Notes on Evil Fox
Chapter 36 Unspeakable
Lu Fanan's fidgeting hands on his face were as gentle as a feather brushing against him, causing him to tremble.But what the other party said was like a thunderbolt that exploded in Rong Shiyin's head.
Young master of the Lu family, can you?
The young master of the Lu family, that's what he wanted all his life.
But it's also something he can't ask for.
Those who admire can also put themselves in their hearts.What a blessing, but how can it be?He was plotting with others to take his father's life and become the person he hated the most.
The person he loves walks towards him with full of love, but he is obsessed with the butcher knife, ready to destroy him with his own hands.The pain of being about to suffocate spread in Rong Shiyin's chest, and he could even feel a fishy smell rising up his throat.
"Yesterday you said, 'Can we just be friends'." Not knowing how Rong Shiyin was struggling in his heart, Lu Fanan said again, "My answer is, in fact, it's okay to be other things."
"Being friends, actually..." After a long time, Rong Shiyin couldn't stop his heartbeat and pain, and said with difficulty, "It's good."
Now it was Lu Fan'an's turn to be stunned. Was he rejected?Could it be that he was wrong?
But this idea only flashed for a moment before it was rejected.
will not.
At first, he didn't think about it, so he ignored Rong Shiyin's feelings.However, when you face it squarely, you will realize how sincere and passionate that love is.So how could it be wrong?
But why should he avoid it?
Slowly let go of Rong Shiyin from his arms, and looked at him fixedly.When he touched the other person's eyes, Lu Fanan saw that the panic in Rong Shiyin's eyes was obviously fear.
"Are you afraid?"
"Why can't it be that I don't like you?" Rong Shiyin's tone was as stiff as if he was just learning the tongue.
"I don't think I need to say more about what I already know." Lu Fanan said firmly.
"Is it so straightforward?" Rong Shiyin laughed at himself, "I thought I hid it well enough."
"Are you afraid of the eyes of the world?" Lu Fanan asked self-consciously.
"To me, the world is nothing but falsehood."
"Afraid of human relations and etiquette?"
"Fearless."
"Then what are you afraid of?"
This time Rong Shiyin stopped answering, and after a long time, he slowly looked at Lu Fanan.A pair of deep eyes seemed to be full of helplessness in the world.
Lu Fanan had never seen the other party so fragile, and couldn't bear to press him any longer, and was about to speak, but was hugged by Rong Shiyin, his arms were so strong that he seemed to be rubbing him into his body average.
When Lu Fanan was about to stretch out his hands to hug him back, Rong Shiyin buried his face in his neck, his voice choked with sobs, "Lu Fanan, what should I do?" What should I do?I know I can't do it, but I can't help it. I love you.
"It's okay, it's okay." Putting his arms around Rong Shiyin's body, he felt the damp heat in his neck, and his heart also felt sad. What could make Rong Shiyin so vulnerable and helpless.
Holding him firmly, she said in a slow voice: "Don't be afraid. No matter what, I will wait for you until you let go."
Rong Shiyin nestled in his arms and didn't answer, but he expressed his love thousands of times in his heart.If I love you without any scruples, how should I let you deal with yourself when things happen in the future.I would rather let those who love each other stay in their hearts, and I would rather we have nothing to do with each other, then when the time comes, if you hate me, you can hate me completely and decisively.
……
Hell Mountain.
Rong Shiyin and Lu Fanan knelt and stood, looking at the three small pits in front of them with serious expressions. They were the newly dug graves by Rong Shiyin.
"I went to Liquan today, and the whole town no longer exists." Rong Shiyin closed his eyes, "I can only make a tomb for them."
As he spoke, he took out a few things from the bag he had been carrying and put them into the newly dug graves.Yang Siniang's hairpin, Rongfeng's clothes, and a handful of soil representing Grandpa Rongfeng who has never met.
After finishing everything, he picked up the surrounding soil and slowly buried it.Lu Fanan, who had been standing by his side without saying a word, also knelt down, scooping up dirt like him, and joined him.
