a loss at the moment.

I exhaled, squatted down and looked at Xiao Jin at the same level.

"Ash is the star that flies from the fire, and it shines.

"Little Jhin, you are a star, you should shine.

"You are very important, you are not redundant."

(ten)

"Little Star" calmed down the storm of the name a little.

Little Jhin is no longer sad about his name, he knows that he is a star.

is my star.

That night, Xiao Jin got into my quilt again and whispered to me.

The room was very dark after the lights were turned off, but I could still imagine his bright eyes.

I didn't know why, so I asked him what happened.

"If one day, all the people in the world can't see, they can only recognize each other by calling each other's name.

"But everyone's parents are called parents, and everyone's brother is also called brother. If I call you brother among so many people, I can't find you.

"But you can find me. Only you can call me Xiaojin, Mom and Dad, the housekeeper uncle, and Aunt Mei all call me Xie Jin, and only you can call me Xiaojin, so you can find me right away.

"This is our code, I want one too, I also want a code that can find you quickly, only the two of us know this code.

"Are you okay, brother?"

Xiao Jin spoke for a long time.He seldom talks at home, because his parents don't like to make noise, if Xiao Jin talks a lot, they will look at Xiao Jin with bored eyes.

He dared not make his parents unhappy.

But he would talk to me a lot, and he would tell me everything he had been holding back all day in bed.

I am his most loyal listener.

I understand, Xiao Jin doesn't want to call me brother.

Or rather, don't want to just call me brother.

I rubbed his head, "Okay. Then what does little Jin want to shout?"

Xiao Jin really lowered his head and thought seriously.After a while, he raised his head again, and what he said was something I had never thought of.

"Why doesn't my brother's name even have a radical? It's so lonely."

I couldn't help but froze for a moment.

Xie Yu.Indeed, Yuzi is only himself, and he doesn't even have any radicals to rely on.

This word is really uncommon. From childhood to adulthood, there will always be people who call "Yu" as "Lv".But they are different.

There are two people beside Ritsu, but not Yu.

not even one.

I guess Jhin wanted to be like me, the last letter of my name, but it was so lonely.

I dont like it either.

Little Jin hugged me, lay down on my chest and talked to me softly.

"Brother, don't be sad, can I give you a different password? I've been reading books for a long time today.

"Can I call you 'Xiaomu'? Only wood can make a fire, and only then can ashes fly out of the fire.

"It was Xiaomu who turned Xiaojin into a star. I want to call you Xiaomu."

(eleven)

"Xiaomu" sounds very good.

I didn't have the best name in the world for my brother, but he has one for me.

(twelve)

After returning home from cram school today, I saw Xiao Jin hiding in the room and crying secretly.

Xiao Jin seldom cries, children at this age love to cry, but Xiao Jin doesn't, he thinks that crying will cause me trouble, and he doesn't want to cause me trouble.

So he must be very sad now.

I hurriedly asked him what happened, and it took me a long time to find out what happened.

Xiao Jin wants to learn piano.He also wanted to play me a tune.

He told his father about it, but his father refused him mercilessly.

And said ugly things.

"You want to learn the piano? You're not Xie Yu. What kind of piano do you learn? What's the use of learning it. Even if you really learn it, can you learn it? Don't think about it.

"The Xie family doesn't need a second Xie Yu."

I don't know why Dad said that, obviously Xiao Jin is still so young.

I told Xiao Jin not to be sad, you don't need to be the second Xie Yu, I can teach you how to play the piano.

(thirteen)

I have a lot of little secrets with Xiao Jin, for example, he called me "Xiao Mu", for example, I secretly taught him to play the piano.

There is another one today, and I will secretly celebrate Xiao Jin's birthday.

Xiao Jin told me that a child in the kindergarten had a birthday, and his mother brought a big cake for all the children to celebrate his birthday with him. He was so envious.I just realized that my little Jhin never had a birthday.

My family does not celebrate birthdays, and neither do I.

But my little Jhin cannot live without.

Xiao Jin's date of birth is engraved in my bones, and I will never forget it.So I secretly prepared for Xiao Jin's birthday.

On October 28th, I secretly brought a cream cake to Xiao Jin.

Mom and Dad don't allow us to eat in the room, but I hide the cake in my schoolbag so they can't find it.

I told Xiao Jin that every year in the future, I would accompany Xiao Jin to celebrate his birthday.

We have an appointment.

(fourteen)

When Xiao Jin was six years old, his parents went abroad.

My father said that my mother was in poor health after giving birth to Xiao Jin and had to go abroad for recuperation.

But I know, they just don't want to see Xiao Jin.

I'm actually a little bit happier.

From now on, no one will be able to hurt my little Jhin.

He is always sad about what his parents say.

You idiot, obviously don't need it.

(fifteen)

Dad told me that I was his heir, and that he had arranged for me the rest of my life before he left.

I don't complain, I know it's my responsibility, I'm just glad my little Jhin doesn't need to do these things.

So after that I became very busy, and I didn't have enough time to be with Xiao Jin.

(sixteen)

Little Jhin wants to listen to my storytelling.Great, Xiao Jin also has such a childlike wish.

I must write the most interesting story to tell Xiao Jin.

([-])

Xiao Jin became quieter.I heard from his classmates that Xiao Jin is very cold.

I think it's a little funny, obviously Xiao Jin talked to me so much.

