Notes on Evil Fox

"Rong Shiyin, come here." Lu Fanan stood under the plane tree and said to Rong Shiyin.The moonlight was so pale that it seemed to be mixed with water, and Lu Fanan's figure standing there was not real, like a gathered mist, or like a dreamy dream.

Rong Shiyin didn't know what Lu Fanan was going to do, but since he called, he would definitely go there.Even if he has a sharp knife in his hand, he is willing to walk to him with blood.As long as he calls.

When Rong Shiyin came closer, Lu Fanan gently pulled his arm, hugged him tightly, and said, "Rong Shiyin, I'm sorry."

There is endless self-blame and guilt in the voice.

"You have never been sorry to me." Rong Shiyin felt the temperature of Lu Fanan, his body tightened, and he stood there in a daze, not knowing how to react, he just said blankly.

"Rong Shiyin, I'm sorry." Lu Fanan hugged Rong Shiyin's arm tightly again, still repeating this sentence.

"You..." Rong Shiyin hugged him back, not knowing what happened to the person in his arms.

"Rong Shiyin, I'm sorry." Lu Fanan's voice seemed to be tinged with a low nasal tone, "I'm really sorry."

"No, no," Rong Shiyin felt the emotions of the person in his arms, patted him on the back, and coaxed him softly, "You really didn't apologize to me, I still want to thank you."

His unbearable past events, which he thought would scare away this young man who had been well-clothed and well-fed since he was a child, unexpectedly made him feel so uncomfortable.

"You don't know," Lu Fan'an said in a low voice, "I was born in a wealthy family. I stretched out my clothes and opened my mouth to eat. My sister entered the palace early. I was the only child in the family. Although my father looked dignified to me, In fact, he is more indulgent than my mother. My mother also looks at her nagging, but in her eyes, I am more important than her life."

"I have always enjoyed the most lucrative things in a place where I don't eat the suffering of the world. Even before I met Qin Ming, I didn't know what the life of poor people was like."

Lu Fanan paused for a moment, as if he was sniffling, and continued: "My life in the past was fighting wits with my master every day, teasing the guards who were standing close by, or going to restaurants with some friends. Eat, drink and have fun with Hualou.

"Knowing Qin's name, I have seen another way of life."

"But knowing you made me truly see the suffering in the world, as well as my own insignificance and powerlessness."

Rong Shiyin didn't know what to say, but just patted him on the back lightly.

He was a little relieved that he had participated in Lu Fanan's growth.

But he was also a little sad, because of him, the noble and unsullied young master also entered the world.

Lu Fanan didn't know what Rong Shiyin was thinking, he slowly separated the two, but did not distance themselves.

Staring into Rong Shiyin's eyes, he said: "In the past, I was too lofty, and I didn't experience pain, so I hoped that everyone would be kind, but some people have never had the kindness in this world, but they forced me to be kind. He gave kindness to others, it was really cruel and selfish."

"You never forced me. I do what I do because I want to." Because it is you, I am willing.

Rong Shiyin swallowed the second half of his sentence, he was willing, but how dare he?He will get his dirty.

"Shi Yin, can I call you like this?" Although he asked, he didn't expect the other party to really answer, "I really love you, not only for you in the past, but also for the person standing in front of me now. you."

Lu Fanan spoke slowly, and because of his slowness, he seemed extraordinarily sincere and solemn.

Rong Shiyin's heart suddenly beat uncontrollably, like a hyperactive rabbit.

At this moment, he really wanted to hug Lu Fanan into his arms without hesitation, kiss him fiercely, and tell him his feelings with all his strength.

But he still controlled himself, Lu Fanan is a normal man, he should live his normal life.Marry a wife, have children, love the husband and wife, and enjoy the family relationship in the world.

And he, he shouldn't bother Lu Fanan.

And this obscure love is wrong in the world.In the unpredictable and treacherous way ahead, he also seeks a way out amidst many dangers.Therefore, he didn't even have half the qualifications.

Suppressing the turbulent emotions in his heart, he tried his best to maintain calm and said, "You just stood in front of Wei'er's grave for so long, did you say something?"

"I told Wei'er that her brother will be happy, and I will take care of her brother's happiness for her." Lu Fanan said with a smile.

Rong Shiyin looked at Lu Fanan with complicated emotions in his eyes. Lu Fanan, who was illuminated by the faint moonlight, seemed extremely far away from him at the moment, yet seemed closer than ever.

It seems that by staring into Lu Fanan's eyes, I can tell him what I have hidden in my heart: Fanan, if possible, I really want to go on the same road with you, but we are not on the same road after all.

"Lu Fanan, what should I do?" I should not be so pleased with you.

"Huh?" Lu Fanan looked at Rong Shiyin in confusion.

"It's okay." Rong Shiyin smiled gently, slowly took Lu Fanan's hand, walked to a smooth stone, brushed the dirt on it with his sleeve, let Lu Fanan sit on it, and sat on it himself. Beside him, said, "Fan An, let me tell you a story."

Looking at Rong Shiyin's actions, Lu Fanan felt a little joy in his heart that he didn't realize.

But his heart is more because of the ripples caused by the sentence "Fan'an". Such a simple word, in his mouth, is extremely solemn, and even has a bit of a charming feeling of the future.

Perhaps because of these two words, or because of other reasons, he nodded seriously and sat down following Rong Shiyin's meaning.

Rong Shiyin's voice was always low and cold, but it was especially nice at this night.

The story of monsters and teenagers unfolds in the forest, the wind gently brushes the leaves, and there is a "rustling" sound.