Seeing that the other party's white clothes were stained with mud, Rong Shiyin didn't say anything to stop him, but just stared at the newly turned damp soil in front of him and said, "I'm sorry."
I don't know who to talk to.
After they were all buried, Rong Shiyin was about to get up, but Lu Fanan pulled him to kneel in front of several new graves.
Lu Fan'an kowtowed three times towards his mother's grave before saying: "Auntie, Fan'an is not lucky enough to see your true face. But from Shi Yin's past events, I can get a glimpse of your true face." Shude. I am here today, and Fan An is petitioning, hoping that my aunt's spirit in heaven can take care of me and Shi Yin. Please rest assured, I will also take good care of Shi Yin. We will walk together and never leave."
Seeing the seriousness of that person, Rong Shiyin's heart softened, like just melted sugar, warm and sweet.
He also made a decision in his heart, no matter what, he would protect Lu Fanan.Whatever the cost.
……
"Farewell this time, I don't know what year and month it will be. I have been disrespectful before, and I hope Mr. Rong don't mind." Zhang Zhizhi bowed to Rong Shiyin in front of the carriages and horses seeing him off.
"Where is it, my lord can serve the people wholeheartedly, and it is a blessing for the people of my Xunan to meet you." Rong Shiyin returned a salute, and it was always difficult to tell the truth from the words, but this sentence was true.
Zhang Zhizhi was about to say something more, but he saw Rong Shiyin glanced to the other side, following his line of sight, he saw a pair of young men and women who were talking to each other.
The man is dressed in a moon-white robe, handsome and extraordinary, while the woman's pink skirt is swaying, slim and graceful.Looking from a distance, they look like a pair of golden boy and jade girl.Zhang Zhizhi glanced at Rong Shiyin's face that seemed to have been soaked in vinegar for many years, and held back his smile as he was about to make a joke.But seeing Rong Shiyin avert his eyes, the moment he turned his head, he was determined and lonely.
Seemingly surprised, Zhang Zhizhi slowly opened his mouth to probe: "Young Master Lu seems to have intentions, sir, why bother?"
Rong Shiyin knew for a long time that Zhang Zhizhi saw his affection, so he didn't hide it at this time, and smiled bitterly: "But those who have a heart are born in the world of impermanence."
"What are you talking about?" Just as he was talking, Lu Fanan came over and naturally put his hand on Rong Shiyin's shoulder.
"It's nothing." Rong Shiyin put on his usual sad and unpredictable expression, "I just guessed what you and Ms. Chen were talking about, and they talked for so long?"
"This is not..." Lu Fanan moved closer to Rong Shiyin, and said, "I just talked to Miss Rong about the person I like."
"Don't make trouble." Even though he said that, the expression on his face was a little looser that could be seen by the naked eye.
Zhang Zhizhi looked at the two and smiled, and said goodbye to them and Rong Qiao who had been silent all the time.
Everyone also returned the gift, and when Rong Shiyin was about to step into the carriage, many people suddenly poured out of the gate of the city.
After doubts, it was discovered that all of them were ordinary people who came to see them off.In this way, they drove away from Xunan slowly amidst the people's admiration and farewell.
"Shi Yin, the people praise you so much. It seems that you have been a good official in the hearts of the people during this period of time. How relieved are you?" Rong Qiao sat at the head of the carriage, Rong Shiyin and Lu Fan Ann took each side.At this time, Lu Fanan looked at Rong Shiyin's eyes closed and pretended to be dead, and deliberately joked.
I don't know when it started, but I have gradually gotten used to calling each other by their names.
After staring at the other party for a long time, Rong Shiyin still maintained that appearance, as if he was not ready to answer.Lu Fanan leaned back on the cushion a little discouraged, and made a helpless gesture towards Rongqiao, who also shook his head with a smile.
At this moment, the person who closed his eyes and fell asleep suddenly said, "Then do you think I'm a good official?"
"Are you kidding me?" Lu Fanan asked without thinking.
As soon as these words came out, the man with closed eyes finally opened his noble eyelids, just to stare at Lu Fanan.
