Notes on Evil Fox

On the way back, Lu Fanan seemed to notice that Rong Shiyin was a little depressed.So I kept chatting with him until I reached the station.

"It's really different for the court officials. Look at the treatment in the post station." Lu Fanan followed Rongshi's invisibility, looked at his room, and couldn't stop praising, "It's not like us, who can only live in the house." In the tent, there is a small bed inside."

Rong Shiyin looked at Lu Fanan's appearance of intentionally distracting him, and knew in his heart that it was his own emotions that made him worry again.

She raised her spirits, smiled, and jokingly said, "Since you like it so much, you might as well stay here today. Anyway, this bed is pretty solid."

"Okay." These words hit Lu Fanan's heart, he just didn't know how to find an excuse to stay, he had to study and study what was wrong with this person, "You robbed my bed for more than ten days, now I have to get it back."

Rong Shiyin raised his eyebrows, he didn't expect him to answer so simply.Looking at the person's probing eyes, I felt somewhat trapped in my heart for no reason.

Lu Fanan smiled like a little fox who stole a chicken: "You can't go back on your word."

Due to limited conditions, both of them simply washed up and got ready for bed.

But Rong Shiyin has been sitting at the table dawdling and unwilling to go to bed, Lu Fanan seems to have seen his intention.Wearing only a thin tunic, she walked over and leaned against his ear and said, "What's wrong?"

"I'm afraid I can't help it." Rong Shiyin tried his best to ignore the heat that Lu Fanan sprayed in his ears, "You still have injuries."

"Isn't it just like this for the past half a month? Why can't I bear it because I was born tonight?" Lu Fanan continued to lie next to his ear, and suddenly lowered his voice, as if whispering, "Is it true?" Could it be that you are a werewolf in folklore, and today is the night of your transformation?"

Rong Shiyin had no choice but to pull him into his arms, let Lu Fanan sit on his lap, put his arms around his waist, and explained patiently: "I have always taken care of your body before, so naturally I didn't dare to have that thought, but Today, you have delivered it to your door, for me, of course...and it has been two years, I am afraid that I will not be able to control my strength."

The words of explanation were stumbling.

"My injury has healed." Lu Fanan hooked Rong Shiyin's neck, with a hint of urging in his tone.

"But……"

"No more," Lu Fanan interrupted Rong Shiyin dissatisfied, "If you can't do it, I'll come."

Rong Shiyin's eyes darkened a little, and he hugged him horizontally on the bed, but he still asked him again: "Is it really possible?"

Lu Fanan took the initiative to send his lips over: "Shi Yin, I am also a man, and I will long for you too."

Rong Shiyin didn't say anything anymore, he lowered his head and concentrated on stripping him clean.

When he saw the criss-crossing scars on Lu Fan'an's body in different shades, he was stunned.

Lu Fanan felt someone's gaze, sat up halfway, and subconsciously wanted to pull the quilt to cover himself.But Rong Shiyin reached out and stopped him.

Lu Fanan's eyes flickered, and he lowered his eyes and said, "Are you disgusted?"

Knowing that the other party wouldn't know it, she still couldn't help asking.

"My heart aches."

After Rong Shiyin finished speaking, he lowered his head and kissed the scars that represented the pain and danger that Lu Fanan had faced.

"At that time, how painful it must have been here."

"It would be great if I could be stronger, so I can protect you."

"If it's a little bit more off, will I never see you again?"

"Fan An, is it still hurting?"

"I wish I could hurt for you."

Every time Rong Shiyin kissed a scar, he had to make a confession.There is bottomless love and regret in the voice.

Finally, the man's head landed on Lu Fanan's neck, and his eyes locked on the slightly immature jade pendant tied with a red string.

Rong Shiyin's expression moved slightly, he opened his mouth and lightly grabbed the jade pendant, and then kissed Lu Fanan's lips.

The crystal clear pendant, like a sought-after prey, was constantly being chased and teased between their lips and tongues, and it was coated with a layer of crystal light.

The candles burning on the table seemed to be shy, even a single candle burst quietly, for fear of disturbing the endless joy in the tent.

……

When the clouds cleared and the rain was gone, Lu Fanan lay lazily in Rong Shiyin's arms.

The latter embraced him and said, "Now, do you still have grudges in your heart?"

"What I told you at that time was true. That was the ending my father deserved. I don't blame you, and I can't blame anyone." Lu Fanan played with Rong Shiyin's black hair. Sad about the passing, just like all the sons in the world will be sad about the passing of their father."

Rong Shiyin patted him on the back without interrupting, just listening quietly.

"I don't blame you. It's true. But if I said I didn't care about it at the time, it must be false. But I also know that you didn't participate much in it. But because you are not an unrelated person, my feelings for you are very complicated. .”

"But it's been so long, I also want to understand. What can we do? None of us can stop the situation. But you are doing your best to protect me and protect what I care about."

Rong Shi said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Lu Fanan gave him a comforting smile, and continued: "Later, when I went to the battlefield, death was close by every day, but every time between life and death, I thought of you. If I can't love each other again, just in case one day I will die. Really dead."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Rong Shiyin looked at him with a little reproach, "My Fan'an will definitely live a long life."

