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"God punished him by delivering him into the hands of a woman."

------ "The Biography of Judith"

These are the words on the first page of Mosok's "Venus in a Fur Coat".I know that this kind of impact has moved me, but in fact I will never use aria to express my mood at this moment.I obviously don't feel that I have reached that point in worshiping and respecting beauty... But at the same time, I still enjoy that kind of suffering and pain, not physically, but the shock of the soul. She always brings me such feelings.

Romantic and cruel... this fantasy...

She seems to be in control, but I know she can't...

When I woke up, I accidentally saw the person who was still sleeping soundly by the pillow. I thought it was just a dream, but it was not. My heartbeat suddenly accelerated and my breathing became short of breath. I looked at her, her The face, the thick and curly eyelashes cast a small shadow under the eyes, along the straight bridge of the nose... that mouth, the damn mouth!The sweet mouth, the gentle lips and the tip of the tongue... It seems to be full of delicate but evil strength inside... I finally understand what it means to have intertwined love and hate!

I leaned up and started kissing her, licking and sucking almost adoringly, she was real!This touch makes me very happy!Afterwards, she opened her eyes, she just lost her mind for a moment, the indifference revealed for a moment, and then it was covered with a playful playful of hypocrisy... I felt the real pain and suffering...

that indifferent...

A woman like a rock!

damn it!

damn it!

I never thought I was such a...weak...

"I would like to be a slave to a woman, a slave to a beautiful woman, a woman I love and admire..."

The contents of that book suddenly appeared in my mind, I looked at her who was still lying quietly on the pillow, time seemed to be frozen, I clearly knew that I was not... but I clearly felt it...

"A woman who abused you for this..."

"Yes, a woman who tied me up and whipped me, a woman who kicked me away when she was with someone else."

"And a woman who drives you mad with jealousy, who forces you to face a triumphant rival, who goes so far as to cruelly abandon you for another's arms. Don't you? Don't you like to see this last Is it a lively scene?"

……

enough!

damn it!

I didn't want to let that stuff eat me anymore, so I sat up, grabbed her by the neck, and did what I should have done a long time ago, I said, I'm going to catch you, and I can do it now.

but……

"Morning! Dear Savunin!" She said with a narrow smile.

damn it!

damn it!

Damn Wanda!

Damn Venus!

Damn Catherine the Great!

Fuck the whip!

fuck it!

I began to tighten the strength in my hands, and I was also satisfied to see her face gradually flushed... But the inevitable smile in her eyes and the corners of her mouth raised defeated me.

That bitch who was born!I scolded myself, and in the end I could only let go of my hands and put on my clothes and left the bedroom as if fleeing in embarrassment.

"Hey! Dear Savunin! Don't forget that I only eat whole grain bread!" she shouted in the bedroom before going out.

Damn stone woman!

Damn statue!

Bloody perverted fantasy!

I ran out of my house in a hurry and fled to the street. On the road leading to my house, I bumped into Zhao Boyang, who came earlier with a bag. My eyes were red, and I rushed to him almost without thinking. Roared: "Hey! Greek! Are you here to find Wanda!"

"What Wanda? What Greek?" Zhao Boyang looked at me who was almost barking his teeth and claws in front of him in bewilderment. The ignorant look made me jealous...

The contents of the book came to mind again...

"God, he is a handsome man. No, to be more precise, he is such a man of flesh and blood that I have never seen. He is the Apollo of the Vatican Palace Painting Gallery in Rome..."

"Hey! Are you okay?" Zhao Boyang's action of pushing my shoulder broke my illusions.I am like a fish out of water, and like a drowning person... Wet and embarrassed, naked/naked/naked jealousy...

"Wanda is back..." I lowered my head and murmured.

"What?" He still didn't understand, and it took a while before he suddenly realized, and his expression became serious, "You were beaten?"

"You're the one who is Savunin!" I raised my head and became irritable.

This time finally gave him a chance to avenge his humiliation, and he began to tease on his usually expressionless face: "Didn't you just call me a Greek? Obviously, I am your rival in love and it is also driving you crazy." the one."

"Ah, dear Savunin, quickly fall at my feet and receive the baptism of the whip!"

enough!Really enough!

I couldn't control myself anymore, I glared fiercely at Zhao Boyang, who had already learned Xiaoyu's tricks, and then turned around and walked to the other side of the road. I have to buy that damned whole wheat for that woman who is enjoying being Wanda bread!Also, Savunin is not really gay!I'm not some damn Savunin either!I'm a fucking ghost!It's a ghost!

Ghosts are fascinated by ghosts, fascinated by ghosts...

When I regained my composure and got home, 'Wanda' had left, leaving 'Greek' there to set breakfast on the table...

"Where is she?" I gave up hope, and weakly threw down the bag of bread in my hand and threw myself onto the sofa.

"She was already gone when I came." Zhao Boyang narrated flatly, losing the original lively expression again, as if the ridicule and sarcasm had never appeared on his face.

"I should have caught her..." I murmured, feeling as if I had returned to the previous self-defeating attitude. I knew that all of this was due to my inability to overcome it, and it was indeed my weakness!It's like a cliff, I jumped off it myself, but in turn I was afraid of the person who told me there was a cliff ahead.This kind of affectation is more a groaning affectation than a shadow.

"Let's have breakfast." Zhao Boyang came over and grabbed one of my arms and said, "There are still things to do in a while."

"what's up?"

"Let's talk after dinner." He glanced at me lightly.

A shadow of some kind of weird emotion spread over...

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