Lu Fanan looked at the other party and stared at him, touched his nose and moved towards Rong Qiao with a smile, and towards Rong Shiyin seemed to please, but also seemed to be provocative: "Then Mr. Rong must be a good official, look This Xunan's achievements in water control are remarkable. Although he is a little bit bad, his mouth is a little bit poisonous, his heart is a bit hard, and there are still incomprehensible customs, in fact, overall it is not bad."
Rong Shiyin's face was as dark as the bottom of a pot. Lu Fanan smiled and winked at him, and said slowly, "But the most fatal flaw is still timidity."
Due to Rong Qiao's presence, Rong Shiyin did not want to argue with him.He stopped the team, got out of the carriage neatly, stretched his long legs, and sat firmly on the horse led by the accompanying guards.
Seeing that he was sitting still, Lu Fanan smiled and lowered the curtain, so he didn't see the gentle smile of the person on the horse looking back at him.
"It's hard for you to have a heart." Rong Qiao looked at Lu Fanan and said jokingly.
"Uncle, you won't blame me, will you?" Lu Fanan asked a little embarrassed.
"Blame what you are doing," Rong Qiao smiled and patted him on the shoulder, "He has been dozing off since he got in the carriage, and seeing him in a difficult situation in the same carriage with me made me feel uncomfortable."
Lu Fanan explained to him: "Actually, it's not just that. Ever since he saw the people coming to see us off, he's been in a bad mood. I know that Shi Yin is not really a heartless person, but he knows what he has done, so Coupled with those praises, it sounds more like a satire to him. He is so dull, it is uncomfortable to watch. I deliberately annoyed him, and it is good to be able to divert his attention and vent his anger. .”
Rong Qiao looked at Lu Fan'an in surprise, before saying, "I didn't even notice this. Son, it's hard for you to care for him so much. But..."
"I believe him," Lu Fanan said without waiting for Rong Qiao to finish speaking, with a sincere tone without any impurities.
"It's his blessing to have a friend like you." Rong Qiao sighed.
Lu Fan said reassuringly: If you knew that I was planning to seduce your son away, you might not say so.
But the mouth is still obedient: "It is also my blessing."
Rong Qiao smiled, and seemed to be thinking of something, and said with emotion: "I didn't want to go to Beijing with him this time, but I still want to see him more. I don't know if I will annoy him again."
"Uncle, what are you talking about? You are helping the city hide." Lu Fanan pretended to be exaggerated, "Look, now Liquan has been destroyed, although the imperial court has built a new residence for it. We all know that you are Shi Yin's father. If you go along with them again, wouldn't you label Shi Yin as unfilial. You returned to Beijing with Shi Yin, this is really for Shi Yin."
With a sweet mouth, Lu Fanan coaxed the old man sitting on top very happily.Rong Qiao also told Lu Fan'an a lot of embarrassing things about Rong Shiyin's childhood, and bursts of laughter kept coming from the carriage.
The two of them in the carriage were happy to get along, but Rong Shiyin on the horseback outside was not so comfortable.He couldn't hear what they were talking about, but the laughter of the people in the car disturbed his mind. Why do they look like a father and son?I don't know why Lu Fanan wants to get so close to Rong Qiao.I kept telling myself in my heart, walk well, don't worry about it.
However, not two miles away from the last warning, Rong Shiyin was already sitting in the carriage, glaring at Lu Fanan, why couldn't he smile so heartily at him.
"What are you?" Lu Fanan asked puzzled.
"Let me see what's wrong with you, you're smiling so happily." It was still the usual sarcastic tone.
"A dog can't spit out ivory." Lu Fanan murmured to himself in a low voice.
"Ok?"
"Haha, it's okay."
……
On the way back, everything went smoothly, there were no assassinations or accidents.But in the rare calmness, Rong Shiyin smelled something unusual.
In a few days, he has arrived in the capital.As soon as he entered the city, a carriage from Zuo Xiangfu came to welcome Lu Fanan home.Because Rong Shiyin had to face the saint, he didn't have a chance to talk to him.The two separated hastily, not even having time to say goodbye.