Forget it, this is a secret between me and Xiao Jin.

Only I know.

(Eighteen)

Xiao Jin is in high school, in my high school.

It felt like we both went to school together.

([-])

On the first day of school, Xiao Jin told me a very funny thing.

Someone insisted on pulling him into a fight, and after being arrested and taken to the teaching office, the teacher insisted on saying that they had a puppy love.

"I don't even know what she looks like. I obviously don't recognize this person. It's unlucky to have a puppy love for some reason."

I laughed for a long time.

(twenty)

I have never forgotten that Xiao Jin has a "puppy love", and I still joke about it from time to time.

But I didn't expect that one day, I could really meet his puppy love.

His little friend looks so cute, just as cute as Little Jhin.

I even wonder if Xiao Jin deliberately fabricated a false identity as a "puppy love partner", who is actually a real partner, and used this excuse to meet her parents.

But I know it's impossible, how could Xiao Jin lie to others.

It would be nice if it was true.

Xiao Jin will also fall in love.

(21)

Hey, Xiao Jin calls me "Xiao Mu", obviously he is a piece of wood.

He likes that kid named Li Chi but refuses to admit it, and is afraid that his sexual orientation will be strange.

What's so strange, isn't it just being together.

Silly goose.

(22)

For the record, Xiao Jin has a boyfriend.

New Year's gift, what a surprise.

(23)

I have always known about my younger brother's love affairs.

I don't think it's okay for them to be together, that's the person Xiao Jin likes, even if it's a boy, what's the difference.

As long as he likes it, that's fine.

But I didn't expect that someone could not accept such a little Jhin.

I didn't even think that this person was my parents.

After knowing that they took away Xiao Jin who was about to take the college entrance examination because of this incident, my hands and feet were cold.

How can they do this.

That was the college entrance examination, Xiao Jin's college entrance examination.

How could they not care about Xiao Jin, who was about to take the college entrance examination, and took him away.

Xiao Jin's little boyfriend looks so sad, I can't see anyone being sad.

I'm going to rescue Xiaojin.

(24)

I made it.

He ran away.

It would be the most romantic thing if he could just elope with his little boyfriend.

(25)

I quarreled with my parents, the first time I quarreled.

Because of Xiao Jin.

I don't understand.

They said that Xiao Jin had done something wrong, and they wanted Xiao Jin to admit his mistake.But why do you have to be locked up for admitting your mistakes, and why do you have to admit your mistakes before the college entrance examination.

The so-called wrong thing he did was to be with boys.When can this be considered a mistake?

If this is the wrong thing, why is the solution closed.

Can imprisonment change a person's sexual orientation?

I really don't understand.

I listened to my parents who gave birth to me insulting my dearest brother with the most vicious language, and my heart was completely chilled.

How could they treat my little Jin like this.

Without asking his opinion, he was forced into this world, and he was unwilling to give him any love. How can there be such a selfish person.

Obviously I am already in charge, why do you forcefully intervene in my decision.

I really can't accept it.

"Little Jin has long been my person in charge, and you have no right to meddle in any of his affairs.

"He is an adult, he has the right to decide his own destiny, he has the right to choose his lover.

I don't understand what parents mean, just because Xiao Jin has their blood on his body, you want him to listen to them for the rest of his life?

But the one who raises Jhin is me.

The one who loves Xiao Jin wholeheartedly is me.

Why can't it be me who is in charge of his life.

(26)

I talked to my parents for a long time.

They are not willing to accept my statement, they want their own face.

They couldn't accept Xiao Jin's embarrassing behavior.

I just find it funny.

"Even outsiders don't know that Xie Jingwen has two sons, so whose face did he lose?

"Since he was a child, his guardian's name has been me. When was it you, Xie Jingwen?"

Dad hit me.

Mom said I was rude.

However, they didn't teach me manners, and they didn't treat me politely.

(27)

It's settled.

Mom and Dad finally bowed their heads to me.

I threaten them.

I said that if you interfere with Xiao Jin's affairs, don't think that the so-called heir of the Xie family is still alive.

I know they don't dare to bet, they don't have the energy to train a second heir, and they won't choose another legal heir.

They can only choose me.

But I can afford it.Trading myself for Xiao Jin's eternal happiness is a deal that won't lose money.

I know I won't be happy, so I hope my little Jhin will be happy forever.

(28)

I used all my luck to meet my little Jhin.

I'm lucky to have Jhin, so I'm not alone anymore.

Give me someone to lean on.

He let me know that Xie Yu is not alone.

Every year of my birthday, my wish is for Xiaojin to be safe and happy.

This time I want to be a little more greedy.

Every year in the future, his birthday wish is for Xiao Jin and his little boyfriend to be happy forever.

Little Ember, Little Ember.

My little Jhin.

Closing remarks

2020-7-13——2022-1-24

"The teacher in charge is also eating me and my rival's CP" is over.

I am very grateful that someone has been with my koi baby all the way here. I am very happy that my baby can occupy a period of time in your time.

I am very honored.

This is my first book signing, and maybe it wasn't good enough.But today I'm done and I want to say something happy.

I think my koi baby is the best! !

Let me be arrogant hahahahaha.

I don't think koi is popular enough, so every person you can meet is a rare treasure.

I am so thankful that I have so many treasures.

The story ends here.

I hope we can meet again in the futureヅ