It seems that the monster in the story is hiding somewhere in this forest, sobbing while listening to this story.

The story takes place in a small village, and there is an ancient legend circulating in the village.

It is said that a long time ago, there was a monster in the mountains. Because of his existence, the villagers did not dare to enter the mountains.Then one year, a liar alchemist came to the village, and the villagers pooled money and paid a high price for him to make a divination for the village.

The alchemist was not good at fortune-telling, but when he entered the village, he overheard a few village women talking about some parents' faults.

He asked the village chief: "Is there a boy in your village who killed his parents? According to the hexagram, it should be in the southeast."

"Could it be that the orphan of the Liu family, his father had an accident when he was still in the womb, and when he was born, his mother died of dystocia, leaving only him and the old man of the Liu family to depend on each other. And his family... ’ An old woman pointed to the southeast.

The alchemist smiled slightly, and said: "This child is a man of great misfortune. When he grows up, he will collude with evildoers and cause trouble everywhere."

The villagers were shocked, and after the alchemist left with the money, they discussed a plan to burn the orphan boy to death at the entrance of the village, thinking that the villagers would get rid of the evil.

The boy did not know where he got the news. After knowing that the villagers were going to kill him, he wanted to leave quietly, but he happened to run into the villagers who came to arrest him.

In order to protect his grandson, the old man of the Liu family died under the hoe and machete of the villagers.

The boy escaped, and he ran to the mountain where the monster was said to exist, and ran until dark.The strange night and the rumored man-eating monster made him nervous, but he was tired and sleepy.

After all, the drowsiness was not overwhelmed in the end, and the boy fell asleep under the tree.

When he woke up again, he found that it was dawn, and he was in a warm and clean cave.

Thinking of the legend of monsters, he suddenly sat up.But he saw a pair of timid eyes at the entrance of the cave.

The owner of the eyes is a monster, but when the boy saw him, he was not afraid of him, but rather cute.

The monster over there was not as good as the young man, he raised his furry ears and looked at the young man vigilantly, as if the young man was the poisonous snake and beast.

The young man looked at the monster and felt funny in his heart. It turned out that the monster was such a monster.

In the days that followed, the boy and the monster gradually became close. The monster couldn't speak, and the boy wanted to teach him how to speak, but every time the monster just smiled and shook his head.

When he was young, he didn't know why the monster didn't want to speak, but after hearing his awkward accent when practicing quietly, he realized that the monster was also a face-saving monster.

In the process of getting along, the boy grew up slowly and became an adult, but the monster was still the same as when we first met.

The grown-up boy is no longer satisfied with the years in the mountains. He thinks of the restaurants and restaurants and the streets full of lanterns he saw when he was a child.

The boy figured it out, the lively crowd was where he belonged, and he shouldn't just spend time in the mountains with a monster.

Although he likes monsters very much, he misses the prosperity of the world even more.

He came up with an idea to let the monster go to the village to make troubles first, which aroused the fear of the villagers.

He went back to the village and told them that he could subdue the monster.Then pretend to subdue the monster, and he will become the hero of the village.If you miss the monster, you can go back to the mountains to find him.

The monster trusts the boy, so he never disobeys him.The boy's plan went smoothly. He returned to the village as he wished and became a hero admired by the world.

But it didn't take long before someone claimed to have seen a monster.One spreads ten, ten spreads one hundred, and the boy's heroic throne begins to be unstable. They say that unless the boy can kill the monster, they will believe him.But they must be allowed to see the corpse of the monster.

One night, the boy stood in front of the forest and blew a whistle. Not long after, the monster with furry ears ran up to the boy panting, and touched the boy's face with a smile.

But before his fingers touched the boy, a sharp dagger pierced into his chest.Blood gushed out and splashed all over the boy's face.

The young man froze in place, suppressing sadness in his tone: "That day. Today. Why did you come?"

The monster was still smiling: "That day, I wanted to tell you that I learned a word."

This was the first time the monster spoke, and the voice was soothing and pleasant: "I miss Liu Qing."

Liu Qing is the boy's name.

The boy stood there motionless, his face stained with blood so that no expression could be seen.A torch was lit behind him, illuminating the monster's face from a distance, pale and frail, but the only thing that was bright was the smile that was always on his face.

"And today..." The monster didn't seem to feel pain, and didn't care about the blade stuck in his chest.

He leaned forward again, brushed the young man's face lightly, and said with a smile: "Let me tell you a secret, monsters have the ability to predict the world, so since the first time I saw you, I knew, I I will die at your hands, but I don't complain. So tonight, I still want to come to see you."

The person holding the torch has come nearby.The boy's tears mixed with the monster's blood slipped to his lips, and the monster smiled and put a kiss on the boy's lips.

"The monster also has a secret, that is, it can erase the memory of ordinary people."

The monster left the young man's lips, and said softly: "Liu Qing, forget me. You just need to remember that monsters are evil, and you kill them to eliminate harm for the people. And you are the hero who saves the world."

The voice was as soft as a whisper in a dream.

The monster gently covered the boy's eyes with one hand, held Liu Qing's hand with the last strength and pulled out the dagger from his chest: "Don't look, you will be afraid."

Later, there were no more monsters and teenagers, only Liu Qing, the hero who killed monsters, enjoyed all the honor.

But that hero, every time he dreams back at midnight, he seems to be able to hear a pleasant voice saying: "Liu Qing, I miss you."

After Rong Shiyin finished speaking, he paused for a long time before looking at Lu Fanan and saying, "Are you afraid that I, like the boy in the story, will hurt the monster who trusted him?"