Until late at night, when Rong Shiyin came out of the main hall, Liang Xiaoxian walked with him, staring at the dimly lit imperial city, and said slowly: "Within ten days, Lu Kun will die."
Young master of the Lu family, can you?
The young master of the Lu family, that's what he wanted all his life.
But it's also something he can't ask for.
Those who admire can also put themselves in their hearts.What a blessing, but how can it be?He was plotting with others to take his father's life and become the person he hated the most.
The person he loves walks towards him with full of love, but he is obsessed with the butcher knife, ready to destroy him with his own hands.The pain of being about to suffocate spread in Rong Shiyin's chest, and he could even feel a fishy smell rising up his throat.
"Yesterday you said, 'Can we just be friends'." Not knowing how Rong Shiyin was struggling in his heart, Lu Fanan said again, "My answer is, in fact, it's okay to be other things."
"Being friends, actually..." After a long time, Rong Shiyin couldn't stop his heartbeat and pain, and said with difficulty, "It's good."
Now it was Lu Fan'an's turn to be stunned. Was he rejected?Could it be that he was wrong?
But this idea only flashed for a moment before it was rejected.
will not.
At first, he didn't think about it, so he ignored Rong Shiyin's feelings.However, when you face it squarely, you will realize how sincere and passionate that love is.So how could it be wrong?
But why should he avoid it?
Slowly let go of Rong Shiyin from his arms, and looked at him fixedly.When he touched the other person's eyes, Lu Fanan saw that the panic in Rong Shiyin's eyes was obviously fear.
"Are you afraid?"
"Why can't it be that I don't like you?" Rong Shiyin's tone was as stiff as if he was just learning the tongue.
"I don't think I need to say more about what I already know." Lu Fanan said firmly.
"Is it so straightforward?" Rong Shiyin laughed at himself, "I thought I hid it well enough."
"Are you afraid of the eyes of the world?" Lu Fanan asked self-consciously.
"To me, the world is nothing but falsehood."
"Afraid of human relations and etiquette?"
"Fearless."
"Then what are you afraid of?"
This time Rong Shiyin stopped answering, and after a long time, he slowly looked at Lu Fanan.A pair of deep eyes seemed to be full of helplessness in the world.
Lu Fanan had never seen the other party so fragile, and couldn't bear to press him any longer, and was about to speak, but was hugged by Rong Shiyin, his arms were so strong that he seemed to be rubbing him into his body average.
When Lu Fanan was about to stretch out his hands to hug him back, Rong Shiyin buried his face in his neck, his voice choked with sobs, "Lu Fanan, what should I do?" What should I do?I know I can't do it, but I can't help it. I love you.
"It's okay, it's okay." Putting his arms around Rong Shiyin's body, he felt the damp heat in his neck, and his heart also felt sad. What could make Rong Shiyin so vulnerable and helpless.
Holding him firmly, she said in a slow voice: "Don't be afraid. No matter what, I will wait for you until you let go."
Rong Shiyin nestled in his arms and didn't answer, but he expressed his love thousands of times in his heart.If I love you without any scruples, how should I let you deal with yourself when things happen in the future.I would rather let those who love each other stay in their hearts, and I would rather we have nothing to do with each other, then when the time comes, if you hate me, you can hate me completely and decisively.
……
Hell Mountain.
Rong Shiyin and Lu Fanan knelt and stood, looking at the three small pits in front of them with serious expressions. They were the newly dug graves by Rong Shiyin.
"I went to Liquan today, and the whole town no longer exists." Rong Shiyin closed his eyes, "I can only make a tomb for them."
As he spoke, he took out a few things from the bag he had been carrying and put them into the newly dug graves.Yang Siniang's hairpin, Rongfeng's clothes, and a handful of soil representing Grandpa Rongfeng who has never met.
After finishing everything, he picked up the surrounding soil and slowly buried it.Lu Fanan, who had been standing by his side without saying a word, also knelt down, scooping up dirt like him, and joined him.
Seeing that the other party's white clothes were stained with mud, Rong Shiyin didn't say anything to stop him, but just stared at the newly turned damp soil in front of him and said, "I'm sorry."
