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Pain, hunger, desire, self-exile...

What a fucking scum I am!I spat like this, tightening my bite, my teeth touching my bones...

That scene, that annoying voice reappeared...

"Bleeding...a lot of blood..."

Just when I was about to bite off one of my hands, finally, my connection with the outside world came back, the blood was not in vain, and I was able to vaguely see a general idea again.

My blood flowed like an unscrewed faucet, staining the carpet, and when my five senses recovered, I could even hear someone talking to me.

"what are you doing!"

It was an incomprehensible and angry voice. I saw Zhao Boyang and Yin Xiaohong standing not far from me and looked at me in surprise, and I was also taken aback.

"It seems that you haven't quit!" This time it was Yin Xiaohong who spoke, his eyes were full of a spectatorial attitude, I didn't react until I realized that Zhao Boyang pulled my hand out of my mouth.

"I quit a long time ago." I said, bypassing them, and while I could still see the things in front of me, I walked quickly to the same person who was standing not far from me with a glass in his hand and was looking at me in the same astonishment. two people.

I stood very close to them, staring at them closely...

There is nothing special about Gu Xuan, there is nothing wrong with him from head to toe, but the black shadow above his head is happily circling, so basically it should not be him...then...

I looked at Gu Yu, and he looked at me, with a friendly smile on his face: "Long time no see." He greeted.

I was supposed to be flattered by this exchange of greetings, after all, it was him, this man who was truly like a god, but I suddenly hated him, and my eyes moved to a string of strangely shiny hair on his wrist. Tiger Eye Stone Hand Beads.

It was a string of hand beads emitting two strange rays of light, black and gold!And when I found out that I was approaching Gu Yu, the little Leng Suqian in my arms woke up and raised his head to look at me in a daze, and the golden light around him was dimmed even more, and then he made a decisive decision!

I did something that I never thought I would dare to do in my life - I grabbed Gu Yu's wrist and forcibly tore off the string of beads...

With a few crackling sounds, the big tiger eye beads disintegrated from the state of being connected in series and fell to the ground. I pulled it out, and the owner of that hand and bead was looking at me, smiling kindly, I realized how serious the matter was...

The black miasma finally dissipated.

I stood in a daze opposite Gu Yu, seeing the man smiling as if nothing had happened, but I felt more and more uneasy...

"Cousin, let me down!" At this time, Xiao Leng Suqian spoke in my ear, and I looked down at him, the faint golden light on his body was gradually recovering, and his complexion and spirit improved immediately. stand up.

"Okay." I nodded, and took an awkward glance at Gu Yu, who was still standing there with a gentle smile, eyes from the wide cuffs of his Chinese clothes and his bruised eyes A swipe across the wrist.

"Hello, Mr. Gu!" It was Xiao Leng Suqian's voice again. At this moment, he himself stood there looking up at the smiling Gu Yu without fear, and called out sweetly.

"Hello." I saw Gu Yu bent down and touched Xiao Leng Suqian's head, then raised his head with another expression, and said to me seriously, "This kid is more courageous than you too much."

Yes, I really don't have much courage, especially when I see this man who is as kind on the outside as he is cruel on the inside, smiling all the time. Xiao Ling and others, even if he has nothing to do with them, I still feel cold all over...

"My cousin, Leng Suqian." I introduced in a panic.

"I know." He said lightly, glanced at me, then smiled and brushed my forehead with his sleeve, "I see you are so nervous, you are sweating."

"Hehe..." I laughed dryly, and stood there stiffly, forgetting to dodge, until the pain in my hand reminded me.

"Hand is injured." Gu Yu stated the fact in declarative sentences, then turned and left, saying, "Go and bandage it, see you when you have time..."

I watched that figure walk into the crowd, and when I got to Gu Xuan's side, I only felt dizzy and nauseated...Xiao Ling...Wen Jie...I suddenly remembered these two names, I also remembered the words he said at the end of "that incident", the torment of that period of time and the inescapable fear...

I'm someone who's been broken once...

The bottom line and sanity have been broken...

was broken all...

all hope

"Wanda..." Once again, I murmured silently in my heart, missed, and recalled, hopelessly feeling my own weakness and the guilt of escaping...

"Cousin?" Xiao Leng Suqian tugged at my sleeve, "Why are you injured?"

"It's okay, your cousin, I'm addicted to drugs..." Yin Xiaohong tried her best to distort my reputation by "breaking out of the encirclement".

"Oh... what is 'drug addiction'?" The little boy continued to ask curiously.

"It's a very bad thing." I was stunned for a while, then continued without showing Yin Xiaohong's warning expression.

"Cousin is going home. Do you want to go back with cousin? Cousin will tell your brother about it. Thanks to you just now."

"Yeah!" Xiao Leng Suqian nodded, and once again saved my mind with a child's gaze and smile.

"Let's go..."

I sighed secretly, and led Xiao Leng Suqian past Gu Yu's people who had already surrounded me in a circle, and walked towards the two people outside the circle who were still trembling for me.

"How dare you!" Jiang Qiutong sighed almost uncontrollably.I don't know when, he started to become timid like me...

"...Didn't you quit?" Zhao Boyang paid more attention to what I said to Xiao Leng Suqian just now.

"I want to bring your brother to live with me, do you have any objections?" I ignored Zhao Boyang's question, and directly left a sentence to Yin Xiaohong who followed, and then walked out quickly with Xiao Leng Suqian the venue...

Outside the venue, my car was parked there, and Mo Yan got out of the car, as if it had been done early in the morning.So I didn't ask him why he was here, I took the car keys and got into the car with Xiao Leng Suqian.

"I'll go and deal with the aftermath." Mo Yan said as a matter of course, his smile was full of complacency after the plot succeeded.

Until I watched him leave, and his figure disappeared into the passage leading to the venue, I still didn't recover, hunger and thirst tortured me more and more, everyone's affairs were resolved, only me, completely Fall back to hell.At the moment when the string of ominous things collapsed, the black fog dissipated, and the black shadows returned to those beads, but I know that the greed and depravity between people will never be true. What is really over is that the string of beads is just an introduction, and the source of the disease is hidden in the depths of people's souls, the thing called original sin.

Where did Gu Yu get the string of beads with such power?

I didn't dare to ask any more questions at that time, and only Mo Yan, who went to clean up the aftermath, could give me an answer to this question.I drove on the highway and headed home, the powerless and helpless tiredness and all the suffering in my chest could only be turned into a long sigh in the end.The little Leng Suqian sat very quietly in the back seat. I found that this child seemed to be born with spirituality, knew how to judge the situation and deal with others, and just rightly dispelled some of the demonic nature in my body.

"Suqian, you just greeted Mr. Gu, do you know him?" I suddenly thought of this question.

"That's right, that person recognized photos of many people for me, and even asked me to say hello to Mr. Gu." Xiao Leng Suqian explained my confusion.So a bad premonition was fulfilled.

"Then do you know that there is an uncle named Ye Sou?" I tried to slow down my voice, this premonition was too scary.

"I know, that person said that I will work with Uncle Ye in the future!" Xiao Leng Suqian's voice suddenly became cheerful when talking about the future, but only I who knew the truth began to be afraid His limited future...

"That person said that Uncle Ye's job is abroad. Then do I have to go abroad in the future? That's good, then I don't have to live with that person anymore! Cousin, don't you?"

"..." I drove the car silently, glanced silently at the beautiful scenery of the city outside the car window, and then saw the innocent and lovely face of a child reflected in the rearview mirror, and held the steering wheel tightly His hands began to ache, and the undressed wound burst open.

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