"Okay, your Fanan will live a hundred years." Lu Fanan smiled, "Then my Shiyin will also live a hundred years. And she must live half a year longer than me."

"why?"

"Because you are half a year older than me, if you go first, then how will I live alone for the remaining six months." Lu Fanan deliberately looked worried.

Rong Shiyin stared at Lu Fanan's playful treasure, stroked his hair and sighed: "The capital has the status and rights I dream of, high above and supremely honored. But for some reason, I suddenly feel that living there is not as good as living here. Waiting for the bitter cold to come to be at ease."

Lu Fanan pouted.

Thinking of the Ruyi who has been by Rong Shiyin's side during the two years since he was absent, he felt a little apprehensive, and he also wanted to be funny: "You don't mean to make me happy with your mouth on purpose. There are not only prosperity and wealth in the capital, but also With Meijiao Niang by your side, how can it compare with this place?"

Seeing that he deliberately misinterpreted his meaning, Rong Shiyin glared at the other party.

Afraid of being misunderstood, she explained: "Ruyi is a member of the Falcon Nu witch doctor clan, and is good at medicine. She has helped me a lot in the past two years. I also treat her like a younger sister."

In order to increase the persuasiveness of his words, Rong Shiyin told Wuwei San and the matter of the Wang family drugging the emperor.

Although Lu Fanan was surprised by these things, he didn't want to let them disturb the good night.

Looking at Rong Shiyin with a smile, why did such a difficult fox fall into his hands?

Rong Shiyin finally realized that Lu Fanan was teasing him, glared at him and said, "You little heartless, I came here without sleep, who is it for, and you still make fun of me like this."

"I know, I know, it's because of a heartless person like me." Seeing that he had made him angry, Lu Fanan leaned forward to coax him.

Neither is Rong Shi Yin Qi, nor is she looking at people with a smile.In the end, he bit Lu Fanan's lips like a broken can.

After the kiss was over, the breathing of both of them was a little unsteady, and Rong Shiyin's hands started to mess around again.

Lu Fanan stopped him and said, "Now let me tell you, what happened to you today?"

Rong Shiyin's thoughts were broken, and he looked away awkwardly.Lu Fanan didn't give him this chance, holding his face and said: "What's the matter, can we face it together? We, not just you and me, we still make an appointment to live a long life together Relationship."

"I just think of you leaving back then." Rong Shiyin was touched in his heart, and said softly, "It might be right to stay away from me."

"Shi Yin, it was never you that I stayed away from." Lu Fanan still put his hand on his face, "I just hope that there will be no more grievances and rifts between us, those are the ones I stay away from."

Rong Shiyin held his hand, plucked up the courage to stare at him and said, "But you after you left have proved that you will be better without me. Now you have grown into a general with righteousness in mind, and you have a new Ideals and expectations."

He smiled wryly: "But what about me? In the past two years, I have been fighting endlessly for power and profit. Either I am calculating, or I am cheating, and I have even done a lot of dirty things you can't imagine in places you don't know. Dirty business."

Lu Fanan didn't say anything, but hugged him gently.

Rong Shiyin continued: "You were originally a person of glory and glory, but now you have lost your youthful pampering and become more radiant, just like a tree that was mistakenly treated as a famous flower, and now it has returned to the world, the mountains and the wild, after being baptized by the wind and rain, Strong and tall. It's the height of summer."

The unspoken words are: But I am still struggling in the desolate winter, I am afraid, I am afraid that I will disturb your light again, and disturb your brilliant midsummer.

"So your hesitation and depression tonight is because of this?" Lu Fanan suddenly smiled, "Maybe it's not just tonight."

Seeing that Rong Shi did not answer, Lu Fanan sighed helplessly.He took Rong Shiyin's hand and covered the place where the jade pendant was in his arms.

There, Lu Fanan's heart was beating firmly.

Lu Fanan said slowly but solemnly: "This is the wish you gave me. Now, it is on my heart."

Lu Fanan's actions were more powerful and straightforward than any oath.

Rong Shi looked at him with a moved face, and Lu Fanan also looked back at him and said: "The current monster still wants to protect his young man. Besides, in my heart, when some people come here, they are rare treasures. But he always sees himself as worthless."

"Fan'an."

"So Shi Yin, why do you have the heart to belittle my rare treasure like that?"

Rong Shiyin never thought that he could also become someone else's treasure.

Lu Fanan still said softly: "Can you trust me more, trust me like I trust you, and be more firm in my love, like I firmly believe in your love."

Rong Shiyin didn't say anything, his response was practical.

When the love was strong, Lu Fanan leaned into Rong Shiyin's ear and said, "I'll tell you a secret. It's because of you that I have the confidence and courage to put in my heart the wider world you said."

Rong Shiyin's journey was too difficult, and those days when he was not cared about made him forget that he was also worthy of being loved.But that's okay, he'll be there with him, little by little, to untie his knots.

……

The capital, the right prime minister's mansion.

In the late autumn night, the howling wind was blowing, mournfully like the whimpering of a ghost.

The conspiracy also spread quietly with the wind like the night, exuding a rancid and disgusting smell.

The author has something to say:

Rong Shiyin has always been a very twisted person, especially in relationships, he wants to love and be loved, but at the same time he is very timid and inferior, so on his way to find love, those who are against him, And it's always been himself.