I don't know who to talk to.
After they were all buried, Rong Shiyin was about to get up, but Lu Fanan pulled him to kneel in front of several new graves.
Lu Fan'an kowtowed three times towards his mother's grave before saying: "Auntie, Fan'an is not lucky enough to see your true face. But from Shi Yin's past events, I can get a glimpse of your true face." Shude. I am here today, and Fan An is petitioning, hoping that my aunt's spirit in heaven can take care of me and Shi Yin. Please rest assured, I will also take good care of Shi Yin. We will walk together and never leave."
Seeing the seriousness of that person, Rong Shiyin's heart softened, like just melted sugar, warm and sweet.
He also made a decision in his heart, no matter what, he would protect Lu Fanan.Whatever the cost.
……
"Farewell this time, I don't know what year and month it will be. I have been disrespectful before, and I hope Mr. Rong don't mind." Zhang Zhizhi bowed to Rong Shiyin in front of the carriages and horses seeing him off.
"Where is it, my lord can serve the people wholeheartedly, and it is a blessing for the people of my Xunan to meet you." Rong Shiyin returned a salute, and it was always difficult to tell the truth from the words, but this sentence was true.
Zhang Zhizhi was about to say something more, but he saw Rong Shiyin glanced to the other side, following his line of sight, he saw a pair of young men and women who were talking to each other.
The man is dressed in a moon-white robe, handsome and extraordinary, while the woman's pink skirt is swaying, slim and graceful.Looking from a distance, they look like a pair of golden boy and jade girl.Zhang Zhizhi glanced at Rong Shiyin's face that seemed to have been soaked in vinegar for many years, and held back his smile as he was about to make a joke.But seeing Rong Shiyin avert his eyes, the moment he turned his head, he was determined and lonely.
Seemingly surprised, Zhang Zhizhi slowly opened his mouth to probe: "Young Master Lu seems to have intentions, sir, why bother?"
Rong Shiyin knew for a long time that Zhang Zhizhi saw his affection, so he didn't hide it at this time, and smiled bitterly: "But those who have a heart are born in the world of impermanence."
"What are you talking about?" Just as he was talking, Lu Fanan came over and naturally put his hand on Rong Shiyin's shoulder.
"It's nothing." Rong Shiyin put on his usual sad and unpredictable expression, "I just guessed what you and Ms. Chen were talking about, and they talked for so long?"
"This is not..." Lu Fanan moved closer to Rong Shiyin, and said, "I just talked to Miss Rong about the person I like."
"Don't make trouble." Even though he said that, the expression on his face was a little looser that could be seen by the naked eye.
Zhang Zhizhi looked at the two and smiled, and said goodbye to them and Rong Qiao who had been silent all the time.
Everyone also returned the gift, and when Rong Shiyin was about to step into the carriage, many people suddenly poured out of the gate of the city.
After doubts, it was discovered that all of them were ordinary people who came to see them off.In this way, they drove away from Xunan slowly amidst the people's admiration and farewell.
"Shi Yin, the people praise you so much. It seems that you have been a good official in the hearts of the people during this period of time. How relieved are you?" Rong Qiao sat at the head of the carriage, Rong Shiyin and Lu Fan Ann took each side.At this time, Lu Fanan looked at Rong Shiyin's eyes closed and pretended to be dead, and deliberately joked.
I don't know when it started, but I have gradually gotten used to calling each other by their names.
After staring at the other party for a long time, Rong Shiyin still maintained that appearance, as if he was not ready to answer.Lu Fanan leaned back on the cushion a little discouraged, and made a helpless gesture towards Rongqiao, who also shook his head with a smile.
At this moment, the person who closed his eyes and fell asleep suddenly said, "Then do you think I'm a good official?"
"Are you kidding me?" Lu Fanan asked without thinking.
As soon as these words came out, the man with closed eyes finally opened his noble eyelids, just to stare at Lu Fanan.
