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Someone was knocking on the door, Shen Yuzhou rolled his eyes weakly, although he didn't want to see anyone, he still said dumbly, "Come in."

Ye Donglan pushed the door open and came in, startled. Just now he heard the fierce noise in Shen Yuzhou's room, he was startled. He had never seen Shen Yuzhou as indifferent, so hoarse, and now he collapsed to the ground. Although the daily contact Not many, but Shen Yuzhou in Ye Donglan's heart is a deserted young man who is excellent in all aspects, indifferent and elegant, and polite in conversation.

Shen Yuzhou smiled palely, "I'll show you a joke."

Ye Donglan helped him up and sat down, "My son's family affairs, Donglan didn't take it as a joke."

Shen Yuzhou took the tea from Ye Donglan. The teapot had been kept warm on the fire, and the tea was slightly hot. Holding it in his hand temporarily warmed Shen Yuzhou's cold fingers. He took a sip of the tea and said with a smile, "Everyone said I Cold and lonely, only I know, it is a deep inferiority complex."

"I know that the status of a bastard is low, and that disasters are not tolerated by the world. Instead of being humiliated by the snobbish son, I would rather be noble and not associate with others."

"But you're so lonely like this, aren't you?"

"Lonely? With my identity, I deserve to be lonely. The excitement belongs to people like Cong Jing."

Identity, identity is identity, in just a few days in this official school, Ye Donglan has heard about identity countless times, in this imperial city at the foot of the emperor, everyone cares about identity and blood, but who cares about the dignity of human life.Ye Donglan couldn't help frowning, "Identity is so important. If you can't even leave your identity behind, wouldn't it be a waste of time for all the students to be friends with each other?"

Shen Yuzhou shook his head, almost paranoid, "No! It's important, it's important!"

"If my mother had a noble status, she wouldn't die innocently; if I had a noble status, they wouldn't trample on me recklessly; if you had a noble status, they wouldn't bully you like that! Status is important, very important. "

Ye Donglan was attracted by his shout, and his words echoed repeatedly in his mind,

What is he deceiving himself, how can identity be unimportant, if it is unimportant, why are the high-ranking officials and nobles fleeing for refuge during the war, avoiding misfortune, and acting as generals on the battlefield to command the battle, while they, they poor families are only worthy of charging forward, She bleeds and dies, and afterward she will be said to be a cheap bone crawling out of the dead.If status was not important, why would he have to study hard for ten years just to get a name in the exam and not have to spend his whole life in poverty?

Shen Yuzhou understood Ye Donglan's silence, and poured tea for him with a smile, "Look, you also understand that status is very important, and those who don't have it are as insignificant as ants, and it is impossible to break through that boundary in a lifetime .”

Ye Donglan was in a daze, brushing the jade badge on his waist inadvertently, and the handsome young man in the moon-white robe appeared in his mind. If he hadn't met this young man at the beginning, he might have died tragically at the gate of Yangcheng, or he might have woken up and found himself Without his family, he could only go all the way south to Beijing, desperately trying to find a way to become an official. In short, it would not be his current life.

The boy told him that fate is in his own hands, and he should not tend to the world.

In the barracks, Jiang Shu also taught him the same way. If a person can keep his heart in his life, he should not be trapped in a cocoon.

However, what the world told him was different from what they said. Could it be that the superiors had never seen the shallowness of these ants' humble lives?