Lu Fanan looked at the other party and stared at him, touched his nose and moved towards Rong Qiao with a smile, and towards Rong Shiyin seemed to please, but also seemed to be provocative: "Then Mr. Rong must be a good official, look This Xunan's achievements in water control are remarkable. Although he is a little bit bad, his mouth is a little bit poisonous, his heart is a bit hard, and there are still incomprehensible customs, in fact, overall it is not bad."
Rong Shiyin's face was as dark as the bottom of a pot. Lu Fanan smiled and winked at him, and said slowly, "But the most fatal flaw is still timidity."
Due to Rong Qiao's presence, Rong Shiyin did not want to argue with him.He stopped the team, got out of the carriage neatly, stretched his long legs, and sat firmly on the horse led by the accompanying guards.
Seeing that he was sitting still, Lu Fanan smiled and lowered the curtain, so he didn't see the gentle smile of the person on the horse looking back at him.
"It's hard for you to have a heart." Rong Qiao looked at Lu Fanan and said jokingly.
"Uncle, you won't blame me, will you?" Lu Fanan asked a little embarrassed.
"Blame what you are doing," Rong Qiao smiled and patted him on the shoulder, "He has been dozing off since he got in the carriage, and seeing him in a difficult situation in the same carriage with me made me feel uncomfortable."
Lu Fanan explained to him: "Actually, it's not just that. Ever since he saw the people coming to see us off, he's been in a bad mood. I know that Shi Yin is not really a heartless person, but he knows what he has done, so Coupled with those praises, it sounds more like a satire to him. He is so dull, it is uncomfortable to watch. I deliberately annoyed him, and it is good to be able to divert his attention and vent his anger. .”
Rong Qiao looked at Lu Fan'an in surprise, before saying, "I didn't even notice this. Son, it's hard for you to care for him so much. But..."
"I believe him," Lu Fanan said without waiting for Rong Qiao to finish speaking, with a sincere tone without any impurities.
"It's his blessing to have a friend like you." Rong Qiao sighed.
Lu Fan said reassuringly: If you knew that I was planning to seduce your son away, you might not say so.
But the mouth is still obedient: "It is also my blessing."
Rong Qiao smiled, and seemed to be thinking of something, and said with emotion: "I didn't want to go to Beijing with him this time, but I still want to see him more. I don't know if I will annoy him again."
"Uncle, what are you talking about? You are helping the city hide." Lu Fanan pretended to be exaggerated, "Look, now Liquan has been destroyed, although the imperial court has built a new residence for it. We all know that you are Shi Yin's father. If you go along with them again, wouldn't you label Shi Yin as unfilial. You returned to Beijing with Shi Yin, this is really for Shi Yin."
With a sweet mouth, Lu Fanan coaxed the old man sitting on top very happily.Rong Qiao also told Lu Fan'an a lot of embarrassing things about Rong Shiyin's childhood, and bursts of laughter kept coming from the carriage.
The two of them in the carriage were happy to get along, but Rong Shiyin on the horseback outside was not so comfortable.He couldn't hear what they were talking about, but the laughter of the people in the car disturbed his mind. Why do they look like a father and son?I don't know why Lu Fanan wants to get so close to Rong Qiao.I kept telling myself in my heart, walk well, don't worry about it.
However, not two miles away from the last warning, Rong Shiyin was already sitting in the carriage, glaring at Lu Fanan, why couldn't he smile so heartily at him.
"What are you?" Lu Fanan asked puzzled.
"Let me see what's wrong with you, you're smiling so happily." It was still the usual sarcastic tone.
"A dog can't spit out ivory." Lu Fanan murmured to himself in a low voice.
"Ok?"
"Haha, it's okay."
……
On the way back, everything went smoothly, there were no assassinations or accidents.But in the rare calmness, Rong Shiyin smelled something unusual.
In a few days, he has arrived in the capital.As soon as he entered the city, a carriage from Zuo Xiangfu came to welcome Lu Fanan home.Because Rong Shiyin had to face the saint, he didn't have a chance to talk to him.The two separated hastily, not even having time to say goodbye.
Until late at night, when Rong Shiyin came out of the main hall, Liang Xiaoxian walked with him, staring at the dimly lit imperial city, and said slowly: "Within ten days, Lu Kun will die."
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